365 I don't think I can do it

The ghost knows if Chen Tu took the wrong medicine, or if he lost his mind for a while, he didn't seem to hear the resentment and depression in my tone, his tone was slightly relaxed: "Wu Yi, how old is she, she is just a quirky child, you are such a big person, you have to worry about such a few jokes with a child?" ”

The raging fire in my heart almost burned me to ashes, I squeezed my phone harder, and my voice became higher and higher: "Nineteen years old, already an adult!" Chen Tu is mentally retarded, and you are also mentally retarded? You like her to answer your phone so much, don't you, then you go to live with her! She's young and quirky, anyway, and I'm an old woman! ”

After a few seconds of silence at the other end, Chen Tu coughed lightly: "Wu Yi, Zhou is always one of Youman's top customers, and his intention is related to the livelihood of tens of thousands of Youman. %D7%CF%D3%C4%B8%F3 Zhou Qi's girl, even if she is mischievous, I have to look at Mr. Zhou's face, take it easy. I was just talking to Mr. Zhou, the phone was put aside, and she didn't know if she took it away, and then she said that you called, and I called you back immediately, don't be careful, okay? ”

Heheda, I'll step on the horse's careful eye, what's wrong!

But these careful eyes can't be properly placed by Chen Tu, which will only make my heart even more desolate, and the inexplicable sadness gushes out, I bit my lip: "You better entertain your big customers well, make more money!" ”

With these few words, I quickly scratched the AFK button.

All the voices from Shenzhen stopped abruptly, and I held my phone in a daze for a while, I didn't know what I was expecting.

But to paraphrase Deng Qiqi's words, no matter what I was looking forward to, I couldn't get my wish.

Time passed minute by minute, and in a blink of an eye, ten minutes had passed, and my phone was as silent as dry grass in winter, silent, silent and without any sense of existence.

My heart cooled down inch by inch, frozen into ice, I stood up, and was about to throw my phone aside, when the phone vibrated and a text message came.

I grabbed it and glanced at it, and a line of cold words that couldn't wrap my emotions jumped into my eyes: Wu Yi, I manage two companies every day, shouldering the livelihood of tens of thousands of people, I am under a lot of pressure, I hope you will give me some understanding, if you can't, you have to do this, ask me to do this and that, unconditionally take into account your little feelings, I don't think I can do it. Think about it for yourself.

I read it over and over again no less than ten times, and finally slammed the phone on the bed, and dragged it over the quilt to cover my face, I don't know whether it was because of the huge pressure of the next surgery and the fragility of my heart, or because I felt Chen Tu's subtle indifference and was cold, in short, my eyes were red and red, but fortunately, I didn't let the tears fall.

I have been turning the river and the sea for a long time, and I also used a lot of words that I don't usually use to secretly scold Chen Tu, and I even thought that I had come all the way to Shanghai to risk my life, and wanted to change the situation that Chen Tu and I had no children, which was a bit ironic.

But I quickly thought about it, I quickly corrected my thoughts, I can be here, most of the reason is because I want to have a child of my own, I want to have someone who is related to me in the long years to come, this has nothing to do with Chen Tu, and I don't exist I am sacrificing for him, since this is the case, why should I care so much about the small number of things he did to me not long ago?

Then I secretly comforted myself, and when my body recovered, I would be unhappy, maybe I could find another man to have a baby with me, he Chen Tute is a fart!

After thoroughly figuring it out, my mood warmed up a lot, picked up my mobile phone and sent a WeChat message to Deng Qiqi, asking her what time she would come up, and within five minutes, Deng Qiqi came over with a fart, and she also brought two cups of freshly squeezed juice.

When clinking glasses, Deng Qiqi joked that I was tired of Chen Tu so quickly, I tried to contain my emotions and smiled perfunctorily, Deng Qiqi was such a smart person, she naturally got a glimpse of the clues, she no longer asked in detail, but quickly diverted the topic, and changed the way to make me happy.

On this night, the lights in Shanghai were extremely bright, and Deng Qiqi and I sat on the balcony, overlooking the rivers, drinking juice and singing songs.

