I walked aimlessly into the garden alone, looking at the flowers but not in the slightest.

All I think about now is Shen Qingzhe, and I really hope that he is okay.

And just as I was thinking about it, Shui ran over, "The light in the emergency room is off, and the doctor I just saw came out......"

"Coming out?" I looked at the water with a shocked expression, "I'll go see ......"

"Okay......" Shui Se instinctively took my hand and walked towards the rescue room, but stopped after a few steps.

"What's wrong?" I watched as she stopped, and said with some hesitation.

"Don't go."

"Why ......"

"Now the Shen family is on the verge of psychological collapse, in case Shen Qingzhe really ...... I'm afraid that their grief will come to you. ”

Shui Se looked at me quietly, "You are waiting for news here......"

"But ......"

"No, it's good to be obedient."

Looking at Shui Se's worried face, I couldn't help but nod in agreement, "Okay, I'll wait for you." ”

I looked at the water and turned away, my heart was not good for a while, I felt that my heart was very messy, my mind was also very messy, I didn't know what I should do to be right, why what to do is wrong for others.

It seems that I have found someone who can guide me in the right direction, I know that I need to be calm now, but I can't calm myself, I can only keep uncontrollable repeated cranky thoughts, but I feel like I want to break my head, and I can't think of a good answer.

I watched the people coming and going in the rescue room from a distance, and I couldn't help but feel a sense of loneliness in my heart, if I accepted the kindness of the Shen family, I had to accept Shen Qingzhe's affection, otherwise it would be unkind, then I should really leave.

There may be a lot of people who don't understand, but I have to be responsible for my feelings, and I can't accept any beginning when I haven't thought about it and can't devote myself to it.

I sat quietly alone in the garden, waiting for the water to turn for a long time, but she didn't come back.

As time passed, a faint worry lingered in my heart, I was afraid that the Shen family would be embarrassed, and I didn't dare to ask rashly.

After waiting for a while, I fidgeted like ants in a hot pot and decided to take a look.

I lowered my head and walked in the direction of the rescue room as low-key as possible, thinking about how to speak for a while, but I saw Shui Se standing with the Shen family and greeting people with ease.

A chill rose from the bottom of my heart, and I seemed to understand her hesitation at that moment just now.

What she hesitated was not whether she should take me to ask Shen Qingzhe about the situation, but whether she should stand on the side of me or the Shen family, although I and the Shen family should not be on opposite sides.

I looked at their appearance and guessed that Shen Qingzhe was probably fine.

But even if he's okay, it probably has nothing to do with me.

What else can I do but drag him down, and at this time, I can't help at all, but only add to the chaos.

I don't know why Shui Se did this, but I felt that she wanted to hug the Shen family's thighs.

She said that she didn't want to be displaced anymore, she didn't want to be scared anymore, and she wanted to live a stable and normal life with Chen Xiang, and these are things that I can't give but will break.

Chen Xiang......

When I think of Chen Xiang, I know a little more clearly.

Before Shen Qingzhe's accident, he had already found a doctor for Chen Xiang and arranged a consultation, but now that Shen Qingzhe had an accident, whether or not to push forward this work depends entirely on the attitude of the Shen family.

I looked at her from a distance, maybe it was a little long, and she also felt the gaze behind her, and suddenly turned her head, and her eyes were facing each other, and my calmness, water-colored embarrassment intertwined in an instant.

I watched her look a little flustered, and I didn't have the heart to step forward and question.

Shaking my head at the water, I smiled helplessly and turned away.

I was walking fast, and I wasn't sure if she would catch up, but I didn't want to catch up, and I didn't want to hear her explanation.

Walking through the hospital garden, I walked to the inpatient unit and watched as no one followed.

Two lines of tears slid down my cheeks.

I was so happy a few days ago, but suddenly I had a feeling of nothingness, a feeling of helplessness that was as terrible as if I had just been made into the night, and probably worse than that.

I have already decided to leave this city, as for Shen Qingzhe, I silently said sorry in my heart, I can't accompany him, and make sure that he is okay.

I looked in the direction of the rescue room with some reluctance, then turned my head and made up my mind to go out, I want to go back to Shen's house to simply pack my luggage and leave.

Out of the hospital, I reached out to take a taxi, looking at the brightly lit city, the experience of these years, as if it was a TV series, played frame by frame in my mind, that familiar scene made me can't help but hide my face with my hands, crying silently.

When I arrived at Shen's house, the servants at home didn't know the specific situation of what happened, and I only said that I would come back to get some things, and they didn't dare to ask more.

I quietly walked back to the room that Shen Qingzhe arranged for me, sitting on the carpet and looking at everything in the room, it was also here, he said, we will move out in a few days, and we will go together when the time comes.

But now I'm the only one leaving.

I only packed some of my own simple clothes, including the bank and keys that Shen Qingzhe gave me, and left them all in the room.

I walked out of the room, and the moment I closed the door, my heart suddenly hurt, "Goodbye, Shen Qingzhe." ”

Carrying the suitcase, I quietly walked down the stairs, and overheard the maid answering the phone, probably Shen Qingzhe's parents should be almost there, and Shen Qingge was also on the way back......

Hearing that Shen Qingge was coming back, I was startled, and almost stepped up the stairs, and the maid who heard the loud noise couldn't help but turn around worriedly, and when she saw that it was me, she hurriedly ran over, "Miss Li, it's okay......"

"It's okay, I almost stepped on the air if I didn't pay attention."

I endured the pain of twisting my ankle and looked at the worried maid beside me, "Did you order a car for me?" ”

"It's already called, the eldest lady will be back soon, aren't you waiting for her?"

"Don't wait, I'll go first."

As I spoke, I pulled the box and walked out in a hurry.

As soon as we got into the car, the driver started to drive up, and I saw a car driving in and passing us from a distance.

It was Shen Qingge who was driving.

I wanted to stop the driver and say hello to her as I had done before, but now I had to pretend to be a stranger to her, and even avoid her.

The world is impermanent, but it really tosses people.

Arriving at the train station, I quickly bought my nearest ticket and boarded the beat-up green train for the small town in the south.

I've heard that the scenery is good, and I want to go as far away as possible.

Listening to the sound of the train moving, my mind drifted back, and the people and things left in the city, whether good or bad, suddenly made me feel very reluctant.

There's a long way to go, and I don't know where I'm going.

I silently turned off my phone, and then leaned on the quilt to force myself to sleep quietly.

After a day and a night of trains, and finally on the same night, I arrived in a small southern town that I had never set foot in.

I only turned on my phone after getting out of the car.

Then I went straight to the booked hotel, put my things away, took a shower, and went to the western restaurant in the hotel to have a light meal.

While eating, I lowered my head and flipped through the messages on my mobile phone, but I couldn't contact me, so I could reply quickly when I saw it.

Aqua has the most messages and calls, and I know she still cares about me.

And just as I was about to send a message back to Shui Se, I received a message from an unfamiliar number, "I heard that you were not only kicked out of the house by the Shen family, but also out of the city, what did you dare ......?"

I looked at the phone number with a blank expression, but I also knew that it must be someone I knew, so I simply replied to the question, "...... you guess?"

"Do you guess I guess......" I know that the other party is purely dealing with me, but it seems that it is not easy for someone who can know my affairs so accurately.

"I guess you don't."

"You know all about it and ask me."

Looking at his rhetorical question, I couldn't help laughing, and simply replied more directly, "Because I'm curious about who you are......"