Business Landing (4)
"You really want to kill him? It's fatal! Qiao Shiyi frowned.
She herself was beaten and spoke for me, and I was really mixed at this moment. A woman in a wolf's den, how should I evaluate her good and evil.
"Eleven, I see that you are getting more and more confused about the situation, isn't what I am doing is related to human life? Without my filthy hands, what do you eat and drink, and what do my brothers eat and drink? The surnamed Zhao almost mockingly picked up Qiao Shiyi's chin and shook it off again.
He walked over, a shoe pulled off the flesh of my thigh, and stepped on my skin as if it had peeled off the bones and skin, and the burning sensation of the hot water on my back had not yet faded and added to the new pain, and I really felt that I might not survive tonight.
"Oh, this look is very tough. Young people, a lot of times it's useless, you have to look at the environment, look at the situation. The surnamed Zhao smiled: "But I like you a lot, it's all rotten on your back, and you don't say anything, what about being a hero?" ”
"What's the use of me crying out in pain?" I was shaking in pain, and a piece of skin on the side of my thigh felt like it was going to be stepped on. I stared at him, full of hatred and challenge for this man. I think that my eyes at this moment must have never been more frightening, because a trace of fear crossed from the eyes of the surname Zhao.
He let go of his feet and locked me in the room alone.
No one brought me food, no one cared about it, and the pain from the blisters grew stronger and stronger throughout the night, not to mention the cracked skin from the belt before the hot water was poured down.
Ciyun's face suddenly appeared in his mind, he wanted me to disappear so much that he didn't even say a word before I got on the train.
Are he and I really brothers?
He can't stand being ignored, in fact, everyone can't stand it, but now I can't help but hate him.
This hatred grew deeper and deeper in the process of running away again and again, being caught and beaten again and again, as if it were pierced in my heart.
At the age of eighteen, I didn't wait for two years to be rescued. Joe Eleven is the only one here who can feel some warmth.
Her addiction to smoking is getting bigger and bigger, and I asked her why she smokes, and she said that because of dependence, just like she relies on Brother Zhao.
She sat next to me, and she lit another one as she spoke, and she was a very attractive woman. She would come in every day to talk to me, but only in the absence of Zhao, and today was no exception. I ran away again the other day, was caught and beaten bloody, and gave me two anti-inflammatory pills and a glass of water.
I haven't had a full meal since the day I came in, and if she hadn't stuffed me with something she used to stuff me, I would have died a long time ago.
"Idiot!" I squinted at her and scolded, but I was weak.
She reached out to my forehead, "You have a fever. ”
"What is a fever? Look at me, on my back, on my chest, on my thighs, where there is still an inch of good meat. A person who might become a PhD student is ruined by you. "I leaned against the cold wall, my head tilted slightly, unwilling to shed tears. I'm a man, and tears are dropped by girls, but I don't know how many times I have dropped them back and forth.
It's not because of the pain that tears are shed, I miss my parents, or even Ciyun. Several times I thought it would be better to go toe-to-toe with him than to stay in a place like this.
Many times when I dream, I would dream that they found me, they hugged me and cried, Ciyun handed me a tissue and said sorry, but nothing changed when I woke up.
I realized I might really be finished.
"I'll see if the wound is inflamed." Joe Eleven pulled me by the arm.
I didn't even have any strength, I was easily pulled around by her, she lifted my clothes, maybe I was used to it, so the action was a bit big, damn it, the yellow water from my wound had long been stuck to my jacket, she tore it, even I felt the skin being lifted up.
I snorted, my body shaking uncontrollably.
"Damn, your back is rotten!" Qiao Eleven said in a shocked tone.
I sneered: "What is this, cat crying mouse fake mercy?" It's not a good thing your man did. ”
"I'm sorry." The first time she said these three words to me, my heart trembled slightly.
"I'll go get you some medicine and sprinkle it on your head, it's always useful." With that, she got up and walked out the door.
This night, the person surnamed Zhao called her and said that she would not come back, she had been taking care of me all night, but I was too seriously infected, my fever was getting higher and higher, and I couldn't go down. It was impossible for them to find a doctor to treat me, Qiao Shiyi saw that I was very uncomfortable, and I didn't know what to give me, anyway, after that injection, I was much better after a few hours.
"What did you call me?" I asked as I regained some strength and took her hand.
She shook her head, "Nothing. I advise you to be smarter, you see that you can't escape at all, and I don't dare to let you go. You think about how you can get better, I'm leaving. ”
She left it alone and didn't pay any attention to me, and it was almost dawn by then.
I thought about Qiao Shiyi's words for a long time, and blindly running away really didn't bring me much benefit, but made me lose half my life.
