Shi Yu never thought that he would hear such words from Zhan Qi's mouth.

He said he wished he had been shot at the beginning.

The memory is still stuck in the day of their parents' death, as soon as they came home in the evening, they saw the burned ruins of the house that had been exploded, the fire was blazing, and the sound of wood cracking in the air was crackling, which was terrifying.

There are firefighters in firefighting suits next to them holding high-pressure water cannons to extinguish the fire in their homes, after the baptism of water cannons. Their home was even more destroyed, leaving only a pile of waste residue.

He kept trying to rush in, his eyes were scarlet as if he could drip blood, and he roared loudly, "Dad...... Mom......"

It was Zhan Qi who hugged him tightly from behind. didn't let him rush inside, the three brothers and sisters just watched their home collapse in front of them, powerless.

The bodies of their parents were burned like two pieces of black carbon in the fire, and it was impossible to tell who was who, and when the three of them came out of the morgue, he suddenly turned his head and punched Zhan Qi in the face. Loudly questioned him why he didn't let him save their parents.

That was the first time he had done something to his brother, but Zhan Qi didn't even say a word of rebuttal, just lowered his head and said, "I have no parents anymore, and I can't lose my brother again." In this life, if we want to die, we must die together. ”

Shi Yu had provoked him countless times in front of Zhan Qi, unscrupulously stumbling on him, and tried countless ways to harm him.

But no matter what he did, Zhan Qi always turned a blind eye and let him do whatever he wanted, so that he became more and more presumptuous, and even came up with the practice of kidnapping his women and children.

But on the Rong River that day, Zhan Qi flew over to save him, and even got shot twice. Lost the opportunity to get her daughter's kidney replaced.

At that time, Shi Yu knew that Zhan Qi still cared about his own brother very much.

And now, he said. He only hated that he hadn't killed him in the first place.

Shi Yu looked down at the floor, and suddenly pulled the corners of his mouth and laughed, "Actually, I thought so too." At that time, instead of choosing Song Qingge, you might as well shoot me directly, at least I won't have to suffer anymore. ”

"Are you in pain? Shouldn't I be the one who suffers? Zhan Qi couldn't help but ask sharply: "Just because I gave up on you that time." How many things have you done since then? But no matter what you do, I still keep forgiving you. Now I finally understand the phrase, be merciful to the enemy. It's cruelty to yourself! It is precisely because I have endured you again and again that I have let you go so far and hurt my daughter again and again. Now I don't even let go of my unborn child. ”

His eyes were full of bursting hatred, and he finally said with hatred: "Shi Yu, why don't you die?" ”

Oh, yes. How could he not die? When he is dead, he no longer has to care about the rights and wrongs of the past, and when he dies, he no longer has to feel sorry for his woman and others.

Shi Yu smiled instead, the blood on his face made his face more and more hideous, "How can I die, I still have to watch Song Qingge's slut die first, if she doesn't die, I can't even look at death." ”

Zhan Qi looked at his bleeding face, finally loosened his collar, took a step back and said, "Shi Yu, this is the last time I say such a thing." This is the end of my tolerance for you, and from this day on, you and I will no longer be brothers. I won't give you any more chances in the future. Absolutely see you once and for all, until you are killed! ”

After saying that, he turned his head and strode out, while Shi Yu looked at his departing back, but just leaned on the desk and didn't say anything.

It wasn't until he slammed the door and left that Shi Yu finally closed his eyes, and after a long time, a hot tear suddenly slipped down from his eyes.

"Brother......

He muttered with his eyes closed, not knowing who he was calling, and no one would respond to him anyway.

Xia Xia, why are you doing this to me......

I believe in you so much, but you use my belief to have fun with other men.

Even...... In turn, he used me and borrowed my hand to harm my own big brother......

Blood kept dripping down Shi Yu's forehead, but he was indifferent. It didn't take long for his face to be covered in blood, and the blood stained his face so red that he could barely see his original face.

Qi has beaten him many times since he was a child, but this time is the one that makes him sad the most.

There was a sharp pain in the place where his heart was stepped on by Zhan Qi, thinking that it should be his myocarditis again.

The colic pain was getting worse and worse, and he only felt that his breathing was getting harder. Shi Yu opened his mouth and gasped heavily. Like a dying fish. He wanted to call out to the assistant who was working outside, but he couldn't make a sound when he opened his mouth, and finally sat on the ground weakly with his desk propped up.

Is he going to die here?

The cause of death of the parents has not yet been ascertained. I don't know the truth about Shi Xia's betrayal of him, and I haven't been able to talk to Zhan Qi properly...... Good bye.

"Is Ah Yu in there now?"

"Yes, the president should be working."

"That's good. I'm going to see him. ”

Suddenly, there was a conversation outside, and the woman's voice was gentle and sweet, exactly the same as the one he remembered.

Shi Yu really wanted to be like before. Every time she pushed the door and walked in, he immediately smiled and hugged her into his arms, but this time he couldn't do anything.

Shi Xia pushed open the door and saw Shi Yu's face covered with blood. He had collapsed on the ground, gasping for breath. She was startled, threw down her bag and ran towards her, kneeling beside him and shouting hoarsely. "Ayu! Ayu! What happened to you? Open your eyes and look at me! Ayu! ”

Only this time, Shi Yu never gave her any response, so she closed her eyes quietly.

*

On the way back to the company, Zhan Qi sat quietly in the car, without saying a word, just looking out the window like this.

"Big brother, wipe your hands."

A wet tissue was suddenly handed over in front, and as soon as Zhan Qi looked up, he saw Xu Cheng looking at him worriedly.

As soon as he looked down, he realized that his hands were covered with blood at some point, and even the cracks between his fingernails were bloodstained, but they had dried up at this time.

It was the blood of the time.

Zhan Qi stared at his hand for a long time before taking the tissue and carefully wiping off the blood stains on his hand. His hands have been stained with the blood of many people, but it is the only time that he has been stained with the blood of his own brother.

After a long sigh, Zhan Qi turned his head to look outside, and said in a deep voice to Xu Cheng in front of him: "Ah Cheng, let's go to the cemetery." ”