I thought about walking out, thinking about telling the maid to make almond cakes, but as soon as I walked to the hall, I saw a familiar figure in the crowd......

I don't know what I'm going to catch up with him, but the footsteps are like not listening to the general instinct to follow him, this time the banquet is **, the front hall is staggered, I stared at his figure tightly, for fear that I would accidentally lose one.

"Xiaomeng, what are you doing here!" Suddenly, a hand grabbed me who was looking around, I watched his figure go farther and farther away, and turned back a little impatiently, just in front of the worried eyes of the water, "Xiaomeng, what's wrong......"

"Xiao Ze, I seem to have seen Xiao Ze," I clutched Shui Se's hand with some excitement, but she turned pale, "This is the Shen family, Xiaomeng, what are you thinking, how could Xiao Ze come!" ”

"But it's true...... "I pointed in the same direction," I said, "it's him, and I won't admit it." ”

"You're mistaken." Shui Se looked at me seriously, "Who told me that in her future days, there will be no more Xiao Ze." ”

I looked at Shui Se's serious expression, and instantly understood what she meant, I hesitated for a moment, and snorted, "But, Aqua ......"

"No, but, think about what kind of days you spent with Xiao Ze when you met him!"

Shui Se looked at me with some displeasure, "I thought you had thought very clearly, but I didn't expect ......"

"There's been a lot going on lately, and I have doubts in my heart that I want to ask him about." I don't know if I really care about the so-called truth, or if I want to care about his current situation, I've heard bad news about him from too many people recently, after all, he is a person he loves deeply, if he doesn't worry at all, it's impossible.

Seeing that I was deep in thought, I sighed faintly, "You didn't go to see Qingge, why did you come out......"

"I'll get a maid to make something to eat for Qingge, she wants to eat almond cake."

"I'll go," Mizushi looked at me, "you better go back." ”

"How do you feel like you're trying to look like a prisoner?" Xu is a lot of things happened in a day today, plus I can't say where I was irritable, I instinctively scolded the water color, and I was scared by the ugly water color looked at me, and it took a while to hold back a sentence, "That's up to you." ”

Looking at the way Shui turned around and left, I couldn't help but feel a trace of guilt in my heart, usually she rarely gets angry, especially to me, but I don't know how today, probably because of Xiao Ze.

I understand that Shui Se wants a stable life like me, although Chen Xiang is still recuperating, but everything is going in a good direction, no wonder she doesn't want anything to break her current life.

But even though I knew it in my heart, I was still in no mood for the water, so I took a glass of whiskey, I found a corner and sat down, and drank it alone.

"Why is it a man drinking here alone?"

I slowly raised my head, Kevin's face that I hadn't seen for a long time caught my eyes, maybe it was the effect of alcohol, I couldn't help but laugh, "What day is today, wave after wave of acquaintances." ”

"On an occasion like today, you should expect to have a lot of acquaintances."

Kevin sat next to me with a glass of wine, "Looks like you're not happy......"

"You also said that it looks like ......" I took a sip of wine, "Isn't the Xiao family eventful now, why are you all so big-hearted and still running out for a walk?" ”

"If you don't come out, will you be waiting at home to starve to death?" Kevin shook his head, "It's like it's rumored outside, and not everyone is as lucky as you, and you can hug your thighs at any time......"

"Hehe......" I sneered, "I really have to thank God!" ”

"Shouldn't you thank someone for always escorting you? Otherwise, you probably won't be able to get to know Shen Qingge, let alone Shen Qingzhe......"

"If it weren't for him, how could I be involved in all this trouble, and I thank him?"

I know Kevin is talking about Xiao Ze, but as I said, without him, I wouldn't have so much danger and trouble, he put me in danger first, and then saved me from danger, and I still have to be grateful to him, what is the reason......

"You didn't enter the night because of Xiao Ze, you should have understood this truth from the day you stepped into the night, when you enter that kind of place, how many people can get a good death, you look at your side, even if it is someone who has nothing to do with you, if you don't meet Xiao Ze, they will live a prosperous life?"

I looked up at Kevin, "Then what should I do, find him now, kneel down and kowtow to him, cry bitterly and apologize to him and say sorry, and then use him as a cow and a horse?" ”

"You're just too extreme sometimes......"

"You know how to be flexible, I remember helping Xiao Chuan prevent us from being together at that time, and you should also have a share."

I drank all the wine in the glass and squinted at Kevin with cold eyes, "Who are you going to tell these pieces of soup now?" ”

"I'll tell you." Kevin looked at me, "The old man is dying, I heard that you came out, I want to see you......"

"It's almost over, and you still have the strength to see people?"

Although I had heard about Xiao Chuan's illness for a long time, when it came out of Kevin's mouth, I still chuckled in my heart, but I couldn't pull my face down to ask, so I could only say some cold and hard words to scold him.

"Time is short, but the current state is fine," Kevin sighed, "People are dying, and their words are good, don't you really want to see them?" ”

I don't look over my head indifferently, how do I see him, what if I don't see him, even if I see him now, can many things be changed?

I can't do it, I began to think in my heart about what Xiao Chuan wanted to say when he saw me, apologize? Or are you begging me to do something else? It doesn't matter, it doesn't make sense to me, it just makes me feel torn and I don't know what to do.

So it's better not to see each other than to see each other.

I picked up another glass of wine and drank it with my head up.

Seeing my silent glass after glass of wine, Kevin held my hand holding the wine glass and said in a low voice, "Just fulfill the last wish of a dying old man, and fulfill his ......"

"Fulfill him?" I looked at Kevin with a little drunkenness, "Has he ever thought of fulfilling my ......?"

"Actually, he didn't regret everything he did to you," Kevin looked at me sadly, "but he didn't have a chance to talk to you......"

"Did his regret come too late......"

"Little dream, can you not be ...... like this?"

"What's wrong with me?" With the strength of the wine, my voice was raised, "Don't I even have the right to choose who to see and who not to see?" ”

"Of course you have this right, I just hope you don't be so cold-blooded......" Kevin looked at me fixedly, "The Li Meng I knew before was not like this......"

"You mean to say that no matter what Xiao Chuan has done to me, as soon as I hear that he is dying and wants to see me, I must rush over to see him without delay for a moment full of tears, so that I am not cold-blooded?"

I stared at Kevin with round eyes, "It's because I was so cowardly and so virgin before, that you will feel that you will not resist if you are bullied, and you will play with it over and over again......"

"I didn't mean that, I just said that he already regretted it, and he wanted to see you before he died, and you didn't want him to end up with hatred, right......"

I sneered and looked at Kevin, "How do you know I don't want him to die with hatred?" ”

"Little Dream ......" Kevin looked at my gradually sinking face with a little fear, he seemed to have never seen my expression like this, so that his voice trembled a little.

"I'll tell you......," I slowly stood up, "don't say that he dies with hatred, I wish he could live or die, I wish he would go to the eighteen layers of hell and be tortured!" ”

I threw the cup in my hand on the floor in resentment, even if it was a thick carpet, because I used too much force, and the broken cup splashed a lot of glass shard......

When the people around us heard our noise, they couldn't help but turn their faces to look at us and start pointing and whispering......

Kevin obviously didn't expect things to develop like this, and hurriedly pulled up me, who was a little drunk, "Xiaomeng, you're drunk, come with me, let's talk about ...... in another place"

"I'm not leaving, why should I go with you......" I struggled to shake Kevin off, but I didn't want to be pulled tighter by him, "Don't make a fuss, follow me......"

Just as Kevin was about to pull me out, who was a little drunk, when a voice suddenly appeared and blocked our way, "Where are you going to take her......"

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