Chapter 149: The Impulse to Love You (End of Text)
When he heard his words, Song Yan wanted to laugh a little, but he really laughed.
She looked at him, "You keep saying that you love me, but none of the things you do make me happy, Lu Yinchen, if this is the way you love people, I'd rather you don't love me!" ”
Something, after gaining it and then losing it, is often much more painful than never getting it.
If that's the case, wouldn't it be much better if you didn't get it?
Song Yan didn't know.
She booked her ticket for the next day, and she got up early in the morning to pack her things and get ready to go back.
When he just opened the door, a figure fell directly, and Song Yan was startled.
After a long while, Song Yan realized that this figure of unknown origin was Lu Yinchen.
He sat up and rubbed his brow, "You're leaving?" ”
His voice was hoarse, as if there was some emotion in it, Song Yan pursed his lips, and after a long while, he gave a soft sigh.
Lu Yinchen raised his eyes to look at her, "When you go down, can you help me renew the room by the way?" I want to get some sleep. ”
His face was a little ugly, his lips were pale, Song Yan looked at it, his brows couldn't help frowning, "Are you pretending to be pitiful?" ”
"You can help me renew my room, and I'll just get some sleep."
After saying that, Lu Yinchen tried to stand up, and when he just took two steps forward, the whole figure flickered, and then the whole person fell down directly.
"Hey, Lu Yinchen!"
Song Yan was a little panicked, and reached out to touch his forehead, only to find that it was a hot patch.
"Lu Yinchen!" Song Yan immediately pushed him, but there was no reaction in the slightest.
"Get up, I'll take you to the hospital!"
Hospital......
When he heard this, Lu Yinchen immediately shook his head, "I won't go to the hospital, I'll just lie down." ”
Song Yan didn't care, she directly took her mobile phone and prepared to call an ambulance, but Lu Yinchen held her hand down.
Then, he raised his eyes to look at her, "Don't go to the hospital, you will accompany me...... Good no good? ”
The look in his eyes......
I don't know why, Song Yan suddenly remembered, like a homeless little beast.
When such an idea just came up, it was directly cut off by Song Yan.
She is really crazy to feel pitiful to the person in front of her!
But I don't know why, after seeing him fall asleep again after talking to himself, the hand he was holding couldn't be pulled out.
Maybe...... She really owed him in her last life.
Song Yan gritted his teeth, carried him to the bed hard, turned around and went into the bathroom, and wet the towel.
He was wearing a shirt, and the corridors in the hotel were air-conditioned in this weather, and he squatted outside for a night, and he didn't get sick before he could have a ghost.
After Song Yan put a towel on his forehead, he wiped his face again and covered him with a quilt.
Every once in a while she had to help him change the towel, and during the whole process, he slept extremely deeply, and there was a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, which made Song Yan feel that he did it on purpose.
The time to board the plane had long passed, and Song Yan simply didn't care, and when he was lying next to him and was drowsy, a crisp bell came.
Song Yan was awakened, but found that it was his mobile phone.
It was Yao Fei's phone number.
Song Yan thought for a moment and picked up the phone.
"Mr. Lu, where are you? Today is the day of the review. ”
Review?
Song Yan's brows furrowed slightly, Yao Fei sensed something was wrong over there, but he quickly reacted and said, "Miss Song? ”
……
Yao Fei arrived at the room half an hour later.
After looking at the person on the bed for a while, Yao Fei suddenly said, "Miss Song, in fact, we didn't mean to hide it from you, in this year's time, Mr. Lu is more painful than anyone else." ”
Song Yan pursed his lips, "He's in pain?" ”
"At that time, I told you that he was not there because...... We weren't sure if he would wake up. ”
Yao Fei looked at her, "Before that fire, Mr. Lu told me that if he couldn't be sure that he could survive healthily, he would tell you that he was dead." ”
"The shot that Lu Yinhao fired was actually not on his foot, but on his head, his luck was good, he opened his skull and took out the bullet, but no one knows if he can wake up or survive healthily."
