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Ji Huai'an died, stomach cancer was in an advanced stage, and when he was discovered, the cancer cells had spread to the heart and head, and there was no surgery.

When she learned that Ji Huai'an died of stomach cancer, Xin Tian was naturally extremely shocked, because in her impression, although Ji Huai'an was seriously injured in that accident, her health was still in good condition, so she never thought that such a Ji Huai'an would have stomach cancer.

On the way to the law firm, Xin Tian has been recalling the bits and pieces of Ji Huai'an.

Only then did she realize that when they were not divorced, there were a few times when she had indeed seen him sitting alone in the living room at night, holding his stomach and looking very painful.

Perhaps he already knew about his illness from that time.

But at that time, their relationship had become very tense, and she had been trying to avoid direct contact with him, for fear that as soon as she got close to him, he would suddenly become irritable as usual, like an enraged bear, jumping up and choking her neck, so she never dared to take the initiative to approach him, even if she saw him like that, she was a little worried, but in order to protect herself, she also chose to ignore it.

Thinking of this, Xin Tian couldn't help but feel a little annoyed and remorseful, and raised his hand to press his eyebrows weakly.

Probably because he saw that her face was not good, Song Qingge on the side immediately said with concern: "Tian Tian, what's wrong with you?" You okay? ”

"It's fine." Xin Tian pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled, "I just feel a little headache." ”

In fact, since that amnesia, she has always had headaches, sometimes the pain is severe, and she even feels a little dizzy and nauseous, which is more uncomfortable than a migraine.

Later, she really couldn't hold on, and under the persuasion of Song Qingge, she decided to go to the hospital for examination, but she was told that it was because of the sequelae of the last time, so she always had a headache, which was a neurological problem, which could only be relieved with medication, and it was difficult to cure it radically.

Song Qingge looked at her with some concern, but seeing that her face was calm, she couldn't say anything, so she had to sigh lightly.

The two of them soon arrived at Hengan Law Firm, and after explaining their intentions, a front desk immediately took them to an office, and as soon as they saw them, a man with glasses immediately greeted them.

"You're Miss Xin Tian."

She nodded, "I've seen you, Zhao Zhinan, Ji Huai'an's lawyer." ”

Zhao Zhinan smiled, "Miss Xin's memory is really good. I handed it over to you today, as long as it is for Mr. Ji's will, the beneficiary of his will is written by you, and all the property under his name will be given to you free of charge, if there is no problem, you confirm, and we can go through various procedures next. ”

As he spoke, he took out a brown paper bag and handed it to Xin Tian, she just stared at the paper bag, and did not take it, but asked, "Before Ji Huai'an died...... Are you always around? ”

Zhao Zhinan was stunned for a moment, lowered his head, and nodded slightly, "Yes, I have been there from the time Mr. Ji received treatment until he passed away." ”

Xin Tian squeezed the hand hanging by his side, and asked again: "That...... Did he leave anything before he died? ”

Zhao Zhinan pursed his lips and thought about it, and said in a deep voice: "Mr. Ji was just in good spirits on the day he returned to the light, sitting in front of the window, looking at the sun outside, and telling me with a smile that the day he met you, the sunshine was also like this, but he would never have a chance to see it again in the future." ”

I don't know why, although what Zhao Zhinan said was already very sincere, Xin Tian still didn't want to believe it, maybe it was because she had been abused by him like that, so she finally felt that someone like Ji Huai'an would not say such a thing.

But how did that sentence come about, the Si people are gone, and there is no point in dwelling on those anymore.

Seeing that she didn't speak, Zhao Zhinan continued: "Mr. Ji's estate includes one of his pharmaceutical factories, his three-story villa on Hongjiang Road, two cars, as well as his fund and his three-percent stake in Renzhong Hospital, which will be given to Miss Xin free of charge according to his will. ”

Xin Tian raised his head and looked at Zhao Zhinan, and smiled: "Is he making amends, or is he atoning for his sins?" ”

Zhao Zhinan was slightly stunned, and then shook his head, "I don't know this, I'm just that one person who does things for people." ”

"How can a woman who cheats in marriage get Huai'an's property!"

As he was talking, an angry female voice came from outside, and when she turned her head, it turned out to be Ji Huai'an's parents coming.

It's been five years.

Since the wedding that year, Xin Tian has never seen Ji's father and mother again, and they don't allow Ji Huai'an to take her back to Ji's house for the New Year. In fact, Xin Tian knew in her heart that in the eyes of the Ji family's parents, they had always believed that she had harmed Ji Huai'an like that, and they forced her to marry Ji Huai'an, just so that Ji Huai'an would have someone to take care of for the rest of her life, not really admit her.

I haven't seen her for five years, Ji's mother is no longer the woman who was able to take an overnight plane from China to the United States and slap her violently, and now she has become much older, and her wrinkled face is full of the vicissitudes of time.

