Chapter 55: I Don't Want to Lose You

"How are you?"

Looking at the man in front of her, Gu Xiaoru couldn't help frowning, she thought that she shouldn't meet this man again after resigning from "QG".

"Xiaoru, come back."

The man stood at the door drunk, his handsome face pleading.

"Why should I go back?"

She stared at him with her hands folded around her chest, not feeling the need to obey his orders.

"Do you really hate me that much?"

Hate him so much that you don't want to stay in the same company as him? hated him so much that he bought breakfast for her every day, and she turned a blind eye; hated her so much that she refused to ask him for help even if she had a cold and fever......

"Qin Siqi, I said before, the grievances between us have been cleared, and I don't want to see you again."

There are many things in this world that you don't want to compensate, and the other party has to accept them, not to mention, some things can be unpaid without compensation.

"Tell me, what do you have to do to come back? If you say it, I'll do it! ”

Qin Siqi's eyes were red, and he held her hands with pain on his face, which was very different from the usual high-ranking president.

Gu Xiaoru was taken aback by the appearance of his scarlet eyes, and she never expected him to beg for herself in such a low voice.

"You...... You let me go first! ”

She struggled to withdraw her hand, but Qin Siqi refused to give up no matter what.

"I won't let go!"

He was afraid that if he let go, Gu Xiaoru would disappear, and he would never find her again......

"Qin Siqi, you ...... Hmmm......"

Her back was slammed against the wall, and at this moment, she knew that a drunk man was really dangerous! Especially Qin Siqi......

Gu Xiaoru resisted desperately, and even directly pushed her over with her knees, Qin Siqi was defenseless, and let go of her in pain for a while.

"What are you crazy about in the middle of the night?!"

She looked at him with fiery eyes, her lips were slightly swollen, but in Qin Siqi's eyes, she was a woman who had been nourished by love, extremely beautiful.

Looking at his deeper and deeper eyes, Gu Xiaoru's heart was full of alarms.

"Qin Siqi, if you dare to touch me again, I will be rude to you!"

Her heart beat like a drum, hoping that her shouting would bring back some of his senses.

"Little Ru ......"

Gu Xiaoru's eyes widened, and she wondered if she was dazzled, because she actually saw this big man who was almost 190 cm in tears!

"Hey, why are you crying?"

Come on! She, the woman who was forcibly kissed, didn't cry, what does this * mean to cry silently here?

At this time, a middle-aged woman passed by the corridor, although she was not very familiar, but Gu Xiaoru had greeted her before, so she had an impression.

"You ...... You okay? ”

The middle-aged woman looked at the scene in front of her with some doubts: the woman stood helplessly at the door, but the man burst into tears.

"Uh...... It's okay, he is upset, so he wants to send a xie. ”

Standing at the door crying when you're not in a good mood? Middle-aged fathers and daughters are a little confused about the way of thinking of modern people.

"Auntie, it's not too early, I'll bring people in first."

Not wanting the neighbors to come out to see the jokes, Gu Xiaoru stiffened the corners of her lips and pushed Qin Siqi into the apartment.

"Qin Siqi, you are a big man crying at the door, are you ashamed?"

It is said that men's tear ducts are different from women's, and they don't cry so easily, how can this man say that he tears when he sheds tears?

"Xiaoru, I don't want to lose your ......"

I don't know if he really cried or faked crying just now, but Gu Xiaoru still heard a trace of choking in his voice.

Gu Xiaoru looked at him with complicated eyes, and then poured a glass of water from the kitchen.

"You calm down first."

She didn't want to talk to emotionally unstable lunatics.

Qin Siqi was holding the water cup in both hands, and if he looked closely, he could see that his hands trembled slightly, as if he was trying his best to hide something.

"Qin Siqi, so many years, the past has passed, I don't remember how you hurt me in the first place."

Actually, it's not that I don't remember, it's just that the impression is a little blurry, Rao is so, and it's still a little heart-wrenching when I recall it.

"Kid ......"

"At the beginning, the child's incident was an accident, I can't blame you completely, if I had been careful, that would not have happened."

If something goes wrong in a relationship, it will definitely not be just the responsibility of one party, and she has thought about this truth for a long time before she figured it out.

"I don't blame you!" Qin Siqi put down the water glass, sat down, and hugged her waist, but it was rare that Gu Xiaoru didn't push him away this time. "It's me! It's all my fault! You can beat me and scold me, as long as you're willing to stay with me......"

It is said that what is lost is the most beautiful, he Qin Siqi was arrogant when he was young, and now he can be regarded as having the retribution of the world: he has lost the woman he loves the most......

"What's the use of beating you and scolding you? The kid couldn't come back. ”

Gu Xiaoru smiled sadly, perhaps, that kid knew that he didn't come at the right time, so he left, right?

"Xiaoru, we are still young, and if you want a few children in the future, I will listen to you."

Gu Xiaoru suddenly felt that their current conversation was a little inexplicable, "When did I say I wanted to have a child?" ”

This man deliberately set a trap to take himself into the ditch, right?

"Xiaoru, don't forget, we didn't do protection the first few times, maybe ......"

Qin Siqi looked down at her belly, thinking that she might really have a child of her own, and his eyebrows and eyes were no longer hazy as before.

"You're thinking too much!"

Gu Xiaoru's face suddenly turned cold, and she returned to her previous coldness.

"Xiaoru, you can't trust me again?"

Gu Xiaoru frowned, "You have overdrawn the trust I gave you." ”

She Gu Xiaoru is not a person who has gone back, especially since the other party is still Qin Siqi.

Qin Siqi looked at her sadly, and had to say that he was really hurt by her words.