I began to realize how to learn to be smart.
It was the end of October, through a door, I heard Qiao Shiyi say that she was pregnant, clamoring to give birth to the child, I walked to the door, stuck behind the door and heard the surname Zhao say that he did not plan to have a child.
I have a feeling of anger, even if I am young, I know more or less that a girl is at least responsible for sleeping.
I raised my hand to knock on the door, but then I thought that if I interceded for her, I was afraid that it would be even worse. The one surnamed Zhao left that night, and Qiao Shiyi didn't come in to see me, but she seemed to be outside the door, because the crying was very close.
I leaned against the door all night, listening to her cry all night, I can't tell what it felt, it was complicated. If a woman like Qiao Shiyi is lost in society, it is estimated that nine out of ten will scold her for being a bitch, but after all, people can't just look at the surface, they can only say that they can't do evil, because it's not easy to wash white, one thing is enough to completely negate a person,
"Don't cry. I know you're out there. After a long time, I couldn't help but say something to her.
She knocked on the door a few times and asked, "What should I do?" ”
I lowered my head and thought for a long time, and slowly replied, "I don't know." ”
She seemed angry, I heard some movement, and she was gone.
I sighed deeply and said secretly: "I shouldn't have given birth, this child is destined to have criminal parents as soon as he is born." Adults want their children to pass on their ancestry, but all the children want is a complete and warm home. Qiao Shiyi can't give it, and the surname Zhao can't give it. ”
I used to have a fairly warm home, my parents were very kind to me, do they miss me very much now, do they look for me all over the world? It must have been, I was found quickly.
Later, once Brother Zhao came to see me, he sat next to me and said, "Boy, to be honest, I really regret getting you here and causing trouble, but I can't let you go, what should I do?" ”
I was stunned and crashed into Brother Zhao's eyes, did he mean to kill me?
When a person dies, everything is over.
"My parents haven't found me until now, I hate them, I don't want to go back. In the future, I will follow you like Sister Eleven. I said.
This time it was his turn to be stunned, and looked at me in disbelief.
I glanced at him and said slowly, "I know you don't believe it, and it's useless if you don't believe it." When I got on the train before, I told you why I came out, my brother put rat poison in my food and forced me to get on the train, do you think I really want to go back? I've thought about it, so I might as well follow you. It's been earth-shattering to do a few good jobs, and it's not in vain. ”
Later, by chance, I deliberately expressed myself. The surnamed Zhao began to think that I might be a seedling, and I really took it with me, but he was very suspicious, and if I hadn't taken the embankment in advance, he might really have killed him several times.
The most impressive time was when he took me to a leisure club for a massage, and then left early, and it didn't take long for a police officer to come and say that I had asked for special services.
In fact, when I was at the police station, I thought about dragging it all out, but the person surnamed Zhao on the train asked me a lot of things, and I was worried that if this matter was a bureau surnamed Zhao, if he was not caught, my parents and Ciyun would not have good fruit to eat. The surname Zhao is not an ordinary criminal, I have seen him sometimes have a gun on his waist. I thought something was wrong, so I didn't say anything when I got to the police station
When I went back, the house was really empty, and I wandered for several days before Brother Zhao found someone to take me back. It was also on that occasion that he believed me completely.
Gradually, I began to learn that these people are different from ordinary people's vigilance and calculations, even if it is in Brother Zhao's circle, many nodding friends are eager to kill each other behind their backs. I became sleek, scheming, and unpassive in this environment. It was as if an invisible hand was pushing me down an abnormal path.
Joe Eleven's relationship with me is getting better and better, and I have grown from a teenager to a young man of twenty-eight.
Once I drank too much, Brother Zhao was not there, and Qiao Shiyi climbed into my bed in the middle of the night.
She said that she didn't love the child that day he was gone, he was selfish and didn't take her seriously at all, and she asked me softly if I wanted her.
I was so confused that I didn't move.
Eleven seemed a little disappointed, she gently held my face, and said in a softer voice, "Have you never touched a woman?" Don't be afraid, I can teach you. ”
She kissed me, and I stiffened. It took about ten seconds before he pushed her away and said, "Don't make trouble." ”
Eleven didn't speak, picked up my cigarette case from the side of the bed, lit it and said, "Don't think I don't know, you've been an informant for a long time." Let me follow you, I can help you. ”
In the darkness, the scarlet flame flickered and flickered, and the extremely faint light traced the outline of Qiao Eleven's face.
"What are you talking about?" Years of vigilance have made me afraid that this is another bureau.
Eleven probably saw through me, and pinched the cigarette and pressed it up: "Shang Lin, I want to live, he will have an accident sooner or later, let me follow you." ”
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