Chapter 18: Night Talk
Standing outside the door, Le Yao raised her hand several times, but always put it down dejectedly. In the living room just now, Yan Bin had already made her words so clear, did she really want to humiliate herself for her own kindness?
Biting her lower lip, she sighed, turned around and prepared to go back to her room, where she saw Gui Yalan in a white nightgown and hot milk in her hand.
"Godmother......"
She shouted weakly, unsure how long Gui Yalan had been standing behind her, and if she had also seen the scene where she was standing at the door of Yan Bin's room just now?
Gui Yalan had a shallow smile on her face, and her well-maintained skin could not tell that she was already over forty years old.
"Xiao Yao, if you're not tired, would you like to talk to me?" She asked kindly.
Gui Yalan is a well-known noble lady in the entire high society of G City. She is famous not only because of her appearance, but also because of her gentle charm and good cultivation.
Le Yao saw the longing that flashed quickly in her eyes, and her heart suddenly felt a little distressed. This noble lady looks beautiful, but in fact, she is very lonely in her heart, right?
"Of course, if you really want to sleep, I won't force you."
As she spoke, she was about to walk back to the master bedroom, and Le Yao immediately followed and walked to her side.
"Godmother, I can't sleep either, why don't we have a good chat!" She suppressed her sadness and smiled.
If it were the past, it would be absolutely impossible for her to have the opportunity to step into the master bedroom of the Yan family, because it could be said to be the most private place of the Yan family, and Yan Shaolin's other study was in it, and almost all the decisions of the group came from this master bedroom.
"Sit down!" patting the bed beside her, Gui Yalan said softly.
Le Yao looked at the bedroom slightly, although there is only 20 square meters of space, but the whole bedroom is very elegantly arranged, neither black and white cold and hard, nor too soft tones, all the decoration and furnishings are unique matching, there are no superfluous items, which shows the designer's ingenuity and profound skills.
"Huh! This is your first time coming in, right? Gui Yalan asked.
Le Yao nodded, looking a little flattered.
"How? Isn't the dΓ©cor a little outdated? She took a sip of milk and continued to ask.
Le Yao shook her head and said, "Actually, I also like the layout of this room. β
Her look of approval saw Gui Yalan nod approvingly, even if she wanted to express the same compliment, this girl's words could always make her feel her sincerity.
"It's not been a short time since you came into our house, I'm watching you grow up little by little, beautiful, I'm very pleased."
"It's all thanks to the help of my godfather and godmother, otherwise, how would I be where I am today?"
Speaking of this, Gui Yalan shook her head, if this is really a credit, then she doesn't have the courage to "dominate" alone.
"No matter how much your godfather and I want to help you, you have to work hard yourself!" She touched Le Yao's head and said lovingly.
Perhaps because of the sudden changes in her family, Le Yao has been very well-behaved and excellent since she was a child, which Yan Bin can't compare......
Thinking of her son, Gui Yalan's heart ached again, today's incident was indeed caused by her being too impulsive, Yan Shaolin and Le Yao were both affected by her......
Seeing Gui Yalan's uncomfortable appearance, Le Yao hurriedly held her hands.
"Godmother, I think Young Master Bin was just angry for a while, so he didn't figure out these things, maybe after tonight, tomorrow morning will be fine."
However, her comfort did not make Gui Yalan truly calm down, but only aroused the self-blame in her heart.
"We all know Bin's temper, once he is stubborn, no one can persuade him." She said in a heavy tone.
"No matter what, you are also Young Master Bin's mother, I believe he won't hold such a grudge."
Between mother and son, where is the knot that cannot be solved? It's just that a person is in a different state of mind and takes a different amount of time.
"Hehe......"
Gui Yalan chuckled twice, her eyes looked ahead, and her thoughts seemed to return to the day when she and Yan Shaolin argued......
That night, her husband, who had always been gentle with her, yelled at her and even slapped her on trumped-up charges!
At that time, looking at the big hand held high, her heart was a little shocked, and even more, it was disappointed, they had been married for so many years, but he didn't trust her, and even gave her a chance to explain......
"Get out of here! I don't want to see you from now on! β
The roar still echoed in her ears to this day, as clear as if it had happened yesterday.
Seeing Gui Yalan's distracted appearance, Le Yao thoughtfully didn't speak, just sat quietly with her. Before knowing that this loving couple had divorced, she had always been very envious of the relationship between Yan Shaolin and Gui Yalan, and "a couple for a lifetime" is probably like this, right? Even now, the fact is that they are separated, she can still see his deep love for Gui Yalan from Yan Shaolin's eyes. Perhaps, he also regretted it, right?
"Xiao Yao, if you were me, would you do this?" She asked, turning her head.
Le Yao was stunned for a moment, with a blank expression on her face, if she was misunderstood by her beloved man like this, maybe she would stay away and never get along with the other party.
"Huh! Look what a silly question I asked! β
Gui Yalan shook her head with a smile, the girl next to her was still so young, she hadn't experienced too many things, and she might not understand such feelings at all.
"Godmother, may I ask you a question?" Le Yao said.
Looking at her clear eyes, Gui Yalan bowed, not thinking that she would ask such a difficult question.
"You...... Do you still love your godfather? β
As soon as these words came out, Le Yao regretted it a little, while Gui Yalan was stunned for a moment, then slightly hooked the corners of her lips, looked ahead, and seemed to be thinking carefully about her question.
yes, does she love him? This answer, in fact, you don't need to use your brain to guess, although she hated him very much at the time and was disappointed in him, however, she couldn't deceive her heart: she loved him, and she has never changed since the divorce.
"Xiao Yao, do you know what it's like to love someone?" Gui Yalan did not answer the rhetorical question.
What does it feel like to love someone? A handsome face flashed through her mind quickly, is that love? She wasn't sure, but his joys and sorrows deeply affected her mood.
"Love should be emotional ups and downs with the other person's joys, sorrows, and sorrows, right?" She replied.
"Huh!" Gui Yalan chuckled twice, paused, and said, "Love is to learn to be fulfilled in hatred and unwillingness. β
Fulfill your own heart, fulfill the love of others, rest assured that there is a way to live, and let yourself have a way to live.
"I don't understand."
Le Yao's beautiful smiling face was full of doubts, and she felt that Gui Yalan's words were difficult to understand, love and hate have always been opposites, can these two really exist at the same time?
"It's okay, you'll understand later, don't worry." She smiled kindly, and only hoped that this simple and beautiful little girl's love road in the future would not be too bumpy......