042 Watching from the sidelines, but dripping blood
I sat down at a relatively distant distance, crossed my legs, and went straight to the table, then lit a cigarette and asked the two of them if they wanted it, and if I didn't, I took out my own lighter and smoked as if no one was around.
The way I look is no different from the women you see everywhere in bars and KTVs. I enjoy the feeling of being looked down upon.
I think Chenxi's eyes should be Liu Yixi, since she came over, she has been shushing her for warmth, all kinds of thoughtfulness, and envy others.
There is a world of difference between love and not love, compared to the arrogance and perfunctory treatment of me in the past, Chenxi at this moment is clearly the messenger of flowers. It's strange to me, it's been three years, and I can still maintain such tenderness and sweetness. Chenxi is not a mortal after all?
Thinking about this makes me a little self-deprecating. To love or not to love, you can't force it. Such a real reality makes me feel powerless.
I was puffing out smoke rings and my head was wandering. Dai Xiangwei and Chenxi were chatting about something from time to time, and I didn't overhear a few words, all about business.
Maybe they are now a real family. Looking at the feeling of their chat, it should be very familiar.
I was dressed too coolly, and I was sweating a little when I just danced, and after sitting for a while, my body was a little cold, and I couldn't help but sneeze.
Dai Xiangwei hurriedly moved over from there, took off his shirt, covered me without saying anything, and then said: You, you always don't know how to take care of yourself.
I smiled, looked up and saw Liu Yixi's fire-breathing eyes, I was happy, and simply nestled in Dai Xiangwei's arms, I said: It's so cold, hug me.
Dai Xiangwei has always accepted all my requests, and he let me stay in the nest. I hid in his arms, looked at Liu Yixi defiantly, and then said to Chenxi: Hey, your girlfriend has fire in her eyes.
Chen Xi was stunned for a moment, I don't know if it's because of the content of what I said or because my voice is familiar to him, he turned his head to look at Liu Yixi, Liu Yixi looked at him a little embarrassed, and then said: Don't pay attention to that kind of woman, fox spirit, shameless.
I fiddled with my fingernails in boredom, and as I buckled off the delicate pattern little by little, I said: Some women, who think they are proud princesses, are in fact very tender, and there are too many things to be experienced.
Dai Xiangwei played a round and tried to divert the topic, he said: Zhizhi, it's not early, or I'll send you back.
I pushed the boat down the river and said okay, and was about to get up from Dai Xiangwei's arms, and then I heard Chenxi's words: Zhizhi?
I smiled and I said, "Yes, Chenxi, hello."
He was momentarily stunned and looked at me in disbelief. Liu Yixi was even more puzzled, she asked: Do you know each other?
I secretly pinched my hand, and then said: Of course I know, didn't he tell you that I was his ex-girlfriend?
Then I noticed that the expressions on the faces of the three of them instantly became very interesting. Dai Xiangwei sighed, with a look of suspicion; Liu Yi looked at Chenxi with pity, waiting for Chenxi to reply; Chenxi looked at me, looked at everyone, and chose to be silent.
The atmosphere instantly became very silent, I stood up with a yawn, and said nonchalantly: Not only that, but I gave him all my virginity, he knows.
Then I took Dai Xiangwei's hand and said, "Xiangwei, I'm sleepy, send me back."
After saying that, I pulled him away without saying a word, and walked out quickly. Baidu sister-in-law @ half (.*floating) raw cannon fodder
When he got to the door, he stopped, expecting me to speak on my own.
I admit that I wasn't calm at night, I was out of line, I was excessive. But I hurt myself, and when those words come out, the biggest lethality is myself.
I said, "Dai Xiangwei, I know you have a lot of questions. I beg you not to ask, because I ......
I couldn't say any more, and tears fell instantly. I said: I'm a mean bit, I slept with your cousin's boyfriend. You're satisfied, you go, I'll go back by myself.
With that, I took off my high heels, tore off my wig and threw it directly into the air, and then started running barefoot.
All these years of repression, those anger and unwillingness hidden in the heart, all vented regardless of it.
I think I must be an artist, because all my actions seem so ridiculous and artificial.