After a deep night's sleep, I woke up in the morning, and all my emotions were settled back to the beginning, and I was finally able to stay calm and go to the hospital.

I guess it was for Pete's sake, Ivy really did her best, anyway, it didn't take us long to meet her alumnus Benjie after we arrived.

I don't know how old Ben Jie and Ivey are, but Ben Jie doesn't know if it's more work, his hair has gradually turned white, and he has a kind of non-angry and self-righteous look all over his body, but he doesn't have any shelf. His Mandarin is not as good as Ivey's, and my English is not as good as his, and in the end, Deng Qiqi acted as a translator in the middle, so that we could communicate smoothly all the way.

Although there is no shelf, but the procedures to be followed are not less, Ben Jie through Deng Qiqi, after giving me a detailed explanation of the risks in the operation and the pain I have to bear, his assistant quickly took a small pile of rights and responsibilities to sign for me, I gritted my teeth and wrote my name in Deng Qiqi's face like a dish.

In the waiting room, a professional nurse came to help me relax my muscles, and kept chatting with me to break down my pressure, but the more I relaxed, the more pressure Deng Qiqi became, because she was worried that her face was becoming more and more ugly, she kept pacing back and forth, and her anxiety spread in the air.

Later, Deng Qiqi probably wanted to appease me, she desperately restrained those restless emotions, helped me put away my mobile phone and wallet, and continued to comfort me, now that medicine is developed, let me not be afraid.

In the midst of anxious waiting, I was wheeled into the operating room at one o'clock in the afternoon, and Benjie came with a group of medical staff, among whom an assistant doctor standing on his left side came over and whispered to me that I needed to stay awake during this operation, so they could only give me a local anesthesia, and I needed to grit my teeth and get through.

I nodded busily, but my teeth were almost shattered from the tension.

After the local anesthesia, a group of medical staff led by Benjie began to revolve around me, those insignificant anesthesia only relieved a little pain, the real torment and distress became more and more intense because of my incomparable clarity of consciousness, in this operation that lasted for nearly eight hours, I sweated wet and dry, repeatedly kneaded my hair, and finally fainted from exhaustion.

I didn't know how long I slept, and my eyelids moved back and forth many times and I couldn't open them, until in the darkness, someone seemed to slowly open my lips with a spoon and fed me some warm water, and I felt better, and opened my eyes again.

I saw Deng Qiqi holding a small porcelain cup, and when I woke up, the sadness on her face dissipated a little, and her eyes lit up: "Wu Yi, are you awake?" ”

My head was still groggy, and my lips felt dry like desert, and I barely managed to squeeze out a sentence: "I want to drink water." ”

Hurriedly leaning towards me, Deng Qiqi took out half a spoonful of water from the porcelain cup and brought it to my mouth: "Drink slowly, don't choke." ”

After drinking a small half cup of warm water, my mental state was better, Deng Qiqi helped me raise the bed a little higher, so that I could lie half-lying, she tucked the quilt for me very carefully, she said: "Wu Yi, Dr. Benjie came not long ago, he said that as long as he survived these two days, there was no rejection, it would be fine." ”

I pulled the corners of my mouth with difficulty and smiled reluctantly: "Qiqi, how many days have I slept here?" ”

Deng Qiqi kept eye level with me: "It's about 39 hours." ”

I was stunned, the corners of my mouth twitching: "You've been taking care of it?" ”

Putting my hand flat again, Deng Qiqi smashed his mouth: "It's okay." In this ward, whether it is day or night, there are nurses who are very diligent, take your temperature and look at the data, and I will be very good. ”

I'm not stupid, even if Deng Qiqi is so casual, I can see everything from her bloodshot eyes, my throat is a little dry, and I feel that saying words of gratitude is too raw, so I use a joking tone: "Qiqi, your great kindness to me, I will remember it in my heart, and when you come back to me to do a plan, I will either give you a discount or not charge you money, haha, don't you think it's very powerful." ”

Looking at me, Deng Qiqi was a little helpless: "You, take care of your body first, and then talk nonsense." ”

After a pause, Deng Qiqi casually opened the bedside table and took it out, she took out my mobile phone and handed it to me: "Wu Yi, your mobile phone has been turned off for two days, you hurry up and take a look, is anyone looking for you." ”

I took it casually, and Deng Qiqi stood up with a loud voice: "Wu Yi, I have to go to the injection department to arrange the medicine you want to take tomorrow first, you stay by yourself for a while, if there is anything to do press the service bell at the bedside." ”

Walking steadily, before Deng Qiqi walked out, he also brought me the door.