It's just that Xin Tian is no longer the little girl who was kneaded by others and would only bow her head and admit her mistakes.

The two stood face to face like this, and after a while, Xin Tian suddenly smiled, "Aunt Ji, I haven't seen you for a long time." ”

Ji Mu didn't want to see her at all, so she strode directly in front of Zhao Zhinan, raised her chin and said domineeringly: "Regarding Huai'an's will, I don't agree. ”

Zhao Zhinan was a little embarrassed, "Madam, the will was made by Mr. Ji personally, even if you don't agree, it's useless, the law will always respect the will of the person concerned." ”

After hearing this, Ji Mu turned her head suddenly, stared at Xin Tian with a pair of narrow phoenix eyes, gritted her teeth and said resentfully: "It's you, the woman, who made Huai'an like that, and now you still want to occupy his property, what do you want!" How far are you going to hurt him before you stop! ”

Xin Tian didn't laugh angrily, "Auntie, what you said is a bit too much, right?" The property was given to me by Ji Huai'an, and I never asked him, not to mention that he caused me to lose a child, and it is not too much for me to ask him to pay for his life, not to mention the property of some things outside the body! ”

"You!" Ji Mu didn't expect that she would dare to talk to her in such a tone now, and after the initial surprise and stunned, she was speechless.

Xin Tian quietly looked at the middle-aged woman in front of her, and suddenly felt very powerless, but also sympathetic to her.

When people reach middle age, they first experience the death of their son, and within a few years, their son dies like this, the white-haired people send the black-haired people, and in the end, the property they worked so hard to earn was given to a woman who harmed him by their son, how can they not be angry?

After thinking about it, Xin Tian walked up and handed the brown paper bag that Zhao Zhinan gave her to Ji's mother, "This thing, let's return it to its original owner." ”

Ji Mu looked at her in amazement, "What do you mean by this?" ”

"I didn't want these things in the first place, what is the use of more money, everything I want has been lost. These properties originally belonged to you, Ji Huai'an and I have divorced, as long as I take the initiative to give up, according to the law, I should give the property to the person in the first order, that is, you. Xin Tian smiled indifferently, "Everything has been returned to you, and we will clear it in the future." ”

After she finished speaking, she turned her head and glanced at Song Qingge, "Qingqing, let's go." ”

"Hmm." Song Qingge nodded, walked up to grab her shoulders, and helped her walk out.

However, just as the two of them walked to the door, Ji Mu's voice suddenly came from behind them-

"Xin Tian!"

She turned her head: "What else?" ”

Ji Mu's expression was complicated, and she said with some emotion: "I will never say thank you to you, but I will not tell you I'm sorry." But I admit that you are a good woman, and no matter what, I still hope you will be well in the future. After a pause, she looked at her belly and added, "I heard that you are pregnant, and I wish your baby well." ”

Xin Tian didn't smile, he still looked at her calmly and said: "I will return this sentence to you, I won't say thank you, and I don't think I have anything to be sorry for, in the future, it's gone." ”

After speaking, she left with Song Qingge.

The sun outside is bright, coming out of the law firm, Xin Tian looked up at the sun on her head, raised her hand to cover her eyes, I don't know why, looking at the dazzling sunlight in front of her, in a trance, she returned to the first anatomy class in college, she went to the wrong classroom, and accidentally broke into the anatomy laboratory of a junior, but I didn't expect to see people dissecting rabbits, when even if a wave of nausea came up, she turned her head and rushed out, and vomited in front of the tree pit outside.

Just when she vomited in the dark, a handkerchief suddenly came up from behind, and then a warm male voice asked her with concern, "Are you okay?" ”

As soon as she looked up, she saw a pair of deep eyes, the tall boy was wearing a white coat, his hands were in his pockets, the sun poured down from the top of his head, as if he had plated his whole body with a layer of gold, he bowed his head slightly, and looked at her seriously.

At that time, she never thought that the gentle and indifferent man in front of her would one day turn into a distorted and psychopathic demon.

"Tian Tian?" Song Qingge called her softly.

"I'm fine." Xin Tian retracted her gaze, patted the back of her hand, and said softly: "Qingqing, I have some things to do, you go back first, okay?" ”

Song Qingge was a little relieved, "Then where are you going?" ”

"I'm just going to solve some things that haven't been solved before, you don't have to worry about me, go back quickly."

"But ......"

Song Qingge originally wanted to say something more, but seeing her resolute face, she finally had to shake her head, "Okay then, I'll go first, you take care of your own safety." ”

"Okay."

After that, Song Qingge repeatedly settled some words with her, and Xin Tian listened patiently, looking at the friend in front of him motionlessly.

It wasn't until she finished saying that Song Qingge shook her hand, "Then I'll go." ”

"Hmm." Xin Tian smiled and nodded, watched her leave, and suddenly said, "Qingqing? ”

"Huh?" Song Qingge turned his head.

