At the desk, the Führer was standing, propped up on the edge of the table with one hand, and looked at his son very sadly, "Voice, why are you so confused!" ”

Shengyan hung his hands, his expression was calm, and his eyebrows were indeed completely relaxed.

"It's not confused, it's come to this point, this is fate. Father, I can't live up to it in my life," he paused and lowered his eyes, "There are quite a few, but among them, I have failed you the most, and next, I am willing to accept your punishment, and there is no other thought." ”

The Führer walked up to him and held his arm with one hand, "Child, do you think that when your father falls to this point, he will still think about punishing you, sobbing your voice, you are taking a wrong path with your life, you can't pull it back, Dad has no choice but to be sad, there is no choice but to feel sorry for you." Swallow, you still have a long road ahead, you have to regain your strength, go right, and it will not be in vain the detours and twists of the first half of your life......"

Shengyan raised his head and looked at his father, how could it be said that there was no real emotion at this moment, until this moment, when he heard his father say this, Shengyan knew that his father had always been that father, and he had removed all his power, and the foaming family affection between his bones and blood had never been erased...... At this moment, Sheng's heart was really stabbed, it was shame, it was shameless, it was shameless, thinking of Xiaobu, thinking of Guan Man, remembering his father's heartache last time, "Xiaobu has followed you since he was a child, his respect for you has never changed, when he was in the most pain, it was Guan Man who stood in front of his younger brother and worked hard to defend him at the cost of tearing his face." Where were you then? Swallowing, you are not bad, you are too obsessed, blindfolded, Xiaobu is still telling me in the end, he is no longer by your side, tell me not to be partial, take a look at your efforts...... Child, your two younger brothers, Xiaobu and Guan Man, do you really cherish them when they treat you like this......"

The voice swallowed and closed his eyes gently,

He knew that the rest of his life was destined to be lonely, because, for an unrepentant obsession, he had overdrawn too much, and there should always be a time to pay it back......

Shengyan opened his eyes again, curled his lips slightly, he didn't know, his eyes were already moist,

"Father, let me become a monk in the Prayer Palace, in the second half of my life, I just want to spend it in real peace, you can fulfill me."

The Führer grabbed his son's arm tightly and hung his head, no one knew how much tears were welling up in the Führer's heart at this moment......

On this day, for those who have a "heart", it must be heartbreaking,

Like, Xiao Crushed.

The pain of the broken son at this time is definitely not half as easy as the father and son in the hall,

It can be said that it is more tormenting.

In any case, Shengyan is accompanied by his father, protecting and loving,

What about the broken, this kind of "heartache" can only be borne by oneself alone,

The "family affairs" of the throat are spread out in the public in this way, you know, how unprepared and unbelievable it is to "break"! ……

At that time, he went down the steps with his father's harmony, and when he saw that scene, the first time he went to see the fourth brother! …… The fourth brother didn't look at all this, his eyes were looking to the side, so calm...... Broken still didn't believe it, and stopped the fourth brother alone for the first time, "Fourth brother! What's going on!! ”

Shuang Chen was still very calm, "You also saw it, it was pure coincidence, Lu's mother was sick, and the eldest brother brought him in to see a doctor......"

"Fourth brother!" This shout, the broken man shouted his heartache, "Don't you give me a word of truth at this time, only you know ...... about this matter"

Shuang Chen cut off his words, raised his hand to hold his brother's arm, and frowned, "You think I mean it?" Broken son, don't think about political fighting so easily, how can you be sure that only you and I know about this matter, the eldest brother has never had a lot of eyeliner, how do you know that this is not his intention? ......" Shuang Chen finally patted his brother's arm lightly and let go, "I am sad and sorry to see this matter of Shengyan finally coming here, but from another point of view, it is not a relief for him......" nodded, "That's it." "Gone.

The splinters did not stop again,

Looking at the back of the fourth brother in the distance,

I only feel that the farther I go, the more blurred my back becomes, and the stranger I become......

The crumbs stepped back and sat down under the porch,

Of course he knows that political battles are never so easy,

He understands the eldest brother,

Not to mention how much of his eyeliner is pus, just say that the eldest brother is a human being, and the eldest brother's scheming ...... At least, the broken son believed in his eyes, when Ji Linghang grabbed Di You's arm, the big brother was shocked and even worried! …… Broken Zi closed his eyes sadly again, he couldn't look at it wrongly, especially when the eldest brother saw Shengyan walking down, the first reaction that was not disguised was still worried about Shengyan...... Even the eldest brother still has "foaming feelings", why, the fourth brother who has always been "upright" ......

Shatter shook his head slightly,

In this way, the world can be enjoyed by the fourth brother?

Without family affection,

Without mercy......

And in this world, can it really be handed over to this kind of "iron-faced ruthlessness"......

It's really only in front of this kind of great pain that you know the warmth and coldness of people.

Sheng Yan didn't expect that he would come out of the hall, and the people who stood at the foot of the stairs and waited all the time, there was the eldest brother, the far away, and the second brother,

Xiao Xi hurriedly stepped forward, "Swallow, I really don't know!" ……”

Shengyu shook his head and smiled, "It's okay, sooner or later, there will be such a day." Big brother, you don't have to take it to heart, there are some things that I am also to blame. ”

"But this is a man's biggest ...... It's okay, this one is not there a chance after all, which means that the one who is destined for you has not yet arrived, and you will always find it. ”

"Yes, those who are destined for me will always be found, and I can see it clearly now, in the temple. Big brother, do you remember when I was a child, my mother always said that I had a statue of the Buddha, and that it might be the best place for me. ”

Xiao Xi was already shocked and couldn't do it!

"Swallow! What nonsense! Your mother said you were like a Buddha, and that was because she thought you could come like a Buddha......"

Shengyan raised his hand and blocked his next words, "Everything has its cause and effect, and some things are really undemanding." Big brother, here, I also apologize to you for my mother, she must still love you in her heart, but...... Let's look backwards, I hope I really have the power of the Buddha, bless her in heaven to be at ease, and bless you to be all the best in the world. ”

"Swallowing ......" Xiao Xi was really red-eyed this time,

Far away,

Changkong also lowered his head, and there was moisture in his eyes.

(Thank you for never giving up on Winter Ash, I wrote this article very carefully, everyone has been following me so patiently, I am very motivated, and I also have this sense of responsibility to write it as much as possible without regrets.) Today's chapter is really a bit painful, but it is also written with the character and his real mental journey, which can be regarded as an alternative pleasure. ）