I paused.

What Chen Jing said was indeed a secret that once haunted me and eroded me, making me extremely curious and wanting to explore, but unable to ask for it. But time has passed, when all the vigorous curtain between me and Chen Tu came to an end, when I was once in my world, I regarded him as a dear and warm man who could go forward hand in hand for the rest of his life, and became a stranger who may never see him again in the future.

With a cold smile, I dropped a sentence: "No, take medicine and strive for a speedy recovery." ”

Then, I quickly stepped into the car, found a vacant seat in the speed of the car and sat down, and looked at Chen Jing's face through the hazy window, and I was so angry that I twisted into a ball.

It's so relieving, and it's lonely.

When the bus drove farther and farther, Chen Jing's face finally left my sight, and I looked out the window again, the city that I had been wandering around for more than six years had become strange in vain.

So, I decided to buy a full ticket, take this bus, and wander around.

In fact, I didn't have much attachment to the scenery of Shenzhen, because the car didn't stop for a few stops, and my eyes knocked out and I fell into a deep sleep.

Until, a sharp sound of the station was announced, and I was woken up.

"Kapok Bay Station has arrived, please get off the bus through the back door."

Suddenly opened my eyes, I suddenly saw the Kapok Bay Square under the sun, the memory came flooding back, Chen Tu proposed to me for the first time vividly, and then he was entangled for the first time on the picture of my body in and out, after six years, those pains are still engraved in the deepest part of my bones, I can't resist the cold of this early spring, shivering on the deserted bus.

I finally know why I ended up with him so badly.

and the beginning, it was unbearable, how can I ask how beautiful the ending can be.

So, I put my hand against my abdomen and let the tears run down my face, and then I hooked the corners of my mouth like a fool in the surprise of the couple sitting in front of me, and said to myself: "After crying this time, don't cry in the future, tears are worthless." ”

I didn't cry anymore.

Over the next few days, I traveled around and compared prices to buy jackets, non-slip shoes, tent sleeping bags, and everything else I needed for the high-risk outdoors.

After packing all the things I need, I plan to go out early tomorrow morning to change my calling card, after all, I will run around in the future, and it is not as cost-effective as Global Pass.

After changing the card, I will step on my backpack and walk around, wandering around, and start all kinds of open life.

A little excited, at 10 p.m., I was still sleepy.

Sitting up, I was struggling with whether to go downstairs to eat fried noodles or something to pass the time, when my phone rang suddenly.

grabbed it and looked at it, the three words "Deng Guanfeng" were particularly conspicuous.

It's boring to think about, I was worried that I didn't have anything to pass the time, and I didn't need money to answer the phone, so I picked it up.

After squirming a few times, Deng Guanfeng coughed lightly again, and then said slowly: "Xiaoyi, have you slept?" ”

With a cold word, I said, "You still call me Wu Yi, we are not so familiar, so you don't have to pretend to be familiar." ”

It seems that she doesn't mind my run at all, Deng Guanfeng coughed again, she said coldly: "Xiaoyi, it was my fault last time, I was too anxious to talk nonsense, don't worry about it." ”

After a pause for a few seconds, she said again: "Xiaofei's kidney transplant operation is very successful, and she can be discharged from the hospital after recuperating for a while." I called, I sincerely thank you, if you hadn't spoken, Chen Tu wouldn't have helped us. ”

I thought that the news of my divorce from Chen Tu had already blown to the motherland, but I didn't want to make any more trouble, and some people were slow to receive information.

But this is not surprising at all, after all, for Deng Guanfeng, I am dispensable.

Without any mood swings, I was indifferent: "If you call me today, it is to express your gratitude, and you should call Chen Tu." ”

But suddenly became mysterious, Deng Guanfeng's tone sank, and said, "There is another matter." Wu Yi, you're not married to Chen Tu. I'm telling you, you have to pay attention, if this man has an outside heart, there are always some clues..."

Hearing this, I felt that I relied on talking to Deng Guanfeng on the phone to pass the time, which was really the behavior of a day dog stepping on a horse.

