123 There is love in the heart, not afraid of the future
I lay in Xu Cheng's arms, looking at his furrowed brows, and couldn't help but reach out to help him smooth the wrinkles on his forehead. I said softly: Honey, you are wrong. Lao Liu had coronary heart disease, but the fairy still resolutely married him. No matter what you do, I'm determined, I've chosen someone who won't change easily. The women of our Yi family are all like this.
He hugged me tightly and said, "Well, you don't know the nature of my disease." If I hadn't gotten sick, I'd be no different from ordinary people. But once it happens, stomach cancer is incurable. Anyway, you're still so young, how can I bear to leave you alone in the world?
I sat up and said to him solemnly: First of all, you will be fine, I believe that Ji people have their own natural appearance. Secondly, whatever you do, I'm willing to follow it to the death. If you can't love someone and can't do even the most basic common suffering, then what's the point of you loving me? You are obsessively following your own ideas and deliberately keeping me away, this is your selfishness. If that day really comes, and I know all your forbearance, how can you let me live in the world with peace of mind?
He stretched out his hand, wanted to hug me, wanted to speak, but stopped talking, and finally groaned. I knew that my words had a certain effect, and I said, "Honey, all we can do is to stay together and love well." Because no one knows which one will come first, tomorrow or the accident. The root of your illness is just a foreseen danger, but in this world, there are too many accidents that can take a person's life. Love, dear, don't always think about leaving, okay?
He groaned for a long time, and I actually saw tears in the corners of his eyes. He had always been the one who taught me by example, and now, when a series of things came out of my mouth, he chose to listen, and showed himself to me as vulnerable as he had never been. At that moment, I knew that he loved me. A man, only in front of the woman he loves, dares to let the hidden tears be released.
I took the initiative to hug him, put his head on my chest, and I said: Cheng, we have love, not afraid of the future. Go on steadily and be happy, okay?
He nodded slightly in my arms, buried his head in my chest, took a deep breath, and hugged me as well. I found that he was as strong as him, and sometimes he longed for warmth like a child, and this posture actually made me feel the taste of maternal love. At that moment, I actually had the urge to have a child for him, but ......
Hehe...... Maybe fate is like this for playing tricks on people.
He hugged and hugged, and suddenly he was not honest, and then, his hand swam up, and he pulled away the side of my clothes kissing, I looked at him ambiguously and smiled, he seemed to be encouraged, and quickly faded the clothes I had just put on, and then pushed me down, like a child, "yunxi" the piece of beauty on my chest, my whole body was soft, he kissed and kissed, and suddenly called: wife.
At that moment, I was emotional. The wife, the husband, is the most ordinary and loving expression between husband and wife. I know that my Xu Cheng has finally returned, and at this moment, like a lost child who has just found his way home, is eager to explore this territory that he has developed countless times.
Later, I checked the information on stomach cancer genes, and after reading those materials, I was more determined to be with him. I think of his sudden estrangement when he first found out that he had love for me, of his kind of gentle and silent care, of everything he has secretly done for me in the past few years, of the bitterness in his heart when he watched me sit in Dai Xiangwei's car away from him, of his love for me but never admitted it to the outside world, of his deliberate avoidance of me and alienation of me, of his tolerance and connivance when he robbed him of his business, and of his recklessness when he thought I had become someone else's bride...... I couldn't help but secretly shed tears for a man who loved me so deeply.
I know that in my life, I will never meet a second Xu Cheng, nor will I have any more men, who love me so deeply but rarely say love to me. The most precious relationship in the world is not to talk about the world all day long, but that he bears the pain and pain alone, but is willing to give you the best joy and laughter. This is a deep love like fatherly love, and for a woman like me, who has lacked fatherly love since childhood, how lucky it is to get such love.
I couldn't help but post a message to him on MSN, I said: Meeting you is the greatest happiness in my life. I'm not going to let you go again, don't even think about it.
After a while, he sent a smiling expression, just an understatement: Wife, don't forget to eat.
My whole heart is warm, although he does not easily say love, but every word, every expression, every action is full of love and care.
At the same time that Xu Cheng and I got back together, the fairy and Lao Liu had already boarded the plane to Bali, I arranged everything for them, and the only thing I could do at the moment was not to disturb their happiness, so that the fairy would forget that she was a woman with a daughter, and leave the most beautiful memories of her life with her beloved man in that most beautiful place.
Yes...... It was finally over, and I instantly felt a lot more relaxed. However, an uninvited guest came to my office in the afternoon and brought very bad news.
He placed a paternity test in front of me and stared at me with wide eyes and dazed fear, as if something had happened to the unfortunate thing in the world.
