"What did my sister-in-law say? Did my sister-in-law misunderstand you? Jin Fan hurriedly asked nervously, and then asked, "By the way, how is my sister-in-law feeling lately?" That man was caught, she should be in a bad mood, right? ”

Jin Yan sat on the sofa depressed, holding his head without saying a word, not knowing what he was thinking, I pulled Jin Fan's sleeve, and I said, "Jin Fan, you go and go and eat something, I'll talk to my brother." ”

Seeing this, Jin Fan nodded and walked into the kitchen. I sat opposite Jin Yan, and I said, "Brother, what is the mood for revenge?" ”

"It's not as painful as I thought, on the contrary, it's very heavy." He sighed, and then said, "Tao Mengran is so miserable, I created it single-handedly. and Zhao Qinhan. Although they have harmed me, I have harmed them again, and the feeling in my heart is not so good. Especially when I saw Xiaoshu's sad appearance, I was even more uncomfortable. I don't know how life has become like this, and sometimes I think about it, it's very tiring. ”

"I can understand how you feel. However, everything is over, and I believe that you and your sister-in-law will definitely be together again. I persuaded.

The matter came to an end, and later, after Jin Yan learned the truth that Qiuqiu was his own child, he made a lot of efforts to redeem the lost relationship without hesitation, and he often told Jin Fan about his distress, and Jin Fan told me again.

I heard that Pan Rushu didn't seem to be able to forgive that past, thinking that he couldn't go back, and he didn't want to start over with him. In this process, there were also a lot of small disputes between me and Jin Fan, and we quarreled and broke up for a short time.

Half a year later, I have achieved the position of store manager of an Apple store. At this time, Jin Fan and I had a cold war for a month because of a quarrel. For a whole month, we didn't get in touch.

Both of us have the kind of personalities that are enthusiastic and can't get tired all day long, but once they are cold, they both refuse to speak first.

Through Pan Rushu and Tao Mengran, I saw the two paths in front of me in advance, and I chose to be a person like the former, working hard in a down-to-earth manner, living step by step, planning my life well, and then moving forward step by step.

After half a year, there was finally a little bit of success. On the day I was promoted to store manager, my colleagues congratulated me and I asked them to sing. Unexpectedly, in the corridor of KTV, I met Jin Fan, who was with his former group of classmates.

Jin Fan stood there from afar, still in the wind, chic. I was slightly drunk, and when I was talking and laughing with my colleagues when I saw Jin Fan, I was immediately stunned and stood in place.

It's only been a month, but it seems like a long time has passed, we look at each other, and neither of us has the courage to take a step forward.

I stood there and looked at him quietly, wearing a clean plaid shirt with jeans and canvas shoes, standing there with his hands in his pockets, just looking at me calmly with an inexplicable heaviness in his eyes.

We looked at him for a long time, and I smiled at him, but the next second I couldn't help but cry. Jin Fan smiled when he saw me, so he walked towards me.

When I saw him walking towards me, I couldn't help but walk towards him, and he took me in his arms and hugged me very tightly.

I thought his first sentence would say that he missed me, but I didn't expect that his first sentence was so informative that it surprised me.

He said: "Qiuqiu was trafficked. ”

When I heard this, I was stunned, I broke free from his embrace, looked at him and asked in disbelief, "What did you say?" ”

At that time, I only knew that Qiuqiu was taken away by Tao Mengran and then resold to others, Pan Rushu and Jin Yan both collapsed because of this incident, and embarked on the process of finding their son unkempt, and the two of them went to many cities.

Jin Fan and I helped post information on the Internet when we were fine, and posted photos of Qiuqiu for everyone to help find it, and the time span was a whole year, but in the end, it was still unsuccessful.

Because of Qiuqiu's disappearance, we saw the efforts made by Jin Yan and Pan Rushu to find Qiuqiu, and saw their dedication and mutual support this year.

Jin Fan suddenly became sensible, no longer doing his job all day long like before, and began to find a company to work in a down-to-earth manner, like me, starting from an ordinary salesman, walking step by step.

