082 She couldn't hear what he was saying
The black car was speeding on the road, Zhan Qi hugged Song Qingge tightly, he only felt that time was really slow, too slow, it had been so long, why hadn't he arrived at the hospital yet? He was really afraid that she would be ...... before she could wait to go to the hospital
Zhan Qi looked up at Lao Wang in front of him, and urged anxiously: "Uncle Wang, can you be a little faster?" She can't wait! โ
"I try, I try!" Lao Wang raised his hand to wipe the sweat on his forehead, and agreed repeatedly.
Zhan Qi kept kissing Song Qingge's face, and just when the car was about to arrive at the hospital, Song Qingge slowly opened his eyes, looked blankly at the dark night outside, and said inexplicably: "Where am I...... Where are we going? โ
"Are you awake? Are you okay? How does it feel? โ
Zhan Qi hurriedly helped her up and hugged her into his arms, his voice trembling a little, "You really scared me......"
Song Qingge still looked uncertain, stretched out his hand to push him away, and asked in confusion, "What's wrong with me?" โ
She didn't remember that she had fainted, and all her memories stayed in the scene before she fainted, when Zhan Qi hugged her tightly. As for the brief memory of fainting, it was like a fragment after getting drunk, and she couldn't remember anything.
When Zhan Qi heard this, his heart suddenly sank, he held her shoulders with both hands, and asked nervously, "You don't remember what just happened?" โ
She just shook her head, "I don't remember, did something happen to me?" โ
Zhan Qi looked at the woman in front of him with heavy eyes, and said after a while: "It's okay, if you don't remember, you don't remember, you just fainted suddenly, it's okay." โ
"Oh......" Song Qingge thought with his head down.
"And how are you feeling now?" The tension on Zhan Qi's face did not decrease by half a minute, "The hospital is right in front of you." I'd better take you to check it out, shall I? โ
"It's okay, I think it's just that I'm just a little tired lately, it's not a big problem, and I won't go to the hospital."
She is really disgusted with the smell of Laisu water in the hospital now, and during the time she was hospitalized after the injury, she had the smell of Laisu water in her nasal cavity every day, and she only felt that the pungent smell in the rice made her feel sick to her stomach when she thought about it.
"But ......" Zhan Qi looked at her again and again, still a little uneasy.
"I'm really fine, after all, I'm injured, and there will always be some sequelae or something. What are you making such a fuss about? Song Qingge waved his hand impatiently, "I didn't die at the beginning, but I will die because of fainting once or twice?" Maybe it's just a little anemic or something. โ
Zhan Qi knew that what she said was purely to squeeze him, but he also knew that what she said was the truth.
After being so seriously injured, it is inevitable that there will be some minor problems later. But he was really nervous about her now, and the moment she just fainted, all his breath was almost taken away. Now she is just a little uncomfortable or unwell, which will make the nerves in his whole body tense.
Song Qingge wanted to sit up straight, but after moving, he found that his whole body was held in his arms, and he couldn't help frowning and pushing him, "What are you doing?" Let me go! โ
Her eyes were full of disgust and impatience. The sharp eyes pierced Zhan Qi's heart like a thorn, and he felt a slight pain in his heart, but he finally had to let go of her.
Lao Wang parked the car on the side of the road, turned around and asked, "Sir, are you still going to the hospital?" โ
Zhan Qi looked at Song Qingge and shook his head, "Forget it, don't go, go home." โ
She is now in a state of avoiding medical treatment, let alone going to the doctor, even the hospital is estimated not to take a step. Although he was really worried and uneasy, he didn't want to force her at this time.
The light in the car was not good, and as soon as the two of them got home, Zhan Qi saw her pale and haggard face clearly, and the whole person seemed to have been drained of all her strength, and she was not angry at all.
Knowing that, he ran towards them, hugging Song Qingge's waist and coquettishly, "Mom, why have you been going to dinner for so long, you haven't hugged me today." โ
Song Qingge glanced at her dotingly, bent down and was about to hug the child, but Zhan Qi directly blocked her in front of her. looked condescendingly at the daughter in front of him.
There is so much difference in physique between one big and one small, knowing that it is like looking at a towering building, you have to tilt your head to 90 degrees to see his face clearly, the little face is full of fear and pitiful looks, and mutters, "Daddy......"
Zhan Qi's face did not loosen for a minute, and said expressionlessly: "Mom is tired, I'm not feeling well today, I can't hold you anymore, go back to sleep." โ
"But ......" bit his lip, his little face full of grievances.
Seeing his daughter's thin and weak appearance, Zhan Qi's heart softened into a puddle of water, and he suddenly lost his temper, squatted down and picked her up, and said helplessly: "Okay, okay, mom can't hug you, I'll hug you, right?" โ
Zhi lay on his shoulder, his hands around his neck, and his little face was puffed up, obviously a little dissatisfied.