Xin Tian raised the corners of his mouth, stood on the stairs and looked at her, suddenly bowed to her, and then said: "Thank you for your care and help to me over the years, you have been my best friend all my life." ”

Song Qingge was stunned for a while before coming back to his senses, and then smiled: "You are nervous, why did you suddenly say this, okay, aren't you going to do something, go quickly, come back early." ”

She looked at Song Qingge's back as she drifted away, and finally showed sorry in her eyes, I'm sorry Qingqing, I probably won't come back.

After saying goodbye to Song Qingge, Xin Tian took a taxi directly back to the apartment where he lived with Zhan Zheng before.

When Zhan Zheng came back, what he saw was Xin Tian sitting peacefully on the sofa, waiting for him as gently as before.

He was suddenly stunned at the door, for a moment, he couldn't even believe that this was true, thinking that he was dreaming, and it took him a while to come back to his senses, and he couldn't suppress his excitement: "Tian Tian, are you back?" ”

"Well, I'm back." Xin Tian smiled, got up and walked over to him, taking his hand and putting it on his stomach, "Do you feel it?" Here are our children. ”

Zhan Zheng was almost a little incredulous, and even his voice trembled, "You really ......"

Xin Tian just raised his hand to his lips, "Let's look forward to the birth of this child together, okay?" ”

This can almost be said to be his dream, can it be said that it is not good?

Reaching out to hug her into his arms, Zhan Zheng felt that his eyes were a little hot.

Since then, Zhan Zheng has been staying by Xin Tian's side, watching her belly grow bigger little by little, and the relationship between the two seems to have become much better. Zhan Zheng actually vaguely felt that something was wrong in his heart, and he always felt that Xin Tian's attitude seemed to change a little too quickly, but he didn't want to think about it.

The days passed quickly, the day Xin Tian was going to give birth was a night, in the middle of the night, she suddenly clenched Zhan Zheng's hand, and said in a trembling voice: "Zhan Zheng, I really want to give birth." ”

Zhan Zheng lost his sleepiness for a moment, and hurriedly lifted the quilt and got up to send her to the hospital.

Xin Tian was a smooth delivery, and the doctor said that she was in good condition during the previous examination, and it should be easy when she gave birth, and sure enough, two hours later, the child's crying came from inside.

The moment he heard the child's crying, Zhan Zheng was so excited that he almost burst into tears, he imagined that in the TV series, soon a doctor would come out to tell him about the situation of the adults and the child.

However, to his surprise, no one came out until an hour later.

Just when Zhan Zheng couldn't help but prepare to rush in, a doctor finally came out inside, and Zhan Zheng immediately greeted him and said anxiously: "Doctor, how is my wife's condition?" ”

The doctor looked him up and down, and said a little strangely, "Your wife has been transferred to the hospital, don't you know?" ”

"What did you say?" Zhan Zheng's eyes widened and he looked at him in disbelief.

"Oh yes, this is what your wife asked me to give you before."

The doctor took out a letter from his pocket and handed it to him, when Zhan Zheng took it, he only felt that his fingers were trembling, and it took a long time to tear open the envelope, take out the letter inside and take a look, sure enough, it was Xin Tian's note.

There is only a short sentence on it: "Do you hear the child's cry?" Zhan Zheng, this is your child, I gave birth to you, but you don't want to see him for the rest of your life, and don't think that he recognizes you as a father. ”

His hands hung down weakly, and Zhan Zheng stood in the hospital corridor with a dejected face, unable to come back to his senses for a long time.

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In an ambulance that left Rongcheng, Xin Tian was wrapped in a coat and looked at the gradually whitening sky outside the window, his expression was very indifferent.

A nurse on the side asked her curiously, "Miss Xin, why did you leave with the child?" ”

She turned her head to look at the little nurse, and the corners of her mouth slowly opened a smile, the smile was so simple and harmless, but there was already an endless dead silence in her eyes, "Because, the best way to take revenge on a person is to let him get it, and then let him lose it completely." ”

After she finished speaking, she looked outside again, and the sun was slowly rising, and it was still a new day.

In her arms was her newborn child.

She once used her whole life and life to love a man, but in the end there was nothing left.

So far, she feels that in her past 29 years, the happiest thing is probably the memory of falling in love with him, and the time when she lost her memory, when she loved him so deeply.

But again, never.

The person she loved, who had already loved him, slowly died in the long river of years.

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Zhan Zheng's monologue: There is always one person, who is the cinnabar of the heart

"Have you ever loved? That kind of deep love, love that is so much that you think you will die if you don't love. ”

When Zhan Zheng woke up, he saw the strange but young girl beside him, he sat up and rubbed his sore temples, lifted the quilt and got out of bed and walked into the bathroom, unscrewed the water, and stood under the showerhead.

There is an old Chinese saying that stands at thirty, and forty is not confused.

