365. A different life

Why so hate? Xu Jibo was dazed and slowly recalled his experience over the years.

I still remember that when she first started, she saw Lingyu and knew that she was entering at the same time as her, and she was very surprised. In the next three years, he had a close relationship with her. Although the two have not yet had a heart-to-heart relationship, they have also had contacts. When did they begin to become such a relationship, antagonistic to each other, like a fish in the throat?

It was the tragedy of Zhurongshan that year, she took the opportunity to profit and robbed the opportunity belonging to Lingyu...... Xu Jibo thought that he had done enough, reminded her to leave as soon as possible, and told her to switch to Fa cultivation and not waste time, it was she Cheng Lingyu who didn't take it seriously. Besides, she didn't suffer a loss, and she also built a foundation in one fell swoop.

Every time he thought of this, Xu Jibo felt aggrieved, and then angry. What did she do wrong? Do you want to treat her like this? On the night she left Lanyue Peak, what Lingyu said, over the years, she often thought about it, and the more she thought about it, the more she hated it.

She had done nothing wrong, so why did she look down on her like this? Just like the predecessors said, mortals have said that princes and generals would rather have a kind of, who said that she Xu Jibo must be inferior to Cheng Lingyu?

Thinking of this, Xu Jibo was suddenly stunned, senior, by the way, senior...... She remembered that after leaving Lanyue Peak, she was in a state of confusion, reflecting on whether she was really as Senior Sister Cheng said, and lost her roots, and at this time, her seniors suddenly appeared.

"Heh, but it's ridiculous that you dare to admonish others like this when you first build a foundation. It's just a foundation building monk, who knows what is the root, what is the fairy road, and what is the avenue? ”

In her frustration, she suddenly met such a senior. Suddenly, it was like grasping a life-saving straw......

After that, she was under the guidance of her seniors. Cultivation is advancing by leaps and bounds, and it is smooth lì knot. Vanity was greatly satisfied, and he completely believed the words of his predecessors.

Could it be that the seniors really just used her?

She couldn't take it anymore, and staggered back and sat down in her chair.

Lingyu looked at Xu Jibo's appearance and already knew the answer. She said slowly: "I want to think about it, when did Jian Zhenjun appear? When you first laid the foundation, you weren't like this, you were at that time. Not so self-righteous. You weren't so paranoid when we met on the battlefield, but you were clearly hostile to me. After Yudan...... Oh, you've made me an enemy. Presumably, he must have appeared when you were building the foundation, right? At Uncle Danjin's Yuanying Ceremony, I felt strange, you obviously don't have a good heart, how did you get married? Now that I think about it, probably Jian Zhenjun told you what secret technique? ”

"......" Xu Jibo was in turmoil. Where can I still speak.

After so many years, her hatred for Lingyu has been deep-rooted, and she is still unhappy when she discovers the secret. But I found out that this was really wrong.

She instinctively didn't want to believe Lingyu's words, she could have today. It's because of that great opportunity and the guidance of my predecessors. Otherwise. She is still an unknown foundation building monk today, and it is impossible for her to worship Yuanying monk as a teacher. It is even more impossible to form a golden pill at a young age. However, in the past ten years since the loss of news from my predecessors, not only has it been difficult for me to make progress in my cultivation, but it has also become more and more difficult to control my feelings......

"Senior Sister Xu, even characters like Jian Zhenjun have been wiped out by the backlash of the Art of Time, what about you?" Lingyu stared at her with a smile.

Is this really a dead end? The future really can't be changed? Is everything she has today fake?

"How's that, do you want to say? The so-called art of time, the more you change, the greater the backlash. I think I'm also a very important part of your plan, right? If you do, maybe we can fix it. ”

"Remedy? How to remedy? Xu Jibo finally spoke, her face was gloomy, "Don't think I'm a fool, think you'll help me!" ”

Lingyu sneered: "Of course I'm not helping you, you probably don't know how much trouble your behavior has caused me!" There was murder in her eyes, "I lost a very important person, and every time I think about it, I want to kill you!" ”

Forced by her murderous gaze, Xu Jibo's heart palpitated, but his mouth was still tough: "In that case, why do I still sue you?" How can you guarantee that after suing you, you won't attack me? ”

Lingyu laughed and stared at her from a high place: "Senior Sister Xu, are you mistaken?" I'm not asking for help or cooperation right now, but I'm giving you a way to live! If you know each other, for the sake of you being used, I will let you go. If you don't know each other...... Hum! Even if I can't kill you, it's not hard to teach you a lesson. Besides, even if I don't do anything, how long can you last in your current situation? I'm afraid it won't be long before you're crazy and crazy! ”

As soon as she came, she felt that Xu Jibo's current mental state was definitely abnormal. She probably knew why, how could it be so easy to form a golden pill without being tortured? This is probably the aftermath.

