Chen Tu couldn't see me right away because of the greenery, and he walked very slowly, like a snail, into the hall of the building where my property was located. Purple Pavilion

I stared at his figure in a daze, and I was stunned for more than ten seconds, stunned in place.

Sensing my abnormality, Chen Jing followed my gaze, and he couldn't hold back and shouted: "Chen Tu's grandson!" ”

Without hesitation, Chen Jing took a big step and followed Chen Tu directly, and he said again: "Brother and sister, you take your time, I'll chase after you first!" ”

It was as if something had hit me in the brain, and those sluggishness completely dissipated, and I recovered from my trance and strode to keep up with Chen Jing's pace.

There is no elevator in this house, but the corridor is very spacious and bright, and each floor has wide floor-to-ceiling glass, which allows Chen Tu to find out the whereabouts of me and Chen Jing in a hurry on the second floor.

Through the reflection of the glass, I could see a brief hesitation on his face, but he soon ran as if he had seen a ghost.

Even if I am a woman, I am also a pregnant woman now, my toughness has weakened a lot in the face of pregnancy, for the sake of the child, I can't give full play to my toughness, and Chen Jing Although he was very arrogant before, he was really considerate from time to time looking back at me, taking care of me, and when we finally climbed to the fourth floor, a muffled sound of closing the door was deafening.

Looking at the indifferent closed door, my grievances and difficulties spread from the bottom of my heart, and I can completely weave into a wang. Yang Dahai, I almost wanted Chen Jing to go to my house to find me a hammer, I used violence to open the door, simply rushed up and slapped Chen Tu hard, let him get out, and then I returned to Shenzhen like the wind to live my happy life, money, money and everything, and then forget this man who passed by my life for a period of time, gave me infinite warmth and gave me endless sadness and sadness.

However, all the sorrow he had given me was covered by the warmth he had given, and even if I complained and hated him for his self-righteousness to decide the outcome between me and him, I could not dilute such a strong worry about what kind of illness he had.

With a sniffle, I tried to control my emotions that were about to collapse, and slapped the door hard, and I said, "Chen Tu, you open the door for me!" ”

In response to me, there was only silence.

Chen Jing, who was standing beside me, took out a cigarette and put it in his mouth, but there was no movement to light it, his brows twisted into a deep knot, he motioned for me to stand over, he leaned over, raised his foot and kicked hard, he finally stopped his foot, he raised his voice and said: "Chen Tu, if you are a man, you will open the door for me!" Wu Yiyi came all the way from Shenzhen to find you, if you are a man, don't hide like a snail when you step on a horse! ”

And the response Chen Jing received, similar to what I got, was a silent silence.

Biting my lip and stagnating for a while, I slammed the door again, my voice trembling a little from being too excited, as if cut by the wind: "I'm pregnant!" ”

It was like throwing an effervescent tablet to the calm water, and although the closed door was not immediately opened, there was a chaotic sound of footsteps inside, sometimes far away and sometimes near, full of tangled.

This kind of entanglement and confrontation lasted for about five minutes, and Chen Tu's voice came from inside.

No longer the charm of the past, nor the strong attraction of the past, but hanging low as if coming from the floor, Chen Tu said: "Wu Yi, we are divorced, you should have a new life, you should slowly pay attention to the better men around you, you should not tie your life to me, a man who is not worthy and worthy of you." ”

Listening to his tone, he didn't believe I was really pregnant.

But he didn't believe it, it was natural, my pregnancy was completely an accident within an accident.

And I prefer to believe that my pregnancy this time is the hand of fate, and the two children who have come to my world, but left me in a painful way, will return to my world, which is a miracle given to me by the God of Creation, a reward for the suffering I have embraced, and I also believe that as long as I believe that the days can slowly get better, it will really get better.

I would also like to believe that even if Chen Tu has a disease that I don't know and seems to be extremely serious, as long as we don't give up seeking medical treatment, no matter how terrible the disease is, there will be a day when we will retreat, and we will eventually win.

Biting my lip and quickly letting go, I signaled Chen Jing not to interfere first, I knocked on the door and said, "I am pregnant with twins, I went for a check-up, and the doctor said that the children are very healthy." ”

The atmosphere fell into a deathly silence.

