Chapter 193: The Two Who Suffered
Why don't you believe me? I never hurt Xue Ru from beginning to end. I'm not as good as her. Why do you always think I'm scheming? Why do you always think I'm a bad woman? Why do you take my daddy mommy's fault. It's all on me. Why don't you see my goodness all the time? Lu Chengfeng, why don't you take a look at me. Why. Cher exclaimed.
But the rain was too heavy at this time. Bang bang Lu Chengfeng shouldn't have heard her complaints. And he didn't want to hear it at all.
Lu Chengfeng covered Xue Ru with a quilt. On Xue Ru's forehead. A gentle kiss. Leave with a smile.
"Wind. Stay with me. I'm afraid of this rain. Xue Ru pulled the hand of the landing wind. Begged. What does it mean that this man is leaving now. What is he going to do. Do you regret that to Cher like that? She couldn't let the man take the woman in.
"Good. I'm not going. Wait until you fall asleep. I'll go to the office again. "Then he closed the door. Lying beside Xue Ru.
"This embrace. I'll never forget. You're my first man. It's the man I love most in my life. Lu Chengfeng, I love you. I'll never let go of your hand. I really love and love you. I can't bear to leave me for a minute. I love you so much. For you. I'm willing to do everything. As long as I can be with you. I don't care about anything else. It's okay not to care about a little bit. I love you. I really love you very much. Xue Ru said softly. Slowly. I fell asleep slowly and quietly.
Cher looked at the lights that went out. My whole body was trembling. They're sleeping. Cher, Cher. No one will care about you. No matter how heavy the rain is. "Ya * Wen * Yan * Love * First * Fa" What can you have. There is only endless black.
Cher can't stand the oppression of the environment. She slowly crouched down. Squatting quietly. Suddenly remembered that familiar song: "Who is like me." Who can't wait for him. I'm always learning to fall in love with you. A taste of loneliness. One person holds an umbrella. A man wipes tears. It's so tiring to be alone. What kind of rain and what kind of night. What can I make you miss more. How heavy the rain is going to be, and how dark the sky is. to be able to have your thoughtfulness. Actually, you can't tell the difference without me. Don't get close, there can be more. Don't say you're going to be sad. Don't say you want to change. The loved one does not need to apologize.
Cher cried even harder. My whole body was trembling. Cold. It's cold. It's never been colder. The whole body is **. There is no shelter from the rain. It's over. It's over. Definitely going to get sick. Dizzy. It's uncomfortable. Lu Chengfeng, you must torture me, right? Don't torture me. You feel bad.
After Xue Ru fell asleep. Lu Chengfeng walked out gently. Walk inside the study. It looks like I didn't finish the paperwork today. But I can't see it. Remembering the woman. He got up anyway.
Lu Chengfeng put down the contract. Walked out onto the balcony. Go to the past. See the yard. A black figure. Squat on the ground.
Balcony above. Suddenly the lights came on. Cher stood up. Look at the familiar figure. Lu Chengfeng. That's Lu Chengfeng.
Cher walked over step by step. underneath the lights. can see Lu Chengfeng's face clearly. And Lu Chengfeng can also see Xue'er's face clearly.
The two looked at each other like that. Cher didn't say a word. Just look at it. The rain was all on the face.
Lu Chengfeng. Just say a word. Or a look. I don't care. Everything you've done to me. I don't care. As long as you give me a look. Or open the door and let me in. I can just take it as if it didn't matter. Lu Chengfeng. Don't make me hate you, okay. Please. Give me a look. One look is enough. I don't want to hate you. I really don't want to hate you at all.
Rao Xue'er. You're talking. Just one sentence. Or a look. A begging look. I'll let you in. All you need to do is give me a look. Rao Xue'er, aren't you usually very good at speaking? Why don't you say a word now? His eyes were so cold. It's all so hateful. Why don't you beg me. Do you have to go on like this? One night outside. Would you like to.
In the end, neither of them spoke. Neither gave each other a look. Just look at it. Didn't say a word. Not a single action. That's it.
After a long time. Lu Chengfeng walked in. Close the door. The action is done in one go.
Rao Xue'er. I've given you a chance. It's you yourself who don't know how to cherish. Just a word from you. A look. I wouldn't do that to you. It's you yourself who don't know how to cherish it. No one else's fault.
Lu Chengfeng. You're so cruel. I've done it all. The rain was so heavy. It drenched my whole body. You can see it clearly. And you didn't say a word. Ruthlessly left. I'm so ruthless. I feel bad. You're so ruthless. So cold-blooded. I persevered like that until what was it for.
Finally, I couldn't hold on anymore. In the end, it was powerless. In the end, it was painful. Cher lies on the ground. The rain lapped down her cheeks. I can't even open my eyes.
"Come on. . . Come on. That's it for me. I don't care anymore. Anyway, the person I love the most. So cruel to me. So cold-blooded. What do I have to worry about? If your head hurts, it hurts. If you want to faint, you will faint. It doesn't matter anymore. Everything doesn't matter anymore.
Cher never thought she would fall in the rain like this. Forget all your worries. Just sleep like that. That's it anyway. What else could I do? Can it be worse?
Cher closed her eyes. Motionless. Lay down and slept.
I heard someone talking in a daze. No. Someone was calling her.
Daddy. Mommy. Is that you? Are you here to pick me up? Cher is so tired. It's uncomfortable. It's good that you're here. Just take me away. I don't want to suffer like this.
Daddy Mommy. Don't leave me behind. Please, don't leave me. I'm so uncomfortable.
Daddy Mommy. Daddy Mommy. Please. I don't want to live in such pain. I'm going to be with you.
in this world. I don't have anything to be nostalgic about. I'm not happy. Not happy. Not good at all. Such a me. I'm so uncomfortable. Please. Mommy. Mommy take me away. I'm not happy. I don't want days like this. There is no longer you around. I don't want to. I don't want to live like this.
"Cher. Cher. I'm Luo Hai. What happened to you. Don't scare me. I'm Luo Hai. You open your eyes and see if I'm okay. Luo Hai hugged Xue'er's body and said. I felt that Cher's body was already cold. I'm soaking wet. I've been confused all the time. Luo Hai was very worried. What's going on. How so.
(If you understand.) Actually, love has already happened. Spreading. It's just that hatred has blinded you)