Chapter 083 I don't want three years, I want a lifetime

"Shinoshi." Leng Mochen took me into his arms, and his voice was low and hoarse: "You said last time that you wanted to go to Dali, let's go now, I will accompany you wherever you want to go."

"I'm not going, I'm not going anywhere, I just want you to be well." I put my arms around his sturdy waist, I didn't want to go anywhere, I just wanted him to get better, get better soon.

"Xiaoxi, you don't want to be like this, I'm miserable when you do this, you know?"

"The way you are now, I am also very painful, Mo Chen, you know your own condition better than anyone else, undergoing surgery means that there is still hope, but if you don't have surgery, there is no hope at all, do you really want me to watch you die? Are you really that ruthless? ”

"Without surgery, I can stay with you for three years, but once the operation is done, I'm afraid I won't even have a chance to see you again." Leng Mochen's hand touched my face and said gently: "Xiaoxi, I'm not afraid of death, I don't want to lose you, I don't want to leave you alone, three years may be a short time, but for me now, it's enough."

"I don't want three years, I want a lifetime." Three years, what do you do with three years?

"I want to live my life, but ......"

"Mo Chen, you will accompany me for the rest of your life, right? You said that you held the hand of the son and grew old with the son, have you forgotten? You can't forget, you can't! ”

"Xiaoxi, don't say it, don't say it again, let me think about it, let me think about it."

"How long are you going to think?" In any case, I have to let him undergo surgery, even if it is only a 1% success rate, that is a chance, and I can't just watch him die.

"Three days, give me three days."

"Well, I won't talk about it again for three days, but ......" I put my arms on the pillow, looked at him and said, "You must not let me down!"

Leng Mochen had a faint smile on his face, and raised his hand to pinch my face: "Okay."

I smiled gracefully, leaned down and kissed him on the lips: "Let's sleep, you hold me."

Leng Mochen obediently hugged me, stroked my chest with his big hand, and wrapped around me again.

In the blur, many people were talking, the huge lobby was full of people, and a red blanket stretched from the gate to the salute platform, and there were flowers and champagne on the ceremonial table, so familiar place.

Yes! I remember, this is the auditorium, is anyone going to get married?

The sound of the piano sounded, and a bride walked in slowly, I couldn't see her face clearly, and even when she walked in front of me, I still couldn't see her face clearly.

I turned to look at the groom, and ah! Why is Leng Mochen, he is getting married, but he is already my husband, how can he still get married?

I went up to him and asked him, but he asked me who I was, and he didn't remember me!

I grabbed his hand and he pushed me to the ground and called me crazy!

I sat on the ground and watched them step by step on the podium, crying like a clown, and no one paid any attention to me.

My heart hurts, it's like I've lost the most important thing in my life, they're all laughing, I'm the only one crying!

"Shinoshi, Shinoshiki ......"

"Uh-huh......" A familiar voice called me, and I hurriedly opened my eyes.

Leng Mochen was looking at me and stroked my face distressedly: "Silly baby, why are you still crying when you sleep?"

I'm crying? I wasn't in the ...... just now

Shocked, I hurriedly reached out and hugged him: "Mo Chen."

"What's wrong? Do you have nightmares? Leng Mochen gently stroked my shoulder.

"Worse than a nightmare!"

"What's scarier than a nightmare? Tell your husband about it. ”

"I dreamed that you were married to someone else, and you don't want me anymore."

"Silly wife, how could I not want you!" Leng Mochen smiled and pinched my face: "Besides, my marriage to someone else is a crime of bigamy, and I want to go to prison, I don't want to go to jail, my wife is good, it's just a dream, don't take it seriously."

I nodded slightly.

Leng Mochen let go of me and stroked the hair on my forehead: "My face is not very good, I haven't slept well, you lie down and rest for a while, and I'll make breakfast."

"Don't! I don't want you to go! "I hugged his waist and didn't let him move.

"Okay, I'm not leaving, I'll stay with you, okay?"

I nodded and didn't speak, resting my head on his chest, I didn't want him to leave, not a single step.

In the past three days, I have not done anything, nor have I allowed him to do anything, and he can let go of big things, and nothing is more important than him.

I will play with him when he wants to play, I will accompany him when he wants to eat, and I will accompany him in whatever he wants.

Actually, I don't know if it's right for me to make such a decision, let him undergo surgery, undoubtedly not push him to the Hades Palace, he is afraid of the 10% success rate, why am I not afraid, but do I still have a choice?

Without surgery, he only has three years, and after three years he will leave me, leave me forever, so that I will never be found again.

As he said, it may not be possible to see me for the last time, to be honest, I never thought that the operation would fail, and if it did, I didn't know how to deal with it.

I was sitting on the sofa thinking about things with a book in my hand, Leng Mochen suddenly jumped up to me and looked at me with a smile on his face: "Wife, I want to tell you good news."

"What's the good news?" What made him so happy.

"Guess."

I thought about it deliberately and said with a smile: "It must be my husband who promised me."

Leng Mochen raised his eyebrows: "Those are two good news."

"Huh? And one more, what is it? ”

"I just received a call from the police, Bai Su and Bai Wei were caught."

"Really, that's great, catch all the bad guys."

"Yes, without bad people, the world would be peaceful." Leng Mochen reached out to hug me, rested his chin on my shoulder, and said softly, "Dad called just now, and he hopes that we can protect Bai Wei."

"Huh? So what do you say? "Bai Wei is not a big crime, but she caused me to have a child, which I can't tolerate.

"I said think about it."

"Perhaps, Dad feels indebted to the Bai family, if Dad really wants to protect Bai Wei, then we will agree!" Although he was a little unhappy, Leng Shixian opened his mouth, and it was difficult for us to refuse.

"We'll talk about that later."

"Then we'll go to the hospital tomorrow."

"Hmm." Leng Mochen replied softly.

He agreed, and my heart was even more uneasy, so scared, really scared.

After going to the hospital for a check-up, the doctor recommended that I stay in the hospital for two days before surgery, so I went to go through the hospitalization procedures.

Avoid being cold for a while