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All the fingers interlaced into my hair, Chen Tu repeated several strokes, and he said slowly, "I want to go for ligation." ”

Chen Tu's tone was quite light, and his tone was as light as a freshly blooming jasmine, but it was like thunder exploding in my heart, and I was stunned for about two minutes before I squeezed out a sentence with difficulty: "Chen Tu, don't mess around." ”

But he touched my hair more casually, and Chen Tu corrected the scriptures: "I mean seriously, Wu Yi." I didn't think about this before and made you suffer, and I really don't want to put you at risk again later in life. When I was in Peking University Hospital, I consulted the doctor, and the doctor said that the ligation surgery for men is very simple now, and the risk is very small, as long as you do a physical examination before the operation..."

Before Chen Tu told me that he was going to have a sterilization, I had not been exposed to any such topics as men's sterilization, but I am not an idiot, I probably know the operation method of surgery like this, and I know that although this method is not considered permanent sterilization, it is limited by the constitution and the length of sterilization, not everyone can successfully restore the ability to have children, and those fertility capabilities, it is not completely reversible.

This is equivalent to the fact that it is easy to turn a cigarette into a pile of ashes, but it is tantamount to a pile of ashes to be restored into a cigarette.

After I came back from the hospital, I didn't get much time to relieve, Chen Jing had an accident, Chen Tu and I fell into a rush again, and I really didn't have extra time to think about the child's problems. But in the midst of the crisis, I had the opportunity to spend time with Ash again, and he brought me the touch of a child's world and the warmth of those cares, which made me feel even more sorry that I was missing the joy of a child around my knees in my life.

And in my wheezing intervals, I always felt that I was in a hurry to have an abortion under Dr. Zhao's words, because I was worried that I would create an unhealthy child, which seemed too hot-headed and too sloppy, why didn't I beg her to think of a way for me at that time, or I looked for Pete, who was far away in a foreign country, to see if his grandfather knew someone better, to give me a check-up, and to give me conditioning?

In my heart, I still have the enthusiasm to have a child of my own, and this thought has not dissipated, but has become more and more lush in the less than ten days since I lost my child.

What's more, I am also afraid that Chen Tu will lose the ability to have children because of this hot head. Maybe in the next ten or twenty years, when he knows his destiny in middle age, he will regret his impulsiveness today.

I don't want him to give up his back.

Teng arched from Chen Tu's arms, I reached out to touch his lips, completely blocking what he was going to say later, and I kept eye level with him: "Chen Tu, I actually don't believe it until now, I won't be able to have children in the future." ”

A thick mist emanated from Chen Tu's eyes, his hand groped twice in mid-air, and he dragged my whole person into his arms fiercely, and imprisoned me hard: "It's all my fault." ”

Like a docile sheep, I nestled motionless in Chen Tu's arms, but I didn't pick up his thoughts, but I took care of myself: "Chen Tu, let me say this, I really don't have any medical knowledge, I don't know how wrong the doctors who induced labor for me before were, how wrong the operation was, which would cause problems in my body, but there is no doubt that I feel that my physique is not so bad, I think no matter what it is, conditioning and conditioning will always be good." I've never believed in anything too absolute. Anyway, my current idea is to do my best and obey the destiny of God. During this time, in addition to work, I go out to exercise more, and I will go for a physical examination in the next three months. I think we're still young and anything is possible. Anyway, since my body hasn't reached the state of pregnancy, we can just do contraception. ”

Because it is very close, even if Chen Tu only trembles slightly, I can feel it.

What's more, he trembled no less than ten times in a row.

Finally, Chen Tu stabilized his body, and he lowered his voice very low: "Wu Yi, I really can't imagine my life without you, don't be too persistent." ”

The word "?", Chen Tu's words are very vague, and his tone does not seem to have a question mark, but is covered by those emotions that I can't fathom, which makes my heart fall involuntarily, falling into the abyss where I can't see my fingers, and I can't pick it up.

But I was quickly relieved that Chen Tu's reactions were probably out of worry, he would rather not have a child in his life to tie his knees, he would rather he have no children to continue the inheritance, and he didn't want me to be at risk because of my child.

I should have felt comforted that he cared about me, but my heart was full of bitterness.

After more than ten seconds of stagnation, my hands were intertwined in the dark, and a flash of inspiration flashed in my head: "Chen Tu, I can get pregnant, which proves that my egg is healthy and vigorous, we can find a healthy mother and implant the fertilized egg..."

Before I could finish my sentence, Chen Tu suddenly let go of me, and he quickly grabbed my face with both hands, sealed my mouth with his lips, and kissed me with a stormy kiss to interrupt what I was going to say later.