Seeing his sad appearance, Gu Xiaoru felt uncomfortable, but she didn't have the courage to give this man another chance.

"It's not too early, you better go home early."

Qin Siqi knew that he was self-inflicted today, but he gave up like this, and his heart was full of unwillingness!

"If you think you can get rid of me by resigning from 'QG', Xiaoru, then you are too naΓ―ve!"

Gu Xiaoru looked at him in surprise, and part of the reason for leaving the company was to stay away from him.

"It's not your employee, so I don't have to be bound by you, right?"

Could it be that he still dares to use force on himself? Even so, she is no longer the Gu Xiaoru he bullied before!

"We have to be so tense with each other?"

Gu Xiaoru shook her head, "It's not that I want to do this, it's you who forced me." ”

Catching a glimpse of the determination in her eyes, Qin Siqi knew that if he didn't take some action, he would really lose this woman.

"Xiaoru, do you remember the place where we first met?" He lowered his head, brushing away the glimmer of light from his eyes.

Gu Xiaoru didn't understand why he asked this question, but she still nodded.

"I'll be waiting for you there tomorrow at eight o'clock in the evening."

Looking up again, she saw a man with a bitter smile, obviously still so handsome, but the fold between her eyebrows made her can't help but want to reach out and smooth it.

Restraining his impulsiveness, Gu Xiaoru pretended to look at him indifferently.

"I'm not going."

He could hear the hesitation in her tone, and the corners of his mouth rose even more.

"I'll be waiting for you there, see you there."

After speaking, he didn't care about Gu Xiaoru's answer, and walked out of the apartment......

All night, Gu Xiaoru tossed and turned in bed, blaming the man for speaking to her in such a gentle tone, causing her to have a sense of guilt if she didn't go.

"Gu Xiaoru, are you stupid? Don't forget, he was the one who was sorry for you in the first place! ”

Although he said this, he couldn't help but make excuses for him in his heart: Gu Xiaoru, were you not at fault at all about what happened back then?

Sitting up from the bed suddenly, she looked out the window, and the sky was already white.

This guy couldn't sleep when he came to her house, did he do it on purpose?

With black circles under her eyes, looking at her haggard self in the mirror, Gu Xiaoru really wanted Haibian's man to be beaten!

Just when she simply got up early to buy breakfast, she unexpectedly found a familiar figure downstairs, which was ......

"Qin Siqi?!"

His face was a little pale, but he still had a light smile on his face.

Gu Xiaoru didn't know what kind of medicine he was selling in his gourd, since the reunion, this man has never been cynical before, he always looks at himself with a gentle face, is he really changing?

was taken aback by this idea of herself, however, after all, it was the man she loved, and she couldn't be completely indifferent.

"You're up?"

The voice is a little hoarse, could it be......

"Don't tell me you stood here all night last night."

She just asked tentatively, never thinking that he nodded seriously, "I don't want to go back." ”

Without Gu Xiaoru by his side, the villa seemed to him to be empty and terrible......

"If you get frostbitten at my doorstep, how can I explain to the old president?"

Gu Xiaoru looked at him angrily: Is this guy having nothing to do for himself?

"Aren't you worried about me?"

There was hope in his eyes, as if Gu Xiaoru's answer was very important.

"Of course I'm worried about you, I'm worried that I'll get a lawsuit because of you!" Refusing to admit the sudden fear in her heart, she said with a cold face.

Sure enough, these words extinguished his enthusiasm: his Xiaoru really knew how to pour cold water on him.

"Ahem......"

He wanted to say something, but his throat hurt terribly.

"Go back! The weather is cool. ”

Hearing his cough, Gu Xiaoru's heart twitched inexplicably.

Qin Siqi stubbornly shook his head, "I just want to stay by your side." ”

If these words had been changed many years ago, they would not have come from this man's mouth.

Seeing her looking at herself in a trance, Qin Siqi knew that she remembered something from the past.

"Xiaoru, what do you want to eat? I'll buy it for you. ”

A big president stays downstairs in her house all night just to buy breakfast? Isn't it funny to say this reason?

Gu Xiaoru found that she couldn't laugh.

"No need, I'll just buy it myself."

Anyway, she still didn't want to have too much to do with this man, she walked in front, Qin Siqi followed behind, she remembered that it was the same when the two fell in love, one in front and one in the back, but today it was just a change of position.

Gu Xiaoru didn't open her mouth, after all, this is a big road, and everyone is walking. There was a "Yonghe" breakfast shop not far from the apartment, and she ordered a simple glutinous rice fritters with soy milk, and the man followed.

Although Gu Xiaoru's hair is short, her pretty face still attracts the people around her, Qin Siqi is already handsome, even if he blows the northwest wind all night, the whole person has a decadent beauty.

"There are so many empty seats around, why do you have to sit across from me?"

She originally wanted to eat breakfast quietly, but this man sat across from her, how could she eat?

"Because this is the only table with beautiful women." He replied with all the right answers.

Gu Xiaoru was amused: It's really the first time I've seen a cheeky man to this extent!

"I'm just now realizing how naΓ―ve I was before!"

This man's love words were so slippery, she really thought she was his true love at that time!

A trace of gloom drifted across Qin Siqi's face, and before hearing her mention it, the movements of his hands also stopped.

"You said you wanted me to look forward, but it was you who really indulged in the past."

His expression was serious and sad, and if you looked closely, there was even a hint of grievance, as if a wounded little animal was begging for mercy from its master.

"Are you going to discuss philosophical issues with me here early in the morning?" She asked with a smirk.

"Xiaoru, I ......"

Qin Siqi was about to say something, but Gu Xiaoru's mobile phone suddenly rang......