I met Jin Fan's twin brother Jin Fei, who had transformed into a dark-skinned, tall and strong young man after a few years of military career.

Jin Fan often makes videos with him, and sometimes I occasionally tease him in the video, laughing at him that he can't find a girlfriend if he doesn't go out of the army. Every now and then, Jin Fei showed a smile similar to Jin Fan's, and said to me, "Then introduce me to my brother and sister, and see if there are any beautiful girls around you who like Brother Bing." ”

I gradually regarded Jin Fan's family as my family, I liked the atmosphere of Jin Fan's home, and I liked the clean, tidy and respectful atmosphere that I felt every time I went to his house. I like that Aunt Xu looks at me lovingly, compares her freshly knitted sweater to me, and then says it's just right for me; I like Jin Fan's father and I to talk about new topics on the Internet now, it's okay for a family of four to sit together and play mahjong.

Jin Fan often asks me if I want to go home or my parents, I keep shaking my head, but I feel more and more guilty in my heart, and I want to know more and more about my parents.

Later, with Jin Fan's encouragement, I went to my house with him holding hands, and the moment I opened the door and saw the portrait of my father on the wall, my heart was broken.

Mom sat at the head of the bed, as if she was twenty years old, and her temples were gray. I cried and asked my mother what was wrong, and she told me that since I ran away from home, my father had been drinking heavily every day, and one night he was drunk and collapsed on the road, being run over by a passing truck...... Pass away.

The hatred I felt for him in my heart never diminished, but when I heard the news, I couldn't help but howl and cried, and I knelt in front of my mother.

Without her father, the home is much more deserted, and my mother still goes out early and returns late every day to sell pancakes, but without the quarrel with my father, she is quiet all at once, and now she doesn't like to talk much.

I often go home to have dinner with my mother, and I also stuff the money I earned to her, and introduce Jin Fan to her, she just said lightly: "As long as you are happy, don't find a man who quarrels with you all day long." ”

I know that my mother has quarreled for most of her life, and now she is free, but her life has suddenly become lonely. It turns out that people always have to have a companion, even if they live a life of chickens and dogs jumping every day, even if they quarrel every day, after all, it is better to have someone to accompany than to be alone.

In the days when I didn't have my father, my mother always talked to herself in front of my father's photos, and when she was angry, she scolded like before, and she burst into tears after scolding...... That kind of loneliness is still fresh in my memory.

Because of this, I cherish my relationship with Jin Fan even more, and I dare not have the slightest relaxation in my life, I am afraid that once I relax myself, I will no longer deserve to be liked by Jin Fan.

One night, Jin Fan hugged me and suddenly asked me: "Mu Xin, was that night with me your first time?" ”

I was stunned, and suddenly a cold sweat broke out all over my body, I bit my lip and said nothing, turned my back to him, quietly shed tears, and said one word: "Yes." ”

Jin Fan didn't ask me again, he reached out and hugged me and soon fell asleep. But because of his question, I fell into an unprecedented entanglement of emotions......

I still hated my father more than I missed it, until a few years later, Jin Fan and I entered into marriage step by step. On the eve of my wedding, my mother took my hand, put a worn-out passbook in my hand and said to me, "This passbook is the dowry money that your father saved for you." From the first year of your birth to the present, you have put a little bit into it every month, and now it has 60,000 yuan, which is just a whole number. Nan, the grievances in your heart, my mother understands, I have wronged you, child. He's not a good father, but he's really good to you. ”

At that moment, when I held the thick passbook in my hand and saw the small deposits on it, my heart suddenly trembled, and then, a tear fell on the passbook. I looked up at the old man in the shrine with mixed feelings.

However, I have already made up my mind, this secret, until the moment of death, I will not tell Jin Fan. Because, I made up my mind to be a happy woman......

(End of book)

Postscript: Ke Chun is not particularly good at writing extras, so Mu Xin and Jin Fan's article is not very well written, mainly to reflect Jin Yan's deep thoughts and efforts for Xiaoshu after separation. In view of the fact that I can't write about the feeling, so the whole book ends like this, which is a pity. There will be a period later, babies. ）