He is forty years old this year, and it has been seven years since Xin Tian left with his child.

In the past seven years, he himself didn't know how he lived, constantly lingering in the fireworks and willows at night, there would always be a warm fragrant nephrite in his arms, with the smell of perfume he was not familiar with, he never asked their names, he didn't know who they were, and he didn't want to know who they were, anyway, when he woke up the next day, there would be an unfamiliar face around him.

Someone boldly asked him for money.

Someone said that he didn't want anything, but he fell in love with him at first sight and wanted to stay by his side.

Some of them were free and easy, and when they woke up, they smiled and said that his skills were good, and she was very satisfied, so she carried her bag and walked away in such a swaying posture.

Sometimes even Zhan Zheng himself can't figure out whether he is prostituting them, or is he being prostituted by those women?

Zhan Zheng stood under the tumultuous water, raised his hand to wipe the water on his face, and the words asked by the girl who was under him last night and hugged him to breathe were still vaguely echoing in his ears.

"Have you ever loved? That kind of deep love, love that is so much that you think you will die if you don't love. ”

The corners of his mouth pulled up a wry smile, of course he loved it, how could he not love it.

It's just that the woman is really ruthless, not only stabbed him in the heart, but also took it out to see what his heart was like, and after reading it, he was not satisfied, and he shook his head and sarcastically: It's really not good-looking, I'm not rare. Then crush it like that.

Even today, seven years later, Zhan Zheng still couldn't believe that Xin Tian was gone, and he left with his child half an hour after giving birth.

It wasn't until later that he learned that it was a ploy for her to return to him, she deliberately asked him to accompany him to the prenatal checkup, deliberately sticking to him all the time, even when he was working, she would accompany him by the side, almost 24 hours a day.

And the purpose of her doing this is to let him watch her belly grow bigger day by day, make his expectations higher and higher, and make him feel like he wants to be a father.

She deliberately let him hear the child's cry and let him know that the child was indeed born.

Before she was admitted to the hospital, she had already paid the doctors of the hospital to keep it secret for her, and after giving birth to the child, she was sent away from another channel as soon as possible.

She calculated every step of the way, and even the doctors and midwives who delivered her babies used her connections as a doctor to contact other hospitals to help them transfer to other major hospitals.

He never let him see the child, he didn't know what the child looked like, and he didn't know if the child was a boy or a girl—because she insisted on not checking the child's sex during the examination on the grounds that she wanted to keep that expectation.

After Xin Tian left, he used all his connections to find her, but there was no news.

There is no record of her entry and exit at the customs, which means that she has not been out and is still in the country, and she has just given birth to a child, her body is still very weak, and the child also needs to be taken care of, and she will definitely be admitted to the hospital as soon as possible, but he checked all the obstetrics and gynecology departments of all the hospitals, and did not find her admission records.

She had planned to leave, and she would never let him find the Jiji camp at every step.

And he really didn't find it.

In the second year after she left, at the family banquet of the Zhan family, Song Qingge happened to talk about what he had said very inexplicable things when Xin Tian went to find her, and he realized that everyone was in her calculations, including him and their children.

It's been seven years, and if that kid was with him now, he would have been in elementary school.

It's a pity that until now, he doesn't know what he looks like, and he hasn't heard him call "Dad".

I can't think about those things, and when I think about them, I feel a pain all over my body, spreading from my heart to every nerve.

With a long sigh, Zhan Zheng wiped his hair, and walked out after a bath towel.

It was the sound of the water in his bath that woke up the girl who was still asleep, and at this time she had already sat up from the bed, without any clothes on her body, just sitting naked on the bed and playing with his mobile phone, her long hair sliding down from her shoulders and hanging down on her chest.

However, Zhan Zheng didn't have any idea, just frowned, walked up and snatched the phone from her hand, and said unhappily: "Who asked you to touch my things?" ”

The girl pursed her lips and shrugged, "Your phone just rang, and someone called you." ”

Zhan Zheng said casually: "Whose phone?" ”

"It's a woman, she only said that she wanted to see you on her deathbed, entrust the child to you, and ask if you have time." The girl said, a sly smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, and she blinked: "But I told her that you consumed a lot of physical strength last night, and you probably don't have the energy to see her today, so let's wait another day." ”

Zhan Zheng's hand holding the phone was a little tight, "What did she say?" ”

The girl smiled like a simple child, "She said no, and wished us both happiness." ”

The expression on Zhan Zheng's face became stiff and distorted little by little, and he didn't even know where it happened, and said in a trembling voice: "What's her name?" ”

"She said her name was Xin Tian."

As soon as the girl's words fell, Zhan Zheng immediately turned on his mobile phone, and his fingers trembled to dial the number just now.

The phone was quickly connected, but there was only a mechanical female voice-

"I'm sorry, the number you dialed is empty, please check and dial again."

