Chapter 560: Only by Living Can There Be Hope
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"These bastards."
I thought of Qin Xiaoyou being bullied, so I couldn't help but want to go back and take a look, this matter had nothing to do with her, but it was affected by my and Qianqian's affairs. And my dad and my stepmother, I'm afraid they will also be tortured, if it's just me, I really don't care, but if I exchange the comfort of my family for me and Zhang Qianqian to be together, I really can't do it.
Zhang Qianqian pursed her lips and didn't say a word, Chen Meili sighed: "There are some things that can't be forced." You and Zhang Qianqian will not be happy together, this is your life, and it is also a bad fate, while your relationship has not yet reached the point where it is inseparable, it is still separated as soon as possible, I know that my words are a little ugly, but I am telling the truth, Xiaofeng, if you choose Qianqian, your family will be at peace because of your choice. Or even die, can you bear to do that? ”
"Qianqian, I'm sorry, I want to go back and have a look."
Zhang Qianqian nodded with a wry smile and said, "I understand." I know it's hard for you to do it, it's all because I hurt your family, I'll go back with you, if Mu Qingxue wants me to marry Murong Tian, I'll die to show her, anyway, she doesn't care about my daughter. ”
"Qianqian, don't do stupid things, I don't believe in any afterlife, those things are all lies, you remember I want you to be happy, we will all grow up, we all have to face some things, and we all have to learn to take responsibility. No matter who you are with in the future, I will bless you, let's go. "Thank you, please!
I can't wait now, I have to go back and face it, these things are all because of me, and they will disappear because of me, Zhang Qianqian stood up as if she had lost her soul, she ran to the room and cleaned up. Walked out with a bag.
Now the only thing I feel sorry for is Qianqian, I chose my family, which means that I have to give up her, which is a kind of harm to her, what a mountain alliance and sea oath, in the end I still can't fight those who stand on top of power, some things I don't dare to think too much, everything can only become a luxury, leaving Zhang Qianqian is my wrong, I know I am guilty. (hua.
I grabbed Zhang Qianqian's hand, patted her on the shoulder and said, "I'm sorry." ”
"I know, I understand, you're not wrong, your parents are so good, if someone is hurt because of our affairs, I can't go too far in my conscience, I don't blame you, but my heart is still very uncomfortable."
Zhang Qianqian lay in my arms, crying silently, all the previous efforts were in vain at this moment, as if from heaven to hell all at once, the most painful thing in the world is to choose.
I used to think that as long as I didn't hesitate, I just didn't hesitate, but now I understand that society is complex and unpredictable.
I walked out of the house where we had lived for more than a week with Zhang Qianqian in my arms, and the moment I sat in Chen Meili's car, I looked back at the door twice, and Zhang Qianqian also raised her head to look at the house, maybe we will never go back, and it will eventually become a memory.
The night is so dark, at this moment it is like my mood, Zhang Qianqian is lying in my arms, she grabbed my hand and put it in front of her, she wants me to love her, but she doesn't have the courage.
"Qianqian, I'm useless, I'm useless, it's okay if you scold me, you can hate me, but I can't hurt you anymore, in fact, feelings are such a thing, you will forget after a long time, you are still young and so beautiful, Murong Tian may not be as bad as I think, maybe it is right to choose him."
After I finished speaking, I felt a sharp pain in my chest, Zhang Qianqian's little mouth bit my flesh hard, I was in cold sweat all over my body, but I didn't resist, I knew she was very uncomfortable, I hugged her tightly, hoping that she could bite harder, so maybe her heart would feel better.
Chen Meili drove very slowly, she turned on the music in the car, and hummed along with the songs inside, she looked very free, I knew that the result she wanted had been achieved, and after Zhang Qianqian and I went back, it was impossible to be together, this is an ironclad fact.
"I'm sorry, Qianqian is not going."
I smiled bitterly and patted Zhang Qianqian's back, I smelled the smell of her hair, tears couldn't help but flow out, I didn't feel very uncomfortable in my heart, it was just that we were destined to be impossible to be together, I tried my best, I tried my best, I really tried my best.
"I want to die in your arms."
After Zhang Qianqian finished speaking, she took out a pistol from her bag, and she opened the insurance and aimed it at her heart.
I grabbed her hand and said, "Don't do anything stupid, I don't want you to die, live well, okay." ”
"It's not good, I can't help myself when I go back, do you want to watch me marry someone else? Do you think I'll be happy like that, I can't forget my previous relationship with you, and I can't forget you, I just want to die in your arms, if I can be a ghost, then I can watch you every day. ”
Zhang Qianqian's eyes were extremely melancholy, she wanted to die, but I couldn't let her die, I grabbed her hand, but no matter how hard I tried, she just wouldn't let go of the pistol, and her hand was pinched white by me.
"It's okay to put down the pistol, you don't have to die at all, it's useless to die, we all have to live strongly."
"Give me a reason to live, you live because you have a family that makes you happy, but I don't have anything, and now you don't even want me anymore, I don't know what else it means, I think of being dominated by other men, I feel sick, let me die, okay? You can stop me once, but you can't stop me a second time, I just want to die in your arms, some people say that you can be by your side even if you are a ghost, if you really can, then it will be good. ”
"That's a lie, there are no ghosts in this world, if there were ghosts, there wouldn't be so many people who died unjustly, why didn't those who died unjustly come back to take revenge, it's all because ghosts are imagined by people, and there is nothing left when people die."
Chen Meili turned off the music, she stopped the car and turned around and said: "Zhang Qianqian, you can't die now, if you die, Qin Xiaofeng will become a murderer, and I can't escape the matter, you are dead for a hundred and there is nothing left, but we still have to wipe your ass for you, you are too selfish to do this, besides, how good it is to marry Murong Tian, after you marry Murong Tian, you will have an identity, you can not sleep with Murong Tian, when the time comes, find Qin Xiaofeng, wouldn't it be better for the two of you to steal food, you have to learn the means to be a man, The means can make the impossible possible, you know what I mean? ”
"Stealing?"
Zhang Qianqian raised her head to look at me with a red face, she pursed her lips and said, "But if Murong Tian doesn't find out, he will still kill Xiao Feng." ”
"You are stupid, you can threaten him, if he dares to kill Xiao Feng, you will let others know, you go out to steal food, so that he will not dare, people like him care most about reputation, so you have to find his weakness, people have weaknesses, death is the most useless way to laugh at yourself, you use death to end yourself today, it means that you are still too useless, the man you want to fight hard, and women also need to struggle."
Chen Meili is worthy of being a master, her words made Zhang Qianqian's mood stabilize all of a sudden, Zhang Qianqian nodded and said, "Sister Chen, what do you say I should do now?" ”
"Throw the pistol in the bag, thinking about how to protect yourself with means, impulsive people can't make big things, in the eyes of others Xiang Yu is a hero, but in my eyes Xiang Yu is a fool, he can not die at all, he dies and his beloved woman also dies, this is because he can't use means."
Zhang Qianqian nodded, she smiled and said, "Sister Chen, can I really be with Xiaofeng?" ”
"Of course you can, marriage is a contract, and the people who sign the contract are also the spirit of signing, the contract only proves the legality of your bed, but there is no regulation of what you have to do, when the time comes, you play yours, Murong Tian plays Murong Tian, such a thing is very simple to do, not as complicated as you think, you have to learn to be flexible, there is hope to live, and there is nothing left when you die."
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