333, she's finished
As soon as Ruan Shu's fingertips touched his fingertips, he hurriedly withdrew them.
After silently exchanging glances with Li Qing, she subconsciously pulled the mask on her face to cover it more tightly, lowered her head, held the medical tray in her hand, and tried her best to stand calmly beside Li Qing, playing the role of a good nurse.
In an instant, the figures of several people quickly poured in, led by Lu Shaocong's hurried appearance, followed by two doctors and three or four nurses.
Ruan Shu low-key let go of the position next to the bed and moved to the back.
Lu Shaocong stared at Fu Lingyuan's bloodied and unconscious appearance, and was furious at Li Qing: "How can a good wound crack open?!" And all bleeding?! Didn't you arrange to go for a check-up in the afternoon?! How does it look like you've just finished a fight with someone?! How do you all take care of Brother Yuan?! ”
"I'm sorry, sir." Li Qing didn't explain much, just admit his mistake.
Lu Shaocong originally wanted to continue scolding, but seeing that the doctors and nurses were busy, he stopped angrily for the time being: "I'll settle accounts with you later!" ”
Ruan Shu's fingers contracted, clenching the edge of the medical plate, his bones turned white, and his heart was very stuffy.
"No, I'm going to take it to the operating room." One of the doctors said decisively, turned his head and instructed Nurse Zhang, "Go and inform you to prepare." ”
"Hmm!" Head Nurse Zhang nodded and glanced sideways at Ruan Shu, "You, come with me." ”
Ruan Shu did not hesitate, and hurriedly followed behind Nurse Zhang. When she passed by the end of the bed, the corner of her eye passed through the gap between the two nurses, and when she saw Fu Lingyuan's bloodless face, the depths of her eyes were once again damp.
When Lu Shaocong's gaze inadvertently glanced over, he saw a slender back of a nurse. Slightly familiar, he was stunned for a moment, showing a trace of confusion, and then stared away, but the other party had disappeared outside the door.
……
Leaving Fu Lingyuan's ward, Ruan Shu's whole body was in a daze, and when he came back to his senses, he had changed back into his original clothes and stood in the elevator.
The elevator reached the first floor, and all the people who took it with him poured out.
Ruan Shu stood there in a daze, letting the people around her keep bumping into her.
Her figure was unsteady and staggering.
When the other people in the elevator were gone, the people waiting outside the elevator looked at her strangely, and seeing that she had no intention of moving, a bunch of people poured in politely.
Ruan Shu came out before they were trapped inside.
She didn't leave immediately, but went to the garden of the hospital, found a stone chair, and sat alone.
The head echoed over and over again, and it was all a brief reunion with Fu Lingyuan.
Every expression of his life, every word of his life, became a frame of pictures, and in the end, what could not be dispersed was the appearance of him lying on the hospital bed.
After staggering breathing, Ruan Shu covered his face and bent down against his knees.
No one had ever made her so involuntary.
She thought that the love trap he had set for her, and she had already resolutely cut it off - didn't she succeed in divorcing him? Hasn't it all been away from him for nearly a month? Isn't it all good for one person?
Outcome......
She didn't pull out at all.
She couldn't let him go.
She's real...... Finished.
I don't know how long it took, Jiusi's voice sounded softly in my ears: "Mr. Ruan." ”
Ruan Shu paused, sorted out his thoughts and expressions, and looked up: "How is he?" ”
"The wound was mended with injections, and it was also re-treated and bandaged, the person has not woken up yet, a little fever, the doctor said that he can't get out of bed again, wait for a day or two to see if there is any infection or something." Jiusi replied, and deliberately added a sentence, a little reassuring, "But Mr. Ruan can rest assured, there will be no problems in general." ”
The hand held in front of him slowly loosened, Ruan Shu lowered his eyes, was quiet for a few seconds, and got up: "Hmm." I see, thanks. Take good care of him. I'll go first. ”
Jiusi nodded: "Ruan always be careful on the road." ”
Ruan Shu turned his head, looked back at the ward building in the afterglow of the setting sun, his eyes moved slightly, he sank his breath, and walked away.
Originally, she planned to go directly to the psychological counseling room in Malaysia, but her car was still parked in the public parking lot of Lushui Mansion, and finally gave up.