Ji Huai'an died, stomach cancer was in an advanced stage, and when he was discovered, the cancer cells had spread to the heart and head, and there was no surgery.

When she learned that Ji Huai'an died of stomach cancer, Xin Tian was naturally extremely shocked, because in her impression, although Ji Huai'an was seriously injured in that accident, her health was still in good condition, so she never thought that such a Ji Huai'an would have stomach cancer.

On the way to the law firm, Xin Tian has been recalling the bits and pieces of Ji Huai'an.

Only then did she realize that when they were not divorced, there were a few times when she had indeed seen him sitting alone in the living room at night, holding his stomach and looking very painful.

Perhaps he already knew about his illness from that time.

But at that time, their relationship had become very tense, and she had been trying to avoid direct contact with him, for fear that as soon as she got close to him, he would suddenly become irritable as usual, like an enraged bear, jumping up and choking her neck, so she never dared to take the initiative to approach him, even if she saw him like that, she was a little worried, but in order to protect herself, she also chose to ignore it.

Thinking of this, Xin Tian couldn't help but feel a little annoyed and remorseful, and raised his hand to press his eyebrows weakly.

Probably because he saw that her face was not good, Song Qingge on the side immediately said with concern: "Tian Tian, what's wrong with you?" You okay? ”

"It's fine." Xin Tian pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled, "I just feel a little headache." ”

In fact, since that amnesia, she has always had headaches, sometimes the pain is severe, and she even feels a little dizzy and nauseous, which is more uncomfortable than a migraine.

Later, she really couldn't hold on, and under the persuasion of Song Qingge, she decided to go to the hospital for examination, but she was told that it was because of the sequelae of the last time, so she always had a headache, which was a neurological problem, which could only be relieved with medication, and it was difficult to cure it radically.

Song Qingge looked at her with some concern, but seeing that her face was calm, she couldn't say anything, so she had to sigh lightly.

The two of them soon arrived at Hengan Law Firm, and after explaining their intentions, a front desk immediately took them to an office, and as soon as they saw them, a man with glasses immediately greeted them.

"You're Miss Xin Tian."

She nodded, "I've seen you, Zhao Zhinan, Ji Huai'an's lawyer." ”

Zhao Zhinan smiled, "Miss Xin's memory is really good. I handed it over to you today, as long as it is for Mr. Ji's will, the beneficiary of his will is written by you, and all the property under his name will be given to you free of charge, if there is no problem, you confirm, and we can go through various procedures next. ”

As he spoke, he took out a brown paper bag and handed it to Xin Tian, she just stared at the paper bag, and did not take it, but asked, "Before Ji Huai'an died...... Are you always around? ”

Zhao Zhinan was stunned for a moment, lowered his head, and nodded slightly, "Yes, I have been there from the time Mr. Ji received treatment until he passed away." ”

Xin Tian squeezed the hand hanging by his side, and asked again: "That...... Did he leave anything before he died? ”

Zhao Zhinan pursed his lips and thought about it, and said in a deep voice: "Mr. Ji was just in good spirits on the day he returned to the light, sitting in front of the window, looking at the sun outside, and telling me with a smile that the day he met you, the sunshine was also like this, but he would never have a chance to see it again in the future." ”

I don't know why, although what Zhao Zhinan said was already very sincere, Xin Tian still didn't want to believe it, maybe it was because she had been abused by him like that, so she finally felt that someone like Ji Huai'an would not say such a thing.

But how did that sentence come about, the Si people are gone, and there is no point in dwelling on those anymore.

Seeing that she didn't speak, Zhao Zhinan continued: "Mr. Ji's estate includes one of his pharmaceutical factories, his three-story villa on Hongjiang Road, two cars, as well as his fund and his three-percent stake in Renzhong Hospital, which will be given to Miss Xin free of charge according to his will. ”

Xin Tian raised his head and looked at Zhao Zhinan, and smiled: "Is he making amends, or is he atoning for his sins?" ”

Zhao Zhinan was slightly stunned, and then shook his head, "I don't know this, I'm just that one person who does things for people." ”

"How can a woman who cheats in marriage get Huai'an's property!"

As he was talking, an angry female voice came from outside, and when she turned her head, it turned out to be Ji Huai'an's parents coming.

It's been five years.

Since the wedding that year, Xin Tian has never seen Ji's father and mother again, and they don't allow Ji Huai'an to take her back to Ji's house for the New Year. In fact, Xin Tian knew in her heart that in the eyes of the Ji family's parents, they had always believed that she had harmed Ji Huai'an like that, and they forced her to marry Ji Huai'an, just so that Ji Huai'an would have someone to take care of for the rest of her life, not really admit her.

I haven't seen her for five years, Ji's mother is no longer the woman who was able to take an overnight plane from China to the United States and slap her violently, and now she has become much older, and her wrinkled face is full of the vicissitudes of time.

