148 I decided to let it go
The car quickly stopped downstairs, and Zhan Yi got on the elevator, and when he stood at the door of his house, he couldn't help but pull his tie irritably.
Fuck, he really didn't want to see that obnoxious woman. In the past, when Zhan Yi went home, Feng Zhiyu would definitely come up to greet him in time, and surrounded him like flies.
Today, however, when he opened the door, changed his shoes, walked around the house twice, and even coughed twice to prove his existence, he could not let the woman notice him.
Zhan Yi suddenly felt a little unhappy, and a sense of depression that had been left out suddenly rose in his heart, frowned, and began to look for Feng Zhiyu's shadow at home.
However, when he pushed open the door to their bedroom, he heard the light and cheerful laughter of a woman coming from the balcony. "Okay, then it's time to ask Brother Xiaohe...... I knew you were the best for me, well, thank you, Brother Xiaohe...... Then we'll see you then......"
Her voice was more relaxed and agile than ever, and Zhan Yi stood at the door of the room looking at her back. For the first time, I felt an extremely uncomfortable feeling in my heart.
Feng Zhiyu finished making the call, looked at the mobile phone that had gone black, raised the corners of his mouth and smiled happily, turned his head and was about to walk out, but when he saw the person at the door, he was suddenly stunned, and immediately paused, holding the mobile phone and looking at him nervously.
"Ah...... Ah Yi ...... You...... When did you come back? ”
Zhan Yi wrinkled his eyebrows and glanced at her up and down, and said coldly: "Why do you look like a ghost when you see me?" Is it because I bothered you to talk to your old lover on the phone and my heart was empty? ”
Feng Zhiyu's eyes ached, and he couldn't help but retort: "Ah Yi, what nonsense are you talking about." When will I ......"
"I just heard it, and you think I'm deaf?" Zhan Yi sneered, "What kind of brother and sister, it's really affectionate, I'm afraid it's my brother, right?" ”
On weekdays, she could pretend that she didn't hear how he sarcastically insulted her, but this time she couldn't do it.
He said that she was scheming, and even if she was not right-minded, how could she be said to be having an affair with another man? What kind of feelings she has for him, can't he still see it?
Feng Zhiyu's hand hanging by his side was clenched into a fist, a small face was full of anger, and she stared at him tightly, and after a few seconds, she shook her hand and strode outside with a cold face.
It's just that as soon as she walked to the door, Zhan Yi stretched out his arm to prop it on the door frame, directly blocking her way.
"Want to run before you finish speaking?" Zhan Yi looked at the woman in front of him condescendingly, and said coldly: "If you don't explain it to me today, don't think of going out of this door!" ”
Feng Zhiyu finally looked up at him, endured his anger and said, "Then tell me, what do you want me to explain?" ”
"Who were you just calling? Male or female? What are you calling for? What is your relationship? How long have you known each other? ”
He blurted out a series of questions like a cannon, and when he finished speaking, he himself was stunned.
Since when has he been so concerned about her life. Her relationships, and everything about her.
Feng Zhiyu was stunned for a moment, but he didn't think about it, just thought that he had another seizure of neurosis, and said quickly without showing weakness: "I just called my brother who grew up with me again." He's a man, it's nothing to call on the phone, it's just catching up, we're just an ordinary brother and sister relationship, we've known each other for 20 years! She finished. With a stiff neck, he rarely provoked: "How is it?" What more do you want to know? ”
"So, you two are so-called childhood sweethearts?" Zhan Yi's eyes lit up, and he immediately caught the key words in her words, and reached out to choke her chin. "You've known each other for more than 20 years, and you've known each other for a long time, huh? I'm afraid we'll sleep together when we're bare-assed! Feng Zhiyu, you can't bear to be lonely so much? ”
His tone was sharp, and his words were full of jealousy and anger. Even he couldn't figure out why he was so possessive of Feng Zhiyu.
Obviously, Feng Zhiwei was angry with him in the past, and he kissed other men in front of him in order to be angry, but he was not so angry at that time. Now he just heard that she has an older brother who grew up with childhood sweethearts, and they just made a phone call. He felt as if his whole person was about to burn, and he was furious.
Feng Zhiyu's chin was pinched by him, she frowned in pain, and her big eyes full of mist could only look at him sadly, "Ah Yi." When will you be able to condemn me without such preconceived notions? ”
Her desperate eyes startled him suddenly, and his hand unconsciously loosened.
Feng Zhiyu lowered his head and couldn't help but shake his head and smile bitterly, "I just made a phone call to my old friend, and I didn't say anything that shouldn't be said, nor did I do anything that shouldn't be done." Did you see a third person here? Or have you ever heard anything I say to anyone other than you? ”
Zhan Yi was suddenly stunned, and suddenly he was speechless, lowering his eyes and not daring to look at her.
