5. When love meets friendship, can you have both?
No matter how hard I struggle, I can't get out. After a long time, I really didn't have the strength, so I simply let him go.
His burning snort slapped on my forehead one by one, his breath was rapid, but his voice was soft, "Why don't you rest at home?" Obviously very fragile, but what do you want to be so stubborn? ”
"Duan Muqing, what do you want?" I have a weak word.
His hand tightened, "You asked knowingly." ”
"You know it's impossible."
"Why?"
"Man is my only friend, and that night was an accident!"
"I don't like her."
"That's between you and her. All I know is that she likes you a lot. Even if the two of you can't get together, I won't be with you. I know I'm not a good person, but... Let me stick a knife in my friend's body, such a cruel thing, it's enough to do it once! I don't want to have a second time. ”
He slowly let go of my back, held my face with both hands, and looked at me with a complex and deep look, "Lu Jianxi, I also know that people are good girls, but no one wants to be a beggar in love." If you reject me just because of her, then you look down on her too much! I'm sure she'd rather have a frank refusal than a evasive handout. ”
"You know I like you, but you're not stupid, you just don't want to admit it. When I came back from dancing that night, you smiled and told me to treat people well, and then turned around and left, do you know how uncomfortable I felt in my heart? I've never been a messy person, but after meeting you, I lost control. I've done everything I can to hurt her so I don't embarrass you, I know she's going to be uncomfortable, but it's only temporary. She will eventually meet a man who is more suitable for her. But what about you? Are you going to bear this sin like this until you die? Jian Xi, there are many ways to live in life, why do you have to choose the most difficult path? ”
He looked at me with pity in his eyes, "You don't have to live so hard. Now, right in front of your eyes, as long as you nod your head, there will be an arm crook that will always be waiting for you. ”
I looked at him in a daze, this man who had been skin-to-skin with me, and for a moment, I felt that he was so close to me. He exudes the charm of a mature man all over his body, wise and calm. Most importantly, he always has a magical power in him, which makes me feel as if he can solve everything as long as he has it. But whenever I am sober, I deliberately keep telling myself in my mind that we are just meeting in the water, there has never been love and hate for no reason in this world, don't take love too seriously.
My last failed marriage taught me that a man's tenderness for a woman can be wasted at any time.
I broke his hand little by little, and my eyes were cold, "Except for people, the most important reason is that I don't like you at all." Even if it's to use, I want to find someone who I have a little bit of a feeling for. Don't think that if we have slept in it, it means anything, that doesn't mean anything, it's just a mistake after getting drunk. It was so small in my life that it wasn't even an episode. ”
When he heard this, the light in his eyes suddenly dimmed, and his hands that stopped in mid-air silently put them into his pockets, and then raised his head and let out a long sigh.