It's just that Xin Tian is no longer the little girl who was kneaded by others and would only bow her head and admit her mistakes.

The two stood face to face like this, and after a while, Xin Tian suddenly smiled, "Aunt Ji, I haven't seen you for a long time." ”

Ji Mu didn't want to see her at all, so she strode directly in front of Zhao Zhinan, raised her chin and said domineeringly: "Regarding Huai'an's will, I don't agree. ”

Zhao Zhinan was a little embarrassed, "Madam, the will was made by Mr. Ji personally, even if you don't agree, it's useless, the law will always respect the will of the person concerned." ”

After hearing this, Ji Mu turned her head suddenly, stared at Xin Tian with a pair of narrow phoenix eyes, gritted her teeth and said resentfully: "It's you, the woman, who made Huai'an like that, and now you still want to occupy his property, what do you want!" How far are you going to hurt him before you stop! ”

Xin Tian didn't laugh angrily, "Auntie, what you said is a bit too much, right?" The property was given to me by Ji Huai'an, and I never asked him, not to mention that he caused me to lose a child, and it is not too much for me to ask him to pay for his life, not to mention the property of some things outside the body! ”

"You!" Ji Mu didn't expect that she would dare to talk to her in such a tone now, and after the initial surprise and stunned, she was speechless.

Xin Tian quietly looked at the middle-aged woman in front of her, and suddenly felt very powerless, but also sympathetic to her.

When people reach middle age, they first experience the death of their son, and within a few years, their son dies like this, the white-haired people send the black-haired people, and in the end, the property they worked so hard to earn was given to a woman who harmed him by their son, how can they not be angry?

After thinking about it, Xin Tian walked up and handed the brown paper bag that Zhao Zhinan gave her to Ji's mother, "This thing, let's return it to its original owner." ”

Ji Mu looked at her in amazement, "What do you mean by this?" ”

"I didn't want these things in the first place, what is the use of more money, everything I want has been lost. These properties originally belonged to you, Ji Huai'an and I have divorced, as long as I take the initiative to give up, according to the law, I should give the property to the person in the first order, that is, you. Xin Tian smiled indifferently, "Everything has been returned to you, and we will clear it in the future." ”

After she finished speaking, she turned her head and glanced at Song Qingge, "Qingqing, let's go." ”

"Hmm." Song Qingge nodded, walked up to grab her shoulders, and helped her walk out.

However, just as the two of them walked to the door, Ji Mu's voice suddenly came from behind them-

"Xin Tian!"

She turned her head: "What else?" ”

Ji Mu's expression was complicated, and she said with some emotion: "I will never say thank you to you, but I will not tell you I'm sorry." But I admit that you are a good woman, and no matter what, I still hope you will be well in the future. After a pause, she looked at her belly and added, "I heard that you are pregnant, and I wish your baby well." ”

Xin Tian didn't smile, he still looked at her calmly and said: "I will return this sentence to you, I won't say thank you, and I don't think I have anything to be sorry for, in the future, it's gone." ”

After speaking, she left with Song Qingge.

The sun outside is bright, coming out of the law firm, Xin Tian looked up at the sun on her head, raised her hand to cover her eyes, I don't know why, looking at the dazzling sunlight in front of her, in a trance, she returned to the first anatomy class in college, she went to the wrong classroom, and accidentally broke into the anatomy laboratory of a junior, but I didn't expect to see people dissecting rabbits, when even if a wave of nausea came up, she turned her head and rushed out, and vomited in front of the tree pit outside.

Just when she vomited in the dark, a handkerchief suddenly came up from behind, and then a warm male voice asked her with concern, "Are you okay?" ”

As soon as she looked up, she saw a pair of deep eyes, the tall boy was wearing a white coat, his hands were in his pockets, the sun poured down from the top of his head, as if he had plated his whole body with a layer of gold, he bowed his head slightly, and looked at her seriously.

At that time, she never thought that the gentle and indifferent man in front of her would one day turn into a distorted and psychopathic demon.

"Tian Tian?" Song Qingge called her softly.

"I'm fine." Xin Tian retracted her gaze, patted the back of her hand, and said softly: "Qingqing, I have some things to do, you go back first, okay?" ”

Song Qingge was a little relieved, "Then where are you going?" ”

"I'm just going to solve some things that haven't been solved before, you don't have to worry about me, go back quickly."

"But ......"

Song Qingge originally wanted to say something more, but seeing her resolute face, she finally had to shake her head, "Okay then, I'll go first, you take care of your own safety." ”

"Okay."

After that, Song Qingge repeatedly settled some words with her, and Xin Tian listened patiently, looking at the friend in front of him motionlessly.

It wasn't until she finished saying that Song Qingge shook her hand, "Then I'll go." ”

"Hmm." Xin Tian smiled and nodded, watched her leave, and suddenly said, "Qingqing? ”

"Huh?" Song Qingge turned his head.

