137 I seem to have become a little more responsible
The voice was getting closer and closer, and I heard Jin Yan and Ah Song and the doctor blocking it, but it seemed that Shen Ziyan had brought a lot of people, and it should have been unsuccessful, because listening to the voice, it was about to come to me. → eight → eight → read → books, .↓.o≥
I knew I couldn't stop what I was supposed to do, and although I didn't think about how to deal with it for a while, I pushed the door open and walked out.
I pushed the door open and walked out, standing in the middle of the hallway, dressed in good clothes, only to see a group of people in front of me. Jin Yan was still standing at the other end and didn't come over, the female doctor and Ah Song were desperately trying to stop it, but it was not too much to take into account the identity of the other party, so a group of girls rushed over like this.
The moment I walked out alone, everyone was stunned, and Jin Yan froze in place.
I stood in the middle of the hallway, calmly watching Shen Ziyan and the group of girls behind her. Shen Ziyan had a disheveled hair, her eyes were red and swollen, and the clothes on her body were also mixed and matched, it seemed that she was deeply hit by her broken love, and she didn't even care about her image for a while.
Seeing that I stood up alone, Shen Ziyan motioned for everyone to stop. She sneered, and then said, "Sure enough, Pan Rushu, you are really here!" It seems that others are right! You are indeed with him! ”
Perhaps at this moment, Jin Yan came to his senses and realized what had happened. From my point of view, I could clearly see that he walked over from that end, pushed aside the group of people, walked directly towards me, stood beside me, and then said coldly to Shen Ziyan: "We are over, you don't want to involve the innocent." ”
"Innocent? Hehe...... Jin Yan, if it weren't for her, would you break up with me? I tell you, don't be fooled by her appearance, she's not torture rain at all! She can't compare to the torture rain at all! Shen Ziyan shouted angrily.
I smiled slightly, I looked at her calmly, and I said, "Shen Ziyan, Jin Yan and I are only friends now, maybe you break up and have an indirect relationship with me, but that is Jin Yan's own choice, I have a clear conscience." ”
"Nothing to do with you? Pan Rushu, why are you embarrassed to say such a thing? Why do you have to pester Jin Yan so much! Don't you already have so many men around you? Why are you staring at Jin Yan? I told you that I haven't agreed to the breakup, and I won't either! Shen Ziyan shouted excitedly.
"Whether you agree or not, we've all broken up. Shen Ziyan, I have already given you the compensation you should give, please stop in moderation! Jin Yanzai said coldly by his side, he subconsciously stepped forward to block me, afraid that I would be hurt.
"Do you think I want the True Colors entertainment club that doesn't do anything to me? Jin Yan, what I want is you! I've liked you since I was a child, and if it weren't for the sudden appearance of Xingyu, we would have been together happily together...... Jin Yan, you said you liked me when you were a child, and you also said that you would marry me when you grow up, have you forgotten all this? Shen Ziyan cried bitterly again, and that appearance and voice really made me feel pity.
Frankly, I can't stand a woman showing grief in front of me, no matter what kind of grievances she has had with me, seeing such a scene makes my heart heavy, although I don't sympathize with her. But as a girl, I still feel sad.
I couldn't help but look at Jin Yan, and I saw a trace of unbearable flashing on his face, but then his face returned to calm. What he said next made me unbelievable, because I didn't expect such words to come out of Jin Yan's mouth.
He said: "If you cherish the friendship between you and me and Xingyu, then please understand the truth that the dead are great, and stop mentioning Xingyu at every turn." People will grow up and change slowly. Shen Ziyan, although we have nominally maintained a boyfriend and girlfriend relationship for so many years, it is all superficial, I have never been together with you, I think you understand this very well. You love my flashy surface, my bragging rights, not me. For so many years, if we hadn't chosen to be together at the beginning, maybe we would have become a good brother and sister now, but the past has passed, and we can't go back. I'll just say it once today. The person I have always loved is Pan Rushu, and I have a clear conscience about you. Although we are in name only, I have done my duty to you as a boyfriend. Shen Ziyan, if you really miss our friendship since childhood, please think about it calmly, have you really loved me over the years? ”
It turns out that he is not as cold as he looks, his heart is actually very delicate, but he never likes to show it, let alone confide. In fact, he sees it thoroughly and understands everything, but he never says it.
He probably had never said these words to Shen Ziyan, so Shen Ziyan was also stunned when she heard it, she was very dazed, and she didn't seem to understand Jin Yan's words. She is a girl who grew up with a golden spoon in her mouth, her world is simple and straightforward, she has everything she wants, and anyone who takes any of her toys will double down on it, let alone a man. She may have subconsciously regarded Jin Yan as her private belongings, she could have no love for him, or she could throw him away, but when someone wanted to snatch it away, she would still do whatever it took back. However, she never knew how to cherish it, and she didn't know how to cherish it. She may have never thought about love, she thought she was in love with Jin Yan, but she didn't know that it was not love, just a strong possessiveness.
