015 What exactly is love

"Hey, you're not going to, are you? What's going on? How do you say angry when you are angry? I hurriedly followed and grabbed Jin Fan.

"Mu Xin, do you sometimes have to pay attention to the way you speak? Not everyone is as untaught as you ......" He probably realized that his tone was too serious, and he didn't say the last word.

"Jin Fan, what do you mean?" I froze and said, "You mean I'm uneducated, right?" ”

"No, I didn't say." Jin Fan quibbled.

"Manly man, if there is anything you can't say directly, you just say that I am not well educated, I accept it. That's right, I've been a wild child since I was a child, and my parents don't worry about it anyway. I'm just uneducated, what's wrong? "Although I pretended to be fine, I was very aggrieved in my heart.

"Mu Xin, you really speak too bluntly sometimes, and you don't think about whether others can accept it. If everyone is as straightforward as you are, everyone will be embarrassed. Jin Fan thought about it, and finally mustered up the courage to say.

"That's who I am, and I'm not going to change for you. If you can accept it, accept it, if you can't accept it, we won't contact each other from now on, anyway, there is nothing between us. I continued to ramble, then turned away in a huff.

"If you don't contact you, you won't contact me, don't blame me then." He shouted behind me.

I waved my hand freely, but I didn't look back, but tears almost overflowed from my eyes. At that moment, I felt that Jin Fan must have looked down on me in his heart, maybe in his eyes, I was just a little sister.

I just walked away, and he really didn't catch up, and I walked around the street and found myself with nowhere to go, but I didn't want to go home.

I haven't been home for a few days, and my parents don't worry about me at all, and they don't even have a phone call to care about. I looked at the city where I grew up, and I felt inexplicably lonely.

Unconsciously, I walked to the door of the hospital again, and saw two high-end looking business vehicles parked at the entrance of the hospital, and a small team of people escorted a tightly wrapped woman out of the hospital.

This woman is the same woman who comforted me on the street that day, and I have never forgotten her appearance, although she looked a little haggard after giving birth, but she was not wrong. I didn't expect her to be pregnant the day she met me, she was wearing a loose skirt and squatting in front of me, I really didn't see that she was a pregnant woman.

The man next to her, wearing a white shirt and trousers, was tall and big, looking like an official, and he carefully helped the woman into the car, followed by a nanny in her thirties holding the child.

I stood aside silently and watched them disappear from my sight like this, and I couldn't help but feel a kind of sincere envy in my heart, I think she must be very happy to have a man who loves her so much, I don't know when, I will be able to have a home, and a man who loves me so much.

It was getting dark, I found a small hotel to live in, bored and flipped through my phone, looked at Jin Fan's avatar, wanted to send him a message but desperately held back, flipped through the phone, and the more I flipped it, the more messy my heart became.

I didn't expect that Tao Mengran would call me, and when I was in the ward today, I left my phone number to her, and she actually called me.

"Sister Mengran, what's wrong?" I answered the phone and asked quickly.

"Mu Xin, where have you been? Didn't you go out with Xiaofan? Why was he the only one when he came? Tao Mengran asked me over there.

"Oh, there's something going on at home, so I'll go home first. What's wrong, Sister Mengran? Do you need my help or what? "I suddenly became infinitely positive.

"I'll invite you to eat Japanese food, do you dare to eat sashimi?" She asked me.

"Dare!" I replied very neatly, in fact, I had never eaten Japanese food, I was just hungry without dinner.

"Where are you, I'll drive you up." She said to me.

I gave her my location and she quickly drove over to pick me up. It seems that she is really a rich man, a woman, and she actually drives a red Maserati, which is really sassy.

"It's so cool, even the seats are so sexy." Sitting in the car, I couldn't help but sigh.

"I've been driving for two years, and I'm planning to change the car after a while, this car is a little tired of driving." She said.

"Okay." I suddenly felt that the gap was too big, and I was speechless.

I turned my head to look at her, she was wearing a well-made blue floral dress on a white background, with a shawl on her hair, and delicate makeup on her face, she looked very flamboyant, like those women with long hair and shawls on the Internet now.