Xin Tian raised the corners of his mouth, stood on the stairs and looked at her, suddenly bowed to her, and then said: "Thank you for your care and help to me over the years, you have been my best friend all my life." ”

Song Qingge was stunned for a while before coming back to his senses, and then smiled: "You are nervous, why did you suddenly say this, okay, aren't you going to do something, go quickly, come back early." ”

She looked at Song Qingge's back as she drifted away, and finally showed sorry in her eyes, I'm sorry Qingqing, I probably won't come back.

After saying goodbye to Song Qingge, Xin Tian took a taxi directly back to the apartment where he lived with Zhan Zheng before.

When Zhan Zheng came back, what he saw was Xin Tian sitting peacefully on the sofa, waiting for him as gently as before.

He was suddenly stunned at the door, for a moment, he couldn't even believe that this was true, thinking that he was dreaming, and it took him a while to come back to his senses, and he couldn't suppress his excitement: "Tian Tian, are you back?" ”

"Well, I'm back." Xin Tian smiled, got up and walked over to him, taking his hand and putting it on his stomach, "Do you feel it?" Here are our children. ”

Zhan Zheng was almost a little incredulous, and even his voice trembled, "You really ......"

Xin Tian just raised his hand to his lips, "Let's look forward to the birth of this child together, okay?" ”

This can almost be said to be his dream, can it be said that it is not good?

Reaching out to hug her into his arms, Zhan Zheng felt that his eyes were a little hot.

Since then, Zhan Zheng has been staying by Xin Tian's side, watching her belly grow bigger little by little, and the relationship between the two seems to have become much better. Zhan Zheng actually vaguely felt that something was wrong in his heart, and he always felt that Xin Tian's attitude seemed to change a little too quickly, but he didn't want to think about it.

The days passed quickly, the day Xin Tian was going to give birth was a night, in the middle of the night, she suddenly clenched Zhan Zheng's hand, and said in a trembling voice: "Zhan Zheng, I really want to give birth." ”

Zhan Zheng lost his sleepiness for a moment, and hurriedly lifted the quilt and got up to send her to the hospital.

Xin Tian was a smooth delivery, and the doctor said that she was in good condition during the previous examination, and it should be easy when she gave birth, and sure enough, two hours later, the child's crying came from inside.

The moment he heard the child's crying, Zhan Zheng was so excited that he almost burst into tears, he imagined that in the TV series, soon a doctor would come out to tell him about the situation of the adults and the child.

However, to his surprise, no one came out until an hour later.

Just when Zhan Zheng couldn't help but prepare to rush in, a doctor finally came out inside, and Zhan Zheng immediately greeted him and said anxiously: "Doctor, how is my wife's condition?" ”

The doctor looked him up and down, and said a little strangely, "Your wife has been transferred to the hospital, don't you know?" ”

"What did you say?" Zhan Zheng's eyes widened and he looked at him in disbelief.

"Oh yes, this is what your wife asked me to give you before."

The doctor took out a letter from his pocket and handed it to him, when Zhan Zheng took it, he only felt that his fingers were trembling, and it took a long time to tear open the envelope, take out the letter inside and take a look, sure enough, it was Xin Tian's note.

There is only a short sentence on it: "Do you hear the child's cry?" Zhan Zheng, this is your child, I gave birth to you, but you don't want to see him for the rest of your life, and don't think that he recognizes you as a father. ”

His hands hung down weakly, and Zhan Zheng stood in the hospital corridor with a dejected face, unable to come back to his senses for a long time.

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In an ambulance that left Rongcheng, Xin Tian was wrapped in a coat and looked at the gradually whitening sky outside the window, his expression was very indifferent.

A nurse on the side asked her curiously, "Miss Xin, why did you leave with the child?" ”

She turned her head to look at the little nurse, and the corners of her mouth slowly opened a smile, the smile was so simple and harmless, but there was already an endless dead silence in her eyes, "Because, the best way to take revenge on a person is to let him get it, and then let him lose it completely." ”

After she finished speaking, she looked outside again, and the sun was slowly rising, and it was still a new day.

In her arms was her newborn child.

She once used her whole life and life to love a man, but in the end there was nothing left.

So far, she feels that in her past 29 years, the happiest thing is probably the memory of falling in love with him, and the time when she lost her memory, when she loved him so deeply.

But again, never.

The person she loved, who had already loved him, slowly died in the long river of years.

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Zhan Zheng's monologue: There is always one person, who is the cinnabar of the heart

"Have you ever loved? That kind of deep love, love that is so much that you think you will die if you don't love. ”

When Zhan Zheng woke up, he saw the strange but young girl beside him, he sat up and rubbed his sore temples, lifted the quilt and got out of bed and walked into the bathroom, unscrewed the water, and stood under the showerhead.

There is an old Chinese saying that stands at thirty, and forty is not confused.