Interrupting her, I said coldly, "Nothing else, I'm hanging." ”

Unexpectedly, Deng Guanfeng hurriedly said, "Don't hang up." Primary one. Listen to me! Last time, I went to find Chen Tu's eldest brother Chen Jing for Xiaofei's business, and it was Chen Tu who came to send me to the hospital. That beauty, it seems to be called Lin Siai, short hair. Chen Tu is very close to her, and I always feel that there is something between them. ”

I was stunned.

It turned out that between me and Chen Tu, as early as the night when he didn't return at night, there was a crisis.

That time, when I blamed him, he said that I called Wu Yidi's name in a dream, probably because of a weak heart?

Thinking back to how I flattered him at the time, I really wanted to kill that stupid self.

Even if the matter has come to this point, I am still a little overwhelmed by the sudden feeding of this bowl of dog blood: "Since you know, why didn't you say it in the first place?" ”

Or if she said it earlier, then I could have made up my mind earlier, leaving Chen Tu, or the child in my womb, and still have the opportunity to come to this world alive.

Deng Guanfeng was silent.

And I froze for a few seconds, then I understood, and my words couldn't help but become sharp: "You chose to tell me at this time, it's because Wu Xiaofei has already had surgery, isn't it." If you had said it earlier, you were afraid that if Chen Tu and I broke up or divorced, the kidney source he promised you would disappear out of thin air, right? ”

There was silence for dozens of seconds, and Deng Guanfeng said in a deep voice: "I'm sorry." ”

She hurriedly closed the thread.

And I, without the slightest hesitation, completely emptied her mobile phone number from the phone.

I finally decided that it was better to go downstairs and eat fried noodles, which was a more reliable way to pass the time.

But I had just arrived on the first floor when my phone rang again, this time at an unfamiliar number.

Picking it up, Chen Tu's voice came.

I was about to hang up directly, but he asked, "Have you received the divorce certificate?" ”

"Roger."

Dropping the cold words, I was about to hang up the phone, Chen Tu said again: "I don't have express delivery for those real estate information, and you have those things, I haven't thrown them away, I don't have time to throw them, you come and deal with them yourself." ”

I'm so annoyed.

He doesn't understand human speech when he rides a horse, does he?

Coldly, I said, "I didn't have time to throw it and set it on fire." ”

After speaking, I didn't give him a chance to speak, just put the phone away, then opened the cover of the phone, took out the battery, and then pulled out the phone card and threw it into the trash can on the side.

For a moment, the world fell silent.

Later, of course, I also went to eat fried noodles, fried noodles for 5 yuan a piece, plus red peppers, constantly stuffed into my mouth, and I could always make sincere tears. Fortunately, my eyes had dried up, so I was able to finish my meal before bidding farewell to Shenzhen in a perfect image on this lonely small vendor in Shenzhen.

In the swaying of the train, I carried my bags on my back, and I finally took the countless difficult routes I had longed for, and I was lucky enough to survive each time.

On the one hand, I wrote for many travel agencies or travel magazines, plus some photos taken on the spot, which brought me a fairly good return. On the other hand, I used my experience in the outdoors to start being an online guide for high-intensity route experience for travelers, and travelers from all over the world can pay the reservation in advance online and book the travel date as long as they upload their reports of passing various physical fitness tests offline, and after I pass and take the order.

I have been immersed in this pool of water for a long time, and my reputation has slowly accumulated, and in the summer of 2014, I ushered in the peak of my business.

I just came back from hiking on the Wusun Ancient Road in Xinjiang, I received the balance paid by the customer, and I didn't have time to treat myself to a big meal, so I had to start packing my bags and go to Baoji, Shaanxi, and then chartered a bus to Tangkou with my client, Pete, a young man with a very aristocratic temperament from the United Kingdom.

After arriving, I rested for a while, and since Pete's Chinese level was very reluctant, I had to give him a routine in English to give him some precautions.

