067 Nightmare
My father was present, I was too timid to say much, silently served a bowl of rice, sandwiched a few vegetables, sat on the side and ate a small bite, grandma saw this, took a small bowl and sandwiched some vegetables in each plate, brought it to my side, and softly urged me to eat not to be polite. At this time, my father looked at me angrily again, and I hurriedly lowered my head, not daring to say a word.
Because of the presence of the torture style, my father was not sure about my relationship with him, so he did not reprimand me on the spot. Xing Feng consulted the uncle and his father very seriously about the humanities and history of Panjia Town, and seemed to really have the idea of developing Panjia Town as a tourist area, and said that he had already contacted the cadres of the town in this regard, which made the uncle and father extremely happy. Grandma took out the rice wine she had brewed by herself, opened it, and poured it for the three of them.
By the time they finished eating, it was already dark, and the uncle's and father's faces were slightly drunk, and Xingfeng's face was slightly red, but they were still sober. Uncle graciously invited Xing Feng to stay in his new house for a night. So, I had no choice but to follow my father home.
Xing Feng probably sensed the estrangement between me and my father, and he asked me tentatively, "Xiaoshu, why don't you also go to your uncle's house for one night?" ”
"No, she has a room to sleep in." My father flatly refused without waiting for me to reply
"It's too dark, either let Stupid sleep with me here. Tomorrow's business will be talked about tomorrow, and you have drunk too much. "Grandma began to speak for me, deliberately assuming the posture of an elder.
My father was still a little timid about my grandmother, and when he saw that my grandmother insisted on protecting me, he said stupidly: "Mom, you don't even know what she is doing outside!" Forget it, I won't talk about it today, let her go home early tomorrow morning, I'll wait at home! ”
The father waved his hand irritably, and then left the grandmother's house with the uncle and Xingfeng supporting each other. The room was quiet for a while, and my grandmother and I glanced at each other, and my grandmother said kindly, "Let's eat a little more, I see you didn't eat enough just now." ”
Perhaps I was too afraid of my father's majesty since I was a child, and I was so nervous every time he was there that I didn't even dare to eat more. My grandmother had already seen it, so she left me for the night, so that I could eat more and avoid being scolded by my drunken father.
I was moved by my grandmother's love, so after a quick bowl of rice, I rushed to help my grandmother clean up the dishes and chopsticks, wash them, soak my feet with my grandmother, and then sleep with her.
My grandmother is getting older and older, but she is still as kind to me as ever. That night, I accompanied her to talk about many short things in the family, and also talked about my parents. My grandmother advised me to think about everything, and don't blame my dad, my dad has too many grievances in his life.
I nodded my head and agreed, and later, I fell asleep unconsciously, and I actually dreamed of Jin Yan in my dream. In the dream, he was wearing a white shirt and jeans, pulling me along the embankment of the Panjia River and running non-stop, leaving a burst of laughter, just running and running, but I suddenly slipped under my feet, and the whole person fell into the Panjia River, the river instantly submerged me, I struggled in a cold river, and suddenly saw Shen Ziyan's gloomy face, she and Jin Yan held hands and looked at me expressionlessly, and the short-haired girl next to me was gloating and laughing......
I woke up from my dream and sat up. Grandma was startled by my sudden movements, I said that I had a nightmare, and Grandma immediately muttered a few words of Buddha words, and then lightly tapped my forehead and said, "Okay, it's okay, the ancestors will bless you, and the Buddha will bless you." ”
I nodded, lay down again and closed my eyes, but this time I didn't fall asleep for a long time, because I was worried that my grandmother would catch a cold, I didn't dare to toss and turn, I could only look forward to the dawn in my heart, but when I thought of my father's words, I couldn't help but feel particularly anxious about the new day.
Early in the morning, when I opened my eyes, my father was already sitting in my grandmother's hall with a pale face, waiting for me.
"Dad, you're up so early?" I asked timidly in my native dialect.
"You're embarrassed to ask, what time is it?" When my father finished speaking, he took his shabby one and glanced at me, and I didn't even know what time it was.
"I'm sorry."
"If you don't come back and go home to see your mother first, you will know that you are running to your grandmother to eat, how can I have such an unfilial daughter of you?" Father couldn't help but count it again.
"I asked her to come to me, I couldn't wear a needle and thread, so let my granddaughter come and put it on for me." Grandma was there to help me.
