I panicked, I never panicked, even if a gun was put to the back of my head on that rainy night and could kill me.

Mr. Ji is too shrewd, he is good at observing every small action to analyze and pierce, how come it is that when he said that sentence of broken corpses, I was so frightened that I dropped the apple and cut my hand.

Hall Master He's doubts became more and more serious, and he simply stepped forward and asked me, "Miss Feng, what is she panicking about, how can she drop it if she takes it well." ”

I clutched my severed fingers and threw the fruit knife on the coffee table, the tip of the knife was stained with a trace of blood, and the silver-white light reflected it was particularly vivid.

"The blade was too sharp to be sharpened."

I was shocked and asked Mr. Ji, "Is there something wrong with that batch of goods?" ”

I relied on the courage to ask this sentence, now I am riding a tiger is difficult, it is not to ask, it is not to ask, Mr. Ji did not answer me, he bent down and picked up the apple on the ground, there was also a little blood on the flesh, he stared at the blood stain, and put the apple on the coffee table, "Yichi bring the medicine box." ”

Hall Master He was not satisfied with my answer, he seemed to want to ask, but now he could only do what he was told, he turned around and went to the locker to get the medicine box, Mr. Ji stretched out his hand to me, I handed my intact right hand to his palm, he stared at my injured hand behind my back, "Left hand." ”

I hesitated to reach over, he took his broken index finger in his lips and sucked gently, the wet and soft feeling enveloped me, and I felt a little fluttery.

Master He brought the medicine box over, he didn't speak when he saw this scene, he put it down and found an excuse to avoid it, the living room was empty and there were only the two of us, Mr. Ji wiped the wound for me with disinfectant and wrapped it with a sticker, he told me to be careful next time, I said okay.

He took off his suit and walked out onto the terrace, I was across a floor-to-ceiling glass door with him, he was quietly staring at the skyscrapers in the distance, and I was looking at him, and I felt that he was extremely lonely and lonely at this time, just like that night in the quiet harbor, he was obliterated by the night, and it was heartbreaking.

I followed him and stood next to him, his eyes silent, "Am I a good person?" ”

This society has a clear distinction between good and bad, doing a bad thing is no longer a pure good person, can only be a good person after transformation, Mr. Ji did not take advantage of the time and place to make people think he is good, and even he is the head of a bad person, he has raised too many such hooligans under his hands, but he asked me like this, which made me feel sad, I couldn't help but say, "In my heart is the best person, no one can let the world say hello, everyone is jealous of the rich, hello they also feel bad, Unless you give all your money to those people, but when you give alms, others will say how good you are. ”

He didn't respond to any expression from me, his crotch leaned against the round table, "The goods were intercepted, not long after leaving the port, there is no such coincidence in the world, and there are not many people who know that I will ship tonight." ”

My heart was pounding, I had already clenched my fists unconsciously, I was afraid that he would suspect me, Master He was already eager to get rid of it, if even Mr. Ji hated me, I didn't dare to think about it at all.

The night was eerily quiet, silent without a sound, it seemed that there was only me and him between heaven and earth, and this vast howling wind.

I restrained my inner trembling, "Maybe there is a spy." ”

He laughed, "I think so too." ”

Mr. Ji's fingers tapped lightly on the edge of the table, and my heart shook with every stroke he made, and I felt like I was going to have a heart attack.

"That's... You see who it is. ”

I was suffocated, as if I was being invisibly locked by a huge hand, Mr. Ji suddenly raised his head and looked at me with a deep meaning, this glance scared me into losing three souls and seven souls, I swallowed my saliva, subconsciously took a half step back, his eyes quickly caught my feet, I immediately stopped moving, his intriguing expression suddenly became simple, "What are you afraid of, I won't be angry on you." ”

He sat down in a chair after saying this, I always felt that something was wrong with him tonight, he probably guessed that the person around him was a spy, he just didn't have the evidence, and he didn't want to believe that it would be me.

I sat next to him, his eyes fell on the withered flower stand not far away, "This batch of goods is very important, it is nothing to lose a sum of money, that ship knows that it is mine, and I can't escape the blame for the things that were seized from my ship, I can shirk it to my subordinates to borrow my guise for profit, but since the other party dares to move, it is either to plant me." ”

My whole heart is cold, Huo Yanchen can't wait to bring down Mr. Ji, he won't care about this money, no matter how huge the amount is, it is not worth his bother, unless his purpose is to plant Mr. Ji.

