After crying, Xia Ri made a decision that this child could not stay, a loveless crystallization, and no one would love him well when he was born.

She is an orphan without a father and mother, and she knows very well the discrimination and pain suffered by a child without the love of her parents, and she cannot be so selfish to keep her child and let him be born in such a helpless situation.

Her husband is rich and powerful, wants children, and many women can give birth to him. If he told him that she was pregnant, he could only be ridiculed by him, and he would look down on her even more.

She also has her own pride and self-esteem!

Now that she has made a decision, she should not hesitate any longer, but the doctor's words still made her hesitate. It turned out that her * wall was too thin to be suitable for uterine curettage, and the effect of the drug flow was not good, if there was an accident during the operation, it would be difficult for her to be a mother in the future.

Linlin can help her change her image, accompany her for examinations, and accompany her silently when she is sad, but she can't make ideas and decisions for her.

The garden of the hospital is beautiful, with a small artificial lake in the middle, where the breeze blows, the water surface ripples, and round droplets of water tumble on the huge lotus leaves; The pavilion with red pillars and green tiles stands in the middle of the water, and three or two people in hospital gowns take a break in it; The tender green grass on the shore, the swaying weeping willows, and a thick acacia flower.

There was no one on the bench under the tree, so Linlin sat on it with her, silently looking up at the blue sky and white clouds, waiting for her to make her own decision.

This choice is difficult for anyone, Linlin glanced at the expressionless summer day, sighed secretly, still without words, and would respect all her decisions.

Summer looked at the people who passed by from time to time in a daze, the hospital is not a good place, no one wants to come, but everyone is uninvited, the messenger in white is fighting against life, trying to save everyone who comes here for medical treatment.

What about her? Do you choose to kill your own children?

Summer looked at everything that was alive in front of her and was at a loss.

It's really not the right time for this child to come, and she will be free in half a year, what should she do? If the Rong family knew that she had a child, they would definitely let her give birth, didn't they force Rong Shao to marry him just for the sake of the heir?

What about herself, can she bear to give away the flesh and blood she gave birth? Even if their conditions are a hundred times better than her own, can she bear to be separated from her children?

The child is still in her belly, just a small bean sprout, she has already felt the warmth of the mother and son's heart, and she will never be willing to part with the child!

But what happens when the child is born? Did she raise him alone? She herself grew up in an orphanage, and although the mothers and aunts of the deans were very kind to her, it was different from the care that children with parents receive.

She has tasted the warmth and coldness of the world at a young age, and the bullying and pain suffered by children without parents are unimaginable to normal people, does she want her children to experience the road they have walked?

No, it won't, he has a mother, not alone!

Since he came to this world, it must be that God sees that she is too lonely, and the angel sent to her, it is too late to be grateful, how can he not want him?

Linlin has been silently accompanying her, watching her frown for a while, smiling for a while, and gently stroking her hand on her abdomen. Looking at her motherly movements, Linlin had already guessed the result.

Sure enough, when Xia Ri raised her head again, there was a resolute look on her face, she was grateful to Linlin, who was silent in this situation, and knew what Linlin was worried about, but none of this mattered.

After thinking about it, she didn't bother anymore, she looked at Linlin and said seriously: "If I don't want this child, I will be the executioner, and I may never be able to become a mother again." A woman who cannot be a mother is not a complete woman, and there will be no happiness at all. ”

There is a family of three playing on the grass, the father is running with the baby on his shoulder, and the mother follows behind and keeps telling "slow down", the father is laughing, the mother is laughing, and the baby is laughing.

Their smiles are so warm, their laughter is so hearty, and Summer is very envious of their harmonious appearance.

This kind of scenario may never come true for her and her children in her life, but what does it matter? She decided to have this child, "I know that it will be difficult to raise a child alone, but compared to a life, it is nothing, I want this child." ”

Summer's face exuded a soft glow of motherhood, and Linlin knew that she had made a decision, but she couldn't help but remind, "You didn't get married but had a child, what you know is that you have encountered an accident, and those who don't know will think that you have done something immoral, after all, you are different now than before." ”

Linlin didn't say what she said too clearly, but Xia Ri understood, she smiled slightly, and laughed at herself: "I now have the capital to be a junior." ”

Linlin saw that she could still talk and laugh, she shouldn't change her decision, she would support her as a best friend, but some things were still said well in advance, "You have this child, it is not easy to marry someone in the future; If you don't get married, the child is a child of a single-parent family. He will grow up day by day, he will become more sensible day by day, and when he sees other children with fathers, what does he care about your father? ”

Linlin is talking about reality, but there must be a road before the car reaches the mountain, and it's a bit early to think about these now, and the belly that can't be seen at all in the summer is stroking.