After nearly ten minutes of stalemate, the closed door was pulled open from the inside, and Chen Tu's face came into view.

Haggard and pale, the edges and corners are full of wind and frost.

As the door was opened, the wrinkles in the corners of Chen Jing's eyes first faded, but soon became rich again, and the corners of his mouth twitched for a while.

In the spacious and empty corridor, only Chen Tu and I were left to look at each other, and the wind from Xinjiang, mixed with the smell of dry sand, crossed the window and flew on my face, so my vision became blurred.

But I didn't dare to squander the tears that were almost choked out by the wind and sand, I snorted suddenly, enduring the sadness and distress that was about to turn into tears, I stared at Chen Tu's pale face, I was weak: "Chen Tu, you are a bastard." ”

The corners of his mouth twitched slightly, and Chen Tu lowered his face slightly: "Well, I know." I'm always self-righteous, I'm also selfish, I always think of myself first, you shouldn't have run here for me. ”

There seemed to be a myriad of words in my chest that wanted to burst out, but as I tried to string them together into sentences, I realized that I was powerless.

Indescribable emotions brewed in my heart, tormented into bitterness, and I subconsciously brushed back the loose clothes with my hands, revealing the pregnant belly that was gradually becoming prominent.

The pupils were in vain, Chen Tu suddenly pulled the half-hidden door open, he stepped forward, he completely ignored the atmosphere of alienation between us, he clasped his hands on my shoulders, stared into my eyes, and shook my body slightly, his voice became a little choppy because of trembling, flustered and incoherent: "Wu Yi, are you really pregnant?" If the child can't stay, I'll take you to the hospital right away, and we'll go to the hospital right away. It must be the last time, the measures are not done, the condom slipped down and I didn't pay attention, it's all my fault, I'm a bastard, I'm a bastard. It's all my fault, I didn't give you a good life from beginning to end, it's all this mess of dog blood! ”

I didn't break free from Chen Tu's confinement, I still stared at his misty eyes, I tried to sort out my thoughts, and I went through the matter in the simplest language: "Lin Siai once introduced me to a doctor Ivey, coincidentally, Ivy happened to be the mother of Pete, a young British boy I brought before, and she couldn't do anything about the virus in my blood, but she was an alumnus who had a way. I went to Shanghai with Deng Qiqi for more than a week to find Ive's alumni. I won't describe the process of the operation, but I was lucky that I survived the operation without any problems, and Professor Benjie, an alumnus of Ivey, gave me a blood test, and the virus molecules in my blood were all cleaned up. Before I came to you, I went for a prenatal checkup, a professor to see, and a blood test, and she said that everything was normal and the baby was healthy. ”

Once the conversation box was opened, I couldn't hold it at all, I paused and was about to continue, but Chen Tu's pupils were getting wider and wider, the corners of his mouth were constantly twitching and spasming, and when he opened his mouth, he was reproachful: "You went to Shanghai to have surgery?" Do you know how risky it is to have surgery and why you should risk yourself! Wu Yi, you will always be like this, stubborn, stupid, and don't take yourself seriously! When the hell are you going to be kind to yourself! ”

The grievances that have been suppressed in my heart for several months have fermented and brewed into a thick layer, and now I have been blamed by Chen Tu to open a gap, and those sourness have come up, I can't help but reach out and pound Chen Tu's chest heavily, and yell at him with a throat: "Chen Tu, do you think you are very powerful?" Do you think you know everything? Do you think that you are doing everything well and that you are not doing anything wrong? No matter what you choose, it's for my good, you're so great, you're so bullish, in comparison, I'm stubborn and stupid and don't take myself seriously? What about you! So do you take me seriously? You'd rather find your cousin Zhou Qi to partner in a play, break my heart with betrayal, make me suffer, make me embarrassed, and make me doubt life, and you don't want to share with me what kind of illness you have and what kind of life experience you should have, right? Chen Tu, do you think you are very good? ”

