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He said with emotion: At this time last year, we were almost about to leave for our hometown, right?

I said, "Yes, it's fast, and a year has passed."

He said, "Yes." Yes, some time ago, my mother asked you how you are doing?

I sighed, I thought, my miscarriage should make his mother feel guilty. I said, "What about her, is she doing now?"

Xu Cheng nodded, and then said: It's quite healthy.

I answered, and we walked slowly, where I live now, was once our love nest. But now, I'm alone. In winter, the sycamores are depressed, and like our love, only dry branches remain, without any greenery and nutrients.

Xu Cheng said: Yes, there is something I want to tell you.

I turned my head and I said, "What's wrong?"

He let out a big breath and said: I'm going to go to the United States for a while, about three months.

To my surprise, he used to fly around on business for the rest of the day, but never before had it been so long.

I said, "What are you going to do over there?" Went years ago? Or do you want to go after the New Year?

He said, "It's just a few days, and I'll set off right away." I went there to study for a while, and by the way, I found out if that technology could be introduced into our company.

I said, "Oh, are you going to be there for so long?"

He nodded, and we were already downstairs in my house. He looked at me, and he said, "Well, can I go up and sit down for a while?"

I said yes and went upstairs together. Between the two of them, there was a feeling of heaviness. I never asked a word, but I didn't want to ask, and I didn't dare to ask, because I was afraid that I would be sad.

I opened the door, turned on the light, and he went in, looked around, and he said, "Well, it's still the same, it's not the same at all."

I smiled and I said: I'm lazy, I'm too lazy to move anything. I just asked my aunt to come over and clean it every week.

We chatted and I went to the kitchen, he likes to drink coffee, I got some coffee beans and started grinding them. He stood behind me, and that natural aura made my heart tremble a little. I found that he still had a fatal attraction to me.

This time he came to the fairy's place for dinner, he should have been specially dressed, wearing a khaki shirt, inside is the striped shirt I picked for him before, the lower body is a pair of light blue jeans, with casual leather shoes, sprayed with the perfume he always likes to use, the faint fragrance makes me a little confused.

When I don't go to work, I wear cotton casual clothes, which are very casual. My hair was already very long, and I pulled it up casually, and he suddenly leaned into my ear and said, "Yes, you are really beautiful like this."

I trembled all over, and at that moment, I didn't know how to take the initiative, I turned around, put my arms around his neck, and looked at his face carefully, his eyes were so charming, his lips were so thick, and the affection in his eyes almost intoxicated me.

When he saw that I was emotional, his eyes couldn't help but moisten, and he hugged me in his arms, and I hugged him tightly, and he said: Zhizhi, I really miss you.

Why shouldn't I? We have been suppressed for so long, too many suppressed emotions are exploding at this moment, and this former love nest has left too many lingering memories of the past. At this moment, holding the same man and feeling a completely different state of mind, I admit that I am greedy.

I don't want to say anything, I just want to have a good time with him. I've been suppressed for too long, I don't know if he's like that, I don't know how he's been working on his desires all year. In short, at this moment, I am lonely, I want to, I have to.

I can't even remember what he carried me to bed, but we fought fiercely, from the kitchen to the bedroom, all the way to the clothes.

He said, "Well, are you already hungry and thirsty?"

I squinted and said, "Well, I'm pretty."

He said, "All right, I'll come."

After saying that, he took off my inner ku and probed directly into my body, and I instantly felt my whole body float up, and the feeling of being empty for a long time and suddenly filled made me scream with excitement.

He kissed me tenderly on the mouth, kissed me on the tongue and then went down affectionately, and my moans turned into three words in the end: don't stop......

Xu Cheng may really have not had his strength for too long, this is simply a rhythm that can't be stopped, I touched the muscles on his chest, thinking that he won't be working out all year round, when will the eight-pack abs come out.

He was afraid that my screaming would affect the neighbor next door, so he quickly stuffed his finger into my mouth, and when I was so cool that I couldn't do it, he bit his finger, and the harder I bited, the harder he did......

After an hour of fighting, this guy finally released his last bit of motivation, and then he rolled over from me with a limp of his body, lay on the side, hugged me tightly in his arms, and then said: It's tight...... So wet...... It's so comfortable.