But, well, how to say it, it's not bad for Dad to hold, after all, Dad is so much taller than Mom, and his vision has become much wider, but Mom's arms are warmer......
Song Qingge has always played the image of a loving mother, looking at her daughter looking at her with her eyes in her eyes, her heart hurts, and she immediately stepped forward and said, "She let me hug me, or I'll come." โ
Zhan Qi turned his head to look at her, and gave an order mercilessly, "You, now go back to the bedroom to take a bath and change clothes and sleep, and I'll go back after putting her to sleep in a while, if you haven't gone to bed yet, don't blame me for turning my face with you." โ
It's been a long time since he's spoken to her in such a commanding tone, as if he's changed back to the domineering and unreasonable man he used to be in an instant, only this time, there's a hint of thoughtfulness in his words.
Song Qingge stood in place and looked at him in a daze, but Zhan Qi turned his head directly and strode upstairs with Zhizhi in his arms.
It was probably because he stopped the child and Song Qingge from hugging him, and when he returned to the room, he looked resentful, and his little face was puffed up, like a frog. Zhan Qi didn't pay attention to what he talked to her, and told her stories, and she also had an expression of "don't listen, don't listen, Wang Ba recites the scriptures", she is simply arrogant.
Zhan Qi was a little helpless, he never knew that this little girl was so difficult to coax, and he still held grudges, he was just a roadblocker, and this girl looked bitter and hateful.
Rubbing her little head, Zhan Qi smiled bitterly, "Okay." Dad knows it's wrong, don't lose your temper, huh? Tell Daddy, what you like, Daddy buys it for you. โ
The little girl turned her head to look at him, and said suspiciously: "Tell the truth? โ
"Of course!"
"Then I want a full set of Barbie dolls, huh...... The most colorful plasticine and soft clay are also needed. And also...... And ......"
Zhan Qi smiled dotingly, "Don't worry, you think slowly, you can tell me when you think about it, there is no deadline for this request." โ
The eyes of those who knew lit up. Looking at him in surprise, "Really? โ
"Of course it's true."
"Great! I know that Dad is the best for me! After the little girl finished speaking, she pounced, put her arms around his neck, and kissed him on the face.
Zhan Qi's heart has softened, at this time, let alone buying her a full set of Barbie dolls, even if he asked him to pick stars in the sky, he didn't even say a word and went up the ladder.
Why didn't he ever know that having a daughter was such a beautiful thing? What people say about "having a woman is enough" is really true.
But he only recognized this problem now, so that he missed her most beautiful and lovely five years.
Zhan Qi lowered his head, looking at Zhi who had gradually fallen asleep with guilt and chagrin. He bowed his head and kissed her lightly on the forehead, then he got out of bed lightly and closed the door for her.
When he returned to the bedroom, Song Qingge had just come out of the bathroom after taking a shower and was wiping his hair.
He walked straight up, took the towel from her without saying a word, pressed her down on the edge of the bed, wiped her hair and began to dry her with a hair dryer.
Song Qingge frowned and pushed him, "You don't need to do this, hurry up and go to the bath and sleep." โ
"Don't move!" Zhan Qi snorted solemnly, and then slowed down his voice again: "Don't move, beware of your hair curling into the hair dryer for a while." โ
was so frightened by him, Song Qingge was really frightened, and he didn't dare to act rashly, so he could only fidget and let him fiddle.
The slender and powerful fingers were blowing her hair while massaging the acupuncture points on her scalp, and I have to say that Zhan Qi's technique is really good. After she fainted, she still felt a little heavy in her head, but when he pressed it, she immediately felt a lot better.
Zhan Qi saw that she closed her eyes, looking comfortable and about to fall asleep, and couldn't help but pull the corners of her mouth. It's just that before I had time to taste this sweetness for a while, I heard her ask coldly: "How many women have you done this kind of thing?" โ
After the divorce, there should have been many women around him, looking at the faces that looked like Bai Ling, she didn't believe that he could still be indifferent. It must be more nuanced than how she is treated now.
Zhan Qi's fingers were messy, and he happened to turn off the hair dryer, and there was a dead silence in the bedroom, he looked down at Song Qingge, who was expressionless, and couldn't tell what it was like.
Who did she think of him?
Those who play on the spot. Can a woman who is pampered by half-truths and half-truths be compared to her? To put it more simply and crudely, he now treats her as a wife, can he treat those women like he treats her?
He didn't speak for a long time, Song Qingge raised his head a little inexplicably, and just wanted to ask him what was wrong, and then a pair of angry lips pressed down.