She opened her mouth wide in surprise, and after a long time, she cried again and shouted, "I don't understand, I don't want to hear this, I just want you to be my boyfriend." I don't want to break up, I don't want to break up. You tell me how to do it, and you'll come back to me? I really can't live without you, how can I face other people's eyes without you? ”
She squatted helplessly on the ground like a child, looking at Jin Yan with tears on her face. At this moment, she is like a child who has lost her beloved toys and is vexatious, where is there still a little bit of the rampant teeth and claws of the past. It turned out that when she cut through that bright appearance, she was just a simple girl with a strong sense of vanity.
Jin Yan didn't want to say any more, and he also understood that she wouldn't understand anything. The experience is different, and it is impossible to empathize at all. He smiled bitterly, and then said: "You go, I hope you will find a man who really loves you in the future, think about what you really want, and stop being so playful." Also, don't appear in front of me in the future, and don't trouble Pan Rushu. If you dare to mess with her, you know my means! ”
"Jin Yan!" Shen Ziyan shouted hoarsely, squatting on the ground in despair and almost fainting. Ah Song stood forward, and the group of girls who were similar to her brought by Shen Ziyan dared to say half a word, and they didn't even have the courage to step forward to help Shen Ziyan.
Jin Yan gave me a look and motioned for me to go back to my room. When he pushed open the door of the ward, he shouted loudly: "Ah Song, are you stupid?!" Get them all out of here! ”
Then he quickly took my hand and entered the door. A minute later, all the noise outside had completely zeroed out, and the entire hospital was eerily quiet.
Jin Yan looked very tired, he looked at me, and suddenly asked me, "Am I cruel and indifferent?" ”
"If you were really cruel and indifferent, you wouldn't give her the True Colors Entertainment Club." I smiled faintly and looked at him with both emotion and relief. At the same time, when I thought that the True Color Entertainment Club had become Shen Ziyan's territory since then, I felt a little unspeakable pity. After all, that was where I first met Jin Yan.
He also smiled and said lazily: "I insisted on breaking up, and my dad made such a decision in order not to offend her parents." The True Color Entertainment Club has been losing money for the past two years, and my dad's main battlefield is no longer in the entertainment area, so he simply made a favor and transferred his true colors to her, in order to block her parents' mouths and save gossip outside. Don't feel sorry for it, follow my brother to mix well, and the country that my brother will fight in the future will be yours. ”
His last sentence hit me in the laugh, and now he would have been too childish to say such a high-sounding remark. I then asked, "But did her parents agree to that?" In that case, how did you get engaged in the first place? ”
He reached out and flicked my forehead, and he said, "Recently, my family's industry has been sluggish, my father's funds have shrunk seriously, and the cooperation with his family has come to an end. His parents were already scared when they saw this, and I proposed to withdraw from the marriage at this time, but it was not them who regretted the marriage, they were unhappy on the surface, and they wished for this in their hearts. ”
"Hehe, her parents are too mercenary, right? If so, why is Shen Ziyan's thinking still so simple? Doesn't she blame her parents at all? I couldn't help but ask.
"Resentment?" Jin Yan sneered, he said: "Her parents will always be a hypocritical appearance that their daughter can pick the stars in the sky and give her, everything she has given her since she was a child is the best, so that she has completely lost her ability to take care of herself, and she still has no opinions, she can only be at the mercy of her parents, and she has stupidly become a bargaining chip for her parents to exchange interests, but she still happily thinks that she is the happiest princess in the world." ”
"Since you look down on her so much, why do you want to give her a clubhouse?" I asked, pouting. Although the club has nothing to do with me, the strange thing is that there is a slight imbalance in my heart, and I still substitute myself too much.
"She was very sincere to me since I was a child, always following me around, no matter what I did to her, she always smiled. Although I have never liked her, when I mentioned the breakup to her, I still had some indescribable feelings when I saw her appearance...... Perhaps, we have grown up unconsciously, and we will consider things not to be as one-sided as before! Jin Yan lay lazily on the bed, said stupidly, and said: "It's okay to give it to her, I feel at ease, I don't have a little guilt in my heart, and I can pursue you with confidence in the future." ”
He looked at me with soft eyes, and when he saw that I looked at him very strangely, he smiled a little embarrassedly, and said, "Do you think I've changed?" ”
"Hmm...... I seem to have become a little responsible. I said.
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