150 All our lives we have been mad
"I thought about things, but I knocked on the door." I lie innocently, and I must not confess this, I know it in my heart.
Jiang Ciyun didn't doubt it, poked me in the head, and scolded: "Idiot, let me see, does it hurt?" ”
He looked at my lips carefully, and I was panicked by the look, and pushed him away: "Don't talk about me, many people came to ask me today, Yun Shen is inexplicably a vice president." I've gotten a lot of 'care for you' calls. ”
"Damn, that's fast." Jiang Ciyun's fingers pressed a few times on Xiao Yan's face as if playing a piano.
"Jiang Ciyun, what do you think in your heart?" I'm in a hurry.
He raised his head and said to me very calmly: "Shang Lin wants to enter Yunshen, he wants to kill me, if he can't kill me, the unlucky people are you and Xiaoyan, and Lao Tzu is a man!" ”
"You've never been afraid of anyone! You can't always rely on him to do anything. "To be honest, I'm not convinced at all.
Jiang Ciyun smiled: "What do you think is appropriate?" Unloaded him? Yes? Or will my parents not even let me in the door? I've long been a serious businessman, and I don't like to play that game anymore. ”
"Shang Lin will settle down when he enters Yunshen? Who knows what he's going to do next? I still think it's too passive. My anger and grievances seemed to be very funny in Jiang Ciyun's eyes.
He chuckled in his throat for a long time, and then said to me, "Yingying, don't worry, I'm measured." ”
I suddenly became very uncomfortable, and suddenly I felt that no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't protect him at all. It's because of my existence that he keeps giving in, grinding away his original strong temperament, and can only live like a coward, allowing a man who caused a shadow on his childhood to trample on him wantonly.
Why do I exist, and what does my existence bring to him? Whether it was the endless ridicule and contempt of the merchants at the beginning, or the dignity and temper that I lost again and again because of me, now even his hard work is so easy, but I can't do anything.
I said to him very uncomfortably: "Jiang Ciyun, if Shang Lin is happy to lose all your family, then it's okay, you still have me, I can support you." ”
Jiang Ciyun looked at me with a smile and a smile: "Okay, it seems that one day I will become a poor egg, at least I will have soft rice to eat." After a pause, the smile in his voice was exhausted, and he said seriously: "Jiang Ciyun is no longer a hairy young man in his early twenties, and there is no need for any gimmicks in his ideal life, just accompany you, accompany your daughter, and occasionally go back to your parents' house for dinner to have a smiling face." I have been poor and poor, rich and rich, and I have experienced many ups and downs. At this age, many things don't matter. I don't like Shang Lin, but he is my brother, and I owe him a lot, and now he wants to come and collect debts from me, let him collect them. ”
In the end, I seemed to see the kindness in his heart that he didn't want to be seen. Some people have hard mouths but soft hearts. Some people are soft on the lips, but the heart. I often don't understand what kind of person Jiang Ciyun is, the heaviness of his life, if you analyze it carefully, what will be the last layer?
That night, after Jiang Ciyun fell asleep, I quietly lifted the quilt and got out of bed, I went to the living room and pretended to pour water to drink, but in fact I wanted to talk to Shang Lin.
At half past one in the morning, Shang Lin was lying on the sofa watching a racing show, I approached him with a teacup, sat down next to the corner of the sofa, Shang Lin tilted his head, looked at me and the back of his head fell back on the armrest, dragging a slow tone and asking, "What are you doing?" ”
"It's nothing, I'm curious about you." I took a sip of tea.
Shang Lin sat up, and when he bowed his head, his hair covered his eyes very uncomfortably: "Yo, my brother and sister are curious about me?" ”
"For example, what are you doing when you approach Shen Yin, and what are you thinking about stuffing photos into the law firm? We're all adults, so let's talk about it, to what extent are you satisfied? "I desperately want Shang Lin to have nothing for him.
Shang Lin tilted his head slightly, not only did he not answer my question, but also said very slowly: "I'm also curious about you?" What do you like about him? Someone as insidious as him, isn't he afraid? ”
Outside the window, there was a sudden thunderclap that broke through the air, and the sound of the rain was very irritating.
