Mi Zixuan's arrival was very surprising, Su Zhiqiang's spacious and bright office instantly fell silent, Mi Zixuan looked at Lu Pengyu, whose face was uncertain, and sighed for no reason, and Lu Fei, who saw his wife's life-saving benefactor, said with some excitement: "Doctor Mi, why are you here?" ”

Today, Mi Zixuan can trip Lu Pengyu with his wish fulfilled, but he can't be happy, all he has in his heart is melancholy and worry, he can't understand what happened to the doctors in this era, what happened to the patients, why did it become like this, the first thing the doctor thought of when he saw the patient was not how to treat the disease and save people, the first thing he thought of was to prevent the patient, and the patient that? When I saw the doctor, I didn't think about how to cooperate with the treatment, the first thing I thought about was whether the doctor in front of me would prescribe a lot of checklists for me, and if I wasn't sick, I had to see that I was sick, and then with a stroke of the pen, thousands or tens of thousands of medicines were prescribed, so I had to guard against this doctor.

The doctor is not like a doctor, the patient is not like a patient, but to two groups with interests, meeting is-for-tat, meeting is deceit, such a medical environment makes Mi Zixuan feel tired and bored.

Lu Pengyu's current selfish and indifferent appearance has something to do with his own personality, but it has nothing to do with this medical environment that makes all doctors and nurses tired and disgusted?

If the medical environment wasn't like this, maybe Lu Pengyu wouldn't be selfish and indifferent to what he is now, or maybe he would be a good doctor, but everything is if.

Mi Zixuan suddenly got tired of working in such an environment, he wanted to be as simple and distracting as in his previous life, just to treat diseases and save people, that's all, he wanted to be a pure doctor who only treated diseases and saved people, but he also knew that the existing medical environment could not allow him to do what a doctor should do so simply and purely.

Mi Zixuan sighed and lost interest Looking at Lu Pengyu's wonderful face after being tripped up, he won, but so what? What did he win? Defeated an enemy? Is Lu Pengyu really his enemy?

Mi Zixuan walked to Lu Pengyu's side, stretched out his hand and took out a USB flash drive from his pocket, without waiting for Lu Pengyu to speak, he took Lu Pengyu's hand and slapped the USB flash drive on his hand, looked him in the eye and said: "Director Lu, you were also young, I think when you first joined the work, when you saw a patient like Yang Li, the first thing you thought of was just to treat the disease and save people, right?" Is that right? ”

A simple sentence made Lu Pengyu's face inexplicably tired, and soon his face became complicated, and among these expressions were nostalgia for the yellowed memory hidden deep in his heart, shame, anger, and confusion.

The USB flash drive in Lu Pengyu's hand was a fake by Luo Luo The conversation between Lu Pengyu and Lu Fei that night, with Luo Luo's ability, the existing contemporary technology could not see that this recording was faked, Mi Zixuan wanted to give this thing to Lu Fei and let him broadcast it in front of Su Zhiqiang and Lu Pengyu, but in the end he didn't do it, but came over and handed it to Lu Pengyu in person.

Seeing Lu Pengyu's complicated expression, Mi Zixuan sighed again and said: "We are all young, the day we just put on the white coat, we felt the sacredness of the profession of doctors for the first time in our lives, when we took the oath, we were solemn, solemn, and heavy, this heaviness is the responsibility and obligation brought to us by this profession, we all wanted to be a good doctor, a good doctor who saved lives."

But I don't know why, we are lost, lost in this drunken and materialistic society, the determination made when I took the oath many years ago, I don't know where to dissipate, we face the patient's gains and losses, and the simple obsession in our hearts to save people has long been dissipated in the wind, I don't know why you and I and others have become like this, where did we go?

Life is always above all else, and I will send you a word at the end - ToCureSometimes, ToRelieveOften, ToComfortAlays."

In the end, Mi Zixuan took a deep look at Lu Pengyu, sighed silently and turned to leave.

Lu Fei looked at Mi Zixuan's back in confusion and said, "What did Doctor Mi mean by the last sentence?" English? ”

Lu Pengyu looked at Mi Zixuan's back as he left with complicated eyes, and muttered repeatedly: "Sometimes it's healing, it's often helping, it's always comforting!" ”

Lu Pengyu's words are the epitaph of Dr. Trudeau, who is buried on the shores of Saranac Lake in northeastern New York.

Many people are unfamiliar with Dr. Trudeau, but he is no stranger to doctors.

In 1837, Dr. Trudeau, suffering from tuberculosis, came to the sparsely populated shores of Lake Saranac to await death, because in those days, tuberculosis was an incurable disease, and once it was diagnosed, there was only one way to die.

In the countryside, far from the hustle and bustle of the city, he indulges in the memories of the good old days, and occasionally goes out to climb the mountains and hunt, and lives a leisurely life. Gradually, the unexpected happened, he found that his strength was recovering, and he was soon able to complete his studies and obtain a doctorate. In 1876, Trudeau moved to the shores of Lake Saranac, a wilderness land. Later, the first specialized tuberculosis sanatorium was created, the "village sanatorium". Trudeau also became the first person in the United States to isolate tuberculosis bacilli and founded a "tuberculosis university."