In the villa, Chen Qingzhou was sitting on the sofa in the living room reading documents, as if he was deliberately waiting there, when he saw her, he put down the things in his hand, raised his eyes, and smiled faintly: "Uncle Rong's dinner is not in vain." ”
Ruan Shu: "......"
"Thank you, you didn't say hello and didn't come back." Chen Qingzhou's smile was a little thicker.
"I wouldn't be so rude." Ruan Shu pursed his face a little embarrassed, refusing to admit that he had indeed given birth to the idea of not coming back. If you think about it carefully, if you don't come back, it's actually a bit like crossing the river and demolishing the bridge.
Silently walked over and sat down across from him.
Chen Qingzhou stared at her eyes: "Have you cried?" ”
Ruan Shu didn't speak, it was a tacit acquiescence.
Chen Qingzhou immediately called the servant: "Go and wring the towel." ”
"No, it's okay." Ruan Shu declined.
"Do you want Uncle Rong to come out of the kitchen for a while, ask you, is it Ling Yuan bullying you again?" Chen Qingzhou asked.
Ruan Shu: "......"
He lifted his finger and gently touched his eyes. There are no signs of swelling yet, but it is a little sour. On the way back, she looked in the mirror and it wasn't red.
The maid quickly brought towels.
Ruan Shu took it and applied it to his eyes.
But I heard Chen Qingzhou sigh softly.
Then came the sound of him getting up and walking over, stopping beside her, pressing his palm on her shoulder, and pushing her a little harder, so that her back rested on the back of the couch.
Then he pressed her forehead, and she leaned back, the back of her head resting against the back of the couch.
This was not enough, he pulled away her two hands again, moved her towel position, covered her eyes with the palm of his hand through the towel, and after letting go, his fingers gently pinched her face, and said with a smile: "I can't even apply it to my eyes." ”
Ruan Shu: "......" She vaguely heard a hint of disgust from it...... I heard a hint of pampering from it......
It's embarrassing. It's embarrassing. Fortunately, with a towel to cover her, her embarrassment and embarrassment should not be obvious.
She didn't know how to react, and her hands were a little confused when they fell on the couch.
It stands to reason that he is a strange man, and she should have kept her distance from him as early as when he first came, but she didn't quite understand why she didn't and let him move.
In the end, his pinched face was taking revenge on her......
"I will." Ruan Shu defended himself. She didn't think what she had just done was wrong.
Obviously, this argument was particularly unconvincing for Chen Qingzhou, as he smiled again.
However, he didn't continue to tease her, but said coldly: "Although you have cried and his wounds are ruptured, the result of seeing this side should be pleasant." ”
Ruan Shu curled up his fingers and said lightly: "Nothing pleasant or unpleasant." I just finished asking a few things I wanted to know. ”
After the words, there was a long silence. But she could feel that Chen Qingzhou was still standing in front of her, his eyes falling on her face, as if he were on fire.
"Xiao Ruan." He called suddenly, in a rather solemn tone, and took the initiative to use a new name for her, which was particularly intimate.
Ruan Shu was a little uncomfortable, frowning very lightly, wanting to tell him not to be familiar.
He took the lead in continuing his words: "Although you and Ling Yuan are divorced, they are not really broken behind your back. ”
Ruan Shu insisted on denying: "You misunderstood. I came to you to see him this time, and it was really just because I wanted to ask him something clearly. ”
"I know, it's okay." Chen Qingzhou's tone was full of helplessness, and then he cautiously emphasized, "I am not any danger to you now. I can't do what I did to you again, and I can't take you hostage to threaten Ling Yuan again. ”
Ruan Shu still denied it: "I said it, he and I are not what you think." Even if you do take me hostage, you won't be able to threaten him. ”
Chen Qingzhou didn't fight her with this question, and asked in a different way: "If I kill him in the future, will you treat me as an enemy?" ”
She came to him on the day of Fu Lingyuan's accident, and he told her that he had caused Fu Lingyuan to be shot, so he asked her similar questions and asked her if she wanted to avenge Fu Lingyuan. At that time, she gave him the answer that she did not want to get involved in the competing interests between them.
