Chapter 171: The Rhythm of Cohabitation
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This Lili is too, always open-mouthed, with a clear mouth, leaving a suspense, this is a whole sentence before leaving, and I don't know who I bothered.
Zhang Qi said to me, "I sent Lili back, went home to sleep, and called me for something." โ
I know that Zhang Qi is deliberately breaking Lili's suspense.
But I thought I could be quiet, I could put myself into an inherent space, to escape the distractions of the outside world, that would be wrong, this kind of distraction no matter where you are, should come or will come, and it will never be because you feel that you can steal the bell by covering your ears, and the more you escape, the faster you will be pulled out.
It's like the sand in your hand, the tighter you hold it, the faster you run.
Just like me at this point, I haven't completely calmed my mind yet, and I'm going to face the next stronger disturbance.
My escape plan, not even 5 hours later, Gao Tong appeared in front of my door.
When the knock sounded, I thought it was Zhang Qi coming back, put down the information in my hand and ran to open the door, and I said in my mouth: "Can't you use the key to open the door?" Can you please silence me for a moment. โ
But when the door opened, I saw Gao Tong with a gloomy face, standing at the door. At that moment, I finally understood why Pan Xiaohui scoffed at what I said when I asked for leave not to be disturbed.
I saw Gao Tong standing in front of the door nailed in place, "What...... Yes...... It's you! โ
"Who do you think it is? Who are you waiting for? Yan Manqi, you're disappointed when you see me, aren't you? He walked in aggressively, and there was Abin standing at the door.
"Don't mess around, okay, I just want to have my own space, I want to have my own freedom, can't I?" I looked at him and said.
He walked into my room, "Didn't I give you space?" Didn't I give you enough freedom? Yan Manqi, are you so eager to come here and meet him? โ
"Yes, I just want to be with him, he can give me freedom, he can give me equality, he can give me comfort from the heart, you give me oppression, coldness, and contempt. Gao Tong, you will never understand. โ
"Yan Manqi, do you dare to say that you are not happy with me? Do you dare to say, you don't love me? Gao Tong pressed step by step.
Before I could answer his question, Zhang Qi ran upstairs with a lot of food, and when he saw Abin standing at the door, he knew what was going on, and he quickly pushed the door in.
Gao Tong looked at Zhang Qi and the things he was carrying in his hand, obviously he went to buy me food, he was already angry at my departure, and now seeing Zhang Qi lingering around me, his anger exploded all of a sudden.
"Yan Manqi, he gave you all the care, right? You're living in the rhythm of cohabitation, isn't it? He's so considerate, no wonder you're in a hurry to come here, anxious to live your comfortable life with him. Gao Tong looked at me sharply and said, "He can come and go here at any time, right!" โ
"Gao Tong, please don't say it so ugly, you insult me, don't hurt Manqi!" Zhang Qi put down what he was carrying. looked at Gao Tong and said protestingly.
"Shut up, there's no place for you to intervene here!" He roared at Zhang Qi with scarlet eyes, then looked back at me and continued: "Yan Manqi, I'm asking you, you answer me?" โ
"Yes, I just want to be with him, are you satisfied? Aren't you just waiting for me to say something like that? I just want to live with him. You see it, then please leave, this is my home! You are not welcome. I said to him with all my heart, leaving no room for it.
"Manqi ......" Zhang Qi stopped me.
Gao Tong's inky eyes stared at me deadly, his handsome face was hideous and twisted, his brows were twisted into Sichuan characters, as if he were to crush my bones and scatter ashes, and his whole body exuded a cold air, which couldn't help but make me shudder.
"Good! Yan Manqi, very good! I will fulfill you! After he finished speaking, he put away his deep pool-like eyes staring at me, turned around and kicked the door open and walked out with disdain, never looking back.
I looked at the back of Gao Tong's stiff tall body and turned away, I sat down on the carpet in a depressed manner, Zhang Qi came over and wanted to help me up, "Why are you so troubled." โ
I said weakly, "There's always going to be a settlement, isn't that a good result?" I laughed disdainfully at myself.
"But Mangi, ask your heart! If you love him, why suffer for yourself. Zhang Qi looked at the pain and said.