"I did what he told me, so I told him he was dead. I can understand his feelings, he would rather force you to accept the pain that he is dead, rather than face someone who doesn't know if you can wake up in the rest of your life. ”
Song Yan's hands were clasped tightly, "Look, I just said that he hasn't changed, did he think about my feelings when he did this?!" ”
What does it mean to prefer her to accept the pain of his death, what else in this world is more painful than making her feel that he is dead!?
Did he think she would be grateful to him if he did this?
Would she be grateful that he thought of her in such a way?
Yao Fei could feel Song Yan's anger and said in a low voice, "Actually, sometimes, I don't understand the feelings between you. ”
"You're all too stubborn, and sometimes that's stubborn...... It's just going to hurt both of you, and I used to think that maybe the two of you weren't a good fit at all. But this time, if it weren't for you, maybe ...... Mr. Lu will not wake up, let alone today, so I think, perhaps, in fact, you are the most suitable pair. ”
"Because we like to hurt each other?" Song Yan sneered and said.
Yao Fei paused for a moment and said, "Because you all love each other." ”
Love......
Song Yan sat down and hugged his head, "Such words are no longer suitable for us, after so many years, I am tired." ”
"Why shouldn't he?"
"It was supposed to take two years to end the course of treatment, he took half a year, in this half a year, he did rehabilitation day and night, he almost couldn't stand up anymore, but he carried it hard, you see him now is actually much better than when he first started, at that time, he only had forty-five kilograms left, every day he was either rehabilitating or eating nutritious meals, and the whole hospital thought he was crazy."
"And the reason he did it was just that he could come back to see you sooner."
Song Yan didn't move.
Yao Fei continued, "The fire did not leave traces on his body, there was originally a burn on his neck, in order to make you not afraid, he also went to have plastic surgery, because the head was injured for too short a time to be anesthetized, he didn't even ...... anesthetized."
When he said this, Yao Fei's voice began to choke, and Song Yan's hand finally trembled slightly.
"In that case...... Why lie to me? She looked up and said in a hoarse voice.
"Why lie to me when you come back? What Mr. Xu, why didn't you just tell me that he was back? ”
"At that time, you and Mu Shao were standing together, and he thought you were already together, so he didn't dare to recognize you." Yao Fei said, suddenly smiled lightly, and said, "Do you believe it?" Mr. Lu, the pride of the sky, Mr. Lu, who used to frown no matter what happened in Haicheng, was so unconfident when facing you. ”
Song Yan bit his lip, "Later, he knew that it wasn't right?" Why lie to me? ”
"I don't know. But maybe he's wondering how he should be in front of you? ”
Song Yan stopped talking.
And at this time, the person on the bed suddenly snorted softly, as if there were signs of waking up.
Yao Fei nodded at Song Yan, "Miss Song, I'll leave it to you here, and I'll take him to review it tomorrow." ”
After saying that, Yao Fei didn't wait for Song Yan to answer, and turned around and left.
Song Yan looked at the person on the bed.
The snort just now seemed to be just her delusion, because by this time he had fallen asleep again.
Song Yan slowly sat down on the edge of the bed.
Her hand slowly stroked his cheek.
Maybe Yao Fei is right, they are all too stubborn.
She always felt that he always liked to make all the decisions for herself, whether she wanted to or not, but maybe it was because he knew that if he didn't make the decisions for herself, maybe she would definitely go in the other direction.
Then in this world, there is no such person as Song Yan for a long time.
Her fingers slowly slid from his eyes to the bridge of his nose, and then to his lips.
Song Yan leaned over and gently imprinted his lips on it.
Chilly feeling.
After he came back, she never tasted the previous cool mint taste in his mouth again, and only now did Song Yan know that the taste, that was the bitter taste of medicine.
Song Yan's tears suddenly fell.
When it fell on his cheek with a click, even Song Yan herself was startled, and when she was about to get up, a hand came from behind her and pressed on the back of her head.
