Chapter 83: The Love Missed in Those Years [For the Fourth Update]
Lin Siya on the phone was stunned for a moment, and then asked tentatively, "Lin Xiao?" Is that you? ”
I said, "It's me." I'm at the door of No. 1 Middle School, can you come out and get down? I miss you. ”
Lin Siya's voice was still quite excited, quite excited, she hesitated for a moment and said, "Okay, you wait for me for a while." ”
I hung up the phone, walked back and forth at the door of No. 1 Middle School, couldn't help rubbing my hands, Bai Fei's departure made me very unhappy, fortunately, there was Lin Siya, I waited for about ten minutes, and finally saw Lin Siya appear, she seemed to be taller than before, with a ponytail, a white shirt on the top, and black stockings on the bottom, which was the most common dress for girls at that time.
Lin Siya looked at me from a distance after walking out of the school gate, I took the flowers in my hand and said, "Do you remember me?" ”
I was very excited, Lin Siya walked over quickly, with a happy face, I thought she would give me a hug, which made me a little disappointed. She asked me, "How did you get out?" I heard you ......"
I said, "It's all in the past, I don't want to talk about it anymore." Let's go get something to eat? ”
Lin Siya looked at the time and said, "I still have classes in the afternoon, and I haven't come to see you, will you blame me?" ”
I shook my head and said no, in fact, I still felt very uncomfortable, after all, Lin Siya is also my girlfriend, and she didn't come to see me. I reached out and touched her head, she looked embarrassed, I said you have grown taller, I haven't seen you for half a year, it seems to be alienated from me, or do you have a new love?
As soon as she heard me say this, Lin Siya's face suddenly became unnatural, and she said in a panicked manner, "No...... No. ”
I know Lin Siya best, she is not good at lying, her ears will be red when she lies, and her eyes dare not look at people, I suddenly realized that it was not good, smiled and said: "It seems that it is really there, it's okay, just tell me, I ...... I can accept it. ”
At that moment, I felt so uncomfortable that I was going to die, like a knife, although I was a bit abusive and distracted, but I was sincere to Lin Siya, Bai Fei, and Sister Shengnan. Lin Siya explained: "It's really ...... Not really, don't think about it. ”
I pretended to smile lightly and said, "Your ears turn red every time you lie, and you still want to lie to me?" It can't be the glasses man from last time, right? He shouldn't be worthy of you. You'd better tell me the truth, I don't like people lying to me, you know. ”
Lin Siya raised her hand and stroked her ear hair, her expression was very unnatural, and she brewed for a long time before saying, "It's not him." All of a sudden, you couldn't get in touch, and then I heard that something like that happened, so I ......"
I interrupted her and said, so you can empathize and stop falling in love. You're doing a great job, really, you're making the right choice. Lin Siya said, Lin Xiao, don't be like this, I will blame myself and be sad if you do this. I wrote to you to tell you about it, telling you that I was confused and didn't know what to do, but you didn't reply.
I didn't receive Lin Siya's letter at all, I guess I was in the camp at that time, but these don't matter anymore. I said, "What if I don't do this?" Did you beat him up? Yes, with my character, I should have beaten him up, and you called him out.
Lin Siya hurriedly took my hand and said, "It's none of his business, if you want to blame me, blame me." Lin Xiao, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. I didn't expect you to come back so soon. ”
I really felt as if I had been pricked with a needle, and said with a very bitter smile, it seems that you care about him very much, I am self-inflicted, and this bouquet of flowers is not necessary. I threw the bouquet of flowers in my hand on the ground and ravaged it with my foot, God can testify, I really wanted to rush into the school and kill that boy, but I had to fucking pretend to be very indifferent and indifferent in front of Lin Siya.
Because I kept telling myself in my heart that I must not let her know that I am angry, and I must not be ashamed. I took out a cigarette and lit it and said, "Well, excuse me." In the future, everyone will treat it as if they have never known each other, buddy, bless you. ”
I smiled, turned around, and when I turned around, how bitter and embarrassed my smile was. I walked ten meters away, Lin Siya suddenly called me, I thought she would catch up from behind and hug me like last time, I stopped, but I didn't wait for her, only waited for a sentence: "Godbrother, take care." ”
I looked up to the sky and laughed, laughing with indescribable pathos, waving my hand with my back to her, from then on, there was no such person as Lin Siya in my world.