I suddenly broke down, looked at Zhang Qi and whimpered and said, "Brother Qi, but he has Shen Yunhan, what am I?" I'm so tired, I have to bear the constant accusations and abuse from everyone, from the day I was rescued by him, I have become the public enemy of all Qingzhou women, and I am constantly accepting all kinds of challenges and torture. โ
I reached into the tissue box on the coffee table and pulled a few pieces of paper and twisted my nose hard.
"You saw it, yes! Chico...... You see it all...... Why should he be arrogant in front of me, how could he really love me, he never said that he loved me, so why should he obey unconditionally...... I ......, "I'm a little out of breath, I'm crying so sadly."
Zhang Qi looked at the collapsed me at a loss and speechless.
"Brother Qi, I'm so tired, sometimes I want to run away, flee back to the small town, where there is no strife, they are all equal, and I will not be abused by others, saying that I am a pariah."
Zhang Qi pulled me into his arms and patted me gently on the back, "I'm sorry! My bad! โ
I leaned into his generous arms, crying and breaking my heart, for my inseparable love.
"Manqi, don't cry, it's all my fault, I made you wronged."
"Chigo, I, I...... Hate him! "I leaned on Zhang Qi's arms, at this moment I was so helpless, my little time, may have shed all my tears for a lifetime, and I have suffered all my life, but I can't see a trace of light, thinking back to the sects here, I am really afraid.
"Manqi, don't be discouraged, calm down and think about whether you still love him."
He pushed me away from his arms, grabbed my shoulders with both hands, looked at me and continued, "If you love, talk to him calmly, Mangi!" In fact, maybe from a certain point of view, you may understand him, after all, he is a strategizing, decisive business king, behind his scenery there are a lot of ideas that are not understood by ordinary people, such as his indifference, you may not really understand him, people are cold in high places. So Gao Tong must be indifferent, domineering, and arbitrary in order to prop up his empire. โ
"Brother Qi, you don't understand."
"What I don't understand, what it's like to love someone, what kind of eyes I look at each other, I know best, the way you look at him, it's the same way I look at you."
"Yes, I confess, I do love him, but it's one thing to love someone, it's another thing to be together." I said weakly.
"Well said, now you understand, why I am willing to be a spare tire, if I love someone, I should make her happy." Zhang Qi looked at me dotingly like a child.
He sat down on the carpet next to me and raised his hand to wipe my tears. Then he said to me very seriously: "If you really want to give up, I ...... Don't forget, there's also my spare tire, or you...... Consider going abroad with me and we'll start over! Zhang Qi said very calmly and rationally, I actually understand that such thoughts must be thoughts that he has been thinking about for a long time in his heart.
"I actually love him!" I said in a no-nonsense way. "But I don't know how to love."
Zhang Qi was silent, he probably didn't know how to continue to persuade me.
For a long time, he saw that I was not crying, patted me on the back and said, "People are iron and rice are steel, eat first and talk about it, and then think about it." โ
He got up and took the food, set it up, looked at me and said, "It's still a spare tire, okay?" Don't be fierce to you, don't be angry with you, don't be indifferent, what he says is meticulous. Eat! After eating a full meal in TM, I continue to be angry with him, and I am angry with him, and I am always the second child! Zhang Qi deliberately said to me: "Haha! Actually, think about it, he is also holding his breath, when he encounters a fierce enemy like me, he will never give up, and he is not afraid to blame! I found out, Gao Tong is too careful! Hehe, I don't know where to go! โ
"You don't gloat here, you're not a good thing!" I looked at him and said angrily.
"Look at you, I can see it, this spare tire is a two, it can't be done! Coming, are you still looking at him? He tapped his chopsticks on the table and looked at me.
"Who told you to say he's bad?" I said angrily, "I'll say yes myself, and I'm not allowed to say it." โ
"yes, I didn't say it! I didn't say anything, I didn't mean to rob while the fire was burning, I just made a spare tire in a fair and fair way, waiting for you to figure it out for yourself. He finished and began to eat. After a long time, suddenly he looked at me: "Manqi...... Ask you a question. โ
I looked up at him, "Say! โ
"If I had a preconceived idea, would you love me?"