Slowly, the storm turned into a hazy spring rain, delicate and wet, Chen Tu's fingers swept past the back of my head, and his lips slowly roamed to my ear: "Wu Yi, regarding surrogacy, in 2015, after China's regulations deleted the prohibition of surrogacy, there was no follow-up regulation, and surrogacy has not been included in the legal scope. And finding a maternal surrogate can easily cause disputes. Some mothers have agreed to take money to do things before surrogacy, and after giving birth to the child, there may be emotional changes and they are unwilling to hand over the child. Chen Jing and I, Xiao Zhi, can't escape this curse, and I don't want our children to escape into this chaos. Wu Yi, this kind of surrogacy, I think it's time to terminate! It has brought enough tragedy, and it has violated enough moral norms, and enough that we should not be in this strange circle. ”

Chen Tu controlled the speed of his speech very well, and his breath was also very calm when he said these words, but I could touch the sad veins from them, and I knew that Xiaoyu's matter was an eternal pain in his heart, and what I just said was tantamount to arousing a complete wave of thoughts in his heart.

I didn't want Chen Tu to bear the suffocation caused by these dark memories, so I paused for a few seconds, then turned his face over, rubbed his cheeks constantly, and naturally jumped away from the topic: "Chen Tu, I have to go back to work tomorrow." You should go to work too, or I'll take Ash to my office? ”

It is estimated that he doesn't want to stay long in those sadness, Chen Tu was stunned for a while, and he quickly picked up my words: "I'm done with my work then, I'll go over to find you early." ”

After a pause, Chen Tu abruptly pulled the topic back to the one at the beginning: "Wu Yi, about me going to have a ligation..."

Pressing the bitter water pouring in my heart, I said in a tone that was not too heavy: "I don't have to talk about it, I can't do it if I say no." Chen Tu, don't think about this, if you do this, it will only increase my psychological burden even more. ”

His eyebrows were covered with thick wrinkles, Chen Tu thought for a while, and he was a little reluctant: "Okay." ”

I don't know if it was out of tacit understanding, or if we suddenly didn't want to speak, following Chen Tu's words, we were silent for about half an hour, relatively speechless.

Later, I couldn't resist the torment of those curiosity, and I took the initiative to break the shackles of silence.

My brain was running rapidly, weaving words, I took Chen Tu's arm and shook it gently: "Chen Tu, let me ask you something." I don't mean anything else, it's just a casual discussion, and we don't have anything else to do right now anyway, right? ”

Tilted his face and glanced at me, the corners of Chen Tu's mouth raised a little, and he looked like he had seen through everything: "You want to ask, what Lin Siai said in the hospital today, is it true?" ”

was poked so directly, my cheeks instantly thickened: "I was still thinking just now, how can I ask so that I don't look so embarrassed, since you can see it, then tell me?" ”

A little embarrassed, Chen Tu scratched my nose: "It's all over, what are you going to do?" Later, when you listen to it, maybe you will drill the horns of the bull and take my point to break it, and make yourself unhappy. ”

I shook his arm again: "Say it." I'm not that stingy. I know you're bored with Lin Siai, can I still think about it? What's more, Lin Siai and Chen Jing were in the hospital today, and they almost killed me without spilling dog food, I definitely won't think about it, I'm just curious. ”

Exhaling softly, Chen Tu turned his face away: "She is telling the truth." ”

it? Chen Tu and Lin Siai really haven't slept either?

Maybe I've been following Chen Tu for a long time, and I've also become different from ordinary people's brain circuits, after hearing that my husband didn't sleep with his ex, I was not only ecstatic, but I was puzzled, since they had no relationship, then when I was faced with Xiaozhi's unknown background, how did Chen Tu give me the answer that Xiaozhi should not be his son, he can tell me categorically, Xiaozhi is definitely not his son, okay?

What's more, before me, Chen Tu had only talked to Lin Siai, according to what he said, if there is no emotion, he will definitely not easily try to have a physical depth of communication, since he and Lin Siai don't have it, then how did his technology that made me float on the clouds come about?

This kind of brain circuit makes me suspicious, and I can only come one by one: "That Chen Tu, Xiaozhi's background is unknown before, don't you dare to give me a sure answer?" ”

The well-defined face was covered with more and more colors, and the corners of Chen Tu's mouth twitched: "There are some things that are hard to say." ”

The answer, which I don't know what the hell it is, aroused my curiosity even more: "What's not to say?" You have no substantive relationship with Lin Siai, you can't be sure that the baby she is carrying is not yours, aren't you teasing me? ”

With a black line on his face, Chen Tu turned his face even further: "Wu Yi, I wasn't that old at that time, and my self-control ability was not very good. Young and frivolous, I was in the same room with a woman, still a woman with the name of my girlfriend, who didn't agree to have a substantive relationship, but I would definitely have the impulse. You don't know how uncomfortable it is to be in a state of impulsivity all the time. That must have to be figured out, I had no experience at the time, I got it everywhere, Lin Siai didn't care about it at the time, just lay on it, she was still wearing a very thin skirt, how do I know if she will get pregnant like this. I've read it on the Internet before, and there are cases like this. I didn't get a substantive inspection report, can I give you an affirmation? ”

Now, it's my turn to have a black line on my face: "Okay, don't tell me, we... It was the night I finished the college entrance examination... That's your first time. ”