My relationship with Lin Siya ended like this, the strange thing is that I don't hate Lin Siya, maybe I had already guessed that there would be such a result, but I just came to verify. I didn't go home, and I especially wanted to find someone to drink, so I took out my phone and called Leng Wuxie.
I said to Leng Wuxian and came out to drink with me. He said yes on the phone, and without asking the place, I said, "Where are you?" I'll come to you. ”
Leng said without heresy, on the way to No. 1 Middle School. I was fucking happy, I asked him what he was doing in No. 1 Middle School, and he said there was something, and then I said I'm in No. 1 Middle School, you should come quickly. I smoked a cigarette and waited for the innocence, I waited for half an hour, and a lot of cigarette butts were thrown away on the ground, and he carried this gift box in his hand, and I said, "What are you doing here?" Giving a gift? ”
He hummed, and I asked, "Female?" ”
He hesitated, but still hummed, I couldn't cry or laugh, damn, Leng Wuxian This guy actually has someone he likes, and he will also give gifts to girls, I said you hurry up and send it, let's drink after sending it off. He nodded, walked to the door of No. 1 Middle School, and then made a phone call, I watched from a distance, but I was quite curious about what kind of person Leng Wuxian liked, this guy was so handsome, and his girlfriend shouldn't be bad. I found that I knew too little about Leng Wuxie, and after a while, a girl in a long white dress came out, but she didn't go out of school, and after Leng Wuxian handed her the gift box, the two said a few words, and the girl left with the gift box.
I also saw that the girl who gave the gift to Leng Wuxian was indeed very good-looking, but she was not tall. Leng Wuxian turned back and asked me where I was going to drink. I said I could go anywhere, and then the two of them found a restaurant nearby and ordered two side dishes and a case of beer. I said that the girl was very good, it was your girlfriend.
He shook his head and said no, and then took a sip of a glass of wine, I said you still don't admit it, he didn't say much, we both drank a lot, but I soon found out that it was a mistake to ask him to drink with me, this guy couldn't hold back a word for a long time, anyway, I drank a glass, he also drank a drink, which made me extremely depressed.
The two of us drank until the afternoon, I was a little drunk, and sent me home coldly, I said I didn't want to go back, go to the Internet café to play games, he said okay, and then accompanied me to the Internet café, I had no place to vent, so I had to vent my unhappiness in the game. In a flash, it was night, and Leng Wuxian answered the phone at this time, and then said to me: "I have something to do, can you go back alone?" ”
I spit out the cigarette butt in my mouth and said, "No, I'm glad I didn't drink at noon, we'll drink again later." ”
Leng Wuxian was silent and said, "Then you go drink with me." I agreed, got off the plane and left the Internet café with Leng Wuxie, and then took a taxi to a KTV, I stood at the door of the KTV and said, "The two of us sing?" ”
Leng Wuxian didn't answer me, went straight inside, I walked up and hooked his shoulder, the business in the KTV was quite good, Leng Wuxian took me directly to a private room, and after pushing the door open, I found that there were a lot of people sitting inside, there were men and women, and the most thing was that I actually saw Lin Siya, she was sitting on the sofa, and there was a boy sitting next to her, with one hand around her waist.
I was furious in an instant, the girl who gave Leng Wuxian a gift during the day was also there, after seeing Leng Wuxie, she came over and called Brother Sheng, Leng Wuxian nodded slightly, and then said, "My brother Lin Xiao." ”
My eyes all fell on Lin Siya, Lin Siya naturally saw me at this time, and then stood up, I took a deep breath and said to Leng Wuxie: "You play, I'm leaving." ”
I just don't want to meet Lin Siya again, isn't this rubbing salt on Lao Tzu's wounds?
But at this time, Lin Siya walked out and grabbed my arm and whispered, "How did you find here?" I've said it all, this matter has nothing to do with him, why are you still like this! ”
Originally, I was going to leave, but as soon as I heard this, I couldn't help it on the spot, I squinted my eyes and said, "What am I looking for you?" Can't I play with my friends? You're funny. I simply didn't leave, and walked straight into the KTV, and Leng Wuxie asked Leng Wuxian suspiciously: "Brother, what's going on?" ”
Leng Wuxian said that she didn't know, she asked Lin Siya again, but Lin Siya didn't speak, she didn't know what she was thinking, and the scar in my heart was once again revealed, bloody.