Well, she did, she really disturbed my conscience, and I will never forget her, I sat on the ground, looking at her covered in blood, I didn't let go of her hand, but kept looking at her, I didn't know what expression to use to face her, I didn't know what to say to her, I just knew that my heart was gradually numb.

I don't know when the ambulance came, they carried Miaomiao to the ambulance, and I followed, Yingzi and Lin Xiao kept crying there, probably scared, I told them to shut up, if you follow, don't make noise, maybe my tone is a little heavy, she was stunned for a moment, and followed me into the ambulance.

Yanzi also wanted to follow, but I didn't let him, let him go back, take care of Xu Jie, tell Xu Jie about it, if she still wants to leave, accompany her back, and wait for me to go back to Longcheng and then go to her to explain.

Yanzi nodded at me, and the door of the ambulance was closed, I am indeed a little messy now, and if this happens, I can't leave here, I have to bear what I have done wrong, I still have this responsibility, as for Xu Jie, I believe in her, the relationship between us will not be so fragile, as long as I am given time to explain, she will definitely forgive me.

I sat in the ambulance, the whole person was in a state of dissociation, looking at Miao Miao who was dying, I suddenly felt very calm, and even a terrible thought flashed in my heart, that is, if Miao Miao died like this, I would not be so troublesome.

This thought scared me, I knew I wasn't a good person, but I wasn't that bad, but I had such a terrible thought at this time, I was so tired, why did I have to be so hypocritical?

It's because of my hypocrisy that this incident has become like this, it is because I have never wanted to hurt anyone, I want to save anyone, it will lead to such a result, if I made it clear at the beginning, I don't care about Miaomiao, whether she will seek death or not, I don't care, after giving her the money, I just left, maybe these things would not have happened.

In the end, all the things I did were tiring and tiring, harming Miaomiao, and harming myself, all because of my hypocrisy and the kindness of women, which led to such a result, it's really ridiculous to think about it, Dai Hui used his death to tell me that if I want to be a Jianghu person, I can't have mercy, but what is this thing I'm doing now, no wonder my dad won't let me go out to mess around, because he has long seen the most fatal point in my character, that is, soft-heartedness.

So far, even after going through so many things, I am still the naïve self, and I have not changed at all, so what kind of things will I do like this.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help laughing at myself again, after arriving at the hospital, Miaomiao was sent to the emergency room, I was waiting for news at the door of the emergency room, Yingzi notified Miaomiao's parents, Lin Xiao sat next to me, shaking her feet vigorously, and I could see that she was very nervous.

I covered my head, I didn't speak, my head was empty, as if I had lost the ability to think, and after a while, Miaomiao's parents came, and as soon as he and his wife came, they scolded me when they saw me, anyway, my ears were full of crying and scolding, I didn't reply, I listened quietly, but in fact, I didn't understand what they said, because I really didn't care what they scolded me, I just wanted to end this matter quickly, and then go home to take a shower and sleep well.

Suddenly, I felt a little irritable, told Miaomiao's parents to shut up, then got up, and in his surprised eyes, walked out of the hospital, lit a cigarette at the entrance of the hospital, and after a few puffs, scolded Fuck your mother, and wanted to call Xu Jie.

But as I expected, Xu Jie was probably still angry, and before answering my call, I lit another cigarette, about four or five, and after the ground was full of cigarette butts, Lin Xiao appeared behind me.

I glanced at her, then smiled wryly, "What? Do you want to scold me? Then scold, anyway, you must be scolding me in your heart now, then don't hold back, just scold, stand on the moral high ground and scold me, point at me, and scold me to death. ”

Lin Xiao didn't speak, just looked at me a little distressed, this look made me inexplicably angry, I shouted at her: "Don't look at me with these eyes, you have been looking at me with these eyes since I came to Mingcheng, I know I owe you, but I have already paid it off, right?" If you ask me to take care of Miaomiao, I will take care of it, and if you ask me to associate with her, I will associate with her, what else do you want from me? Do you want me to feel guilty for the rest of my life before you are satisfied? ”

Lin Xiao shook her head and said that she didn't mean that, so I asked, "Then what do you mean?" You tell me, what do you mean, it's because of you from beginning to end, if I hadn't missed your old feelings, would this wonderful thing have happened? You shouldn't be in my life, you fucking got out two years ago, and now you're doing it again, I fucking know, I met you, not God gave me a chance to atone for my sins, but you came to take revenge, you have to make a mess of my life to be satisfied, right? ”

