I thought I could control my tears, but I was always blindly confident.

Facing the crowd of onlookers, I pressed on Chen Tu's wound with one hand trembling, and groped for my mobile phone with the other hand trembling.

After hanging up the phone, my phone slipped to the ground and disappeared, and I pressed both hands on the top of Chen Tu's head, but I still couldn't stop the cheerful blood.

My eyes were black, I barely held on, and scolded frantically in tears: "Chen Tu, you wake me up!" Don't sleep! Wake me up! Are you stupid! We don't have a dime to do anymore, what do you follow me for, what do you do for me to block the flower pots! Don't you know how powerful something that falls from such a high place can be! You idiot! You open your eyes and look at me, I make you open your eyes and look at me! You can't sleep! Did you hear that? ”

In response, there was only silence, and the people around me were discussing more enthusiastically.

"What's going on, what's going on, come on, come on, talk about it. I just came and didn't see it. ”

"The woman should live in our community, and the man doesn't know where he is. The woman dropped something, she was picking up something, she didn't know which one was doing evil upstairs, the cow-sized flower pot was smashed straight down, and the male hero saved the beauty and smashed a big hole. ”

"It's so miserable, it's smashed like this, I don't know if I can save it."

"Bad luck, I've been putting it on the market recently, and I'm going to put the house here out and change it to a bigger one, and this bad luck happened. This man is going to die here, which will more or less affect the house price. I'll have to go back and talk to my husband about it later, and see if I want to slow down. ”

"Men are stupid, good to block something. really regarded himself as a superman, a face-saving hero to save beauty, and put his life into it. ”

My heart was like a knife, and my collapse was even worse, I held down Chen Tu's wound and opened my mouth to scold at those indifferent onlookers who chewed the root of my tongue: "Shut up the fuck!" ”

Maybe my expression was too hideous, maybe my voice was too desperate and sad, or maybe my fierce eyes were too terrifying, and those voices were sparse for a while, and finally disappeared completely.

And my tears couldn't dry up at all, after the air drying that fell out before, more followed, they fell on Chen Tu's face, fell on his neck, and looked shocking under the orange street lamp.

And Chen Tu, who was trembling and holding him in his arms, his body became heavier and heavier, pressing heavily on my thighs, his eyes were still closed, and the face that had once fascinated me was stiff and wrinkled.

I didn't dare to use my imagination at all to imagine the possible consequences.

When my eyes dried up and I couldn't shed a single tear, the ambulance finally came when I was about to be unable to hold on, my hands were pulled away by those medical staff, and the whole person fell to the cold floor without thinking, and watched with dull eyes as those medical staff tried to stop Chen Tu's bleeding urgently.

When I came to the nearest Renai Hospital, my thighs seemed to be filled with lead, and it was so heavy that it was difficult to lift them, but I had to tell myself to calm down, after Chen Tu was sent to the emergency room, I supported my crumbling body, called Xiao Duan at the front desk of the hospital, forced me to calm down, and asked Xiao Duan to send me some money in the simplest way.

After getting the money sent by Xiao Duan in a hurry, I handled all the surgeries for Chen Tu like no one, and then asked Xiao Duan to help inform Chen Zheng, the whole person sat softly at the door of the emergency room like a balloon that had been emptied, looking at the ceiling blankly.

I wasn't a superstitious person, and I didn't have much religious beliefs, but at this moment, I wasn't just praying to God, I was bothering God and Jesus.

I, like all ordinary people, can always easily turn myself into the person who is not quite like myself in the face of life and death crisis, I kept babbling something in my mouth, Xiao Duan came over and pulled me several times, she said: "Wu Yi, sit on the chair, even if the floor of the hospital has been disinfected, there are many germs." ”

I looked up at Xiao Duan, my brows furrowed, I seemed to have no emotion, but those incoherent words completely exposed my panic: "Xiao Duan, Chen Tu is sure that he will definitely not die, right?" There's no way he's going to die, his life is big, his life is really big! ”

Xiao Duan frowned, comforting and weak, and stretched: "Wu Yi, calm down." You don't scare yourself. ”

But lying in the emergency room is the man I love deeply even if I want to give up, but I can't give up the man who loves him deeply, I once resented him for saving others at the moment of life and death and not saving me, but this time, when he used such a decisive way, he did not hesitate to leave the possibility of life to me, but I was even more resentful, how could he be so selfish!

As if I had gone mad, I was obviously as dry as the Sahara Desert in my eyes, and once again it rained like it would never stop, and those salty tears poured into my mouth, full of bitterness, I moved weakly to the cold wall, ignoring the blood stains on my hands, I staggered my hands on my shoulders, grinned at the corners of my mouth, and said to myself: "Yes, I want to be calm, how can I not be calm, I definitely can't scare myself." Didn't Chen Tu say that since ancient times, good people don't live long, only disasters live for thousands of years. Chen Tu has harmed me so badly, and I have harmed him again, the account between us has not been settled at all, how can he have anything to do. He's going to be fine, I can't scare myself, I'm sure I'm going to have to be calm. ”

While I was talking to myself over and over again like a fool, Chen Zheng had already come over, and after arranging for two doctors who looked more reliable to enter the emergency room, he glanced at me sitting on the ground, and said in a cold tone: "What are you doing sitting on the floor, get up!" ”

I raised my face, looked at Chen Zheng blankly, and then looked at Xiao Duan, I was stupid again, and continued to say to myself: "Chen Tu must be fine." I can't scare myself. Chen Tu is a fool, why did he help me block that flower pot. But he's going to be fine! ”

Abruptly, Chen Zheng yelled at me: "I'll let you stand up!" Hear me! ”

Chen Zheng's voice was originally a rough one, he raised the volume again, and the deterrent power in this was naturally not small, Xiao Duan was completely suppressed, she quickly bowed down, exerted all her strength, and carried me to the chair with my arms.