"Chen Tu, I congratulate you, I also think you are very good! In the past few years that you have been with me, you have never shown me all the aspects of your life, you only dare to let me see your beautiful and infinite strategizing side, you never dare to let me see your downfall, your powerlessness, your helplessness, your uncontrollability of certain things. You have always shown me only the good side of you, but you can see all my gentle voices, all my hysteria, all my dark sides, all the bad roots of my human nature, the extremism and cowardice and even the unbearable squalor that I have buried beneath the surface of mildness. Chen Tu, I have been with you for so long, I have never asked you to be honest with me in every detail, I know that in this life, people are swaying, and there are always some people who don't want to mention the reverse scales of touching too much. ”

After a quick breath change, I continued to use words to surging out all my passionate emotions: "But Chen Tu, I think the most important thing for two people to be together is that we can be together when we are stormy, when we are calm, when we are healthy, when we are sick, since we have chosen to be together, at any time we still choose each other to fulfill each other, not that we chose to be together at the beginning, only you choose to retreat, and you shoehorn the result of your retreat to me!" Chen Tu, you may think you are great, but you have considered my feelings when you do this! I'll just ask you, have you considered my feelings? It's fun to find your cousin to perform a cheating and affectionate performance, isn't it! I'll just ask you, are you still having fun, do you think you're super god! ”

After pouring these words like pouring beans, my emotions reached the highest breaking point, and I couldn't suppress the force at all, and pushed Chen Tu hard.

I don't know if Chen Tu was afraid of hurting me, and didn't use any strength to resist my push, or because he didn't have any defense at all, as I pushed and shoved, he staggered back a few steps, and his whole strong body fell straight back like a parabola.

The body collided with the floor, the dull sound echoed in my ears, I felt that my soul was shattered by this sound, anyway, I had no master for more than ten seconds, and then I squatted down like crazy, grabbed Chen Tu's arm, and intermittently: "Chen Tu... Are you okay? ”

Chen Tu's haggard face was crumbled together with pain, he gritted his teeth and said desperately, "It's okay." ”

While responding to me, Chen Tu made a gesture to get up, he climbed with difficulty, and after half a minute, he barely sat up straight, but he couldn't move.

I panicked, and my eyes roamed over him.

may be because the fall just now was too large, Chen Tu was originally wearing particularly loose casual pants, and his trouser tube was completely lifted under the strong impact.

What made my eyes stop there was that his left calf was covered with dense wounds of all sizes, some of which had scabbed, some of which had not yet healed completely, grinning, and the flesh was turning red, which looked shocking.

Inexplicably uncontrollable, my eyes were red, my hand hesitated for a long time and didn't dare to fall on his calf, I spoke again, my voice was already trembling: "Chen Tu, what's the matter with you, why are your calves full of wounds?" ”

I looked like crazy, but I didn't dare to push too hard, I carefully lifted the leg of Chen Tu's right trouser, and although the wound on it was not as dense as the left foot, it was quite a lot.

I thought my eyes had dried up into a desert, but I stared at Chen Tu's two calves without a piece of good meat for only a few seconds, and my tears had turned into a storm, and my whole body seemed to be drained of bone marrow, and I sat on the cold floor with my butt and cried.

No longer bold and crisp in the past, Chen Tu hesitated for more than ten seconds, he cautiously came over, clumsily wiped my tears with his sleeve, his movements were very light, but I felt endless pain, I grabbed his hand and shook it vigorously: "Chen Tu, what is wrong with you?" No matter what the disease is, we will treat it, no matter how much it costs, we will treat it, it will definitely be cured, it will definitely be good, will we treat the disease, okay? Don't stay up alone, we will be able to heal the disease, we will definitely be fine, we will definitely be fine. ”

Even though my vision was invaded by tears and became blurred, I could still clearly see that following my words, Chen Tu's eyes were slightly red at first, and those reds became deeper and deeper, and the wetness burst out from his eyes, and the corners of his mouth twitched and froze for only a few seconds, and he coldly stretched out his hand and wrapped my whole person in his arms.