"Aren't you insidious? You yourself said that if you weren't insidious, you wouldn't be able to live now, everyone has something to do, you should have been able to go home a long time ago, don't you miss home? Shang Lin, you are really very strange, you know? ”
Shang Lin lit a cigarette and leaned back in his chair: "Other people's parents and children will keep looking for it if they are lost, my parents and brother are very busy, I suspect that I have long been forgotten!" Am I strange? ”
I chuckled and didn't speak.
Shang Lin turned his head and said with a gloomy look in his eyes: "Actually, I really want to take your child away so that you can never find it, but on the other hand, it is too despicable to think about it, so I sent the child back to you." ”
In this way, he is not hopeless, he still has a conscience.
I took a few more sips of my teacup in my frustration: "I don't argue with you about who is right and who is wrong, and I don't want to study your ideas anymore. Can you tell me how you've spent the past ten years? ”
Shang Lin sneered: "He asked you to ask?" ”
"It's me." I say.
He looked at me very deeply, his eyes were very cold, partial and sharp, like an eagle. After a long time, he turned his head and lit a second, peculiarly scented cigarette.
He didn't seem to bother to pay attention to me, I waited for a long time and he didn't speak, so he could only stand up and say to him: "Okay, I won't force you if you don't say it, go to bed early!" ”
I had only taken a step before Shang Lin suddenly spoke: "At the beginning, I was locked up by those people who specialized in abducting children, and like other children, I escaped several times, and I was beaten half to death and couldn't get up from each other. ”
I looked at him, his Adam's apple rolled down lightly, then looked at me, and said slowly: "Later, I learned to be smart, they did whatever they wanted me to do, and the children who were imprisoned walked in batches, and the girls in their teens and twenties were too greedy, and they were deceived by young people after a few meals, and most of the younger children were abducted and resold." I am more exceptional, I am familiar with those people, they let me do things that lack morality together, touch up layer by layer, the whole line was smashed by me, those people were shot for serious crimes, and those who were less serious were sentenced to more than ten years.
That case was quite sensational, the case from eight years ago. ”
I chuckled in my heart, so I was free eight years ago. In addition to hating Jiang Ciyun in his heart, he also seems to hate his parents, he longs to be found by his family during the time when he was beaten, but unfortunately he didn't, that's why he is so tired of them.
"Are you hungry?" I asked coldly.
Shang Lin seemed stunned, stared at me, and then nodded slightly.
"I'm hungry too, I'll give you a bowl of noodles." I tried to make Shang Lin feel the warmth of his loved ones in a natural way. I even began to think that Shang Lin's return was not so much about killing Jiang Ciyun as it was about attracting the attention of his family and looking for the value of his existence in an extreme way.
"Wait a minute, it'll be right away." I went to the kitchen and tossed around in it for a while, only to notice Shang Lin leaning against the door when I turned my head.
The moment they looked at each other, I almost froze to death by his eyes, but fortunately, the heat in the pot rushed up, and I quickly warmed up after a stirring.
"It's quite virtuous, better than Boss Shen. She doesn't know how to do anything. Shang Lin smiled meaninglessly.
I became nervous again, and while scooping up the noodles, I said, "There are so many women in the world, don't move Shen Yin, count me as begging you." ”
After I fished out the noodles, I fried some and covered them by the way, Shang Lin was probably really hungry, so I took away a bowl when I was flushing the pot, and took a pair of chopsticks and walked out.
I cleaned the kitchen utensils, took my noodle bowl and pulled out my chopsticks and went to the dining table, Shang Lin had already eaten half a bowl of noodles, he said: "The noodles are too sticky, but I am hungry, everything is delicious when I am hungry." ”
I didn't expect to laugh at such a man, my laughter seemed to provoke him, and he looked at me fiercely and coldly.
I ignored him, and when I saw that he was about to finish eating, I happened to have a little too much of my own noodles, and I hadn't eaten a bite, so I picked up the noodles and put them in his bowl.
Shang Lin was stunned again, stared at me for a moment, and asked slowly, "What are you doing?" ”
"I can't finish eating, you're a man, you eat too much." I say.
Shang Lin suddenly smiled and looked over me.
I turned my head, Jiang Ciyun was standing barefoot on the steps, he saw me, turned around and walked upstairs again.
I was in a hurry, and I jumped up, and Shang Lin said, "Boss Shen has been very sad recently, she will need a man." You'd better finish eating before you go up, I'm a cloudy person. ”
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