Lin Xiao was scolded by me, and he was also a little dissatisfied: "I made all these things together, so you are not wrong at all, right?" ”

I sneered: "Wrong, of course I'm wrong, I shouldn't be soft-hearted, I wouldn't dare to do so much with that woman, I shouldn't have listened to you, pretending to be a couple with her, if I had thrown the money away, no matter whether she lived or died, and turned around and beat her, it wouldn't have been much!" ”

Lin Xiao stared at me and looked at me for a long time before saying: "You finally admit it, you are a hypocrite in your bones, then what kind of saint are you pretending to be with me, since you already know that you can't be soft-hearted, then why didn't you refuse in the first place, why are you so hypocritical, do you know?" You are this that makes me feel particularly disgusted, you are obviously a selfish person, but you want to pretend to be selfless to satisfy yourself, Chen Ge, you are not a savior, but why do you want to think that you are a savior? ”

I couldn't refute what I said, I wanted to light a cigarette again, but the lighter couldn't be turned on for a long time, so I threw the lighter on the ground in anger, scolded a, and then sat on the ground decadently.

I lowered my head and forced myself to calm down, Lin Xiao also sat next to me at this time, and sighed after a while and said: "I am also at fault in this matter, I obviously know that you are such a person, and I also know that you will be soft-hearted, but I still force you to do those things, and I am also responsible for these things in the end." ”

As soon as she said it, I couldn't get angry anymore, but I didn't have anything to say to her, the two of us sat at the door of the hospital like this, no one spoke, and when it was later, Yingzi called Lin Xiao and said that Miaomiao had rescued her, but she had to be hospitalized for a while.

When I heard the news, I immediately breathed a sigh of relief, no matter what, I was lucky in misfortune if I didn't get a human life.

Lin Xiao asked me what I planned next, I said what I could do, I was wrong once and I could be wrong again, I would pay the Miaomiao medical expenses, and I would also give her family a sum of money, but from now on, her life or death is none of my business.

Then I got up and said: "You're right, I'm not a savior, I'm a villain in my bones, so be it, I won't go in to see her, lest she continue to misunderstand, as for what his parents want to do, you just let them look for me, I really don't believe it, they really have the face to let me take care of Miaomiao for a lifetime?" Can this unreasonable thing be justified? ”

After saying that, I took a taxi home, I am now desperate to see Xu Jie, explain everything to her clearly, I can see it, although I feel guilty about Miaomiao, but even if I feel guilty, I can't lose her, because I can't imagine how I can survive alone if I lose her.

But when I got home, I found that Xu Jie was no longer there, and her luggage and everything had been packed, and I was wondering if she would just leave, so Yanzi called me.

I hurriedly picked it up and asked Yanzi Xu Jie, Yanzi said on the phone: "I explained those things to Xu Jie, but she didn't believe it at all, she still had to go, and said that she was very confused now, and she needed to calm down, we are here at the airport, Zhou Lian is accompanying her, I am secretly calling you, you hurry up, there is still half an hour before takeoff!" ”

I didn't talk nonsense to Yanzi, saying that I would rush over now and ask Yanzi to delay me for a while, and then I hung up the phone and went out, just wanting to take a taxi.

As a result, as soon as I went out, I saw several vans stop in front of my house, blocking my way, and then several people got down from one of the vans, and the one in the lead was Yun Feng, who was still holding a stick or something, obviously looking for trouble.

I thought that maybe Zhou Haibing and Yun Feng broke up, but Yun Feng was angry, so he came to the house to find trouble.

After Yun Feng saw me, he asked me where Hu Tou and Zhou Haibing were, and I said I didn't know, because I was in a hurry, so I wanted to leave after saying this, but Yun Feng blocked me and didn't let me go, so he asked me to call Hu Tou and call Hu Tou.

How can I do such a betrayal of my beard, just tell him that I won't fight, let him get out of here, I have something to do, I don't have time to mess with him.

As soon as Yun Feng heard this, he directly hit me with a stick, and I didn't react because I was anxious about Xu Jie's matter, so the stick hit me directly in the face, making me a little dizzy, and I took a few steps back.

Yun Feng shouted: "You be honest with me, didn't you hear Lao Tzu calling you?" ”

I just had no place to spread the fire in my belly, this Yun Feng just hit the muzzle of the gun, I scolded you damn it, and whipped him on his thigh, he almost fell down with an unstable center of gravity, my kick can be regarded as an accident, Yun Feng gritted his teeth and shouted.

The people behind him came towards me, and more than a dozen strong men came down from the other vans, and they surrounded me at once!