She took me to Wanda Plaza, parked the car in the basement, and she led me upstairs to a Japanese restaurant.

"Have you ever eaten Japanese food before?" She asked me.

"Ah...... Oh, and I've eaten it once or twice, and I'm not very picky about food. I said.

"Really?" She looked at me with a smile and said, "The sashimi here is good, and the sushi is delicious, you can try it later." ”

"Sister Mengran, can I ask you a question?" I sat across from her and looked at her and couldn't help but ask.

"Do you have money in your family, or do you struggle to become rich yourself?" I asked.

She was slightly surprised at first, and then said with a smile: "My family is very poor, and I have been fat since I was a child, from elementary school to university, I have always been the fattest girl in the class." I was one hundred and eighty pounds when I was the fattest, can you imagine? ”

I looked at her now so slender and slender, I couldn't believe that what she said was true, and I opened my mouth wide and exclaimed, "How is that possible? ”

"Everyone's life is changed by themselves, Jin Yan and I were classmates in college, but he never noticed me. Once he came over to talk to me, I was so excited that my face was flushed, but he asked me, have you seen Pan Rushu? At that moment, I felt a great humiliation. I even blushed and excited when he said a word to me, but other women can get his arms and love. I wondered, what was the difference between me and that woman? How should I change to succeed in surpassing her? So, I started to lose weight. She said.

"It's not easy to lose weight." I was so surprised that I didn't know what to say.

"Well, yes, at that time, every time I wanted to give up, I followed behind them, and when I looked at them as if there was no one beside me, I immediately had a fighting spirit in my heart. In this way, I went from 180 pounds to 100 pounds, and it took me a whole year. She said.

I couldn't help but give her a thumbs up and couldn't help but look at her. She smiled and said, "Later, I lost weight, and every time I stood in front of Jin Yan, he still ignored my existence. I asked my classmates why I was so thin now, but Jin Yan still didn't notice me, and only had the woman who looked quite ordinary in his eyes. A sentence from my classmate made me decide to go for plastic surgery. My classmates said that even if you are thin, you are still ugly. ”

"Facelift? Sister Mengran, what do you mean, your face has been plastic surgery now? I asked, surprised.

"Well, I started working and studying, using various methods to make extra money, and then I found a way to make a fortune, and I made my first money by selling foreign cosmetics among students. I went to Korea without hesitation, and after two major facial surgeries in Korea, I became what I am now. She added.

"Sister Mengran, you are really inspirational, it seems that your goal has always been Jin Fan and his brother." I was secretly speechless, and I couldn't help admiring this woman's perseverance, and I couldn't help but have a slight affection for her.

"Well, it took me a whole decade to catch up with him. From the ugly duckling at the beginning to an ordinary duck and then to a white swan, until now, I know that I still haven't won his heart. But I'm not afraid, I think where there is a will, there is a way, as long as I have perseverance and perseverance, Jin Yan will fall in love with me one day. She said firmly.

"Do you really love his brother? What do you love about him? You know that he loves another woman so much, why do you still want to be with him? I couldn't help but ask again.

"Because he's a worthy man, out of all the men around me, I think he's the best. He is very good in all aspects, but it's a pity that I don't know what shit luck that woman has taken, and she has accompanied him through her youth together. So Mu Xin, now that you are with Jin Fan, you must catch him and hold his heart firmly in your hands like that woman. I think Jin Fan is also good, and he may be the same as his brother in the future, or even better than his brother. Tao Mengran said.

"But...... Love is not a business, it still depends on fate, and it is impossible to take it by force. I said smirkedly.

"Fate is all deceptive in the book, as long as you want to, there is nothing you can't get, and love is the same. You see that Jin Yan loves that woman so much, isn't it also separated now? I've always felt that as long as I want, there's nothing in the world that I can't get, whether it's a man or a career, I'll have it all at my fingertips. I'm such a perfect woman, I can't figure out why Jin Yan likes that woman. What does that woman have, she has no skills, no specialty, and she is not particularly good-looking, the only thing that makes sense is that she has a good personality. Tao Mengran said unashamedly.