154. Decisions
Gao Zijian had a nightmare, he was half-asleep all night, I have been lying carefully beside him, hugging him tightly, looking at his haggard face, the worry in my heart is even more serious.
After thinking about it, I can't tell Gao Zijian about pregnancy immediately. I know his character too well, Liu Shihan threatened him with his father and uncle, he was soft and hard, if he knew about the child, how could he compromise easily?
No, I dare to guarantee with my life, even if the difficulties in front of me are difficult to solve, Gao Zijian will not betray our mother and son.
If he doesn't betray, he may be charged with unfilial piety, and his heart suffers more than mine.
I decided to talk to Sun Yiqing, although I don't know if he can help, but as long as there is a glimmer of hope, I can't give up easily.
The company criticized me for arriving late and leaving early and asking for leave, but I couldn't help it, at such a critical moment, I didn't resign, it was already my best effort, I wanted to meet Sun Yiqing at lunchtime, but he was too busy, so he could only postpone it until after work in the evening.
Durian asked me and said that things should not be too bad and that I should not worry. I smiled bitterly and didn't speak.
It's really not too bad, because it's already the worst.
At about eight o'clock in the evening, Sun Yiqing sent me a message on MNS, saying that he had just finished his work and would come to me immediately. I have a request, where can I let Sun Yiqing come over, take the bag that has already been packed, and run directly towards Sun Yiqing's office.
He was a little surprised to see me standing in the doorway.
He was always so personable and shocked. He pointed to the door and said, "I'm a little hungry, so I'm chatting while eating." ”
I nodded, followed Sun Yiqing off the elevator, and went to the cafeteria on the first floor.
briefly described the purpose of looking for him with Sun Yiqing, and did not dare to look at him, looking at the rice bowl in front of him, waiting for his answer.
People, no matter how brazen they are, I'm afraid they are not as good as me. What is my relationship with Sun Yiqing? Why should people help me? After borrowing money, I still want people to overstep my authority, in this world, I'm afraid I'm the only one, and now, I'm weak-hearted.
The sound of the chopsticks being put down reached my ears, and Sun Yiqing slowly spoke, saying, "This thing is really difficult to do." ”
With a "poof", the hope in my heart was suddenly disillusioned, I inhaled hard, put my fingers on my stomach, bit my lower lip, and said, "Forget it, I'll think of a way again." ”
Sun Yiqing looked at me, his eyes were clear, and said, "This matter can't be solved in a day or two, so you don't have to be in such a hurry." ”
"How can I not be in a hurry, my child and I can't wait!" I looked at Sun Yiqing in a panic, and for a moment I couldn't hold back my mouth, and after the words came out, I was suddenly nervous and speechless, picked up the bag on the table, and said, "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I'll leave first......"
"Xiao Jia......" Sun Yiqing also stood up, his right hand on my wrist, and said in a hoarse voice: "What do you mean...... Are you pregnant? ”
Just now my voice was not big or small, but my speech was not clear at all, but Sun Yiqing heard it clearly, I hurriedly shook my head and said, "No...... You heard it wrong. ”
"I didn't ......" Sun Yiqing said firmly, the strength in his wrist was a little strong, pulling me to the seat, and I heard him ask, "Did Gao Zijian know about this?" ”
"Can't tell him!" I raised my head and looked at Sun Yiqing, I didn't know where to start with many things, but such a sentence came out, and there was impatience in my tone.
Sun Yiqing looked at me and nodded slightly.
He is always like this, I have doubts, he helps, I have problems, he also helps, but when there are some things I want to hide, he is also willing to pretend to be a fool, I know, Sun Yiqing, is a good person.
Since I have decided to ask Sun Yiqing for help, he also knows my only secret, so I simply told Liu Shihan what I told me back and forth, and at the end, I added a sentence, "I know my request is a bit excessive, but I really can't help it." ”
"What conditions did the Liu family talk to you about to leave Gao Zijian?" Sun Yiqing looked at me and asked seriously.
I nodded and said, "I'm miserable, I don't know what choice to make." ”
Sun Yiqing was also silent, his eyes kept staring at the bowl of noodles in front of him, and he didn't give me a positive answer.
Shi Lei's father's matter is too wide-ranging, and it is an unjust case that has been suppressed for more than ten years, and the parties who caused this result need to be punished, which is the trend of the times and cannot be reversed.
But the Gao family can't be defeated, I know.
"Thank you for listening to me, I'll go back first." I don't want to embarrass anyone, Sun Yiqing has helped me a lot.
"Xiao Jia," Sun Yiqing finally spoke, "I have taken this matter to heart, it's just that you don't have too much hope, I can only try my best to ......"
When Sun Yiqing said this, he was basically telling me that the Gao family's affairs, I'm afraid, only the Liu family can help.
I nodded, and walked straight towards the hall, just two steps, suddenly panicked, raised my head and looked, and saw Gao Zijian standing two steps away.