Her lips pressed heavily against him.
Song Yan wanted to push him away, but he turned over and pressed her whole body directly under him.
The heavy kiss almost drowned itself out.
Soon, Song Yan also gave up struggling, and his hands clutched his shirt tightly.
Lu Yinchen naturally felt her obedience, and the originally imprisoned feelings suddenly exploded, and as soon as his hand was pulled, Song Yan heard a "hiss", and then the clothes on her body were thrown to the ground......
In this matter, the bodies of the two have always been compatible, even though they have been separated for nearly a year, but Song Yan knows that no one can give her such a feeling.
Presumably...... It's the same with him.
……
A month later.
Many people are shocked about Lu Yinchen's "resurrection from the dead", but after a month, such a shock has been digested.
Because of the many things involved, Lu Yinchen refused to be clarified in the newspaper, he felt that it was the best thing to accompany Song Yan and the children at home every day.
But Song Yan didn't think so.
After the two frequently appeared in some venues, there began to be media rumors that she had a little fresh meat, how much money did she spend on Xiao Xianrou every day, and she also spent countless money on injections in her face to maintain her appearance.
On this day, after seeing the news that she was losing weight every day because of her excessive demands, Song Yan finally couldn't stand it.
She picked up her phone and was about to complain directly.
Lu Yinchen was good-tempered, pressed down her movements, and said, "Don't be like this, it's not that you don't know that they like to scribble like this." ”
"I don't care, I must sue them! Who is asking for too much! ”
Hearing her words, Lu Yinchen smiled happily, and then kept shaking his head, "Also, it's obviously me who is dissatisfied." ”
“……”
Song Yan thought about returning the company to him, but Lu Yinchen said that if she really transferred it to him, there would definitely be media saying that she smashed iron to buy a pot to raise small fresh meat, and Song Yan immediately gave up.
But from that day on, she took Lu Yinchen directly to the company, returned all the documents that should be shown to him, and played games and watched TV in the next place.
So there was news from within the company that Song Yan was obsessed with beauty, and the Lu family was afraid that it was going to be finished in her hands.
However, what no one expected was that after the operation of the unknown little fresh meat, the company's profits had increased several times.
Many people are very curious about this little fresh meat, but all they will always see is him wearing sunglasses and a mask.
Occasionally, people have seen him take off his mask, and they have all come to a conclusion.
Much like Mr. Lu.
But Mr. Lu is no longer there, so I can only say that Song Yan is really affectionate, and after Mr. Lu, he found another person who looks like him.
When he heard the news, Song Yan was eating grapes on the sofa and playing a game, and then said without raising his head, "What kind of affection, if you hadn't harmed me too deeply, I wanted to get it back, I wouldn't have paid attention to you." ”
Hearing this, the person who was originally sitting there to deal with things immediately came over, "What did you say?" ”
Song Yan didn't look up, "It's nothing, just complain casually." ”
She was about to win the game, and when she was excited, a hand reached over and threw her phone aside.
"What are you doing, it's over, I'll be scolded to death!"
Song Yan wanted to stand up and snatch back his phone, but the whole person was directly pressed on the sofa by him.
Song Yan was still thinking about his game, "I was wrong, you hurry up and give me back your phone!" ”
Lu Yinchen raised his eyebrows, "Am I important or is the game important?" ”
"This ......"
Seeing her hesitation, Lu Yinchen's face suddenly became even more gloomy, "Do you still need to think about it?" ”
"Oh, you're important, right?"
"So perfunctory?"
Song Yan couldn't cry or laugh, "What else do you want?" ”
"You say, if I hadn't told you my identity at that time, or Mr. Xu, would you have fallen in love with me?"
His voice suddenly lowered, hoarse and irresistible, Song Yan looked at him, his smiling eyes were slightly bent.
She put her arms around his neck and whispered in his ear, "I think, I will." ”
No matter what you have experienced, after all the vicissitudes of life and tasted the warmth and cold, there will still be ...... who want to love you Impulse.
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