His chin rested on my shoulder, and soon I felt a string of hot tears slipping down my neck, and Chen Tu's voice sounded in my ears, quiet and helpless: "Wu Yi, I know what you said." I've always been the kind of person who is very close to myself, and I'm willing to show me in front of you, because I want you to always love my charm. I don't want to show even a trace of embarrassment in front of you, it's my inferiority complex in my bones. We have a not-so-good beginning, our story starts with you despising me and hating me, I always can't help but be full of inferiority complex in front of you, even though I know that you love me deeply, you love me more than you love yourself, but I still can't change my inner feeling about your gains and losses. The past few years with you are the most satisfying days in my life, the warmest days I feel, even if you don't need anything, just stay quietly by my side, you can give me countless feelings of stability, the feeling of home, the feeling of deep love, it is you who let me taste the true taste of life, you give me a lot of things, but I can give you, very little. I feel that in our relationship, we will always be so untreated, I have gained happiness because of you, and you are with me, only to take back those messy ups and downs. I am lucky to have met you. When you meet me, you will suffer ups and downs and misfortunes. ”

My tears were still surging, and I didn't care if Chen Tu could see it or not, I shook my head vigorously: "I have always felt that being with you is the luckiest thing in my life." ”

Forcefully, Chen Tu seemed to be trying to imprison me in his arms completely, but his arms didn't know what was going on, they were no longer as powerful as before, they could only be regarded as empty hanging on my body, I immediately noticed these abnormalities and stopped moving.

Coughing heavily, Chen Tu rested his chin on my shoulder completely, he really lost a lot of weight, his chin was a little awkward, but I didn't realize it, my ears were pricked up, and I used it to catch every word that came out of Chen Tu's mouth.

stopped coughing, Chen Tu's voice was full of exhaustion: "In the early stage of bringing Tang Wenwen to justice, my heart is surging with countless plans and intentions, I remember that I once promised you, when the time is ripe, you take me, I bring money, go to all the places you want to go on foot, wander, travel, in your favorite way, walking, we can grow old together, even if there are no children between us, we can go all the way to old age." Wu Yi: I really had plans for such a plan, and I remember what I promised you. But maybe I've been too lucky in the past few years, lucky and a little carried away, life has to make me a little stumbling, let me return to reality, return to the reality that I Chen Tu has never been lucky for a lifetime, I came out of overtime one day, I suddenly found that my feet did not obey the call. Yes, it doesn't listen to me. It doesn't keep me moving, it doesn't keep my body balanced, and I'm just starting to think that I'm just a little tired, and when I'm rested, I'm a good guy again. ”

After a change of breath, there was no emotion in Chen Tu's tone, and he seemed to be narrating other people's affairs to me: "But slowly, this kind of disobedience became more and more intense, and I often almost fell because of their disobedience." So I found a time to go for a full body check-up. Peking University Hospital, the most authoritative professor gave a diagnosis of the disease, because my brain lining was damaged because of a violent impact, even though I was lucky enough to wake up, but the damage of the endometrium caused my brain to have intermittent bleeding, these hemorrhages slowly formed a congestion in the meninges, compressing my nerves. As the bruises mounted, I couldn't coordinate my hands and feet at first, and slowly, their muscles atrophied, and I might not even be able to pick up a piece of paper on the floor. I will slowly become a cripple who can't take care of myself, and then die completely from brain congestion. When I went to the United Kingdom, the United States, and Canada to ask for medical advice, I went to several of the most prestigious medical schools in the world for review, and came to the same conclusion as the professor at Peking University Hospital. Even if I still have a breath of air, but Wu Yi, you see, my left leg and right leg are full of dense wounds, if you want to ask me if it hurts, I can tell you that it won't hurt anymore, at least the pain caused by these wounds, I can no longer feel it, I have drifted away on the road of the waste. You say, just like me, I stay by your side, let you watch me sick and die slowly, you watch my life die bit by bit, it is too cruel for you. I'd rather you shed tears of hatred because of my betrayal, than you face my condition, powerless, helpless, and suffer the heartbreak that death will bring you. ”

The heart seemed to be cut by someone with a knife inside, and the pain swept overwhelmingly, I completely imprisoned Chen Tu in my arms with my backhand, I didn't dare to cry out loud anymore, I tried to hold back the sobs: "What's the matter, let's face it together, okay?" Let me accompany you, and you will accompany me, and every day is counted as a day. If you really don't get better in the future, then I still have these memories, which are enough to support me to keep going. Chen Tu, you can't think of yourself for everything, you have to listen to my inner voice, let's go back to Shenzhen, you accompany me, I accompany you, no matter what the result is, we will face it together, okay! ”

But in the face of Chen Tu's heartfelt confession, my psychological defense line completely collapsed, and even if I could hold back my crying, the tears kept rushing down and fell on my clothes and grew into grass like crazy.

