171 All our lives we have been rampant
When I lowered my hand, Jiang Ciyun quietly took the phone, he looked at the screen and asked, "What did she say?" ”
I leaned against the window and looked at Yan Jin who was jumping outside the door and muttering something to Shang Lin.
"She asked me, how is Yan Jin?"
The laughter of Jiang Ciyun passed through his ears.
"What are you laughing at?" I asked.
Jiang Ciyun said: "They are ...... with us"
I jerked him off: "We're not the same. ”
"Really?" Jiang Ciyun took out the cigarette case, held it in his hand and turned it: "You just said to Shang Lin, 'my in-laws', you have never forgotten who you are, just like Shen Yin can't forget who the child was born for!" If you really don't feel anything about me, you wouldn't be the way you are. ”
"Now?" I panicked: "What does it look like?" ”
Jiang Ciyun's tall body enveloped me, and he tilted his head against the wall: "Escape, disguise, I don't care why!" ”
I red-eyed and said lightly: "It's you who lost me with your own hands, it's not the first time, why forgive you every time." ”
Jiang Ciyun's gaze was even deeper, he took a deep breath, then spit it out, and said in a low voice: "Yingying, I said that even if I lost you a hundred times, I would still tie you back." It's been a day since the phone was handed over to you, and you should understand what it means. ”
As soon as he finished speaking, my body slammed into his arms, and one of his hands easily wrapped around my waist.
I was so angry that my face was red, and I blurted out: "I haven't found another woman all these years, am I looking for it?" ”
As soon as I finished speaking, I regretted it to death, and this sentence sounded like an ambiguous and explanation.
Jiang Ciyun's arms tightened tighter, and his breath fell above my head: "I have seen you when you are most embarrassed, and I have also seen it when you are most confident." The sleeping posture that is ugly when sleeping at night, and the singing is so ugly that it sounds to death, Lao Tzu can accept it. As for your ......" Jiang Ciyun paused: "Jiang Ciyun is good and bad, you also like it, don't you?" ”
If you love someone, you often become cute even if you have shortcomings. That's true, but I still can't cross the hurdle in my heart, but it is undeniable that my heart, which was originally like water, is heating up inch by inch.
I pushed him away and thought about it for a long time before saying, "I don't want to talk to you about this." ”
Jiang Ciyun sighed deeply: "You actually know very well in your heart, if you mess with me for one more day, you will delay Ah Shen for one more day, you will delay him for too long." He said that he wanted to pursue you, not expecting any results, but just to make himself brave once. ”
I chuckled and froze.
"Yingying, I need you, and Xiaoyan will need me too."
The waves in my heart were swept high, and even turned into waves.
I didn't say anything and looked out the window.
Yan Jin kept circling around Shang Lin, and couldn't hear what they were saying, so he saw that Yan Jin was so angry that he threw his phone on the ground, and in the end, Shang Lin only gave him a cold look, slapped his shoulder with a soft smile, and then turned to leave.
It didn't take long for Yan Jin to knock on the door, and Jiang Ciyun opened.
Yan Jin grabbed Jiang Ciyun's collar: "Ciyun, if your brother is really good with Shen Yin, I will ......"
Jiang Ciyun shook off Yan Jin's hand violently, and said with a smile: "Shang Lin teased you, seeing that you are as anxious as a grandson." ”
I was stunned for a few seconds with Yan Jin's reaction.
"Really?" Yan Jin asked.
"Doesn't Shang Lin have that kind of affection for Shen Yin? He's very good to Shen Yin. I also asked suddenly, not to mention that he personally admitted that he liked Shen Yin.
Jiang Ciyun glanced at us, walked to the sofa and sat down, he folded his legs and smoked a cigarette: "Yingying, compared to Shen Yin, Shang Lin is better for you, isn't it." Want to know why? ”
I was stunned.
Jiang Ciyun took a deep breath of cigarette: "His experience is different from ours, and I think he hasn't thought about it for a long time." Shang Lin could see his own shadow in her. Shang Lin, like her, has had days when he was crushed by life, and he cherished each other. ”
It dawned on me that I had just woken up from a dream and stood there in a daze.
"Really, sure?" Yan Jin sat beside him, took out a cigarette from his cigarette case and lit it.
Jiang Ciyun stretched out his hand to put his arm around Yan Jin's shoulder: "Don't be too happy, there are so many men in the world, and Shen Yin doesn't have to live with you." It's normal for her to hesitate. ”
Yan Jin's face suddenly darkened, and he looked like a resentful woman: "Ciyun, why don't you play with me for a long time?" It means that if Shang Lin and Shen Yin have been together for a long time, it is not possible that they will not be together if they have feelings? ”
Jiang Ciyun smiled lightly: "Yan Jin, now that your business is doing so well, I heard that an assembly line in Belgium has been negotiated recently." A handsome big financier, how many girls want to pounce on you? Why do you just stumble? ”
Yan Jin 'cut' his mouth: "If you don't die, it's easy to say." ”
The smoke was thick for a long time, Jiang Ciyun's eyes swept over my face, and then he flicked the cigarette ash and said, "Lao Tzu has only married Yingying alone." What about you? Looking back and thinking about how many things I had done that made Shen Yin sad, I separated from Tang Ying once, and she said that she didn't want me anymore. ”
These words are obviously persuading Yan Jin, but it sounds more like deliberately taking the opportunity to say it to me.
