The howling sea breeze disturbed the gulls on the shore foraging, the tide crashed against the reef, the waves rose more than ten meters high, and the sound of devouring came from a distant place, and I saw the port passing by at great speed outside the car window, the dock as if nothing had happened, several boats were still moored on the shore, and a lantern that had not burned a candle hung under the sails, swaying against the wind.

The fiery red sun on the horizon is emitting a thousand golden rays, illuminating the mountains, the waters, the vicissitudes and sorrows of the world, and the fine soft sand into the shimmering appearance of the story.

I didn't care about waiting for Biaozi to stop the car, I pushed the car door and ran down from above, the huge impact made me fall to the ground, no matter how soft the sand was, it was not without attack, they gathered together, the sharp edges and corners were heavy on my knees and palms, I was so dizzy in pain, I stumbled, fell and struggled, crawled while running, I didn't have the slightest idea of stopping, I just wanted to know how it was, how could it be?

Biaozi didn't have time to lock the car, he saw me fall to the ground, so he quickly caught up after me, and he was extremely panicked and grabbed my arm, and firmly imprisoned me, not daring to let go in the slightest. His voice is trembling, his fingers are stiff, he is afraid that something will happen to me, he tries his best to suppress my collapse, but I can't hear everything, even if he is yelling at me in my ear to calm down, watch out for children! I was also numb and blank, and my world was left blank.

I muttered and wept until I finally rushed to the shore under his tearing, and fell to my knees near the sea, and under my feet was the water that was constantly spreading, and it was so cold and cold that it crowded over, and the most violent moment, they reached my ankles, my knees, and slapped me backwards and pushed me back, and I felt as if I had lost weight, and I just stood there facing the vast sea, and I felt crumbling and the sky was cracking.

I was stunned and didn't know where to stare, my eyes were sour for a long time, more and more tears rolled down, I covered my face with my hands, trembling and twitching in my palms, why is this happening, why.

He's dead.

Ji Rongke died.

I grabbed Biaozi like crazy, I grabbed him by the neck and asked him why he lied to me, why did he curse him, he was so omnipotent, he couldn't even accept him, who else could let him die!

Biao Zi held my hand, he also had red eyes, he choked up and said that Brother Rong was sunk into the sea, when he was groggy, he was sunk into the harbor, he was omnipotent, but his body was so badly injured, could he fight against the waves and such a deep whirlpool.

At that moment, the sky was dark before my eyes, and the scene I imagined countless times was that he stumbled in the deep sea, desperately trying to find an exit with his remaining consciousness, and in the end he only sank deeper and deeper, drifting farther and farther.

Will he be helpless at that moment, will he also have the fear of facing death?

Will he think of me, think of his unborn child, want to leave a word, but he can't open his mouth.

I was completely stunned, all the cells and blood in my body were stunned with me, and I finally understood what life is equal to death.

I think I am dead, with him, buried in the deep sea, buried in the scorching sun, buried in the ice and snow, and buried in this merciless heaven and earth.

I look at this endless harbor through the gap between my fingers, where the bell is ringing, where it is whistling, where the seabirds are flying, flapping their wings and looking ugly in the sky, it is still free, it can be away from the chaos, and it is sometimes better to be a bird and beast than to be a human.

I looked up to the sky and cried, and the whole sky only kept echoing my heart-rending cry, I was calling his name, scolding the heavens and scolding the Buddha, but all this was to no avail, just my desperate last accusation and struggle.

Heaven can't hear it, life can't hear it, but this lifeless thing swallows up my voice.

It seemed to me that a huge stone had been blocked in my heart, a flint that had been thrown into the fire pit and burned in purgatory for a long time, and its hot temperature turned every piece of my skin to ashes.

The most painful and the most ruthless, but I can't see the dying side.

I don't know how long I cried, but when the fog finally cleared, I watched as the boats rose and fell in the water, the workers on them threw their ropes down and scooped up a net full of fish, they raised their heads and cheered towards the shore, and a blazing bonfire was set up in a port leading to the provinces, and the boats rowed slowly in that direction, their backs blurred in the sunlight.

Biaozi lifted me up from the sand pit, I was soaked, only the top of my hair was not wet by the waves, I couldn't use any strength, crying and screaming had exhausted the last of my strength, my only memory and thought of this world was cruelty, and there was nothing else.

The thousands of sorrows in this vast kingdom are less painful than this cruel blessing.

Biaozi took off his black coat and draped it over my back without a word, his arms wrapped around my body, and imprisoned me in his arms, and I was amazed at what little reason I had, he had never made such intimate gestures to me, no matter under any circumstances, and at the same time I smelled something that did not belong to him, a crisp fragrance, not that with the smell of sweaty smoke.

I subconsciously looked up, and after seeing that face clearly, I missed half a beat in my heart, Huo Yanchen's resolute chin and high nose bridge were exposed in front of my eyes, he pursed his thin lips, and there was silence in his eyes.

Biao Zi stood next to him, he looked at this scene and did not speak, he silently put back the coat he had taken off, turned around and walked in the direction of the car, Huo Yanchen stared at my body and face that was thin in the blink of an eye, and he asked me, "Do you want to die or live." ”

I didn't speak, and he shook my body vigorously, "I asked if you wanted to die or live." ”

I was forced to open my mouth under his frantic shaking, and I choked up to the point that even I couldn't believe it was my voice, and I said I wanted to die, I couldn't live anymore.

