Chapter 29: Shen Hong and Qin Zhen

Shen Wenjing always felt that this class was very boring, and it was not the content she liked at all, so she simply learned other things by herself below.

For example, when she paints, she seems to have studied very early, but if she goes out to study, she has to pay some of the money that seems expensive now.

She thought about asking the people in the family if she wanted it, so she could only ask her father, Shen Hong. Shen Wenjing felt that she couldn't do it, and she hadn't gone out to work to earn money, so it shouldn't be anything in the house.

But Shen Wenjing always couldn't speak, even though it was Shen Hong, Shen Wenjing didn't want to go. Shen Wenjing thought of her previous life, at that time, she lived with her parents, the family was very happy, and Shen Hong loved Shen Wenjing's mother Qin Zhen very much.

It's a pity that the sky can't follow people's wishes, and the person Qin Zhen loves in her heart is not Shen Hong, but someone else.

When Shen Wenjing was five years old, Shen Hong accidentally found the photo that Qin Zhen had hidden in his diary, and Shen Hong picked up the photo that had fallen on the ground.

When he saw the person in the photograph clearly, it was like a bolt from the blue, his whole body was completely immobile, and he stood in place stupidly like a stiff corpse for a long time, so long that he couldn't see anything in the room at all, and the sky was already dark and couldn't get any darker.

It wasn't until Shen Wenjing and Qin Zhen went home that Shen Wenjing was looking for her father with all her heart, and she opened the door room by room to look for it. When Shen Wenjing pushed away Shen Hong and Qin Zhen's room.

Shen Wenjing could see a figure standing there quietly through the moonlight shining in from the window, Shen Wenjing was frightened, at that age, she wanted to scream, but I don't know what the reason is, Shen Wenjing didn't call out.

There was a strange feeling in her little heart, she always felt that the figure was desolate and lonely, she suppressed the fear in her heart, and she was timid.

But there was a fearless force in her heart that supported her to continue to walk forward, slowly walking towards the shadow. Shen Wenjing always had an intuition in his heart, which was the shadow of who couldn't see clearly in the night.

Shen Wenjing was not so afraid, on the contrary, she felt that she should walk towards the shadow, the straight and straight shadow revealed a desolation, lonely loneliness in the boundless dark night, Shen Wenjing just wanted to get close to him.

Shen Wenjing walked in front of Shen Hong step by step, until he walked behind Shen Hong, Shen Wenjing stretched out his immature hands and gently touched Shen Hong's hand.

"Dad, is that you?"

Shen Hong's stiff body was shaken by this sweet father, and his heartbeat slowly returned to normal. Shen Hong's hand that was touched by Shen Wenjing was still hanging down, and there was no reaction.

Shen Wenjing asked him, but there was no response, she began to be a little unhappy, in Shen Wenjing's heart, Shen Hong had never been indifferent to her.

Shen Wenjing ran in front of Shen Hong, because Shen Wenjing was still young at the time, she raised her head high and looked up at Shen Hong, her big clear and watery eyes flashed in the dark room, like the eyes of a little elf.

"You're my father, why don't you answer me?"

Shen Hong still stood in place, his eyes rolled blankly, and this sound of his father tore Shen Hong's heart fiercely.

"Dad, why don't you speak, why don't you ignore me?"

Shen Wenjing's heart was full of fear, she was afraid, she didn't know what was wrong with Shen Hong? Shen Wenjing ran out of the door in fear, she went to find Qin Zhen, and Qin Zhen was standing outside the door at this time.

Qin Zhen squatted down, hugged Shen Wenjing in her arms, and comforted her softly:

"Jing'er, you go to the room and wait for your mother first, and your mother and father will talk for a while and then go to you."

Shen Wenjing nodded obediently, glanced back at Shen Hong, and reluctantly left. Qin Zhen turned on the light.

The moment the light was turned on, Qin Zhen's eyes were shocked by the diary in Shen Hong's hand, her gentle eyes were full of pain, she walked towards Shen Hong, but every step seemed so heavy.

Qin Zhen walked to Shen Hong's side, and then walked to Shen Hong's side. She didn't look up at him, but lowered her head, she didn't dare to face Shen Hong, or even look directly into Shen Hong's eyes.

Qin Zhen looked at the direction of Shen Hong's hand and looked at the dark-colored diary, Qin Zhen's heart felt as if it was facing a scorching scorching, and his heart throbbed fiercely.

"You saw it all?"

Qin Zhen's faint and calm tone was calm and relieved after experiencing huge ups and downs in her mood.

Suddenly, the diary fell to the ground, Shen Hong's hands slowly clenched, and then slowly let go, as if he had exhausted the greatest strength in his life.

Shen Hong turned his eyes to look at Qin Zhen, he could only see Qin Zhen's black and silky hair, and he couldn't see the expression on her face.