The strip has long been dark to Mr. Ji, and he has a thorn in the flesh of this tree, and he can't wait to pull it out immediately and clean up the territory of South China. I grabbed my clothes and blurted out, "I know who it is." ”

Mr. Ji didn't look at me very surprised, he didn't seem to hear me, his eyes were still staring at the very decadent flower stand, "Have you seen the acacia tree planted in the backyard?" ”

I had already mustered up enough strength, but I was deflated by his ignorance, I whispered that I saw it, and he rubbed his palms, "It blooms beautifully in summer, and the flower clusters are more lush than the acacia of any city, if you are still there at that time, take a look with me." ”

He turned his head and reached over the table to grasp my fingertips, "Okay." ”

I absentmindedly said, "And that spy..."

I want to speak and stop, many times the courage to break out of the cocoon is only once, it is difficult for you to pick it up again when you are interrupted, I opened my mouth for a long time and couldn't spit out the most critical words, Mr. Ji looked at me with a smile and a word, I didn't see curiosity and surprise in his eyes, just a piece of tenderness and pity, I tried to ignore the gentleness that should not belong to me and I didn't deserve it, I whispered to him, "Do you know what I'm most afraid of." ”

He didn't want to say, "Hurt." ”

I shook my head, "No, I'm used to being hurt, I don't think that's anything, people who are cowardly enough to go home can't even bear the slightest injury, I'm not afraid." ”

He asked me what it was, I wanted to cry at this moment, I felt so sorry for him, I could only desperately end this and end it as soon as possible.

No one knows how much I hope Mr. Ji is really a blind man now, just like we said last night, he can't see, he depends on me, I am his eyes, I feed him food and drink, help him bathe and dress, take him shopping, describe the moon and stars in my eyes, the four seasons and the landscape for him.

He is fragile and simple like a child, I will feel helpless if I lose it, I am his heaven and earth, his home.

But it's all fantasy, cruel and unattainable, he will never be such a humble person, and I don't have the luck to bear such a beautiful role.

I feel like my head is really going to explode, I'm not a woman who is good at lying, I want to live openly and truthfully, even if it's so humble to stay by his side, why is it so difficult.

My heart was hot and I suddenly got up from the chair and rushed over, Mr. Ji was defenseless and almost fell down by me, he reacted quickly to support the table with his hands, bent his legs to support my falling body, I was like a lost lamb seeing the familiar jungle, that is the desire that erupted from the depths of my heart.

I put my arms around his waist and put my trembling lips on it, he stiffened, a little unexpectedly, I was still full of fighting spirit before the kiss, on the one hand, I wanted to forget my struggles with madness, and on the other hand, I wanted to conquer in this night full of deceit, why is it that men conquer women in bed, and women can't conquer in the past. But when I actually touched his lips, I was also blinded, my brain was white, and Feng Jin, who was not led by him, didn't even know how to lick my lips.

Jiang Huan doesn't like kisses, so I'm not very good at kissing, especially in front of him, and the teasing I will make has become stupid.

I don't know how long I kissed like this, my lips hurt, my teeth hurt, and the root of my tongue is sore, I want to move away and slow down, but Mr. Ji, who had just entered the state, thought I was going to stop, he suddenly hugged me for the sake of the guest, reached out and swept down the cup and newspaper on the table, he pressed me on it, and the stormy kiss swept away and swallowed me.

He breathed in my ear, gnawed on my collarbone, and this time he exerted his strength, as if with hatred and anger, but at the last moment I couldn't bear it anymore, and became gentle, and my fingers slashed into the lacquer glaze on the table, and my nails hurt, but the pain could not withstand the pain of my body being run over by him.

When I was about to lose consciousness at the end, I heard the sound of the floor-to-ceiling curtains being pulled up, I opened my eyes slightly and squinted, his sweaty face was close at hand, I saw the brilliant starry sky overhead, smelled the fragrance of a sea of flowers, the deep sea, I was in the deep sea.

He finally stopped, we hugged and panted, I was soaking wet, my lips and chin were warm, my saliva smelled of cigarette and alcohol, and the smell of mints, my chest rose and fell violently, my eyes stared vacantly at his short sweaty hair on the top of his head, his face buried in my shoulder socket, and he asked me, "What are you afraid of?" ”

I said, "I'm most afraid that one day you will think of Feng Jin and think that I am a bad woman and will hate me." ”

His nose let out a hot and moist breath that sprayed on my skin, and I writhed uneasily, and he muffled and said no, I said no matter what happened.

He was silent for a moment, and finally hummed, "Even if it will, I can't bear it." ”