Yan Jin pointed at Jiang Ciyun and said to me: "Tang Ying, Ciyun has had a hard time in the past three years, and I almost didn't put your photo on my face." You see, he wants you to quit smoking, and because he wants you to regain his addiction to smoking. Ciyun is such a hard person, I don't know how many times I cried when I was drunk, and a big man always had tears in his eyes when he remembered you, which was not enough. ”
Jiang Ciyun probably didn't expect Yan Jin to tell these ugly things, and suddenly turned irritable: "Shut up, don't talk without a door." ”
My heart was beating vividly, and my hands hanging at my sides began to rub against the corners of my clothes.
Shen Yin arrived more than half an hour later, she rushed into the door, and when she saw Yan Jin, she rushed straight over: "Yan Jin, where is your hand broken?" Why don't you go to the hospital? Is it a broken arm or a finger bone? ”
At this moment, Shen Yin was no different from those weak women.
I subconsciously glanced at Jiang Ciyun, and he moved his seat very interestingly and retreated to the corner of the sofa.
Shen Yin checked his hand, and Yan Jin was stunned and said, "What broken hand?" Not...... Severed hand. ”
When she heard this, she looked at me fiercely: "Xiaoying, didn't you say that this product and Shang Lin had a fight?" I saw my phone fall to the ground. ”
I couldn't help but burst out laughing.
"You lied to me?" Shen Yin raised her eyes and said angrily, "I'm leaving." ”
Yan Jin hugged her from behind and scooped her into his arms: "Don't go." ”
"What nerves? You let go, you go. Shen Yin's face turned a little red.
Yan Jin said: "Don't sprinkle! ”
"What are you doing, there are so many people, you have to play crazy by yourself." Shen Yin tilted her head and gritted her teeth and said, desperately trying to break free.
"Shen Yin." Yan Jin suddenly roared: "I love you!" Yes, I love you so much. ”
She froze.
I could clearly see the change in Shen Yin's expression.
She swallowed softly, the corners of her mouth twitched slightly, and her eyes, which were becoming more and more ruthless to protect herself, were slowly covered with a layer of moisture.
Yan Jin hugged her tightly with both hands, pinned his head and said, "Come back to be the boss lady, take your son with you." We get married! ”
"Who...... Whoever wants to marry you, you have long been on my "blacklist". Shen Yin swallowed again, and this sentence was broken several times before it was finished.
Yan Jin frowned: "I've been friends with you for so long since the divorce, and now I can't hold back my mother, just like you who are lazy and have a son, please don't harm others, just harm me." ”
Shen Yin twisted a few times, and Yan Jin and the bird seemed to tighten Shen Yin's wings.
"Yan Jin, if you say enough, let it go...... Let go. ”
Yan Jin scolded irritably: "I haven't said enough, if I don't say it again, it's too late, I have to wait until I am seventy or eighty years old and regret it?" Let me it out first. ”
Shen Yin bit her lip: "If you have a fart, let it go, let it go quickly, Xiao Ying and Lao Jiang are laughing, don't you see?" ”
Yan Jin looked at us: "Let them laugh." ”
"How old are you. You ......"
Yan Jin interrupted her, and his voice turned serious: "Shen Yin." I've loved you once. You are the only one who makes me happy. I was desperate for a long time, my marriage tied me up, and I couldn't see you all day and night through the marriage wall. We've come full circle, and now I'm divorced, and you haven't found a boyfriend, so you have to admit it! Let it turn the page in the past, which one of the people who live does not make mistakes, and if they make mistakes, they will not be over, okay? ”
Shen Yin didn't speak.
Yan Jin was even more anxious: "That's ...... After we get married, the money will be in your hands, my mobile phone will be turned on 24 hours a day, and you will go east to the east, and west to the west. If you're worried about what I'm going to do again, you'...... You're ......"
"What's that?" This time it was Shen Yin's turn to interrupt him.
Yan Jin thought for a while and said, "Just draw circles on me every day, I won't even take a shower before you finish the inspection." ”
I couldn't hold it back, I couldn't stop laughing. Jiang Ciyun, who was standing beside me and looked like an arbor, also rolled out a series of low laughs in his throat.
Shen Yin's face instantly turned red, and she scolded through gritted teeth: "Shut up quickly, just you fool can come up with such a thing." ”
"I'm not done yet." Yan Jin was also a little embarrassed, and his tongue pressed against his cheek:
"And ...... Shen Yin, I'm sorry for you. I didn't let you wear a wedding dress, I was a bride, and I took my son to live a life that was looked down upon by others for so long. I also admit that I am not as good as Ciyun, but I want to give you the best wedding dress, the best wedding, and Yan Jin, who loves you the most. Is it done? ”
Yan Jin's tone was not romantic at all, and the points he said were quite cheesy, but I don't know why, even I, a bystander, were a little moved.