He is forty years old this year, and it has been seven years since Xin Tian left with his child.

In the past seven years, he himself didn't know how he lived, constantly lingering in the fireworks and willows at night, there would always be a warm fragrant nephrite in his arms, with the smell of perfume he was not familiar with, he never asked their names, he didn't know who they were, and he didn't want to know who they were, anyway, when he woke up the next day, there would be an unfamiliar face around him.

Someone boldly asked him for money.

Someone said that he didn't want anything, but he fell in love with him at first sight and wanted to stay by his side.

Some of them were free and easy, and when they woke up, they smiled and said that his skills were good, and she was very satisfied, so she carried her bag and walked away in such a swaying posture.

Sometimes even Zhan Zheng himself can't figure out whether he is prostituting them, or is he being prostituted by those women?

Zhan Zheng stood under the tumultuous water, raised his hand to wipe the water on his face, and the words asked by the girl who was under him last night and hugged him to breathe were still vaguely echoing in his ears.

"Have you ever loved? That kind of deep love, love that is so much that you think you will die if you don't love. ”

The corners of his mouth pulled up a wry smile, of course he loved it, how could he not love it.

It's just that the woman is really ruthless, not only stabbed him in the heart, but also took it out to see what his heart was like, and after reading it, he was not satisfied, and he shook his head and sarcastically: It's really not good-looking, I'm not rare. Then crush it like that.

Even today, seven years later, Zhan Zheng still couldn't believe that Xin Tian was gone, and he left with his child half an hour after giving birth.

It wasn't until later that he learned that it was a ploy for her to return to him, she deliberately asked him to accompany him to the prenatal checkup, deliberately sticking to him all the time, even when he was working, she would accompany him by the side, almost 24 hours a day.

And the purpose of her doing this is to let him watch her belly grow bigger day by day, make his expectations higher and higher, and make him feel like he wants to be a father.

She deliberately let him hear the child's cry and let him know that the child was indeed born.

Before she was admitted to the hospital, she had already paid the doctors of the hospital to keep it secret for her, and after giving birth to the child, she was sent away from another channel as soon as possible.

She calculated every step of the way, and even the doctors and midwives who delivered her babies used her connections as a doctor to contact other hospitals to help them transfer to other major hospitals.

He never let him see the child, he didn't know what the child looked like, and he didn't know if the child was a boy or a girl—because she insisted on not checking the child's sex during the examination on the grounds that she wanted to keep that expectation.

After Xin Tian left, he used all his connections to find her, but there was no news.

There is no record of her entry and exit at the customs, which means that she has not been out and is still in the country, and she has just given birth to a child, her body is still very weak, and the child also needs to be taken care of, and she will definitely be admitted to the hospital as soon as possible, but he checked all the obstetrics and gynecology departments of all the hospitals, and did not find her admission records.

She had planned to leave, and she would never let him find the Jiji camp at every step.

And he really didn't find it.

In the second year after she left, at the family banquet of the Zhan family, Song Qingge happened to talk about what he had said very inexplicable things when Xin Tian went to find her, and he realized that everyone was in her calculations, including him and their children.

It's been seven years, and if that kid was with him now, he would have been in elementary school.

It's a pity that until now, he doesn't know what he looks like, and he hasn't heard him call "Dad".

I can't think about those things, and when I think about them, I feel a pain all over my body, spreading from my heart to every nerve.

With a long sigh, Zhan Zheng wiped his hair, and walked out after a bath towel.

It was the sound of the water in his bath that woke up the girl who was still asleep, and at this time she had already sat up from the bed, without any clothes on her body, just sitting naked on the bed and playing with his mobile phone, her long hair sliding down from her shoulders and hanging down on her chest.

However, Zhan Zheng didn't have any idea, just frowned, walked up and snatched the phone from her hand, and said unhappily: "Who asked you to touch my things?" ”

The girl pursed her lips and shrugged, "Your phone just rang, and someone called you." ”

Zhan Zheng said casually: "Whose phone?" ”

"It's a woman, she only said that she wanted to see you on her deathbed, entrust the child to you, and ask if you have time." The girl said, a sly smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, and she blinked: "But I told her that you consumed a lot of physical strength last night, and you probably don't have the energy to see her today, so let's wait another day." ”

Zhan Zheng's hand holding the phone was a little tight, "What did she say?" ”

The girl smiled like a simple child, "She said no, and wished us both happiness." ”

The expression on Zhan Zheng's face became stiff and distorted little by little, and he didn't even know where it happened, and said in a trembling voice: "What's her name?" ”

"She said her name was Xin Tian."

As soon as the girl's words fell, Zhan Zheng immediately turned on his mobile phone, and his fingers trembled to dial the number just now.

The phone was quickly connected, but there was only a mechanical female voice-

"I'm sorry, the number you dialed is empty, please check and dial again."