Have you ever loved someone? In fact, only you have loved someone and have really paid for him, if you have paid you will know how happy, how painful, and how worthless it is to fall in love with someone.

There has never been anything more painful and joyful in this world than love...... Fall in love with someone who loves you, then you will be happy; If you fall in love with someone who doesn't love you, then you will suffer; What happens when you fall in love with someone who loves you but doesn't admit it? It's not worth it! I think so, just like I did to Yu Junxun, and Yu Junxun to me......

"Xiaowei, there is a new drama ready to start recently, I read it, the script is more appropriate, I don't know how you feel?" Hua Yin handed over the script as she spoke, and I smiled and said, "You can arrange it!" Just don't be too fast, I haven't had enough yet. "Is it hard to film? It's not hard, it's hard work, and you still care about this body? So why is it reluctant? Because there are my parents here, there is my Xiaozhen, and even my memories.

Thinking that Xiaozhen took a coat with gloves and put on sunglasses and went to the entertainment hall, playing games with Xiaozhen, it was so comfortable, but somehow I always felt that Xiaozhen today had something to hide from me, people say that Northeast girls have always been bold, and I have always thought so, so I naturally broke the silence first, "Xiaozhen, what's wrong?" You don't seem right today! ”

"Huh? Nothing! It's nothing! He changed the subject for a moment, completely oblivious to the four big, bloody letters on the computer.

"Oh, that's the best!" Maybe he was used to pampering him before, and he was used to giving him freedom, so he automatically didn't ask, put down the mouse and prepared to go upstairs, a slender but trembling hand grabbed my hand, and there were beads of sweat on that hand, which shows how nervous he was, I didn't speak, and waited quietly for his next step, which seemed to be as long as a century, before he spoke, "Yu Junxun, he's still at home...... You ......"

"That's what happened! I've forgotten about him for a long time, and I don't mind mentioning him! "This kid always thinks that my original goodbye was because of Yu Junxun, but how can I say that I have already let go of Yu Junxun? Now what I am thinking about is my precious brother Xue Huaizhen.

"No, he came yesterday, he wants to see you, are you going to see him?"

"Why should I go to see him? It was him, he was walking me! I love him, he doesn't love me, I don't blame him, because love can't be forced! But he played me like a monkey, and he had nothing to do with it, if he was near or far, and then kicked me away and was with the hypocrisy I hated the most, do you think I can forgive him? ”

"But he paid the price! Aunt Xia, she passed away! "What? Xiaozhen's sudden roar dragged me from that memory to reality, and tears fell uncontrollably......

"How did Mr. Xia go?"

"Go and ask Yu Junxun yourself!"

Go? Can you not go? Teacher Xia, she taught me to paint since I was three years old, and when I was five years old, I met his only son Yu Junxun, and the two of them are also masters of painting, but they lose a little every time, but they fall in love with him unconsciously in the competition, hehe, I lost again, and whoever falls in love first loses first in the emotional contest.....

Dragged his tired mood to Yu Junxun's house, looking at the familiar label, Tianle painting, but it was no longer as lively as before, his heart twitched violently, he was in pain, he gently pushed the door open, only smelled a pungent smell of wine, Yu Junxun squatted on the ground and painted the unformed painting, muttering in his mouth, "I regret it...... I regret it......"

"There are some mistakes in this world that cannot be remedied by your efforts."

Hearing my voice, he trembled a little, wanted to look up, but didn't dare to laugh at himself, "How could she come?" She would have been happy to see me like this! ”

"Senior Brother..... " I let out a clear cry, which made him completely wake up and look up sharply, showing a rare smile, remembering that he didn't like to laugh, and unintentionally laughed at himself for so many years and let himself sink for him for so many years.....

That smile reminded me of that time, the time that belonged to me in modern Chinese history...... "Have you ever had your first love?" ”

"Of course not, I have to save it for you!"

"Who is she? Why are you crying? ”

"My classmates always cry and I don't know what to do......"

"I said it doesn't matter if you don't love me, but how can you be with her? The guy who played me like a monkey! ”

"To be honest, I've been playing tricks on you too!"

Looking at his dejected appearance now, I suddenly understood that it was not that he did not report it, but the time had not come, he hurriedly stood up and dragged me into his arms, the pungent smell of wine on his body made me nauseous, and the memories of the past also filled my heart, my nails sank into my palm, but I politely pushed him away, and asked detachedly, "Senior brother, it can be seen that you have been in a bad situation for the past seven years!" ”

"Hmph, it's not that cheap, people did it! She didn't love me but my family's beauty picture.,That day she tricked me into stealing that beauty picture and left.,That's right.,It's with that scum. Man. ”

Dregs. Man, hehe, you also know that you hate scum. Man! Aren't you scumbag?

"What about Mr. Xia? How did she get there? ”

"As the so-called wall fell down and everyone pushed, missing that beauty picture everyone said that my mother lied to them, not the real author of the beauty picture at all, at that time her health began to be bad, more and more people want to compensate, and if the compensation is not enough, we will sue, so we put the house in, only this painting class remains, she has been trying to draw a beauty picture again, but she is already old and has no power to return to the sky, and I am a flower is not good at painting people. Later, my mother remembered you, maybe you can draw a beautiful picture again, so she went to Beijing to find you, but you refused to see her, that year she was so sick that year that she finally died of weakness in Beijing. ”

"It's me? Did I hurt my teacher? After listening to his narration, I fell to my knees and wept, he gently wiped away my tears and asked, "Are you still willing?" Would you like to stay with me? ”

"I don't want to! I'll only give you one chance, but you've already given up! "What's more, I already have someone in my heart......

"And you should work hard now to realize Teacher Xia's dream!"

"No, never, in front of my mother's spirit, I have sworn that I will never hold a paintbrush again in my life!"

Looking at his face that has experienced many vicissitudes, combined with the once high-spirited him, it is hard to believe that it is the same person, and suddenly remembered Mr. Xia's words: "In this life, my greatest wish is that my words can enter the museum, enough for future generations to appreciate, but I am afraid that I will not be able to achieve it in this life, you two must realize it for me." ”

But the two of us are also lost, Mr. Xia, it seems that we can't fulfill your wish......