Turning his face suddenly, Chen Tu suddenly stared deeply into my eyes: "What do you think?" ”

In my bones, a raging fire ignited in vain, and I safely met Chen Tu's gaze, pressing the scorching heat: "How do I know." ”

His gaze was even more focused, Chen Tu's eyes seemed to have a smile, and he grabbed me: "You were inexperienced at the time, I don't know I don't blame you." But under my leadership, you have also driven a car for a few years, you can reminisce about the feeling at that time, and guess if it was the first time for me? ”

Turning over in three or two, imprisoning most of my body, Chen Tu got closer, he blew in my ear, and he opened his mouth again, and it was already extremely ambiguous. Ambiguous bewitchment: "Think about it, the first time we collided, I was in your body, whether I had experience or no experience. Think about it, was I nine shallow and one deep, or nine heavy and one light, or had no experience at all, and went on a rampage? ”

Don't say anything about black lines, I'm full of black lines now.

Under Chen Tu's teasing, I glared at him a little depressedly: "If you do this again, Uncle Ben is going to turn his face." I was in so much pain that I wanted to kill you, and I wanted to reminisce about your horse. ”

A little stupid, Chen Tu became very guilty in a blink of an eye, and he hugged me tightly: "Wu Yi, I'm sorry." From our beginning, I have wronged you. ”

His attitude is very useful to me.

But now that the old thing is brought up, let's figure it out once and for all.

pinched Chen Tu's arm hard, and I said in a deep voice: "Don't care about lyricism, tell me honestly, was it the first time for you to do that?" Isn't it? ”

The body stiffened for a moment, and a cheeky person like Chen Tu was actually a little embarrassed: "Yes, okay." ”

I was suddenly happy: "Haha, really? It turns out that I slept in a small place back then. Man? But Chen Tu, you look quite a veteran in the back, tell me quickly, are you pretending? ”

Chen Tu's face turned into a haze: "I haven't eaten pork, can't I see a pig run?" For a normal man, this matter can be completely self-taught, I am strong and strong, I still need to pretend? You're not kidding. ”

It's rare for me to see Chen Tu, who is usually faceless and skinless, so shy, how could I let go of this good opportunity to tease him.

After thinking for a few seconds, my eyes rolled, and then I looked at Chen Tu's gaze, and I seemed to smile: "Chen Tu, do you remember that we haven't been in love yet, and I didn't go to Huizhou once." That night we came back from KTV, you came to my room, we heard a particularly dirty movement upstairs, you seemed to say this at the time, aren't they all adults, haven't you seen anything? According to the fact that you did not admit that you had violated me at that time, you should have thought that you were a small person at that time. Man, how did you make fun of me without blushing and heartbeat? Your posture at that time was as if you had passed through a thousand flowers, as if you had experienced a lot. ”

The corners of his mouth twitched several times, and Chen Tu touched my head hard: "Okay Wu Yi, don't open your mouth and shut up in a small place. Man. This word is used to describe a macho man like me, which seems particularly incompatible, you really can't be so naughty. ”

I know that even a thick-skinned man has to save face in this matter.

As for why Chen Tu pretended to be very experienced, it is estimated that although he felt that he adhered to the guidelines, he also felt in his bones that Wang Lao Wu, who wanted face and figure, and wanted money and money, maintained a virgin body at the age of more than 20 years, and was afraid that I would laugh at him if he said it?

It may really be the difference in thinking between men and women, but I think that he is, then I will feel more perfect.

He didn't have any other woman, he didn't compare, he only knew how I felt to him, he only had me, and so did I, and that made me feel perfect.

My heart was a lot softer, I adjusted my body, and I put Chen Tu closer, and I lowered my voice: "It's good." ”

Rubbing my hair gently, I won't mention it, but Chen Tu is energetic again: "Wu Yi, since that's all the talk, let's continue to discuss and discuss." I've always wanted to ask you, are you satisfied with my performance? ”

I was still immersed, and Chen Tu's question made me stunned: "What performance?" ”

Down, Chen Tu pecked me lightly on the cheek, and he lowered his voice: "You know what I'm asking." ”

After reacting, my face turned red a lot, and I had to vaguely say, "It's good." ”

Relieved, Chen Tu smiled: "That's good." ”

Imprinted a deep kiss on my face again, Chen Tu shrugged: "I haven't rested well in the past few days, is it okay to sleep?" ”

I was really tired, after returning to the bedroom, Chen Tuyi leaned against the bed, and it didn't take long for him to make an even snoring sound, which complemented Xiaozhi's shallow snoring, I flipped it several times, and was just about to enter a state of confusion, and the mobile phone screen that had been muted by me suddenly lit up.

I fumbled for it, glanced at it, and searched in my mind for a while before I realized that this phone number was Lao Zhou's.

What's the matter with him looking for me at such a late hour?

Filled with doubts, I crept out of bed, grabbed my phone out of the bedroom, walked quickly in the study, and picked up the phone at the moment it was about to be disconnected.