Shen Yin raised her head and blinked her eyes, although she tried her best to restrain herself, something moist finally left in her eyes, sliding into the corners of her mouth, and at this moment, whether the taste of these tears was salty or bitter or slightly sweet I am afraid that only she knows.
For at least two or three minutes, Shen Yin remained silent.
I understand where this silence comes from.
Shen Yin has made a lot of decisions over the years, thinking that many things can be let go very easily, but in the end, she found that neither life nor feelings can really go according to plan.
I'm the same, my expectations change every time, and my state of mind is different every day.
"How's it going?" Yan Jin shook when he hugged her, and Shen Yin's body also shook.
Shen Yin said, "Let's ...... I missed so many times, and I didn't miss it. ”
Shen Yin had said this sentence before, but this time I was not so confident when I heard it in my ears.
Yan Jin's brows furrowed even deeper: "Then you say, why don't you always find a boyfriend?" Is it useful to have a strong mouth? You're just waiting for me, don't admit it. ”
As soon as he finished speaking, Yan Jin loosened his arm, walked around to Shen Yin, twisted her chin and said, "Marry me, I will definitely let you live a good life in the future, and I will never let you alone again." I promise you that I ......"
Before Yan Jin's words were finished, Shen Yin stood on tiptoe and kissed him.
My heart trembled, and I watched Shen Yin turn passive into active, which made Yan Jin stunned in place.
They met at the best of years, once they were both impulsive, desperate together, miserable together, and then reunited in the age when youth was about to slip away, and all the intertwined experiences turned into an elevation in the end.
My hand was warm for a while, and Jiang Ciyun quietly held me. He casually grabbed my scarf and my down jacket and took me away and walked out, leaving space for them.
Jiang Ciyun helped me put on my coat, brought a scarf and held my hand again.
This time I didn't shake off again, he and I were very slow, I didn't know where he was going, and took me along the seashore all the way and on.
We walked for a long time, and the little snow dropped, and he hugged me, and I looked at him and couldn't say a word.
Jiang Ciyun smiled at me: "When will I get the certificate again?" ”
I bit my lip and asked him softly, "Can you guess what was going on in my mind?" ”
Jiang Ciyun leaned down slightly, his big hand gently swept the snow from my hair, he helped me put on the hat of the down jacket, and meticulously tied the rope into a knot.
He rubbed my cheek lightly with his fingertips and said in a low voice, "Only those who love someone can talk about forgiveness and forgiveness." If you really don't love me anymore, there is no forgiveness or forgiveness, just two strangers who will never communicate again. You can't be a stranger with Lao Tzu, so just when you laughed out just now, you chose to forgive like Shen Yin. Am I right? ”
The snowflakes fell in fine pieces, and on Jiang Ciyun's silky hair, the snow spots accumulated more and more, he was tall and good-looking, and when his eyes were half-squinted, his long eyelashes covered his eyes hallucinated.
I watched him for a long time, and many images flashed in my mind, from the first day I met him to now, every scene became clearer and clearer.
He married me, spoiled me, beat me for me, and fulfilled me from a little ant to an elite woman in a listed company.
From the moment I met him, many things have changed, but there are also many things that have not changed. I will still love, no matter how much I experience, I will not really be bitten by a snake for ten years. Because there are too many unknowns in life, if you don't move forward, you will never know whether what you have walked before is worth it.
He kissed me, nibbled on my lips in the snow, and sucked me gently.
As soon as I spoke, I choked up: "Jiang Ciyun, you are a bastard." ”
His thin lips were lightly hooked, and his voice was lowered: "Yingying, I'm a bastard." ”
I took off my scarf and wrapped it around his neck, and said slowly, "Jiang Ciyun, I don't want to wait for you in the future." ”
Jiang Ciyun's eyes were also a little wet, he stared at me and said slowly, "Okay." Won't be separated again, won't let you wait any longer. ”
The snowflakes fell in the sky, flying and sprinkling, I wanted to kiss Jiang Ciyun, and suddenly a snowball hit my shoulder, and Jiang Ciyun and I turned our heads at the same time.
"I thought I would be able to sit here for a while and hear such sensual words." Shang Lin walked over.
Jiang Ciyun smiled, grabbed a handful of snow from a few days ago and threw it on Shang Lin: "Come, fight." ”
"Who's going to fight with you." Shang Lin turned around to leave.
Jiang Ciyun stopped him: "Brother." ”
Shang Lin glanced back at us, grabbed a large snow ball and smashed it at Jiang Ciyun and scolded: "Mom and Dad's dishes are cooked, let's go." ”
Shang Lin walked away step by step, his footprints were very neat and calm.
Only when you miss can you meet, and only when you are sensible can you be compassionate.
Our story has no ending, it is the beginning.
(-End of the whole play-)