"I ...... I was wrong, I'll tell you later. ”

Zhang Qianqian turned around and left the room after speaking, she had just opened the door, Qin Xiaoyou, who was squatting at the door and eavesdropping, had nothing to support, and her body suddenly planted a dog eating and lay on the ground.

"Xiaoyou, what are you doing here?"

Zhang Qianqian hurriedly helped Qin Xiaoyou who fell to the ground up, it doesn't matter if she helps her, Qin Xiaoyou, who is usually a little stubborn, cried all of a sudden, Zhang Qianqian comforted Qin Xiaoyou again and again and hugged her in her arms.

"Don't cry Xiaoyou, don't cry, don't cry."

Zhang Qianqian coaxed Qin Xiaoyou like a child, and I said a little angrily: "You said you had nothing to do squatting at the door, and you dropped an upside-down onion." ”

"It's not upside-down green onions, it's dogs eating."

Qin Xiaoyou said shamelessly, and Zhang Qianqian on the side couldn't hold back her chuckle for a while.

"You little girl, it's really uncivilized to speak, that's yourself, how can you say that."

Zhang Qianqian saw that Qin Xiaoyou didn't cry, comforted her a few words, let go of Qin Xiaoyou and left the room with a smile, after she left, Qin Xiaoyou hurriedly closed the door like a little rabbit, after she locked the door, she turned her head and put her hands on Xiaoman's waist, raised her eyebrows and said: "Brother, you don't like me anymore after you have a sister-in-law, sister-in-law asked you not to be nice to others, do you have a wrap Xiaoyou." ”

Qin Xiaoyou raised her little face mischievously, she was very arrogant, especially when she shook her little head and was coquettish, very naughty.

I know Qin Xiaoyou is jealous, she has had a good relationship with me since she was a child, the two of us basically have nothing to talk about, she used to sleep in the same room, she still wetted the bed when she was twelve years old, at that time I was stuck with me all day long I was always woken up by her soak of urine in my sleep, at that time my parents were not at home, I was responsible for changing her sheets, she should have been from that time, her attitude towards me has become better and better, so good that she will joke and marry me to be my daughter-in-law.

But that's all in the past, and I think she should know that I can't be with her, and only occasionally be playfully jealous.

"Okay, your sister-in-law said that she didn't include you, you girl still wants to question me, your head is thinking nonsense again, be careful that I spank you."

After I finished speaking, Qin Xiaoyou giggled and said, "Let's fight, let's fight, you just stared at Qianqian's sister-in-law's ass, do you want to spank her ass too." ”

"You...... What else have you heard, you little girl? ”

My face was a little red, and I was so angry that I really wanted to press her on the bed and spank her ass, but she shook her head mischievously and said, "If I don't tell you, I'll bribe my sister-in-law in a while to see if my sister-in-law treats me as an outsider." ”

Qin Xiaoyou opened the door and ran out after speaking, I shook my head awkwardly and came to the living room, at this time I saw a plate of spicy tofu on the table, and my tears flowed out of my eyes when I saw this dish, I want to know that today is my mother's death day, my mother has loved to eat chili since she was a child, and her favorite thing to eat is spicy tofu, but my stepmother doesn't like to eat chili, and a little chili can spicy tears.

But every time my mom dies, she makes a plate of spicy tofu, so whenever I see spicy tofu, my tears flow unconsciously.

In my impression, my mother is very vague, probably a little impression, she likes to laugh, and the smile is very good-looking, always like to hold me in her arms, as if holding me she is very satisfied, she is very good to the neighbors around, at that time many people envy my father has a good wife, and also gave my mother a nickname Sai Xi Shih, but I don't know when it started, my mother disappeared, I asked my father what about my mother, he didn't tell me, just locked himself in the room.

At first, I didn't know why my dad locked himself in the room, but then I found out that he was crying when he locked himself in the room, and every time I asked my mom, my dad was always sad and cried, and although I didn't understand anything at that time, I saw my dad crying, and I cried very badly.

I don't know how many years later, my stepmother appeared, at first my dad always ignored my stepmother, but my stepmother took the trouble to take care of me, and after a long time, I brought Qin Xiaoyou, a little girl, to play, Qin Xiaoyou is very smart, he will comfort people, and he will sell cuteness, so he always makes the originally lifeless home lively.

Slowly, my stepmother integrated into our world and became a family, but whenever I read this spicy tofu, I would think of my biological mother, and my tears would not help but flow out.

My dad said that my mother had a difficult birth when she gave birth to me, and the doctor asked him whether he was holding an adult or a child, and my dad was reluctant to let my mom go, he felt that the child was gone, and he could not do without my mother, so he told the doctor to protect the adult.

But my mom slapped my dad in the face, saying that he was an irresponsible man, and that she would rather risk dying and give birth to me, so without my mom's insistence, maybe I would have died by now.

Although my mother is very vague in my memory, but her position in my heart is not replaced, I didn't speak very clearly at that time, when I called her mother, I didn't shout standard, I have a dream that can never be completed, that dream is to let me hold my mother and call her a lifelong mother, but I know that it will never be possible.

Qin Xiaoyou, who was sitting on the sofa, saw the spicy tofu on the table, and her watery little eyes were also full of tears, which may have become a habit once a year, I would cry when I saw spicy tofu, and when she saw me crying, she would cry with me.

Zhang Qianqian, who came out of the kitchen, looked at me and Qin Xiaoyou with some confusion, she walked up to me with a little blushing and said, "Why are you crying so sadly." ”

I grabbed Zhang Qianqian's hand and lay down in her arms, she blushed and said, "You guy, don't see it like this." ”

"It's okay, Qianqian, you just let Xiao Feng cry for a while, today is his mother's death day."

After my stepmother finished speaking, Zhang Qianqian's little hands that resisted suddenly hugged me tightly, I lay in her arms and cried like a child, this is my saddest and saddest day, I don't know what happened on which day, but my mother will never come back.

We used to live and never go back, I didn't even know where we lived, and my dad would never tell me how my mom died, and he owed me an answer, but he never told me.

I know that my dad is not at home today, he must have run to the place where he used to be, ran to my mother's grave and drank and smoked alone, he used to take me there, but then he never took me there, when I wanted to ask, he always said that he would tell me when I grew up, but he never told me, just one person who suffered all the pain.

"Xiao Feng, don't cry."

Zhang Qianqian wiped her tears with red eyes and said, "Your mother must hope that you can be strong and don't cry." ”

"Qianqian, I feel so uncomfortable, I never know how my mother died, but my father never said, I think my mother was killed by someone, she must have been killed by someone."

I think of the ugly faces I saw when I was a child, those people drove cars, often going around in front of our house, although the memory is vague, but I think my mother's death has something to do with those people.

"Don't think about it so much."

Zhang Qianqian hugged me tightly and said, "Your father must have a hard time if he doesn't say it." ”

"I know, Qianqian, I know that my dad wants to carry all the pain alone, but I want to know what happened that day."

After I finished speaking, I glanced at my stepmother who was sitting on the sofa smoking a cigarette, and my stepmother wiped her tears and said, "Xiaofeng still doesn't know some things, and your father doesn't tell you for your good." ”

"Auntie, do you know how my mother died?"

I always felt that my stepmother must know a lot of things, maybe she could tell me why.

"You child, I said don't ask again, I just want to say that you deserve to cry today, your mother is a great mother, but her life is hard."

The stepmother took a puff of cigarette, and Qin Xiaoyou cried and said, "Mom, don't smoke, don't smoke if you have a sore throat." ”