"Mom, you're used to loving her! You don't even know what she's doing out there! Xiaohua called me and told me that she didn't do a good librarian, ran to the entertainment city to do some indiscriminate work, and secretly ran out with a gangster for several days, and she didn't answer the phone, and she didn't know where people went, I almost thought she was dead outside! As he spoke, my father glared at me viciously, and the angry tone made the grievances in my heart roll infinitely.
I couldn't help but complain: "Dad, I don't do any indiscriminate work, I am a serious waiter, and the money I earn also subsidizes the living expenses of small paintings!" ”
"If you could take care of your sister's life, she wouldn't call me every day to tell me how miserable she was! How many times have I told you Xiaoshu, don't think that now you are providing for your sister to study, you are just lending money to your sister to study, and when she graduates from college and finds a job, she will soon be able to return the money to you! I won't talk about this, I already understood if you are ignorant. It's just that where have you been these days, if you don't tell me why, you just stay at home and farm for me, and you don't have to go out to work anymore! Dad said fiercely.
I felt speechless, and under my father's reprimand, I couldn't help but burst into tears.
"Alright, it's good for people to come back. In my opinion, you too, the child can't be good and angry when he finally comes back, so that this child can't hide from you like a ghost when he sees you since he was a child. Don't talk about her, that's pretty much it. Seeing that I had been crying, my grandmother couldn't help but interject again.
"Uncle, grandma, you're all here." At this moment, Xing Feng stepped into the door, and naturally said hello to my father and grandmother, and obviously saw me crying.
"Uncle, that's right, some time ago I had a relatively private matter entrusted Xiaoshu to help me handle it, and I couldn't let her contact anyone during that time. This time, I came here to investigate your local situation, and secondly, to explain the matter of Xiaoshu and save you from misunderstanding. This box of Ejiao is a little bit of my heart, I heard that my aunt is sick, so I will honor my aunt. Xing Fengbing finished politely, and then put a box of well-packaged Ejiao on the table.
I looked at me in amazement, not understanding what he had been helping me so many times. He glanced at me, walked over to me, squatted down and looked at me with a smile: "Okay, don't cry, it's not a big deal to be scolded by your own father." I was very naughty when I was a kid, and my dad beat me up a lot. But uncle, if you blame Xiaoshu for this, it is really my sin. ”
Dad didn't speak, he sat there quietly, Ejiao didn't move at all, just asked Xing Feng: "What is the relationship between you and my daughter?" ”
"Uncle, we are currently in a superior-subordinate relationship, and I want to invite her to work with me." Xing Feng said with a smile.
"Going to work with you?" Dad asked, surprised.
"Yes, if this project is officially launched next, it would be best to have a few employees who are familiar with Panjia Town to form a project team together, I plan to let Xiaoshu help me, but I don't know if my uncle will agree?" Xing Feng asked tentatively while smiling slightly.
"I don't know anything, Mr. Xing should think about others." I hurriedly preemptively said.
"What do you need her to do?" Unexpectedly, my father came to happiness, but continued to ask.
"Dad, you don't have to worry about it, I'll find a job myself." I said again.
"If you could find it yourself, you wouldn't be an unemployed youth now. Forget it, since you have returned home safely, I will not pursue that incident, you go home to see your mother, and I will chat with you for a while. My father said to me with a straight face, and he never seemed to smile at me in his memory.
I nodded, and I slipped away as fast as I could, running to my own house to find my mother. As soon as I pushed the door open, I smelled the enduring smell of Chinese medicine at home, and my mother lay on the bamboo chair in the living room softly and weakly, with a towel on her head, a shabby quilt on her body, and a charcoal fire in front of her, which made the whole room warm.
"Mom, I'm back."
"Little painting, why don't you go home for the New Year? Mommy misses you to death. Mom said weakly.
"Mom, I'm a little book, and the little painting hasn't come back." I hurriedly answered.
"Little book?" Mom hesitated slightly, then touched my cheek and said pityingly, "Little book, you've lost a lot of weight." What's the matter, not having enough to eat outside? ”
I hurriedly shook my head, and I said, "Mom, no, it's good outside, it's popular to lose weight now." ”
"Popular for weight loss? Is it? I'm outdated, I lie in bed every day, and I don't know what's going on outside. After my mother finished speaking, she looked at me sadly and said, "Little painting, isn't it hard at school?" Have you ever been bullied by your teacher? ”
"How come, Mom, I'm a little book, how can you go and treat me as a little painting?" As I spoke, I couldn't hold back a tear, but I quickly wiped it away, not wanting to worry my mother.
"Hey, look at my memory, it's really not as good as a year!" Mom smiled wryly and said.
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