And my responses and begging, but failed to drag back all the Chen Tu who was gradually drifting away on the road of going his own way, he was still indulging in the whirlpool of what he thought was good for me, he continued: "Wu Yi, you are still young, you are only in your twenties, you are beautiful, you have a good personality, you are a girl who deserves a better life, I hope that your life behind you can be plain, romantic, happy, and full of all kinds of possibilities, but I don't want you to bear the name of widow and fall into the strange circle of loneliness and old age... .”

Loosening my hand slightly, I adjusted my posture, I pushed Chen Tu's body away a bit, and instead held his face with my hands in pairs, and I forced him to look at me.

Stiffened by my sudden movements, Chen Tu paused to speak, his eyes were not as bright as before, and the mist lingered, as if there were thousands of entanglements.

Pursing my lips, Chen Tu and I looked at each other in silence for no less than five minutes, I didn't move, and asked, "Chen Tu, let me ask you, do you love me?" ”

The Adam's apple continued to instigate, Chen Tu's tears were clear, and he nodded slightly: "Love." But...."

I interrupted him: "Were you sad when you left me?" ”

The corners of his mouth twitched, Chen Tu's lips were chapped, and he seemed to have a thousand difficulties: "Stay up, and it's over." ”

I shook my head desperately: "Chen Tu, I know that as long as I get through it, many things can become a thing of the past." But for me, your departure is still the hardest sting in my heart to heal. For me, I may be very afraid of the parting brought about by the disease, and I am afraid of my own helplessness, but what I am more afraid of is that when we are born to each other, you can't be by my side, I can't be by your side. Even if your illness has really reached the point of being terminally ill, even if there is no hope of cure, if I can't accompany you down at this moment, it will become a regret for my life and a wound that will never heal, and I will suffer forever and forever in the dark self-condemnation. Chen Tu: If you love me, then you should let me have the qualifications to accompany you, and you should respect my choice. In your opinion, you are a burden when you are sick, but in my opinion, when we love each other and become husband and wife, we should be together in health and illness, and we will be together in ups and downs. Chen Tu I Wu Yi is not a fragile greenhouse flower, I have endured hardships, you can see most of them, I can enjoy the happiness brought to me by God, and I can also bear the cruelty and ugliness brought by this real world, I choose to marry you, I have chosen all the possibilities to be with you, I don't care how many you have but I think I think in my heart, I want to be with you no matter what, one day you will be one step ahead of me, I can also embrace the memories you gave me for a lifetime. ”

After a few seconds of silence, I realized that Chen Tu's psychological defense line had all collapsed, I let go of one of the hands holding Chen Tu's face, swam down, grabbed Chen Tu's weakly put aside hand, and covered it directly on my abdomen, I continued to violently. Medicine: "And Chen Tu, I need you now." The doll in the belly also needs you, you try to feel it, these two children will slowly move, they will slowly accept the signals that the world sends to them, they need you to tell them, you love me, and you love them. If you can't go back to Shenzhen with me this time and let us take care of each other, then I will drag this pregnant body and stay in Xinjiang with you, and I will go wherever you go. Anyway, Chen Tu, I put my words here, I don't care how many of your own extreme opinions, you are the person I am most unwilling to give up, I can find here, it means that I will never let go of your hand. I can give you time to think about it, I'll go out now, I'll wait outside the door, I'll wait for you to figure it out for yourself. ”

With a heavy feeling that was about to suffocate me, I gritted my teeth and stood up, simply withdrew from Chen Tu's rented house, and slammed the door on him.

Turning around, I was about to sit down against the door, when I suddenly saw Chen Jing standing in front of the windowsill not far away, and he was standing on the small floor, throwing several cigarette butts.