His lips were hot and hot, like a piece of soldering iron, imprinted on Song Qingge's mouth, gnawing and biting on her lips fiercely. But he bit and bite, but he only gnawed gently, not biting. Soon Song Qingge felt that his lips were a little numb.
Zhan Qi had already leaned over and pressed up, Song Qingge was lying on his back on the bed, the gravity of the man on his body was amazing, she put her hands on his chest, but she couldn't shake him for half a minute, and it didn't take long for her to vaguely notice that something was against her under her.
It's been too long, Zhan Qi never knew that his self-control could be so bad, just kissing her, he had such a strong reaction.
It was as if there was a fire all over his body, and he held her face. Murmuring her name: "Qingge...... Qingge ......"
One after another, affectionate.
But Song Qingge didn't want to bear this affection, she was heartbroken, and directly opened her mouth to bite his lower lip, Zhan Qi, who was addicted, suddenly woke up, she saw the opportunity, and immediately used all her strength to push him away, and raising her hand was a hard slap.
The crisp sound of "pop" broke the silence of the night and shattered the charm of Fang Cai's room.
She rolled over and got up from the bed, took two steps back and looked at him warily. Grabbing the loose placket with both hands, he gritted his teeth and said, "Zhan Qi, if you have experienced so many things and you haven't learned how to respect a person, then I can only be regarded as blind and have seen you wrong!" โ
Zhan Qi lowered his eyes and pursed his lips, his face was full of gloomy expression, and he couldn't see joy or anger.
Because he couldn't see his expression, Song Qingge was still a little afraid in his heart, if he suddenly jumped up and attacked her at this time. With her current physical condition, it is estimated that no one will know that she was strangled to death by him here.
She subconsciously began to look for weapons in the house that could be used for self-defense, and just looked at an eyebrow razor on the dresser, but heard Zhan Qi say in a hoarse voice: "I'm sorry, I lost control just now, I apologize to you." โ
Song Qingge looked at him in a daze, and he didn't know how to react for a while, so he could only watch him turn his head and walk into the bathroom, his back lonely and desolate.
His apology was too quick and crisp, but it made her a little confused, and the person who was unreasonable became like her.
Soon the sound of rushing water sounded in the bathroom. Song Qingge stood in place with a complicated mood, and only after a while did he hesitantly lift the quilt and go to bed.
However, this night, Zhan Qi did not sleep with her, and after taking a bath, he left the bedroom and went to sleep on his side.
This night, both of them had no sleep all night.
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Since that day's unhappiness, the relationship between Zhan Qi and Song Qingge has become a little delicate.
He still cared about her and Zhi, but he no longer took the initiative to talk to her or be close to her as before, and he no longer slept with her every night, and left the bedroom after taking a shower. Leave that big comfy bed to her. In front of the children, they are still a pair of parents, and they have never seen anything wrong between the two of them, and they call their father and mother every day, as if nothing has happened.
But Song Qingge knew that something had quietly changed.
Zhan Qi came back later and less, and sometimes he came back late, so he simply went to the bathroom next to him to take a bath. Not only that, but he also left early in the morning, and when she woke up every day, he had already gone to the company, and the two were always so staggered that they hadn't seen each other for a long time.
Song Qingge always felt that Zhan Qi seemed to be avoiding her, but she didn't want to take the initiative to ask him why, so the two kept hanging each other like this.
That's it, there's nothing wrong with that, don't interfere with each other, and when the child finishes the operation, she can get out of the way.
That afternoon, Song Qingge was teaching to play the harp in the study, and the little girl sat on the piano bench and learned how she played the strings. Song Qingge pointed her out from time to time, but it was really like that.
Just when the mother and daughter were playing seriously, a low cough suddenly came from the door, Song Qingge turned his head, and Zhan Qi stood at the door expressionlessly, holding a big box in his hand.
"Daddy~"
Knowing that he screamed, he immediately jumped off the piano bench and ran towards him, he went out early and returned late during this time, and there was no communication with his daughter, but he didn't expect the little girl to have become dependent on him.
Zhan Qi's face suddenly softened a lot, he squatted down and hugged her with one hand, and said softly, "Dad brought you a gift back." โ
Zhi asked curiously, "What is it?" โ
Zhan Qi put the box on the ground, opened a crack, and said to her mysteriously: "You put your hand in and touch it." โ
The little girl squatted down, cautiously poked her hand in, and just touched it twice before she cried out, "Ah! It's soft! Is it alive? โ
At this time, even Song Qingge was a little curious, and couldn't help but take two steps forward and stand next to them, wanting to see what it was.
Zhan Qi glanced up at her, faintly proud in his heart, and sold a pass, only to slowly open the lid, and a snow-white and fluffy little milk dog appeared in the box.