Sitting across from me, Chen Zheng's hand was clasped on his chest, he glanced at me coldly, and his tone slowed down slightly: "Put away your worthless self-blame." On that day in Baiyunzhang, Xiaotu owed you a life, and this time he just returned it to you. He is my Chen Zheng's son, even if I try my best in heaven and earth, I will not let him have anything to do. ”

I stopped talking to myself, and after confronting Chen Zheng with my mouth pursed for a while, I turned my face over and stared at the emergency room, not moving.

Until two o'clock in the morning, when the lights in the emergency room were turned off and a group of medical staff poured out, I jumped up and rushed up, trembling to block those people, and countless words were stuck in my throat, but I couldn't spit out a word.

At this moment, Chen Zheng stood beside me in three steps and two steps, his tone was very light, but his unsteady breath betrayed his emotions, and he even had two breaks before he could say a sentence completely: "How is the situation?" ”

The half-white-haired doctor frowned slightly, and said, "Mr. Chen, Mr. Chen, due to the strong impact of the hard object, the patient's head tissue was severely injured in a large area, and he lost too much blood..."

Suddenly gritting his teeth, Chen Zheng squeezed out a sentence from between his teeth: "Don't talk nonsense, just talk about the result." ”

As if intimidated by Chen Zheng, the doctor took a step back slightly, and his words became more and more cautious: "If Mr. Xiao Chen can't wake up within 72 hours, then he may remain in his current state, as a lifeform that can no longer move..."

Chen Zheng's face was full of ferocity: "Be simple, speak in a simple way, I'll give you one last chance to speak well!" ”

After taking two steps back, the doctor slowly spit out a sentence: "For the time being, we can't rule out the possibility that Mr. Xiao Chen will become a vegetative person." ”

Almost at the same time, following the doctor's words, Chen Zheng and I both took a few steps backwards, staggered and almost stood unsteadily.

After staring at each other for a few seconds, Chen Zheng said loudly: "Transfer to the hospital." ”

I don't even have the energy to tell what happened next.

I was at a loss, and was assigned by Chen Zheng to the ICU to take care of Chen Tu, while Xiao Duan went to help with those complicated procedures, and Chen Zheng arranged to contact the hospital by himself.

We ran and worked hard, and at six o'clock in the morning, we finally sent Chen Tu to Peking University Hospital, and found the most famous brain doctor in Peking University Hospital to sit for consultation, but the conclusion we came to was even more cruel. The judgment here is that Chen Tu's current state has entered a state of high dizziness, and the reflexes of the brain stem have disappeared, and if his state is not relieved within 12 hours, he will be directly ruled brain dead. And the rest of Chen Tu's time can only be in the long silence, accompanied by cold medical equipment, and he can no longer even breathe on his own.

Desperately holding back tears, I asked Xiao Duan, who had been running all night, to go back to rest, Xiao Duan insisted on accompanying me, I couldn't bear her too tired, so I drove her away.

The ICU can only arrange one family member to accompany me, and at the door, I said to Chen Zheng, who was tired, in a soft tone for the first time: "Can you let me accompany you?" This time I begged you, and I will return the favor to you in the future. ”

Chen Zheng turned his face away: "Director Wu, you and Xiaotu are already divorced." It's not appropriate for you to stay here to accompany you, so go back and rest. ”

I sniffed several times before I could hold back the tears that wanted to overflow, and my tone was softer and incoherent: "I'll go in and talk to him." It's not all done on TV, chat with him, talk, maybe things will get better. I'm going to keep talking to him, I'm going to keep telling him every second, there's still a lot of things I haven't told him, there's still a lot of unclear accounts between me and him, I beg you, is that okay? ”

With a long sigh, Chen Zheng turned his face, and I suddenly saw that his eyes were red: "If Xiaotu has done something extreme and hurt you, after this incident, no matter what the result is, you can forgive him and forgive him." His extremes and extremes are not something he can control, it is my incompetence, I have not fulfilled the responsibilities of a father, I have not provided him with a good family environment, he has not been well guided since he was a child, he has lacked emotional expression, and he does not have much sense of security. ”

With his face buried slightly, Chen Zheng sighed again and said, "You can accompany you." I'll arrange everything and you just do what you think is right, and that's it. ”

Well, it's not far from Chen Tu being buried alive by me, and everyone should prepare melon seeds, beer, fried chicken, and prepare to celebrate!! Be sure to call me when you're celebrating!!