Maybe it was because she had just talked to Fu Lingyuan two or three hours ago, and she hesitated for a moment at this moment.
And this momentary hesitation is already the answer for Chen Qingzhou: "Okay, I understand." ”
I couldn't hear his specific meaning or emotions.
Ruan Shu lifted the towel from his eyes, sat up straight, and looked directly into his dark eyes: "Don't involve me, don't ask me these questions, and don't try to judge myself from my reactions to these questions." It doesn't make sense. ”
"Makes sense." Chen Qingzhou said calmly, "Xiao Ruan, it's one thing if you don't want to admit it, but I won't forget that you are my sister." So there are some issues that I have to understand clearly. ”
"What if you get it?" Ruan Shu chuckled, "Could it be that just because I am your sister, you will be kind to Fu Lingyuan?" When it comes to your personal interests, everyone else is on the back sidelines. There's nothing wrong with that, after all, you have your position. I can understand, but at the same time I have my own emotional tendencies. ”
"Emotional tendencies...... Chen Qingzhou only pulled out the last four words, repeated them in a low voice between his lips and teeth, and immediately froze her, "I can also understand your emotional tendencies, there are too many things, no matter how hard Uncle Rong and I try, we can't compensate for you." ”
In an instant, he patted her head gently: "I'm sorry, I won't ask you this in the future." Don't dwell on it anymore. You don't have to worry about it. That's all for me to think about. Ready to eat, I asked the maid to go to the kitchen to check on the situation. ”
"Chen Qingzhou......" Ruan Shu stopped him, his eyes moved slightly, "Do you have to do this......"
Chen Qingzhou's figure was heavy, with a usual light smile on his face: "If I don't kill him, it will be the other way around, Lu Zhenhua will kill me." ”
Ruan Shu was silent.
Huang Jinrong returned from the kitchen at this time: "Hey, girl, are you back?" It's just time for dinner! Wash your hands and let's eat! I made you chestnut roast duck today! A new dish! Delicious! ”
Putting down the plate to the dining table, he turned his eyes to look at Chen Qingzhou again: "Qingzhou, you are the same, you don't need me to remind you when you are a brother." Don't stand! ”
"Okay, Uncle Rong."
"Okay, Uncle Rong."
Ruan Shu and Chen Qingzhou spoke in unison.
When Huang Jinrong heard this, he immediately made a happy face: "You brothers and sisters are getting more and more tacit. ”
Ruan Shu and Chen Qingzhou glanced at each other silently, without answering.
After dinner, Ruan Shu proposed to go back to the psychological counseling room in Malaysia.
Huang Jinrong was originally happy to find her to go to the courtyard to chat in the cool air, but when he heard this, the expression on his face immediately shrugged down, and he stopped looking at Chen Qingzhou when he wanted to speak.
Chen Qingzhou didn't stop her, and advised: "Well, if you want to go back now, it's not too late, don't delay." Drive carefully on the road. ”
Huang Jinrong was disappointed for a while, but due to the serious consequences of the blind date, he still went against his true thoughts and chose to accept Chen Qingzhou's tone: "Yes, Qingzhou has thought it through, and he wants to go now." I'll go pack up the rest of the chestnut duck for you to take away. ”
Turning his head, he searched around and asked the housekeeper, "Where is that kid Rongyi?" Why didn't you see others and go out to run errands? I also want him to take the girl to the parking lot. ”
Chen Qingzhou pursed his lips slightly: "Rong Yi went to the hospital." ”
Ruan Shu knew it in his heart.
Huang Jinrong also understood: "Then I'll send it myself." ”
"No need, Uncle Rong, there's no need." Ruan Shuwaner, "It's just a short stretch. ”
Huang Jinrong insisted: "I was just going to take a walk." ”
Ruan Shu hesitated for a moment, remembered something, and did not refuse again.
The temperature tonight was fine, not stuffy, there was a breeze in front of them, and the two of them picked up a tree-lined gravel road to walk through, which was cooler.
Huang Jinrong was in a happy and comfortable mood, and couldn't help sighing: "I'm thinking about when I can take a walk with you again." It's conceivable. ”
Ruan Shu was touched by his tone and wording, and couldn't help but bend the corners of his lips slightly, changed his mind, raised his hand, and put his arm on his arm in a virtual manner, the posture may not be in place, but it looks like a daughter holding her father's arm.