I looked at the 99.9% number on the paternity test, and I instantly felt extremely terrifying, and my eyes widened, and after we stared at each other for a minute, I asked him with trembling hands: Are you sure you got it right? Could it be that I got the wrong report?
He shook his head like a rattle, and he said that the doctor was someone he knew, and he could not be mistaken. Immediately afterward, he screamed in anguish, then collapsed on the couch in my office, and cursed a three-character scripture.
My head was also blank, and I scolded in a low voice: Song Chenchen, you slut, you are really good at doing evil.
Then, I walked up to Dai Xiangwei and kicked him in the foot, and I said, "What are you going to do?"
He shook his head, sighed, and said, "I'm such a strong-blooded boy, and suddenly a child of mine appeared, and I haven't been so panicked when I'm so old."
I sat down, and I said, "Calm down, first of all, I can't let Ah Pao know about this." Niu Niu is all the meaning of his life now, if he knows that Niu Niu is not his own, I am afraid that he will really want to die.
Dai Xiangwei asked me in annoyance: Then what should I do? I don't know it's okay, I know that it's my biological daughter, how can I feel at ease if I don't ask. Yes...... My God, what's going on, you said that Song Chenchen, this woman is too unreliable, and the child is not sure if it is her husband's, so she dares to give birth.
I glared at him, and I said, "You have it, there is no such thing as a free lunch, and not all women can make you white." What do you have to be wronged, others give birth to you and raise for you, the most unlucky thing is Ah Pao, because she was pregnant and asked for this woman, and in the end she made her bankrupt, not to mention, the child was not his for a long time.
He sighed, and he said: I'm also very back, I've been careful for so many years, but this time the boat capsized, and I hit it once, it's really a fucking fate.
I glared at him again, and I said: What do you say, Niuniu is also older now, and if you look closely, it really looks a bit like you, you said that if Ah Cannon finds out...... Hey, poor cannon.
He pondered for a while, and then said: Either I will give Ah Pao a sum of money? I can't bring Niuniu home, this kind of unmusical thing, how can I explain it to my family, it's strange that my dad doesn't break my legs......
I continued to glare at him, and I said, "You don't know how to give money to Ah Pao, don't you have three hundred taels of silver here?" In any case, this matter cannot be known to Ah Pao. You and Song Chenchen haven't been involved in anything, even if he thinks Niuniu looks like you, he will think it's a coincidence, and he won't think about it in that way.
He sighed again and again, and he said, "Hey, what should I do?" Although I don't have any feelings for Niuniu, when I think that she is my biological daughter, this feeling comes. You say, what should I do.
I said, "Go back and settle down first, let me think about it."
He pouted and said, "Yes, you see, it's all your suspicions." If you don't think about it, I won't know that Niuniu is my daughter, and after all, it's your fault.
I was speechless for a moment, and I said: Your sister, if you don't want people to know, you can't do anything unless you do. You did the good thing yourself, and you blame me for exposing it? In the future, let's take care of your pants and be a person, don't mess around outside at every turn, it's more important to Vivian than anything else.
He stood up and suddenly sang: "The one I love, she has flown away, and the one who loves me, she has not yet come......
Then he said, "I'm leaving, you don't have to send me, stay."
I kicked him in the ass, and I said, "Since you said that, I'd better send you away."
He looked back at me fiercely, and then said quickly: I am only one turn away from you......
I didn't understand too much, I said: What?
He said, "I said you smell like other men, it's too bad."
I yelled, and he immediately floated away. I was alone in front of the paternity test and sent it for a while.
In the evening, I went to Ah Pao's bar to help, Niuniu has grown from a baby in swaddling clothes to a very foreign little beauty, saw me coming, rushed into my arms, and called me aunt loudly.
I picked her up, and I said, "Niu Niu, do you love Daddy?"
She nodded, and I asked her, "Why do you love Daddy so much?"
She said in a milky voice: Dad is good to me, Dad always says that he and Niuniu depend on each other......
I was silent for a moment, how can such a young child understand the meaning of relying on each other, it must be that Ah Pao often recited this sentence in front of her.
I looked at Ah Pao who was busy in the bar, his thin face with a very satisfied smile, he occasionally shouted softly at Niu Niu who was mischievous, and then smiled silly at Niu Niu, and Niu Niu smiled sweetly at him. It's a kind of satisfaction to be a father, since Ah Pao came back, he took care of Niuniu by himself, he said that he wanted to make up for the defect of not being by Niuniu's side. In fact, I know that he wants to tell Niuniu that although there is no mother, you are as happy as I am.
Ah Pao once told me that his wish now is for Niuniu to grow up happily, and everything else is no longer important.
But this irony makes me know the truth......