I shifted my body, changed to a more comfortable position, and pressed the power on.

I pinched my phone a little more, wanting to see if Chen Tu had bombarded my phone with text messages in the two days I had turned it off, but after half a minute of buffered signal recovery, my phone was silent as if it was still asleep.

An indescribable feeling lingered in my heart, my first reaction was not that the phone was broken and I couldn't send and receive messages, and then I subconsciously edited a smile for Deng Qiqi and sent it over, but in ten seconds, Deng Qiqi replied to me, what are you doing?

My heart is like falling straight down at a height of 30,000 miles, falling to the point where there is no way back, and I began to worry again without a trace, whether something happened to Chen Tu in the past two days, otherwise my mobile phone has been turned off for so long, how could he not find out?

I was thinking about it when Deng Qiqi had already pushed the door back, and she looked at me: "What are you doing in a daze?" ”

My body stiffened slightly, smiled reluctantly, and asked quietly: "Qiqi, my mobile phone hasn't been turned on in the past two days, right?" ”

Pulling a chair and sitting beside me, Deng Qiqi nodded: "No." That's your phone, what am I doing with yours? ”

After a pause, Deng Qiqi asked again, "What's wrong?" ”

I shook my head: "It's fine. ”

With the afterglow dangling on my face for a while, Deng Qiqi seemed to be self-conscious: "Yesterday and today, Wu Yidi called, he asked about your situation quite deliberately, I think he asked at the behest of Chen Tu, Wu Yi, you quarreled with Chen Tu?" ”

I clenched my fist into a small ball, quickly spread it, shook my head slightly, and nodded again: "I don't know, maybe it's noisy." ”

poured me half a glass of warm water, took a spoon and fed me some to drink, Deng Qiqi's brows frowned a little: "Wu Yi, I won't gossip about why you and Chen Tu have differences of opinion, I can only say that in fact, two people who love each other are together, and quarrels are inevitable." ”

I nodded slightly, "I understand." ”

Motioning for me to lie back, Deng Qiqi said again: "I just met Dr. Benjie, and he said that in your current situation, sleeping a little more will help you recover, why don't you lie down again?" Anyway, you can't eat now, you can only rely on glucose, and if you lie on your side like this, you may be hungry. ”

There are a hundred tastes in my heart, I hummed, Deng Qiqi quickly shook the bed down, maybe I was indeed physically exhausted to the extreme, even if I had a heavy heart that I couldn't get rid of for a while, but I quickly fell asleep, but I began to dream again, I dreamed again that Chen Tu said that he was going to leave me.

Unlike the last time I was drenched in a cold sweat in a dream, in the dream I kept telling myself that this was a dream and there was nothing to be afraid of, so I calmly endured this parting in the dream, and when I woke up, it was indeed an empty dream that could not be in line with reality.

And I started to have rejection, even though fortunately it was not serious, but my arm was pierced with pinholes one after another, and I vomited again and again, until no matter poured out of my body, and my chest was empty and my back was closed.

During this period, Chen Tu took the initiative to call me twice, but this hospital is full of people, and there are often voice broadcasts, I am afraid that he will hear it and pull out a bunch of things, I didn't answer his phone, but pressed it, sent him a message back, and said nonsense that I and Deng Qiqi were on the customer's side, and there was something to contact.

This time, he replied to me very quickly, asking me when I would go back to Shenzhen, and he saw if he had time to pick me up.

Biting my lip for a while, I replied to him: If you are busy, I will go back to Shenzhen to take a taxi back, no matter how bad it is, if Wu Yidi comes to pick up Deng Qiqi, then I will rub the car.