Dr. Trudeau eventually died of tuberculosis in 1915, but he lived much longer than most people who suffered from the disease at the time.

He was buried on the shores of Lake Saranac. What made him famous was not his academic achievements, but the words engraved on his tombstone, the summary and summary of his lifelong medical career—sometimes healing; Often helping; Always go for comfort.

For this inscription, some people say that it sums up the merits of medicine, explains what medicine has done, what can be done and what should be done; It is also said that it tells people that the doctor's duty is not only to treat and cure, but also to help and comfort; Others say that it shows doctors the social role of medicine in the future.

For Lu Pengyu, this was his motto when he was in medical school.

Thinking of this, Lu Pengyu's eyes were filled with tears, this sentence inspired him to spend the whole period of his youth, but I don't know when he forgot this sentence.

In the afternoon of the same day, the news of Lu Pengyu's resignation spread wildly in the hospital, and everyone's first reaction when they heard this sentence was disbelief, Lu Pengyu did a good job in the hospital, how could he say that he resigned and resigned? Is it because Yang Li's husband is making trouble with him? But I heard that Su Yuan didn't say anything about him.

At this time, Mi Zixuan was hiding on the rooftop of the hospital and smoking, he sat and looked at the sky, and a message was displayed on the mobile phone in his hand, which was sent to him by Lu Pengyu.

"Sometimes it's healing, it's often helping, it's always comforting! I will go back to find the bond that this sentence should have on me, I will go back to the me I used to be, life is always above all else! Thank you! ”

Mi Zixuan smiled suddenly, such an ending is good for him and for Lu Pengyu, people should be obsessed, especially the obsession that the profession they love should have, the doctor is to treat the disease and save people, the police are to solve problems for everyone to ensure the safety of everyone's life and property, in short, every profession has his special and unique obsession, when this obsession gradually disappears, the profession has become a boring thing.

Mi Zixuan hopes that Lu Pengyu will find the true meaning of this sentence to him, or that this sentence should be tied to him, which is the bond that belongs to the doctor.

Tian Siyang opened the door and appeared on the rooftop and complained, "Why did you come here?" I won't answer your phone call. ”

Mi Zixuan turned his head sideways and smiled: "What's wrong?" ”

Tian Siyang ran over, the sunset stretched her figure very long, and she smiled: "What's wrong?" Director Xie is in our department, oh no, our department has been waiting for you for a long time, and he came to you in person to transfer you back to the outer one. ”

Lu Pengyu resigned, and it was naturally Xie Tianning who took over, although Xie Tianning didn't know why Lu Pengyu suddenly resigned, but he guessed that this matter must have something to do with Mi Zixuan, Mi Zixuan did him a big favor again, he is not an ungrateful person, the first thing he did when he became the director was to personally invite Mi Zixuan back to surgery, with him, Lu Pengyu also had a personal discussion when he encountered some tricky patients.

Mi Zixuan didn't expect Xie Tianning to be so fast, he stood up and walked back, Tian Siyang chased after him and patted the soil on his white coat for him, and complained in his mouth: "What did you get dirty when you took off your coat quickly?" I'll wash you. ”

Mi Zixuan suddenly hugged Tian Siyang and kissed her slippery and fair face, then turned around and ran.

Tian Siyang blushed, stomped his feet and said, "You hate you." ”

As soon as Mi Zixuan arrived at the internal medicine department, Xie Tianning, who was impatient, ran out, and the first thing he said was: "Where did you kid go?" Let me look for it, okay, hurry up and pack my things and go back with me. ”

The people in the internal medicine department are all looking at this at this time, Lu Pengyu is gone, Xie Tianning, the master of Mi Zixuan, is on the top, the relationship between the two is still so good, Mi Zixuan's days outside in the future will definitely be no different, some people are pleased, some people are jealous, some people are emotional, everyone's thoughts are different.

Mi Zixuan also had nothing to clean up, and waved at An Xuefan, Yi Hong, and Lang Lifu and smiled: "Brothers and sisters, I flashed, goodbye comrades." ”

Tian Siyang gave Mi Zixuan a look and complained: "What farewell? Speak so hard to hear? ”

At this time, Xie Tianning's mobile phone rang, and he said a few words after answering, and then his face was happy.

At this time, Mi Zixuan took advantage of the fact that others were not paying attention and secretly took advantage of Tian Siyang.

Xie Tianning hung up the phone, came over a few steps and said, "Okay, don't clean up your kid, you don't have to go back to the outside." ”

As soon as these words came out, everyone, including Mi Zixuan, was dumbfounded, what does Xie Tianning mean? Didn't you just come to invite Mi Zixuan back to Waiyi in person? Why do you change your mind when you answer a phone call? Or in front of so many people, this is too bad for Mi Zixuan, right?