After all, the weather in Aotai is unpredictable, dozens of seconds ago, the sun was shining, and after a thunderclap, hail and fog came in all directions.

Pete was a good guy with a sweet mouth, and after I finished telling him in detail, he couldn't help but give me a thumbs up and say, "Uyi, you are a good am very assured." ”

When I heard Pete say that he was relieved to hand over the journey to me, I was not only happy, but also cheered up, and at eleven o'clock, I began to take Pete up the mountain.

I don't know if Mrs. Ao is to welcome Pete this foreign guy, we just started the journey, it gave a generous gift, in the hail all the way to the smash, we walked slowly, than I expected, an hour later, before arriving at the bonsai garden, I just set up camp, suddenly found that Pete has a slight high anti-phenomenon, so I fed him some ginger syrup, and carefully asked him if he can continue to move forward.

Pete, who had recovered a little bit of energy, stubbornly argued with me in Mandarin that was not very fluent: "Wu Yi, what I don't have, I want to go Aotai, finish it." Even if it didn't turn out well, I decided to finish it. ”

At Pete's insistence, I gave him a fitness test, and his condition was quite bad, so I reluctantly agreed with him to move forward.

After all, every client I have next signs a life and death sign before they go, they are adults with their own independent opinions, and my task is to safely take them on the road they want to walk.

The next trip, because of Pete's high anti-reflex and Ao Tai's increasingly peak and ever-changing weather, our progress was slow and slow, and when we came to some lake depressions in front of the big sea, the wind and snow were raging, and in the heavy snow splashing, I took care of the tent by myself in order to take care of the high-reflex Pete, and I accidentally fell into the lake, drifted a few times, and sank completely.

Without the tent, if we didn't keep going, we would all die of hypothermia.

Gritting my teeth, I had no choice but to support Pete, who was completely overdrawn, and encouraged him all the way to move forward.

But the more you walk, the stronger the wind becomes, the snow becomes more intense, the sky wants to collapse, the visibility is less than one meter, and if you want to go forward, the slightest carelessness is also a dead end.

I found a pile of rubble that could block a little wind and snow, I put Pete there with my arms, and put everything I could use to keep warm on his body, but I didn't want Pete to grab my hand, this time he spoke in pure English, and he spoke very slowly, and I could hear it clearly.

He said: "Wu Yi, I am already very grateful that you can take me here, but now that the wind and snow are heavy, you can accompany me here to spend it again, there is only one dead end." Go back, go back to your house, put me here, don't let me hold you back. ”

I blamed, "What are you talking about! From the beginning of the listing to be a guide for people to now, I have received no less than 80 orders, large and small, and I have never done anything to leave a customer behind in a crisis! Let's take a rest first, avoid it for a while, and when the snow is lighter, I will carry you down the mountain even if I carry it! ”

But he shook his head, and Pete's face showed a wry smile: "Wu Yi, my Chinese girlfriend, she is just going to Aotai, and there is no return." I'm going to go to Aotai, and my friends around me have advised me not to go. From the moment I came, I was prepared for everything. If I can get down the mountain safely, then I can already start a new life again. If I'm so unlucky to stay in Aotai forever, then I can accompany my Chinese girlfriend. ”

I was stunned for a moment, and my heart trembled, and I finally knew why this young man had shown so much eagerness before he came, and then stubbornly wanted to go forward after a slight reflex.

When I couldn't meet a man in Qingshen, I suddenly felt more emotional about the foreign guy in front of me, I grabbed his hand with my backhand and said, "Don't worry, I will take you out and let you start a new life!" ”

As soon as my words fell, I didn't know who was behind me, so I pounced straight up, held Pete's hand, and peeled it off simply and roughly, and in the wind and snow, he said lightly: "You help me carry my equipment and supplies, and I will carry him." ”

Through the raging wind and snow, Chen Tu's face was suddenly revealed in front of me, clear, but blurred. Mobile phone users please browse m. reading, a better reading experience comes from.