He subconsciously turned his face to look at me with the sound of my door slamming, which allowed me to see all the contents of his face.

After a few seconds of stunned, I frowned: "Chen Jing, what's the matter with you?" ”

There was still more than half of the cigarette in his hand and slammed it on the ground, and Chen Jing sniffed hard: "Whoever cries is the grandson!" ”

Stretching out his hand, he scribbled the position below his eye socket casually, and Chen Jing said again: "Chen Tu's grandson is a fool!" ”

Indescribable emotions lingered in my heart, brewing and rushing, and the worry about Chen Tu's condition came and thrust again, I was like a balloon that had been evacuated of air, lying on my stomach and sitting down against the door, I buried my face deeply, facing the floor: "Even if he is a fool, I love him." ”

The atmosphere was silent for a while, Chen Jing didn't know where to get a bottle of water, handed it to me and said, "Brother and sister, you drink some." ”

I took it and poured it hard, and the tears that I could not stop were wantonly waving south.

I hadn't cried yet, and the door that I had thrown up not long ago suddenly opened, and Chen Tu walked out of it with unsteady steps, he bowed his waist, and pulled me up without saying anything, and hugged me into his arms.

Probably afraid of hitting my stomach, his waist arched back, and his arms had a kind of coolness that did not match the season, but I felt so warm that I buried my face in his chest, and finally dared to cry bitterly.

Patting my back with his hand, Chen Tu's low-pitched tone was full of shame: "Wu Yi, don't cry, I was wrong." Don't cry anymore, you're crying so hard that I can't get sick. You're still pregnant, don't cry, good. ”

In fact, I still have a lot of grievances and worries, but Chen Tu's reminder made me completely relieved from my sadness, he was right, I am pregnant with a child, and all my emotional changes will have a huge impact on the doll in my womb.

Desperately suppressing my emotions, I rubbed my tears on Chen Tu's chest and forced a smile: "As long as you don't make me cry, I won't cry in the future." ”

The arm is no longer as strong as before, but Chen Tu really tried all his strength to hug me, and his calm voice resolutely reassured me: "I will actively face this sudden illness later, Wu Yi, I will try to make myself live a little longer, and the road with you will be longer, I will work hard, I will do my best." ”

My nose was all sour, but I nodded desperately: "Hmm." ”

Maybe to reassure me, in the process of helping him pack his luggage, Chen Tu wanted to come over to help three or four times, but Chen Jing passed him silently, and took the initiative down before his hand touched the heavy thing.

The return ticket was booked by Chen Jing, he booked a flight the next morning, so after cleaning up, we went to the nearby food stalls to make skewers, Chen Tu and Chen Jing still didn't talk much, but they touched the cups very loudly, I drank freshly squeezed juice and watched them finally sit together and eat together, my heart was full of mixed feelings.

At night, Chen Jing slept in my house, while Chen Tu and I nested in the small bed of the house he rented, we didn't say much, but hugged very tightly, even the place where we were attached was sweating because of the heat, and we still didn't let go of the hugging hand.

When I woke up the next day, Chen Tu had already bought breakfast, he bought two, with a shy face, and asked me to send it to Chen Jing, Chen Jing looked disgusted, but he ate very happily.

On the way to the airport, Chen Tu and Chen Jing still didn't have anything to say, but when the taxi arrived at the airport, Chen Jing seemed to have three heads and six arms, and dragged all Chen Tu's suitcases in his hands. ”

Constantly rolling his eyes towards Chen Tu, Chen Jing was expressionless: "You take a fart, you take care of your younger brothers and sisters, otherwise Lao Tzu will turn around and break your legs." ”

His eyes drooped slightly, Chen Tu and Chen Jing were in a stalemate for a while, his mouth closed one by one, and two words actually jumped out: "Thank you." ”

Chen Jing was obviously stunned and stunned, his pupils widened a lot, he abruptly threw down all the suitcase handles that were pinched in his hands, he raised his hand, and hit Chen Tu's shoulder with a hammer: "You nonsense about stepping on a horse!" Take this to outsiders! ”

With another hook with his hand, Chen Jing actually hooked Chen Tu's neck and sent Chen Tu's body to his shoulder, he buckled Chen Tu and slapped him hard on the back, and his tone was full of choking: "You fool!" ”

Chen Tu's body stiffened slightly, his hand hesitated and finally patted Chen Jing's back like Chen Jing, his voice was full of trembling: "You are no better!" ”

As if some kind of ritual had been completed, Chen Jing and Chen Tu separated with lightning speed, Chen Jing quickly bent down, dragged all the luggage, and went all the way, and Chen Tu came over to hold my hand as if nothing had happened.