The little guy is a Satsuma, a very small one, it looks like he has just been weaned, and he is still swaying when he walks, and he is about to fall down after taking two steps, and from time to time he makes a milky "Wang" sound, not to mention how cute it is.
"Wow! It's a puppy~" Knowing that his eyes lit up, he reached out and picked up the little milk dog and put it in his arms, raised his head and smiled sweetly at Zhan Qi, "Dad, is this for me?" โ
"Well, for you." He paused, and then added, "And Mom." โ
He hadn't forgotten her list of ten things she wanted to do with him, so he had been asking Xu Cheng to help watch the puppy for the past two days, and finally chose this pure blood, just two weeks old little Satsuma.
What she wanted to do but couldn't do, he will help her achieve it one by one in the future.
Knowing that his mouth was already happy, he couldn't close it, so he leaned up and kissed him on the face, and said happily: "Thank you, Dad!" โ
"Well, let's name the puppy."
I thought about it very seriously and slapped my thigh. "It's called Gollum! I gurgle when I'm hungry. โ
Zhan Qi couldn't cry or laugh a little, so he had to say, "Okay, if you like it, it's fine." โ
"Daddy, can I take Gollum to play?"
He nodded, "Well, go ahead." โ
Knowing that he picked up Gollum and happily ran out to play, there were only the two of them left in the study.
The two of them hadn't been together face-to-face like this for a few days, and now only the two of them were left in the same room, which still felt a little awkward.
Song Qingge looked away, coughed lightly and said, "You have been ...... lately Seems to be busy. โ
Zhan Qi raised his eyebrows, "Are you caring about me?" โ
One sentence blocked Song Qingge had nothing to say, so he could only say angrily: "You don't pretend to be sentimental, I'm just asking casually!" โ
It was indeed asked casually, because it was too embarrassing to be together like this, and it was even more embarrassing for her not to speak, so she could only find something to say, but she never thought that this man would be so shameless!
The conversation hit a dead end again, and after a while, she asked sullenly, "Why did you suddenly remember to get a dog back?" I remember you didn't like pets before? โ
"But you like it." He replied indifferently, in a tone that should be taken for granted.
Song Qingge was stunned, lowered his eyes and whispered: "I like a lot of things, can you realize them all for me?" โ
She thought she had said it very quietly, but she didn't expect Zhan Qi to hear it, and said firmly and resolutely: "As long as you give me a chance, I can achieve it all for you." โ
Song Qingge lowered his eyes and didn't speak, Zhan Qi sighed lightly, stepped forward and looked at her condescendingly, "Qingge, can you give me a chance, I know it's impossible for you to let go of the past now, but if you give me at least a little light, I can make up my mind to change everything." If it doesn't work in one year, it will be five years, and if it doesn't work in five years, it will be ten years Ten years will not work, we still have a lifetime. โ
A lifetime, such a long and timeless word, if it was before, she would definitely be moved to tears, but now she only feels hopeless.
With so much pain and hatred between them, can such two people have a lifetime?
Tears slowly gathered in her eyes, Zhan Qi felt a pain in her heart, walked up and hugged her tightly in her arms, lowered her head and kissed her tears in distress, "Don't cry, if you cry, I don't know what to do." โ
She grabbed the fabric on his chest and sobbed softly, "Zhan Qi, don't be like this, don't let the two of you have a hard time, let me go." โ
"Impossible!" He rejected her without hesitation, and tightly held her in his arms, "I can promise you anything but this." โ
Song Qingge didn't resist, so he let him hold him.
Zhan Qi hugged him for a while, but the woman in his arms never reacted, and just when he was a little strange, he gently pushed her away, but she closed her eyes and the whole person sank down.
"Qingge!"
Zhan Qi called her nervously, hurriedly squatted on the ground and let her lean on his arms, patted her face gently, and said anxiously: "Qingge, wake up, open your eyes and look at me!" โ
Song Qingge still had her eyes closed, and just when Zhan Qi was at a loss and was about to take her to the hospital, she slowly woke up.
Her brain was still a little dizzy, she looked at the enlarged handsome face in front of her, her eyes were full of anxiety and panic, and it took a long time to say a sentence, "I fainted?" โ
Zhan Qi nodded nervously, "Yes, how are you feeling now?" โ
"It's nothing, it's just that my head is a little heavy."
She grabbed his arm and tried to stand up, but Zhan Qi hugged her into his arms and whispered something affectionately and resolutely in her right ear.
But until he finished speaking, Song Qingge looked indifferent, he pushed her away a little, frowned and asked, "Why didn't you speak, didn't you hear what I just said?" โ
She looked at him blankly, "Did you talk to me?" I didn't hear it. โ
Zhan Qi looked at her as if she was out of the way, her pupils gradually tightened, and her heartbeat intensified.