A few minutes later, Chen Tu replied to me: Wu Yi, I was in a bad mood a few days ago, and I didn't mean to be fierce to you.

I stared at it for a long time, and I almost broke every word to look at it, until I saw that my eyes were so dry that they itched when I blinked, and I let out a long sigh and threw my phone aside.

I really don't know if it's me who is causing the storm, I was discharged from the hospital on the day of a heavy rainstorm, Deng Qiqi tossed for a long time to call a car, she is like having three heads and six arms, she not only carried my big bag during the hospitalization, but also free her hand to give me an umbrella, she protected me like a mud doll that was easy to be washed by water, and stuffed me into the car in the chaos.

But called the car, this matter is not over, the rain is getting heavier and heavier, the water on the road is getting deeper and deeper, traffic jams have become inevitable, in order to pass the time Deng Qiqi and I have not been less than the mountains, but we have finished the major mountains and rivers of the motherland, and the speed is still as slow as a snail.

The throat of the words was dry, and Deng Qiqi and I tacitly fell silent, but after a while, my mobile phone shouted urgently.

I grabbed it and glanced at it, only to see Chen Tu's name clearly extinguished on the screen.

After glancing at Deng Qiqi, I hesitated, pressed the answer button, and put the microphone to my mouth, but I didn't say a word, waiting for Chen Tu to speak first.

After a stalemate of more than ten seconds, Chen Tu finally opened his mouth: "When did you book your return ticket?" ”

My other free hand kept bending and stretching out, and after half a sound, I said in a deep voice: "If the flight is not delayed, then we will arrive at Bao'an Airport at 8:15 p.m. the day after tomorrow." ”

With a clear cough, Chen Tu's tone also lowered: "Then I'll try to arrange my work as much as possible, and if I have free time, I'll go over and pick you up." ”

The estrangement doesn't seem to exist, but I feel that between me and Chen Tu, I haven't seen each other for just a few days, and there is already a gap between us, I frowned slightly, and soon smiled casually and said, "Whatever you want." ”

After a pause, I said, "You're busy, my phone is running out of battery." ”

In fact, my phone is fully powered, but I am suddenly a little afraid of this kind of silence over the phone, even if it is just a few seconds. I'm also afraid that I can use this phone call to confirm once again that Chen Tu seems to be a little abnormal.

I'm not cowardly, it's just that sometimes courage is something that needs to be built.

After hanging up the phone, my mouth was still dry, but I forced a smile and continued to talk to Deng Qiqi about some of the things that I didn't have, so as to dilute my indescribable sentimentality.

On the day we returned to the depths, it didn't rain again, but the clouds were thick and the sky was so dark that it was too dark to lift people's energy.

After the plane landed at Shenzhen Bao'an Airport, I found that the weather in Shenzhen was not very good, and those nights could not hide the heavy haze, and some flights were canceled because of the weather, so the whole huge airport seemed empty and lonely.

Even though I thought that my body had fully recovered, Deng Qiqi insisted on helping me pull the suitcase, and I couldn't resist her, so I had to let her drag the two large suitcases alone, while I walked side by side with her in a daze.

We walked about fifty meters, and the afterglow of my eyes accurately caught Chen Tu's voice, he was standing ten meters away, he didn't look left and right, he was holding his mobile phone and burying his head, typing something from time to time, and there was a hint of a smile on the corner of his mouth.

Probably thinking that the residual heat of my quarrel with Chen Tu was still there, Deng Qiqi wanted to match us and let us reconcile as soon as possible, she exaggeratedly poked my arm and quipped: "Wu Yi, your Chen Tu came to pick you up, you go quickly, go and give him a warm hug." ”

After saying that, she also gently nudged me.

I took a big step passively, the movement was naturally bigger, Chen Tu seemed to notice something, he quickly put the phone in his pocket, he looked this way, and he quickly strode over.

But he hadn't walked half of the distance of more than ten meters, but there was a woman wearing a white skirt with a long plaid coat and long hair fluttering, rushing towards him, and she naturally grabbed Chen Tu's arm in three or two!

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