Feng Zhiyu looked up at him sadly, "If not, why did you convict me unilaterally like this?" ”
Zhan Yi was still silent, she had never been weak in front of him, and she hadn't even said a word to him so directly, and now that she suddenly accused him so clearly, he was a little speechless for a while.
Feng Zhiyu let out a long sigh, his face was full of exhaustion, he waved his hand and smiled palely, "That's it, I don't want to say anything anymore, so be it." Ah Yi, it's really hard to love you, I feel so tired of persevering, sometimes, I really don't want to hold on anymore......"
Zhan Yi was shocked, and immediately reached out and grabbed her wrist. Eyes stared into her eyes, "What do you mean by that?" ”
"Frankly speaking, in the two months that you have not been at home, I have thought about our relationship very seriously and carefully, and I think that I was probably really selfish at the beginning, so I want to let go and let you go to the person you really like, instead of facing me, obviously married, but becoming a person who has a home and can't go back." Feng Zhiyu looked up at him, obviously his eyes were full of tears, but he tried hard to smile at him, "So, I decided to let go, let's leave ......"
Before the word "divorce" could be spoken, Zhan Yi suddenly stepped forward and held her face, and then lowered his head and kissed her lips fiercely.
He didn't want to hear her say those two words.
Whether it's a divorce or a breakup, he doesn't want to say it from her mouth, and over time, even if someone really wants to say it, it must be him Zhan Yi who says it.
She Feng Zhiyu doesn't have the qualifications to start when she says it's over, and it's over when she says it's over!
Feng Zhiyu didn't expect him to kiss him suddenly, after all, they had been together for so long. He never took the initiative to kiss her, even if he kissed, it was just to vent. This time was different, she could clearly feel an inexplicable panic and nervousness from his kiss.
She reached out against his chest and whimpered in an attempt to stop him, "Ah Yi...... You...... You let me go...... Fight Resolute! You are crazy! ”
But a man in a hurry can actually listen to her?
Instead of letting go of her, Zhan Yi kissed her harder and deeper, holding her waist with one hand and pressing her hard against him, while holding her face with the other hand, deeply attacking the city in her mouth.
There were no lights on in the bedroom. Only the moonlight shining in through the window, elongating the shadows of the two of them, and in the empty room, even the murmuring of water could be heard as the two kissed.
Her lips are soft, unlike other women. There was always a smell of lipstick lipstick on her lips, and there was no other smell on her lips, but they were surprisingly sweet.
Zhan Yi kissed deeper and deeper, faintly felt that his body was a little hot, and finally couldn't hold back anymore. He picked her up horizontally, strode over to the bed, and put her on it.
Feng Zhiyu's hands clutched his collar tightly, and his mind couldn't help but recall his memories of the past, his eyes full of fear. couldn't help but step back, and said in a trembling voice: "Ah...... Ah Yi ...... I beg you, don't do that to me, I'm afraid of pain, it really hurts......"
She said. Tears were already slowly gathering in his eyes.
Zhan Yi's hand to untie the belt suddenly paused, and a look of distress unexpectedly appeared in his eyes, but it soon disappeared without a trace.
He coughed lightly, but said lightly, "Don't worry, it won't hurt you again this time." ”
Let's talk about it. He leaned over and pressed down on her.
At first, Feng Zhiyu was still very scared, after all, there were too many bad memories, she had never enjoyed the taste of pleasure, and she didn't know what it was like, all she experienced was humiliation and endless pain.
That night was the first time she knew that there really could be another way to explain love.
Zhan Yi was unprecedentedly gentle, and after patiently doing enough foreplay, he started his own actions.
Feng Zhiyu's health was not good, he was thin and sick, so after being tossed twice by Zhan Yi, he couldn't bear it and fell asleep.
But Zhan Yi is different, he is in his right age, and he has a lot of work pressure, so he needs to do something to relieve the psychological pressure, but it turns out that this is good, before he has time to enjoy it, the woman has already slept.
If it was put in the past, Zhan Yi would definitely wake her up without any scruples, whether it was strong or by means, in short, it would be successful.
But this night, he looked at the woman who was lying in his arms and fell asleep, his hands tightly hugged his waist, full of dependence, for the first time he had a strange feeling, and he didn't toss her too much, but just quietly looked at her sleeping face.
He raised his hand and stroked the glaring and ugly scar on her face, and for the first time a strong thought came to him, he wanted to restore her former appearance, and to see what it was like for her face to be flawless.