73. Sorry, I didn't mean to
I don't know why, I feel angry, I feel annoyed, and I have an indescribable sense of sadness and grievance.
Seeing that Ye Feiqing's expression was very ugly, and the smile was also a little gloomy, I raised my eyebrows as lightly: "What?" Did I say yes? So upset? β
As soon as my sarcastic words fell, Ye Feiqing suddenly approached me, his hand that was originally casually in his pocket pinched my jaw, and the other hand propped up on the wall, encircling me in his demonic aura.
His voice was clear and bewitching: "Even if it is as you say?"
I met his deep and bright eyebrows, and I only felt that his smile was frivolous, and he was full of provocation.
It's like saying, even if you know the truth, what can you do to me?
I resisted the urge to bite him on the neck and shut up completely, he was not wrong, even if it was as I said, what could I do?
Kill him or fight him? It seems impossible to do both.
Putting aside the grievances and anger, I laughed, sneeringly and said in an extremely relaxed tone, "What can I do? How dare I treat you Ye Ershao. β
This sentence contains too much helplessness and sadness for me.
Ye Feiqing's room in Hyatt has been cleaned, the vases that were thrown by Shen Biyun's mother and her cousin have been renovated, and the smashed TV in the house is also intact.
I glanced at the clean and tidy room, and I only felt that there seemed to be a change in style, but it was not noticeable, and of course, I liked the way the room was now.
Compared to the previous coldness, it seems that the colorful sofa covers and curtains have made this room more vibrant.
Ye Feiqing went back to the room by himself without saying anything, leaving me with a cold and closed door.
At this time, the phone rang in the room, and I paused before answering: "Hello, who are you looking for?"
"It's me." There was a breezy voice on the phone.
I felt that this voice was somewhat familiar, and after pondering for a moment, I remembered the owner of this voice: "Ye Shaohong?"
Ye Shaohong's gentle laughter came from the phone: "You finally stop calling me Ye Dashao."
I digressed the topic: "Are you looking for Ye Feiqing?" I'll help you call him. β
"I'm looking for you." He said.
"Oh." I was not embarrassed and responded: "What are you looking for me?"
He seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, and said slowly: "I heard that you went to the police station, and no one answered your mobile phone, I'm a little worried about you, I just want to make sure you're back, it's okay."
Listening to his words of concern, I blinked, "You must have called many times, right?"
I said it casually, but I didn't want his murmuring voice to say softly, "I don't worry if you don't come back."
My heart skipped a beat, and I just felt that the phone was hot, and I wanted to throw it away.
I selectively ignored his words and smiled wryly: "My mobile phone is in Ye Feiqing's villa, I didn't bring it with me, I'm really sorry to make you worried."
He said gently: "It's okay, I heard that the people of the Shen family came to make trouble at noon?" Have you ever been injured? β
The scene of horror in the morning, I was indeed frightened, plus the people of the Shen family came and made a fuss, the room became like this, even if the hotel people wanted to change the furnishings, they had to ask Ye Feiqing, but he didn't ask anything, as if he didn't know anything.
And the person in front of him obviously has nothing to do with him, but he is a shush and warm.
Regardless of whether Ye Shaohong is good or not, at this moment, his concern makes me warm and moved.
Sighing to myself, I finally stopped talking to him at such a distance, and my tone became much closer.
I jokingly said: "When Mr. Zhu pulled me to jump off the building in the morning, I was scared and just wanted to survive, but now, I feel that it is better to be buried with Mr. Zhu."
Instead of being so calculated and retaliated by Ye Feiqing every day, it is better to die simply, one hundred, didn't he even prepare the cemetery for me?
"What a stupid thing to say." My words attracted Ye Shaohong's reprimand, but even if he was reprimanded, he was still gentle.
I stuck out my tongue and relaxed a lot: "Don't take it seriously, I'm just saying it casually."
I teased: "If I don't die for a long time, I don't know if it will drive Ye Feiqing crazy?" He's got a cemetery for me. β
"What's going on?" Ye Shaohong's originally gentle voice was a little lower.
Infected by his solemn tone, the light smile on the corner of my lips gradually condensed: "I already know the reason why Ye Feiqing hates me so much."
Ye Shaohong did not speak.
I continued: "The car accident started because of me, and he hated me too, after all, it was his relatives who he regarded as his mother and his fiancΓ©e who died."
Ye Shaohong sighed: "You still know after all, I didn't tell you because I didn't want you to feel guilty and blame yourself."
My heart warmed, and it turned out to be like this.
No wonder when I asked him why Ye Feiqing did this to me before, he wanted to say something and stopped, and finally didn't say anything.
He sighed and muttered, "I'd rather you hate him and lose your temper with him than you should be obedient to him because of guilt and self-blame."
I know that Ye Shaohong doesn't let me feel guilty about Ye Feiqing because it can make me happier and feel less burdened.
"Thank you."
There was silence for a moment, and I was about to say goodbye to him, when he suddenly said, "Button-based phones are basically useless now."
He seemed to say it casually, but I heard another meaning, and I knew that he was asking me, is that phone important to me?
His concern and warmth shortened the distance between each other, so I didn't hide anything from him, "I don't know why, but I subconsciously feel that that mobile phone is very important to me." β
He said thoughtfully, "I see."
I asked, "Is there anything else?" It's okay for me to hang up. β
"Okay, call me if there's anything."
said goodbye to Ye Shaohong, and after hanging up the phone, I raised my eyes and saw that the bedroom door didn't know when it opened, and Ye Feiqing, dressed in white, leaned against the door frame, holding a cigarette in his hand, and the smoke blurred his face, making him even more charming and dangerous.
I was stunned for a moment, and I didn't know how long he had been standing there or how much he had heard.
His peachy eyes looked at me, and his cool gaze fell on me, and for a moment, I just felt that I was frozen.
He flicked the cigarette ash elegantly, and his thin lips seemed to smile: "Ye Shaohong's phone?"
I didn't think there was anything to be out of the ordinary, so I let out a frank and absent-minded 'um'.
Ye Feiqing's enchanting eyes were instantly cold, like a snow-capped mountain that would not melt for thousands of years, and it was cold.
I really don't like this oppressive atmosphere, and I don't like the cold domineering air on Ye Feiqing's body, under the chill of my heart, I asked leisurely: "Is there anything Ye Ershao needs to order?"
In silence, he put his cigarette in the ashtray and extinguished it, and then walked up to me and squinted at me: "You've already been to the cemetery?"
Although the car accident was not what I wanted, after all, it was caused by me, and so many people died, how could I not be sorry?
No matter how much I say, I can't get back those living lives, nor can I get back my little brother and An Ran and Shen Chengchi's younger brother.
I didn't dare to look at him, I just felt that my eyes were dry, and I said to him dryly: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to......"
"You think your apologies can negate the fact that you're killing? Can you get forgiveness from others? Ye Feiqing's hand holding my arm was extremely hard, as if he wanted to crush my bones.
His red eyes were more like a beast that could eat people, and my heart trembled, and I cried out in sorrow, "I didn't expect things to turn out like this. β
His eyes became colder: "You didn't expect things to turn out like this."
I endured the pain, bit my lip and said, "I don't mean to excuse myself."
I didn't expect things to turn out like this, in Ye Feiqing's opinion, I was justifying myself, but I really didn't mean that, I just wanted to say that it was not my wish that things would become like that, and I didn't want such a thing to happen, I just wanted to express my apologies, but it seemed that everything I said was wrong.
In the end, I had to bite my lip and say nothing.