Huo Yanchen's face instantly set off a violent wind and waves, he seemed to be angry, his hand clamped every inch of my body where he could touch, he pushed me to the sea, I was pushed down by his huge strength, Biao Zi rushed over to save me, but Huo Yanchen was directly knocked down in place, Biao Zi was anxious, he patted the sand and mud on his body, and once again rushed towards Huo Yanchen, the two of them fought together, but Biao Zi fell behind, he was far inferior to Huo Yanchen's skills, after a few rounds, he was embarrassed, And Huo Yanchen is still as elegant and chic as that, the clothes on his body have not been wrinkled in the slightest, he frowned and looked down at me, facing the whistling sea breeze.

The waves rolled on my face, suffocating me at that moment, I wiped my eyes, looked at his blurred face, and he said loudly, "Feng Jin, if you want to die, now is the best time, the child is not formed, it is pain and happiness, he is unconscious, and it is not that you are too cruel and ruthless as a mother." Ji Rongke died in the sea, you also died in the sea, you can't stay together and can't be husband and wife when you are born, you can always be in the same cave when you die, for the sake of our division and the same family, I will help him achieve his wish to be buried with his wife and children, I have already chosen a cemetery, a very quiet and good place. ”

Biaozi struggled to get up from the ground, he was going to rush over to fight, I yelled at him to let him stop, he glanced at me, then he retracted his fist, I and Huo Yanchen looked at each other from afar, more muddy tears overflowed from the corners of my eyes, falling down and melting in the sea, I don't know who I was tearing with, my fingers were cut by buttons, I noticed the pain, and found that a lot of blood had already oozed out, rolling into the seawater, only a flash of bright red, and it was dispelled by the waves covering it later.

It turns out that a few drops of blood are not worth mentioning, under the powerful enemy of the sea, there are not even corpses and bones, and one person, ten people, a hundred people, can only be swallowed up, and they can't defeat this boundless death.

So Ji Rongke, can I still find you, I can't find you anymore, isn't it.

I couldn't restrain myself from crying, and finally the world gave me the last despair, where should I go to find him, I was willing to exchange half my life for his whereabouts, but I found that my extravagance was so fragile and impotent.

Huo Yanchen stood on the distant shore, he ignored me who was soaked in the sea attack, and his cold voice penetrated and rolled into my eardrums, giving me the deepest blow.

"He's dead, it's a fact that can't be changed, no matter what he's been through, no matter how great he's lived for half of his life, he's dead after all. Man can't fight against the will of God, he is not ruined by his own willfulness, greed and selfishness, but lost to the love calamity that every man and woman in the world cannot escape, we all have to lose to this calamity, but some are a little earlier and some are a little later. I still don't believe that he loves you, because Ji Rongke has no heart at all, a man without a heart, if he loves others. But I can't deny that he made the greatest sacrifice for you and your children. Sacrifice is the best result so far, if you want to follow him and go I respect your choice, the Ji clan will be my world, I would like to see myself as the final winner, but I would prefer someone to stay and fight with me, rather than let me plunder so easily. As his junior brother in seniority, I have been fighting with him for fifteen years, I have imagined a lot, but every assumption is that I die first, I didn't expect to kill you halfway, you rewrote the original ending, you have no intention of betting, but you are an emotional winner, I think Ji Rongke until the end, I never thought that he would die for you. ”

Rows of gulls and birds swept over his head, hissing and circling, swooping down from a high place, straight into the sea, picking up fish and shrimp, and flying into the air again, Huo Yanchen was expressionless, he was in such a picture of the weak and the strong, which gave me a huge impact on my soul, he was right, Ji can't die without a fight, even if I am destined to lose in this man's world, at least I have to lose with glory and lose as hard as I can, I can tell him on the day I go to Ji Rongke, I didn't embarrass you, I just can't fight.

Ji clan can not be eaten by Carmen Yan and Jiulonghui, Ji Rongke's hard work for more than ten years, will he be blind, will he be willing, how can he.

Huo Yanchen pinched my lifeline, pinched my conscience and weakness, he walked towards me step by step, and finally stood less than half a meter away from me, he let the sea water soak his straight trousers, let the wind blow the hem of his coat, revealing the strong abdominal muscles covered by the shirt, he asked me, "Have you thought about it?" ”

I nodded, I always have to live for this child, for Rong Ke to live so many things behind him, anyone can do cowards, escaping is the easiest thing, but do I really want to be a coward, I have been cowardly for twenty-four years, I know that there is no one who can protect me as recklessly as Rong Ke, he is actually very stupid, he has been shrewd all his life, only stupid once, and he lost his life.

Is it time for me to die, by no means, I'm sorry for him when I die.

Again, I firmly say that I live.

Huo Yanchen let go of his thin lips, he stretched out his hand to me, I hesitated for a moment, and finally put my fingertips on it, he held me in his palm, picked me up horizontally, rescued me from the sea, and carried me to the car parked outside the dock.