Chapter 457: Unforgettable Tonight
His hand was gently let go by Zhou Xianyu, even if this action was indeed extremely small. But for Xiao Jinxuan, who is now confessing to her rebirth, she only feels as if she has been hit by a hammer in her heart, and the uncomfortable feeling is simply indescribable. And Xiao Jinxuan, who was already extremely nervous, lest she be regarded as an alien by Zhou Xianyu, only regarded the subtle action of the other party as a subconscious move because she couldn't accept her like this, and subconsciously wanted to distance herself from her.
Therefore, Xiao Jinxuan couldn't help but lower her head, tears flashed in her open eyes, and her voice said with a hint of choking:
"Xianyu knew that what happened to me was too bizarre, and I even married someone in my previous life. It's normal that you can't accept it, anyway, if you talk about it, then I'll go back. ”
As soon as she finished saying this, Xiao Jinxuan covered her mouth and stood up, and when the tears were about to burst out of her eyes, she turned around and left quickly.
But before she could take a step and run away, her wrist was immediately grabbed by Zhou Xianyu, and then the other party sighed helplessly, and then said angrily and funny:
"Silly girl, why are you crying again, when you find out that Danfan is by my side, your tears always like to fall non-stop. Knowing that I look distressed, you really know how to mess up my heart. ”
As soon as Zhou Xianyu finished saying this, he immediately exerted a slight force on his arm, and immediately pulled Xiao Jinxuan back to him, and then gently circled the other party into his arms.
And Xiao Jinxuan, who was already crying like a tearful person, couldn't help but look up at Zhou Xianyu with an aggrieved expression.
"Didn't you just let go of my hand, I thought you couldn't accept my strange and inexplicable encounter. If you really feel scared or disgusted, you don't have to force a smile to comfort me. After all, it's hard for me to accept it myself, so I won't blame you. ”
But as soon as he heard Xiao Jinxuan's words, Zhou Xianyu immediately shook his head and couldn't stop laughing, and after a long while, he suddenly raised his right hand and waved the Jinpa in his hand towards the other party.
"Xuan'er, it seems that I really didn't call you a stupid girl, I let go of your hand just then, but I was worried that the night breeze would be cold, and if you didn't wipe the tears off your face quickly, you would blow your face at that time. So I'll just bring you Jinpa, and even if you're a reborn ghost. No matter what you are, even if it is a mountain goblin, I, Zhou Xianyu, still want to stay with you for the rest of my life. So don't say anything that scares me, the only thing in this world that can scare me is the loss of you, I say that you know my heart. ”
After listening to Zhou Xianyu's words, Xiao Jinxuan said that it would definitely be a lie if she was not moved.
Seeing that the other party would look gentle, with the usual lazy smile on the corner of his mouth, and carefully helped her wipe away the tears on her face, Xiao Jinxuan asked nervously with sobbing:
"Xianyu, but I married someone in my previous life, don't you recommend it? And I've been hiding it from you for so long, and you're not angry at all? ”
When Zhou Xianyu heard this, a trace of murderous intent flashed in his eyes, but when he looked at Xiao Jinxuan's eyes, his gaze softened again.
"Since God has given you a chance to be reborn, everything will start anew. What I care about is you in this life, not to mention that if you really suffered such a miserable encounter in your previous life, I will only want to kill Ji Lingfeng to avenge you, but all I have left is to blame myself. Because I hate why I didn't know you in my previous life, otherwise you wouldn't have to have so many painful memories. ”
After saying all this, Zhou Xianyu couldn't help but hug Xiao Jinxuan tightly, and then he said in a soft voice:
"Okay, these little secrets in your heart that can't be known to outsiders can now be regarded as confessing to the master. So I can clearly tell Xuan'er that I don't care about the past at all, so don't alienate me because of these inconsequential things. In the future, I will protect you, Zhou Xianyu, whether it is okay, and I will not let anyone hurt you in the slightest. ”
After hearing Zhou Xianyu's affectionate assurance, Xiao Jinxuan broke free from the other party's arms, and then shook her head with painful eyes and said:
"The reason why Xianyu actually told me to force you away from me again and again is not because I can't let go of everything in my previous life. Because you should know that there is a gain and a loss. I was able to get a new life because I gave up **** and swore that I would not be emotional in this life. And if I can't do this, then whether it's myself or the people I care about, it's all a change of personality, and that's what I'm most afraid of. ”
Speaking of which, I saw Xiao Jinxuan smiling miserably.