Huang Rong raised his eyebrows, and the two brush-like eight-character eyebrows skimmed high, overflowing with a sense of "I also have a girl" pride, and he regretted it in an instant: "It's a pity that this road is far away from the side door today, and I can't buy you a candy man." ”
Ruan Shu was worried about how to bring the topic naturally, and when he heard this, he took advantage of the situation and asked, "Uncle Rong, did you often buy candy for Qiangzi to eat before?" That's why now I love to buy me candy. ”
"Isn't it......" At the mention of his dead son, Huang Jinrong inevitably fell a little, and said, "My strong son loves candy very much, and he has to carry a few pieces of sugar in his pocket every day." His mother was worried about his tooth decay, so she supervised him for a while, and asked him to quit sugar, so I secretly bought it for him, so he always said that I loved him the most, and he liked me the most. ”
"He ......" Ruan Shu hesitated, organizing the language, "I heard Chen Qingzhou briefly mention it, saying that it was because of the enemy's revenge, so he ......"
"Hmm." Huang Jinrong's expression was gloomy, "If you want to mix in the road, you can't escape from you cutting me, I will cut you." At that time, the number of state factions was much larger than now, and it was not as weak as it is now, and there were often people who did not know the height of the sky and the depth of the country to fight against Qingbang, and they were not like the police. The police have the discipline of a police officer and will not hurt our families. So in the early years, we were more tired of guarding against people in other states than against the police. ”
"I think I've been cautious enough to protect both mother and son. But I only went to sea with Brother Xi for four or five days, and I ...... when I go back."
The past was heavy, Huang Jinrong probably recalled the picture that was difficult to look back, so his expression was painful, and when he opened his eyes again, his eyes were full of coldness and fierceness: "They killed my wife and children, and I let them see their wives and daughters being ruined." ”
At this moment, Ruan Shu felt a heavy aura all over his body, and even his face seemed to be unfamiliar.
But soon he restrained his expression, patted the back of her hand on his arm soothingly, and said kindly, "Don't be scared, girl. Uncle Rong shouldn't have told you this. It's all the old days. ”
"It's okay." Ruan Shu shook his head slightly, deliberately raised his eyebrows slightly, and smiled shallowly, "I won't be scared casually." ”
Huang Jinrong smiled heartily, and his laughter was deep: "That's right, our girl's courage is not comparable to ordinary little girls." ”
Ruan Shu carefully went back to the topic: "Uncle Rong, when are you going to worship them, take me with you." Their graveyard is in Haicheng, right? ”
"Girl, you have a heart...... Huang Jinrong was very moved, he was silent for a while, and his voice was very muffled, "They don't have a cemetery." ”
Well? Ruan Shu twisted his eyebrows and listened to him continue: "They ...... It's minced meat and fed to the dogs...... When I arrived, I only picked up their bitten clothes and half of their bones......"
"Uncle Rong, you haven't seen their corpses, how can you be sure that they are dead?" Ruan Shu asked curiously.
"To live to see a man, to die to see a corpse. I didn't want to admit it at first. But isn't there any DNA test? Huang Rong raised his face and looked up at the night sky, "I used to fantasize that everything was a dream. When I woke up, I could see them back and tell me that they had just gone out to visit relatives and friends...... During that time, I stayed at home every day, and I was going to be terrified. Brother Xi beat me up and beat me to my senses......"
Ruan Shu's expression was slightly condensed, digesting his words. According to what he said, there are still many loopholes, and the possibility of another inside story is entirely there. Maybe the strong son is really alive, maybe the Lin Pu with the birthmark on his body and on his head is really the strong son.
None of those doubts are clear. But now the most important thing is to confirm the birthmark and confirm whether "Lin Pu" and Hadron are the same person.
How to confirm? - She went directly to ask "Lin Pu" obviously not good, so she could only find a chance to let Huang Jinrong and "Lin Pu" meet, and it was best if Huang Jinrong could see the birthmark on the back of "Lin Pu".
And this matter can't tell Huang Jinrong the truth for the time being, otherwise if there is no joy, won't it make Huang Jinrong hurt even more?
