168 My Dad's Confession
I heard that there was a reward, and the grievances I suffered dissipated partly, I asked her what reward she gave me, and she said it was the same as last time, although I thought about it, this is also very good, but I thought: It would be nice if I could go further, so I said: "Can we change it to a different one?" ”
Su Xiaoyi asked me what I wanted, I thought about it, and said, "Didn't you have your period last time, are you leaving now?" I don't think it should be ......"
The rest of the words, I didn't finish speaking, Su Xiaoyi didn't understand what I meant, she thought I wanted her for the first time, and said directly: "No, no, no, that is not negotiable, I said to give it after marriage, that is, after marriage, now that I haven't finished my first year of high school, you think about this, you think it's too beautiful, right?" ”
I said you are wrong, I don't mean to ask you that, it's just the same as last time, just put your hand and touch it, Su Xiaoyi said that it won't work, it's still according to the previous reward.
I thought that if this was the case, let's do it as I did last time, and I was about to reply to her, but my dad suddenly came in at this time, because I was afraid that he would see the two of us chatting, so I quickly closed the chat window.
After my dad came in, he sat directly on the bed next to him, looking at him like that, it seemed that he had something to look for me, just now after I entered the house, he seemed to answer a phone call, chatting for a long time, did he hear something on the phone?
I asked him, "What's wrong?" Have something to tell me? ”
He nodded and said, "Well, I've actually been thinking about it for a long time, and I think it's better to tell you about it!" ”
I chuckled in my heart, although I didn't know what he was going to tell me, but I vaguely felt that it might have something to do with my biological present.
"Aren't you curious, my relationship with your father is so bad, why do I have to support you for so many years, it stands to reason that it is impossible for a person like me to raise you, right?" As he spoke, he offered to hand me a cigarette and asked me if I smoked.
I didn't refuse, took the cigarette, and said he was right.
After lighting the fire, he continued: "Actually, the reason why I raised you is because of your biological mother, I have known her for many years before she was with your biological father, and I have liked her for many years! Speaking of which, his emotions seem to be a little wrong, and his words are a little unsmooth, there should be a big fluctuation in his heart, and I am very calm in my heart at this time, because I have already guessed what he told me.
"I've liked her for many years, but she ended up with your biological father, if she married into the Chen family as her duty, I would also bless her, but she ......" After saying this, my dad didn't seem to know how to say it, or he was embarrassed to say it, but I knew what he was going to say, so at this time I asked him: "But my own mother is with her, but she doesn't have any name, she's someone else's lover or something, right?" ”
My dad looked up at me, his eyes were full of sadness, he nodded, said almost, and then continued: "At that time, how did I beg your mother, hoping that she could break off contact with the surname Chen and find a good person, even if she is not with me, it is okay to find a good person again, and the surname Chen can't give him a name, don't you say she pushed herself into the fire pit?" How could I watch her go in? But your mother just didn't listen to me, and she couldn't listen to anyone's advice, so she ended up with him, and then gave birth to you for him! ”
Speaking of this, my dad took a puff of cigarette, and then continued: "As a result, after giving birth to you, the surname Chen was afraid of affecting his career, so he didn't recognize your mother and you, and gave your mother a sum of money, hoping that she could leave, but your mother didn't ask for money in the end, nor did she ask for you, and disappeared alone, until now, I haven't seen her again, whether it's life or death, I don't know!" ”
When my dad said this, his eyes were already flashing with tears, and it seemed that this past had pierced his heart.
"You don't need to tell me what you're talking about, I've already guessed it!" After thinking about it, I said lightly.
My dad looked up at me, and then said with a wry smile: "Yes, your mother is a quirky girl, very smart, you inherited her, and she is so smart, she can see through everything, but unfortunately, she just fell in love with someone she shouldn't love, and finally fell to this point!" ”
I said, what about you, do you still like my mom?
My dad didn't say anything, but looked at me with that very strange look, and after looking at it for a long time, he said: "I have long forgotten what it feels like to like someone, and I don't know, the reason why I tell you so much today is that I think that you are growing up day by day, and there are some things that you must know, as for your future path, how you go, how you choose, these are your own business, and I won't care about you so much!" ”
After my dad's words came out, I was a little surprised, because I felt that his words seemed to have something to say, what is the way to go in the future and how to choose? What do you call my own business? He won't care about me so much?
After thinking about it, I think it may be the relationship between me and the surname Chen, which has been relatively close recently, and my father should have heard something more or less about this thief arrest incident, so he will say this to me at this time, he must be afraid that I will get too close to the surname Chen.
I didn't want my dad to feel uncomfortable, so I comforted him: "No matter what I choose in the future, you will always be my dad, and you will be my only dad, and there will be no other one." ”
After these words came out, my dad smiled, then came over and patted me on the shoulder, saying that he didn't raise me in vain, and went out after saying that, and after leaving my house, he sighed, probably for my mother.
After he left, I was still alone in the house thinking about what he said to me, I think, although my dad didn't say it, but he definitely still likes my mom in his heart, if my mom suddenly comes back now, my dad's emotions will definitely get out of control, as for how he will choose then, such as Aunt Huang and my mother, I think it must still be Aunt Huang.
One might ask, do I want that day to come?
I think my mom can come back, I'm naturally happy, but I don't want my dad to choose between my mom and Aunt Huang, because after Aunt Huang and my dad are together, we father and son, then I really have nothing to say, I don't want my dad to live up to others.
After thinking for a while, I re-clicked on the flashing avatar in the lower right corner of the computer, Su Xiaoyi sent me a lot of messages at this time, she probably thought I was unhappy, so she said to me: "Okay, okay, I promise you that you can't do it, but just once, and you can only touch, not enter!" ”
Seeing this, the negative emotions that had just accumulated from chatting with my dad for a long time were thrown out of the clouds at this time, and I said to her: "I just chatted with my dad, do you mean it?" Let me touch? ”
She said, "Well, but it's the same as that time, you can only put it there, you can't move, you can't go in!" ”
I said okay, and then asked her when, she meant tomorrow, I don't want to come out today, but I was too anxious, I had to say it today, so she agreed, I hurriedly went to wash my hands, and took a taxi to the Pearl Hotel.
When I was about to arrive at the hotel, I sent a text message to Su Xiaoyi and asked her to come out, and while waiting for her, I accidentally bumped into Fu Hao.
Fu Hao is forced, I don't know where to hook up with a very mature and sexy big sister, and this big sister seems to have drunk too much, walking softly, Fu Hao hugged someone's waist, and it looked like she was going to the hotel.
"I'm going to be cool tonight!" After saying hello to Fu Hao, I teased!
Fu Hao smiled and said, "It's been a long time since I saw my brother, come in and sit with me for a while!" ”
I said forget it, I won't bother you with good things, Fu Hao said that the next time we meet, let's have a good chat, and as he spoke, he hugged the big sister and left, I thought about Fu Hao's force, the real chic day by day, I don't know how many women he has so far, I and Su Xiaoyi, I don't know when we will be able to achieve positive results.
Anyway, when the two of them were about to walk to the door of the hotel lobby, Su Xiaoyi happened to come out, and Su Xiaoyi greeted Fu Hao at that time, and the two chatted a few words.
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