His face was very ugly, the corners of his eyebrows drooped, his eyes were already burning with anger, the corners of his mouth sank, he stared at me for two seconds, and then looked behind me.
I was worried that he would misunderstand, so I trotted two steps, walked in front of Gao Zijian, took his hand, and asked, "Why did you come here suddenly?" ”
Gao Zijian snorted coldly, his eyes were still staring behind me, I know his depression these days, in order to avoid the conflict between him and Sun Yiqing, I pulled him and walked directly out of the hall.
When I got to the car, Gao Zijian was still sitting there with a straight face, his chest was undulating, and I knew that he was angry.
I smiled softly and said, "Hungry?" I'll go back and cook you something to eat. ”
Gao Zijian glared at me, didn't speak, turned the car keys, and drove silently. When we arrived downstairs in the community, we got out of the car, and Gao Zijian was still silent.
I understood his situation, so I took two steps forward and grabbed Gao Zijian's hand.
"Don't be angry, I know it's wrong." I looked at Gao Zijian and took the initiative to "admit my mistake".
Gao Zijian turned his face to look at me and said, "Do you know where you did wrong?" ”
I was a little stunned, but in order not to make Gao Zijian angry, I coughed lightly and said, "I know, let's go, let's go home." ”
Gao Zijian reluctantly followed me to the elevator, and in the elevator, Gao Zijian stood in front of me on the right, his face was still ugly, and he kept a safe distance from me.
I smiled softly, shook Gao Zijian's hand, and said, "Are you jealous?" ”
Someone in front was silent.
I smiled and said, "How did you become so stingy?" Gao Zijian, come, laugh! ”
"Yes, I'm stingy, Sun Yiqing is generous." Gao Zijian didn't wait for me to finish, and a sentence came out of nowhere.
For this sentence, it hurt people's self-esteem a little, I coughed lightly and said, "How is it possible, where can Sun Yiqing be compared with Gao Zijian." ”
"Chen Xiaojia, it's so hard for you to hide it from me!" The moment the elevator door opened, Gao Zijian suddenly turned his face and said coldly.
My footsteps stopped for a few seconds, and I immediately chased after him, looking at Gao Zijian's back, looking at him when my hand shook on the door lock, and asked softly, "What do you know?" ”
Could it be related to Liu Shihan?
Gao Zijian opened the door, walked directly to the coffee table, sat on a chair, looked at me with a pair of dark eyes, opened his mouth, and did not speak.
I also walked in, closed the door, and asked with a smile, "Gao Zijian, what's wrong with you?" ”
"Xiaojia, why don't you tell me, the money you said our parents sent us was actually borrowed from Sun Yiqing?"
I gasped and said, "You know everything." ”
"Yes, I know everything, if it wasn't for the bank calling me, I'd still be in the dark now, Xiaojia, I'm just ...... I just feel sorry for you. Why do you have to bear such a big thing by yourself? ”
It turns out that it's because of love.
The loss just now disappeared from the bottom of my heart in an instant, and I stepped forward, stood beside Gao Zijian, put my arms around his neck, and said, "Where is this grievance, not wronged at all." ”
Gao Zijian suddenly stretched out his hand and wrapped it tightly around me, because the strength was too great, I was a little worried, and hurriedly said: "Can't be too hard, be careful......"
When the words came to his mouth, he stopped again.
"Chen Xiaojia, I'm a little scared." Gao Zijian hugged me, his face was pressed against my stomach, and he said in a subtle voice: "Now I have nothing, will you suddenly dislike me......"
"How ......"
"Listen to me," Gao Zijian leaned against me tightly and said: "Before this incident happened to my father, I was no one in my eyes, I spent money like dirt, I thought that I Gao Zijian was the dragon and phoenix among people, and I was pretentious, but after this incident, I suddenly realized that in fact, I was nothing." Xiaojia, facing you now, I really feel a little inferior, how can I Gao Zijian, let you follow me to suffer and suffer for me? If I can't turn over for the rest of my life, wouldn't it ...... Failed you? ”
This is the man I love, and I am as proud as he is, and it is indeed surprising that he would say such words. Could it be that Gao Zijian already knows the inside information about Uncle Gao?
"Subkey, do you know something? Could it be that Uncle Gao ......"
"Xiao Jia, am I useless? The third uncle will betray the death penalty. Daddy ...... now, too."
It's so serious!
"Xiaojia, I really have nothing, what I have, only you are alone. Seeing Sun Yiqing, I was even more afraid, I was afraid that you would dislike me, I now feel that I am not worthy of you......"
Gao Zijian's words lingered in my ears until twelve o'clock in the evening, when my aunt called and asked him to go home, I was alone in an empty room, looking at the dark room, panicked and trembling hands.
Until this time, Gao Zijian didn't mention a word about the conditions Liu Meiting gave him, which shows that he will not betray me.
So Chen Xiaojia, what about you? What would you do?
I sniffed softly, stroked my belly, squeezed out a smile, and said, "Baby, if you can talk, you will, support Mommy, right?" ”
(Tianjin)