Chapter 55: Memories of Death
After Lu Chengqing said this, he picked up the wine glass on the table and drank it directly, the daughter looked at Lu Chengqing's appearance, and wanted to stop it, but in the end it was not stopped, Lu Chengqing, didn't you say that you want to love me with your life? Okay, you're saying it's easy, so I'm going to see if you can really do it.
"Countless nights, I went to the house we lived in before, but without you, I couldn't find you, I was uncomfortable, so I drank, I felt that only when I was drunk, I could meet you, only when I was drunk, I could see you, so I kept drinking, just like this drinking, but slowly, the more I drank, the more uncomfortable I became, and finally my body was not good, I thought you would come back, but when I woke up, I saw Cher's cheeks, at that moment, I told myself, you will never come back, Because you are gone, I cried again, still in my heart, because I saw despair. The glass of wine went down again, and the daughter's eyes turned red.
"Later, I didn't dare to drink, because Xue'er would cry, I saw Xue'er's tears, I thought of you, I felt uncomfortable, I know, I used to do too many stupid things, keep making you cry, keep making you uncomfortable, I was so uncomfortable, so painful, finally, I didn't dare to think about it, so you are the bottom line I don't want to touch, I thought, if I don't think about it, I will definitely forget, but in the end, I found that even if I don't want to, even if I don't read it, your shadow, just like my breathing, blood and heartbeat, can never be changed." Lu Chengqing picked up the bottle and drank directly, and the bottle of wine slowly became less and less.
Qianjin looked at Lu Chengqing's appearance, her face had changed, so much wine, living at such a fast speed, it really felt like she couldn't do it, and his body was not good, did she do something wrong? Doesn't she care? Doesn't she care? If it doesn't matter, why do you feel distressed? Why is it uncomfortable?
Yes, at this moment, she really wanted to tell Lu Chengqing, don't do it, don't drink anymore, I believe in your love, I know that you are uncomfortable, I know, it turns out that after I left, it was not me who was uncomfortable, not that I was in pain, I thought I was the only one who was uncomfortable, and now I know that you are the same as me, my heart is indeed a lot more comfortable, because I know that you also love me, at least you really love.
But there are some words, when they come to their mouths, they can't be said, I don't know if it's because it's too difficult, or because they've been hurt too deeply, sometimes, what she thinks in her heart and what she says in her mouth can never be consistent, she is powerless.
Lu Chengqing drank a lot of wine, then took Qianjin's hand and said in a low voice: "I, I really love you very much, don't you think it's love, do you think I don't love you?" We've been together for so long, I, we've been so happy together, I, how could I not love you? It's just that at that time, I'm stupid, I'm nervous, I will say I don't love you, if, if I can, I, I really want to, be with you, at that time, I should really marry you, if we get married, now must be the happiest, I won't be so painful, you won't be so uncomfortable, but there is no way, everyone, everyone look at me, I, I am Lu Chengqing, once such a good girl, in front of me, but for the sake of face, I hurt her again and again, when she left, I thought it was just a woman, I could not mind, I could not care, but at this time, I realized that the love was so deep, I loved her, I wanted her, I missed her, I missed her, daughter, I love you, marry me, I love you. ”
The daughter looked at Lu Chengqing's appearance, tears flowed out, and when she just wanted to speak, Lu Chengqing snorted, and a mouthful of blood flowed out directly.
Qianjin said excitedly and nervously: "Lu Chengqing, what's wrong with you?" What happened to you? Don't scare me? What's wrong? What happened to you? ”
Seeing this scene, Xue'er rushed over directly, pushed her daughter aside very unceremoniously, and then shouted excitedly: "What's wrong? I said it all, my eldest brother has a bad stomach, and he has had blood many times before because of drinking, what else are you going to do? In order to prove your love, you joked with his life, and the doctor said that my brother can't drink, not at all, but for you, after drinking so much, what do you let me do? Daughter, if you don't love him, stay away from him, since you said that you can't return to him, then you go, since you come back, then forgive him, why do you want to do this? ”
The daughter was stunned for a moment and then said: "I, I didn't mean to, I, I just want to prove it, I, I know it's wrong, when I saw him drink so much, I already wanted to tell him not to drink, but I can't say it, what should I do?" Now what? ”
"What if you don't need it? Daughter, I have looked for you, I have told you, my eldest brother is the most important person in my life, I will not allow you to hurt him like this, you better let God bless him okay, otherwise I will not be polite to you, your love is a little strange, I know he has hurt you, but you can't continue to hurt like this, maybe what I said, I'm sorry for you, but I'm sorry, I watched my eldest brother vomit blood, I can't help it. After Xue'er finished speaking, she directly asked Lu Chengfeng to pick up Lu Chengqing and walk outside.
"I love you, I want to be with you, and I will always be with you."
"You are my first man and my last man, I really want to love you very well."
"Lu Chengqing, you must not know how much I love you, you see, such a beautiful daylight, such a beautiful sunset, in my view, is the most beautiful thing in the world, but compared to you, I think you are the most beautiful, meeting you is the happiest thing in my life, I will never regret loving you so much."
"Lu Chengqing, please don't doubt my love for you, yes, I am very small, but I just love you, I love you when you eat, I love you when you sleep, I love everything you do, as long as you are, I love everything, please don't say that I am a child's love, you know? Children are the most loyal people in the world, just as I love you, please don't want my love for you. ”
"Lu Chengqing, I love you, I love you very much, no matter how long it has passed, I will love you, it will never change, as long as I love you, I can forgive you for everything, as long as you do something, I can forgive you, because I love you, I am completely in love with you, and it will never change."