Shen Hong raised his hand and held Qin Zhen's chin, forcing her to raise her head and look into his eyes. Qin Zhen reluctantly raised her head and looked directly into Shen Hong's eyes, the deep bright red color in those two eyes deeply shook Qin Zhen's heart.

Qin Zhen looked at Shen Hong's eyes with guilt slowly, and crystal tears swirled in his eyes:

"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry."

Shen Hong looked at Qin Zhen's eyes, the guilt in his eyes stung his eyes deeply, his lips pursed tightly, and the seemingly calm eyes hid the calm before the storm.

"Is that what you want to say to me, is that all?"

Shen Hong's calm tone seemed to be about to go berserk, and he desperately suppressed the flood beast in his heart that was about to flood wantonly.

"I'm over with him."

That sentence I love him slashed Shen Hong's heart a few times, and the anger hidden in his eyes seemed to erupt.

"Why are you with me?"

Qin Zhen looked at Shen Hong's eyes, there was guilt in her eyes, and the honest attitude she needed to have towards Shen Hong at this time.

"I love him, but I won't choose to marry and live with him. He's not suitable, you're the one who really suits me. ”

Qin Zhen brushed away Shen Hong's hand pinching her chin, and said calmly and honestly: "I am destined to be very tired with him, and I will only be truly happy when I am with you." ”

Shen Hong's eyes showed a hint of complexity, and he didn't understand the meaning of what Qin Zhen said at this time.

"Isn't it true that you are happy when you have love?"

Shen Hong stared at Qin Zhen, as if he wanted to know the answer urgently. Qin Zhen glanced at Shen Hong, then bent down to pick up the diary that had fallen on the ground and put it back in the drawer.

"Because of love, I care, because I care, so tired. If a woman feels tired, she will not be happy. ”

"So you chose to be with me, not because of love, nor because you cared."

Shen Hong's words were not asking Qin Zhen, not a rhetorical question, it seemed to him to be stating a fact.

Qin Zhen looked at him: "No, I have love and care for you." A happy life cannot be without these things. ”

Qin Zhen walked in front of Shen Hong and looked directly into Shen Hong's eyes: "I just don't want my love to seem too passive and be restrained by another person all the time, so I hope to choose someone who loves me more than I love him, and I will slowly fall in love with him in my future life." ”

"That's all?"

Shen Hong looked at Qin Zhen, with an indescribable sadness in his tone, revealing a sense of helplessness and powerlessness in his body.

Shen Hong slowly turned his back and walked in the direction of the door. A trace of panic flashed on Qin Zhen's face, and there was an urgent look in his eyes.

She ran up and saved Shen Hong's body from behind: "Where are you going?" ”

Qin Zhen's words carried a hint of fear, she wrapped her hands tightly around Shen Hong's waist, buried her face deeply in Shen Hong's hard and thick back, and her hands felt slowly exerted without knowing it.

The corners of Shen Hong's mouth were lightly filled with a reluctant smile, and the short kung fu disappeared: "I didn't expect that your strength could be so great." ”

"My strength is already very strong, but I haven't had a place to use it."

Qin Zhen spoke at this time, and her voice was coquettish. From marriage to now, Qin Zhen has been living a very happy life, never worrying about anything, under Shen Hong's care, her life has become more and more nourishing.

Anything that worked hard for her, Shen Hong would not let her do it. She has a lot of strength, Shen Hong really doesn't know that he spoils her as a princess.

So when Qin Zhen said this, she was actually full of happiness in her heart. Shen Hong could hear the coquettish meaning in Qin Zhen's words.

has been with her for so long, from the cold, plain as water attitude at the beginning, to now it is kind and natural, and occasionally with a coquettish tone, Shen Hong is very happy that she can have the current changes, and he also likes Qin Zhen's current changes.

"I know you didn't love me from the beginning, did you? But now I can feel the change in you, which means that you like me too. Can I think so? ”

When Qin Zhen heard Shen Hong's words, there was a bright smile in her gentle eyes, very warm and happy:

"Well, but not all right."

Shen Hong snorted slightly, with a sense of vicissitudes on his face that he had never felt before, his eyes were full of loneliness, and his expression was gloomy:

"There's no point in discussing between us anymore, is there?"

Qin Zhen's brows furrowed tightly, her eyes were full of worry and anxiety, and she said eagerly: "Why is there no meaning, can we all erase the past from the past?" ”

"How can I forget the memories I have experienced, but those memories have no meaning to me now, and their existence only tells me that I want to forget."

Qin Zhen's eyes were filled with tears, and a trace of sadness appeared on her gentle face. Is it just because of that picture?

That's why he was so cold to her. Qin Zhen slowly let go of Shen Hong's body, turned her back to him, and two silver glittering cold river tears crossed her soft face, and crystal tears crossed her face one by one.