Linlin saw that she didn't answer, and continued: "When he was young, he was better, and he couldn't contact too many people, but when he grows up, he will go to kindergarten, elementary school, and middle school, and he will come into contact with more and more people and things, what if he is treated unfairly?" You have to think about all of this. These are just some of the realities, and when the child is actually born, you will encounter more problems. ”

Lin Lin looked into Xia Ri's eyes and said seriously: "If you really think about it carefully, I will respect your decision." ”

She is the best friend of the summer, she has a childhood sweetheart's boyfriend, and the two families have discussed that the wedding will be held on the National Day, so she thinks about some practical issues more than the summer.

Summer looked up at a pregnant woman not far away, she was accompanied by her husband, walking in a circle in the garden, and both of them had happy smiles on their faces.

She just can't enjoy this treatment.

She knew in her heart who this child was, and no one would scold him for being an illegitimate child, so the injustice that Linlin said should not appear, "I may not get married, and I will definitely figure out a way before he is sensible." I myself grew up in an orphanage, and I suffered a lot of injustices. Trust me, there must be no problem. ”

Lin Lin saw that she had made up her mind, and she didn't say anything anymore, "Okay, since you decided to give birth, the child's godmother must be me, and Sun Ping and I will help you in the future."

She has been living in a shared house outside after her summer internship, and her salary is not high, and it would cost half of her salary if she rented a house alone, but now that she is pregnant, it will be inconvenient and unsafe to share a kitchen and bathroom with others.

Linlin is about to get married, she moved to Sun Ping to live, and gave the small apartment her parents bought for her to live in the summer. Summer is very grateful to her best friend and insists on paying the rent, how could Linlin ask for it?

In order not to be too grateful to her in the summer, it was said that it was a meeting gift for the child in advance, so that she could save money to buy some nutritional products, and she must not let the child be wronged.

Xia Ri understands Linlin's kindness, and if she is too hypocritical, she is too sorry for her best friend, she no longer mentions money, and secretly swears in her heart that if Linlin needs it in the future, she will definitely go to the soup to fight the fire!

After pregnancy, the belly will grow bigger day by day, and it is impossible to hide it.

But she thought about it for a long time and couldn't think of a good way, so she could only go online and ask the almighty Du Niang for help. Her question is a bit reverie-inducing, "What kind of husband doesn't come home all year round?" ”

The post has been sent out, attracting countless people's replies, Gu Caomeng: "My husband will not come home if he cheats." ”

Hongchen rode it: "My husband will not go home when he raises a little three." ”

You're not my thing: "My wife is like a tigress, and my husband doesn't want to go home." ”

Don't snatch my red envelope: "My wife is menopausal, and my husband is reluctant to go home." ”

She looked at them one by one, and oh my God, what was the answer? How are they all such a reply! She asked what kind of husband doesn't come home all year round, not that he doesn't want to go home.

These are two completely different meanings, okay?

I can't think of a good way to consult on the Internet, who knows that it is all boring people to answer. These answers were so unreliable that when the summer was about to be crossed, a reply caught her attention, "Soldiers don't go home all year round; Researchers don't go home often. ”

This answer is reliable!

Summer thought about it carefully, not going home all year round means the same as not going home often, although it is not the answer she wants, but it is the closest so far.

She uttered two words: "Thank you." ”

A touch of olive green replied in seconds, "Are you a writer?" Writing a novel? ”

Summer is embarrassed, she is preparing for the baby's future questions, but she is mistaken for a writer. It's good to save yourself from exposing yourself, "Yes, the protagonist of my novel is not at home all the year round, and I'm thinking about what profession to use to whitewash him." ”

A touch of olive green: "Soldiers and scientific research workers are sacred professions, and there is no need to whitewash." ”

Xia Ri looked at the olive green reply, thought about it, and typed down a few words, "Are you a soldier?" Can I add you? I would like to know more about the life of a soldier. ”

A touch of olive green: "I am a soldier, but our army has rules that you can't access the Internet anytime and anywhere." Well, you can ask your questions and I'll get back to you when I have time. ”