I'm afraid she can't do this alone.
Chen Qingzhou's mind flashed...... Ruan Shu frowned. After all, it was about Huang Jinrong, and she could only discuss it with him.
After thinking about it for a while, she found that she had obviously thought about keeping a distance from all of them when she moved to Ma Yi, but as a result, whether it was with Fu Lingyuan or Chen Qingzhou, she was actually still entangled with each other for various reasons......
……
Driving back to the psychological counseling room at about half past eight, parking the car in the garage, Ruan Shu turned out and found that the lights in the yard were still on. I walked over and took a look, and saw the figure of the grape trellis dismounting.
His biological clock has always been accurate. Ruan Shu couldn't help but wonder: "Haven't slept yet?" ”
When he got closer, he saw clearly, he moved a small stool and sat down, in front of him were several pots of flowers, he was wearing gloves, bent over, and there were some empty flower pots, clods, watering cans and other items at hand, loosening the soil and changing the flower pots for the flowers in the pots.
And there are two pots of flowers that look strangely familiar, Ruan Shu remembers that she was here to find Koko and accidentally knocked them over.
Out of guilt, she squatted in front of him, touched the branches of the two pots of flowers, and smiled: "It's still growing well." ”
"Busy at this point? Why don't you get it again during the day? She asked.
Ma Yi didn't stop what he was doing, and he didn't have time to raise his eyes to look at her, so he asked, "Have you handled your affairs?" ”
"Hmm." Ruan Shu hugged his shoulders with both arms, and watched his hands grasp the scissors to deftly prune the branches and leaves of the flowers. Even through the gloves, you can see the shape of his hands, slender and slender. If memory serves, it's clean.
It's not the same as Fu Lingyuan's hand.
His, it gives a sense of lightness.
Fu Lingyuan's hand...... It's very strong and powerful, and when you hold it, it rubs against a thick cocoon, a bit like a bear's paw...... Ruan Shu couldn't help but narrow his phoenix eyes slightly.
Ma Yi perceptively broke the silence: "What else is going on?" ”
Returning to his thoughts, Ruan Shu pursed his lips, and his gaze moved from his hand to his face: "I want to ask you a question as a patient." ”
"Ask." Ma Yi left room for himself.
"Have you ever had someone you can't part with?" Ruan Shu opened his lips.
Ma Yi raised his face at this time, and his eyes behind the lenses stared at her with judgment.
Ruan Shu dodged and turned his face away slightly, avoiding looking at him, and explained lightly: "It's not to probe on your privacy." I was just...... Just ......"
It didn't come out "just", she couldn't find the right words to express it.
I never thought that Ma Yi was very faceless, and he didn't think about her psychology considerately, so he opened his mouth coldly: "As a doctor, I don't need to answer this kind of question." ”
Ruan Shu choked for a moment, then asked, "Then as a friend?" ”
Ma Yi raised his hand and held the glasses on the bridge of his nose: "As a friend, I don't want to answer." ”
Ruan Shu: "......"
Ma Yi lowered his head and continued to prune his branches, as if he did not want to talk to her again.
He doesn't look cute at all. On the contrary, she misses the time when he treated her in the past, he patiently listened to her nagging every time, and guided her to communicate with him more.
I guess it's because you don't have to pay to talk to him now. After all, he's thousands of dollars an hour.
Cheapskate. Ruan Shu rolled his eyes: "Good night." ”
Back on the third floor, he reflexively went to check the cardboard box first, and found it empty, only to remember that Koko had been handed over to Yan Xi for foster care.
She sat quietly on the carpet alone for a moment, her fingers unconsciously touching the chalcedony on her wrist, surrounded by the chirping insects outside the window, she vaguely felt a little lonely.
If you're used to this thing, you really can't just raise it......
Mocking his lips, Ruan Shu couldn't help but think that Keke should be playing with Ah Needle, it's a bad thing, right?
And it's daddy......
suddenly remembered that in Fu Lingyuan's ward in the afternoon, that Xiaoya had said before leaving that she would come back to accompany her in the evening.
Come back in the evening......
So now, that Xiaoya is guarding his bedside again......
But she even had to sneak in to see him......
Ruan Shu only felt a sigh of relief in his chest.