"Look at you like this, where do you look like a real person? Pay attention to appearance, and put on music everywhere...... Don't talk about others, think about your master, what is Uncle Danjin like? Even if she doesn't do anything, she can make her disciples involuntarily awe, what about you? occupies such a good cave mansion and orders so many disciples, but can you behave a little bit of immortality? Oh, I don't even have to clean it up, you're already killing yourself. ”

Xu Jibo sat on the chair and listened to her words, as if he had been drained of all his strength. No one knows her condition better than she does...... Why, why is this happening? Obviously, she has changed her fate, why is her life more painful than the life she once had...... God treats her so kindly......

Tears slowly seeped out of the corners of her eyes, bitter.

Lingyu looked at her quietly and said no more. After falling asleep, she didn't hate Xu Jibo, but she also knew that Xu Jibo was afraid that he would be someone else's pawn and didn't know it. What kind of character is Jian Zhenjun? If he has a heart, he can casually play with a little girl like Xu Jibo. Besides, this is the same junior sister in the end, Danjin Zhenren and her master Wei Wuyi are good friends, and this relationship cannot be bypassed.

I don't know how long it took, but Xu Jibo's love finally stabilized. In the past ten years, her fighting spirit has long been worn out by herself, and the Lingyu Jiedan's breakthrough mid-stage return, and she pierced her secret in person, confirming that the senior really won't come back, cutting off her last hope.

"What do you want to know?" She whispered, exhaustion in her voice.

A faint smile appeared on the corner of Lingyu's mouth, and she sat down with her sleeves brushed up: "I want to know everything, you start from the beginning." ”

"From the beginning......" Xu Jibo raised his head, and his eyes fell into the void in a daze.

After a long time, she spoke slowly: "Our Xu family is a medium-sized family in Damengze, and we live in Jackdaw Mountain. The branch I came from is only a remote branch of the clan, and it has never produced a monk of Jiedan, and it has never had a status. My qualifications are okay, and I have been pinned on high expectations since I was a child, but the Xu family is too big, and I can't compete with those brothers and sisters who are in the family, so when I was seventeen years old, I participated in the Dharma meeting of the Taibai Sect to recruit disciples, successfully entered the Taibai Sect, and left the Xu family......"

β€œβ€¦β€¦ My qualifications are just ordinary, and I have been in the sect for many years, and I have not been able to build a foundation. After wandering for more than 20 years in Qi refining, I finally found a Zhuji Dan, and only then did I successfully build the foundation......"

The more Lingyu listened, the more frightened she became. originally thought that Xu Jibo was going to talk about how she met Jian Zhenjun, but I didn't expect that the life she was talking about was completely different from what she was talking about! Xu Jibo in the story is just an ordinary female disciple, after refining the qi perfectly, it took many years to build a successful foundation, not an excellent disciple who was promoted to build a foundation at the age of twenty. Later in life, it was very different. She spent her whole life in obscurity during the foundation building period, until her longevity was exhausted and she sat down.

Such stories are too common in the Taibai Sect, and most of the monks who failed to marry the Dan are so. There are many others who can't even build a foundation, like her ancestor.

"After sitting down, I thought that my life was over, but unexpectedly, I opened my eyes and found that I was seventeen years old again! At this time, I recalled the past, when I was seventeen years old, I once found a strange stone in Jackdaw Mountain, and I was in a coma for three days......" Thinking of the mood at that time, Xu Jibo smiled, how good it would be if time stopped at that moment, and hope suddenly arose in despair, what joy?

"So, this is your life after you start over?" Lingyu narrowed her eyes and looked at Xu Jibo with doubt.

Seeing her nodding, she asked again: "So, do you know that there will be a tragedy in Zhurongshan, and you know that I will get a chance because of this?" ”

Xu Jibo hesitated and nodded. She looked at Lingyu, but found that she seemed to be pondering, and was stunned: "You...... You're not angry? ”

Lingyu's gaze turned to her: "Why are you angry?" After a moment's thought, he said, "Didn't you notice?" Your state of mind is much worse than that of a normal monk. No matter what the reality in your memory looks like, now that I'm married, why bother with the reality of not existing? ”

Xu Jibo was silent and thoughtful.

"Life can be repeated, is there really such a wonderful thing in this world? If the life you remember is the reality that happened in the past, then what is it now? Isn't this the same as that time has gone against the current? Lingyu muttered to herself. If this is the reality of not existing, then where does Xu Jibo's memory come from, and if this is the reality of saving zΓ i, why does time flow backwards? Needless to say, the art of time is quite taboo, and once it is involved too much, it will be counterattacked. Mahayana monks can't do whatever they want, so why should Xu Jibo be an exception?

Xu Jibo was thinking about his own thoughts, and suddenly saw Lingyu laughing. She was stunned for a moment: "You...... What are you laughing at? ”

Lingyu pinched her fingers and said, "I'm smiling...... I'm afraid you've been deceived. ”

"Meng?" Xu Jibo was at a loss.

Lingyu said lightly: "A person who has lived for hundreds of years, can he be as naΓ―ve as you?" (To be continued......)