Sitting diagonally across from me, after Chen Jing fastened his seat belt, he turned his face to me and said, "Brother and sister, the old man is addicted to partying, he said that there is a party this afternoon, and then we will go directly to Tianlu." ”

Before I could nod, Chen Jing had already turned his face back, he took a blindfold and put it on, and then leaned back on the seat, I don't know if he fell asleep.

As for Chen Tu and I, we kept our fingers clasped together, looking through the window at the thick clouds that seemed to be within reach.

Coming out of Bao'an Airport, Xie Bin was already waiting there, he took most of Chen Jing's luggage and carried us through most of Shenzhen to Tianlu.

When I pushed the door open, I was completely stunned by the sight that greeted me.

I saw the people waiting at the gate with a pestle, not only Chen Zheng, Xiaozhi, Lin Siai and Lao Zhou, but also Wu Yidi and Deng Qiqi looking forward to it side by side, as well as Liu Chengyu and Song Xiaoxi waiting silently with their fingers clasped, and a small section of Liu Chun and the little members of their family who dared to add soon, even Wu Zhan and Xiaoou were among them, and next to the honest Xie Wu, stood Zhou Qi with a guilty face.

These people who have been struggling in Shenzhen for many years, amazed my time, tendered my years, and carved more or less indelible marks in my life, some are my respected elders, some are my favorite children, some are my best friends, some are relatives who have given me deep family experience, and even my cousin who joined forces with Chen Tu to give me a place of sadness, and later took the initiative to confess to me because of shame.

Despite the different expressions on their faces, it could not make me ignore the deep concern in the eyes of all of them, the glowing contents, which mingled with the brilliant sunlight to form the brightest beams of light, constantly sweeping towards us.

All my fears and worries about Chen Tu's unknown future condition seem to be relied on and supported.

I suddenly felt that knowing them, my life was worth it.

And Chen Tu, or his inner feeling is the same as mine, he grabbed my hand harder and whispered, "Wu Yi, let's go forward." ”

I smiled so hard that my eyes were red, but I didn't hesitate to keep up with Chen Tu's footsteps.

used to be hypocritical, which is Chen Tu's specialty, and I have always been the kind of female man who is unwilling to reveal his heart too much, and at this moment, I don't know why, it seems that all the dormant hypocrisy in the body has completely recovered, and I just picked up Chen Tu's words: "Well, I will follow you, in the wind and rain, I will always follow you." ”

Yes, I will follow this man who is so loved by me that I can't extricate myself that I will go all the way, without fear of wind and rain.

And I also believe that in the days to come, because of my company, he will be able to rekindle the fighting spirit against the disease, grit his teeth and fight against the dark forces that are about to separate us.

I believe that life is a thing, although sometimes cruel, but there are also miracles ready to shine at any time.

As for now, the story between me and Chen Tu, or there are countless details, I have not fully poured out the details, but I think it should be after the Labor Day of 2017, at this most beautiful moment, when I still have the courage to believe that as long as I believe that life is beautiful, life must be beautiful, the curtain is completely drawn.

I am grateful to all of you who cried and laughed with me in this story.

And now, by me, a female man who comes in the wind and goes in the rain, with my most gentle face, I wish all the people who have witnessed me and Chen Tu, who are a little self-righteous, obviously very good, but who are born with inferiority and fall in love with me.

May everyone have no years to look back on, but have deep affection for the rest of their lives.

And after I have rambled on so much, although I am full of reluctance, let me simply say that this story has come to an end here.

Yes, this story ends here, and it is completely over.

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