I was so embarrassed that my face turned red and bit his chest, but he didn't say anything about me, but just laughed and said: I was so unrestrained just now, and now I'm shy?

I was a little speechless and said: It's a long drought and a rain, really. Women are at this age, you know.

He hugged me tightly for a while, then touched my arm and said, "Well, when I come back from the United States, we will get married, okay?" I don't want to be separated from you anymore, it feels so bad to be separated from you......

I was taken aback, I couldn't believe my ears, I was awkward for almost a year, is it appropriate to mention marriage at this time?

I said, "Huh? …… But you're so busy now, besides, it's going to be rushed, right?

He said lightly: When I come back from the United States, I won't be very busy. My dear, I don't want to miss you anymore.

I smelled something strange sensitively, and I said, "If we hadn't rolled together at night, would you still mention getting married?"

He nodded calmly, and he said: Yes, I plan to pursue you wholeheartedly after I come back from the United States, and I must chase you back.

I was a little glad to hear this. I said, "So what are you going to do with the relationship between you and Mink?"

I finally asked what I had been wondering what he had promised Mink so that he would wholeheartedly help him through it.

As soon as I asked, his face instantly became solemn, and he said: When I met you, I was destined to be sorry for her in my life.

My heart sank suddenly, and such a sentence made me hear the guilt in his heart about mink. If a man feels guilty about a woman, then he must have affection for her.

Since I have already asked the words, I simply asked, I said: Cheng, you and I are honest, how far has it developed between you?

He suddenly hesitated, he said: "Yes, she is almost forty years old, she has been affectionate to me for so many years, she has never been married, and she has always had hope for me. When I was the hardest, I didn't think to ask her for help, but she resolutely chose to tie up with my company to get through the difficulties. ......

The more he spoke, the colder my eyes grew, and he couldn't go any further. I said, "I know, you're a man who doesn't like to owe people anything." But you feel that you owe her, that you owe her a favor.

He nodded, and he said, "Yes, so she drank a lot that day and said a lot to me, and I sent her home, and she pulled me and didn't let me go, and I drank too much, and we just ......

In an instant, I heard the voice of my heart dying. These days, his dodging of me has made me aware of his strangeness, and now that he has confirmed it himself, it is even more difficult for me to accept. I was silent, sat up, put on my nightgown, and he continued: So, I have not dared to see you, and I have wandered at the door of the quiet bar several times to dare not enter, and I feel that I have done something sorry for you. Every time I want to call you, I feel like I don't have a position.

I lit a cigarette, took a puff, and said, "What about what is your relationship now?"

He said: I showed my love for you in my heart, and she said open-mindedly that it doesn't matter. But the injury is for sure, she went on vacation abroad alone, and we haven't been in touch for a long time.

I sighed, and I said, "Actually, maybe she's a better fit for you than I am."

When he heard me say this, he immediately hugged me, and he said, "Yes, there is no suitable for love, only love, or no love."

My tears flowed silently, and I said: I understand, but I really can't forgive the betrayal. If I had sex with another man, would you be able to forgive me?

He still hugged me, hugged me so tightly, he said: No, we are all people who love too absolutely. It's just that men's desires are sometimes not as easy to control as women's. In fact, I understand that no matter what you choose, I respect your choice.

At that moment, my heart was broken. I don't know how he felt when he said, "I respect your choice," but his passionate, desperate kiss had already told me what was on his mind.

Sober as he was, in fact, after the night he and Mink rolled over, he understood that he and I had no room to maneuver. So he deliberately didn't contact me, and stayed around the corner of the quiet bar several times but didn't dare to come to see me, which was always a kind of guilt for me who wanted to see but didn't dare to come to see me. Proposing marriage may be the only bargaining chip he thinks can save our relationship.

It's just that I'm glad he told me honestly that it all happened. I don't blame him, I don't blame him, I don't hate him, I just can't accept that we can't be pure love anymore. Just like he used to, he couldn't accept the kiss between me and Dai. If it weren't for the drugging that time, I am afraid that the end of me and him would have been a breakup.

The breakup after rolling is so unforgettable.

It's not over yet, and the farewell poem will be part of it in the next chapter.

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