Then she stared infatuatedly, Zhou Xianyu's handsome face was even more evil against the background of the moonlight, and she couldn't help but say with self-reproach:
"Because I am a human being in two lifetimes, I know everything about you very well. In the previous life, you were assassinated in a jade shop, fell off a cliff and almost died, and 30,000 soldiers were wiped out, and you almost died in battle. Although you still died young in the forty-seventh year of Emperor Ming. You were nearly twenty-five years old, but you died of poisoned arrows. But until then, you are still a generation of war kings who must conquer and win. But it's all because of my appearance that your personality has changed. I actually hurt you a few times when I was in danger, and that's why I've been staying away from you since then. ”
Hear with your own ears the number of lives in your life, and the ultimate cause of death. This strange feeling Zhou Xianyu couldn't say what it was like in his heart, but there was one thing he knew very well. That is what he can figure out what the root cause of Xiao Jinxuan's alienation from him is. And it wasn't until this moment that Zhou Xianyu clearly realized how much pressure and self-blame Xiao Jinxuan had in her heart. Under the great pity, Zhou Xianyu didn't even want to say anything apologetic in Xiao Jinxuan's mouth. So he immediately sealed the other party's unfinished words with a kiss, and then Zhou Xianyu couldn't help but gently press Xiao Jinxuan against the boulder.
"Jinxuan, I love you, even if this life really dies because of you, I am willing to drink. And as you said, I only lived to be twenty-five years old in my previous life. Now that I'm twenty-one, what can I do if I live three or four years less? Don't torture yourself with cranky thoughts, is it okay for Xuan'er to be my woman, ask me to protect you and cherish you, and stay with you until the end of my life. Don't avoid me, you know that every time you look at me with a distant look, it hurts my heart, and it makes me feel more hesitant and panicked than death. ”
The reason why Xiao Jinxuan told everything truthfully today was because she wanted to leave the choice of going or staying to Zhou Xianyu to make his own decision. And seeing that even after the other party knew everything about her, he still chose to stay with her. At this moment, Xiao Jinxuan, who has no worries and has finally opened her heart, has also made up her mind that no matter what their fate is in the future, they will face each other together. Therefore, after seeing Xiao Jinxuan nodded, she buried her head deep in Zhou Xianyu's arms, and then said in a voice as thin as a mosquito:
"It is my greatest blessing to meet you in this life, thank you for your unwavering indeed, and for your understanding and mercy now. Xuan'er is willing to be your woman and stay with you for the rest of her life. No matter how the shackles of renunciation and love will change our lives, I will not alienate you from now on and force you away. ”
Listening to Xiao Jinxuan's small voice, there was an indelible sense of dependence. Zhou Xianyu only felt that his heart was fluttering, and he suddenly remembered that during the day, the two of them were in the maple leaf forest, and the sweet things that were not carried out to the end. So just when he heard that Xiao Jinxuan was finally willing to open his heart to accept himself, Zhou Xianyu couldn't help but lean over and kiss Xiao Jinxuan again, and at the same time, his hands couldn't help swimming. Touching every inch of his slippery skin that fascinated him, Zhou Xianyu couldn't help it.
Seeing the beautiful woman in front of him, although he blushed, he didn't reject him this time. Although Zhou Xianyu has always existed because of the shadow of his childhood, even if he is now twenty-one, he still hasn't touched a woman even once. However, the children who grew up in this deep palace imperial city are different from the children of ordinary people after all, and they are not strangers to being quite precocious in this regard. Coupled with the drive of natural instinct, when Zhou Xianyu threw Xiao Jinxuan's Luo skirt aside. Looking at the exquisite and fascinating picture in front of him, Zhou Xianyu, who has always faced thousands of troops and horses, will not change color, but he will be unbearably excited and nervous.
While they were grinding with each other, Zhou Xianyu couldn't help but bite Xiao Jinxuan's round and jade earlobe, and asked again in a low and magnetic voice:
"Jinxuan, can I really do it, if you regret it now or feel that you still need time to prepare, then I won't force you. After all, I hope that when I first had you, Xuan'er was willing to give herself to me. Even if I really want to correct you on the spot right now, I can still do it for you with this bit of patience. ”
was disturbed by the exhalation from Zhou Xianyu's mouth in his ear, which disturbed Xiao Jinxuan, who was even more embarrassed. She couldn't speak, but closed her eyes tightly and nodded slightly, which was a response to Zhou Xianyu's promise to the other party. After all, they have experienced too many hardships and obstacles for each other, and after countless misunderstandings and twists and turns, they can only be regarded as coming together again. Now the war is imminent. After the rebellion is over, in fact, both of them know in their hearts that it may be unknown whether they can live unhindered. Therefore, at this moment, the two of them who have no secrets from each other and have completely untied their hearts want to give themselves to each other wholeheartedly. After all, no matter what the road ahead holds, at least this moment of possession will become eternal.
And when Zhou Xianyu waited for Xiao Jinxuan's approval, he had already reached the limit of his endurance, after all, after a low roar. In Xiao Jinxuan's unconcealable snort, the two of them completely owned each other after all, and they didn't distinguish each other.