261 Her love
Song Jiayin said that she wanted to tell me the secret that she came to Nanjin to find me before, which surprised me.
I slowly turned around, looked at Song Jiayin's clear watery eyes, but bottomless, and asked, "Why?" ”
Song Jiayin said lightly: "This starts with the friendship between our Song family and your parents, although my father and your father are diametrically opposed people, they have very similar personalities and have a very good relationship, so after I got your news, my father asked me to come to Nanjin for a trip, in order to save your life and leave a root for the Chen family." But my father also made a request to me, he said that our Song family still can't interfere too much in the battles above, as well as the various battles of the underground forces, so I just need to save your life, as for what you will do, it depends on you. ”
I see. I said gratefully: "Uncle Song has done his best to our Chen family by doing this, after all, looking at the whole of China, only Uncle Song is willing to lend a helping hand to me." ”
After speaking, I looked at Song Jiayin and said solemnly: "Jiayin, please thank Uncle Song on my behalf." I will never forget his life-saving grace. ”
Song Jiayin looked at me a little playfully, I asked her why she looked at me like this, she said, "I'm afraid I can't help you thank my father, because he is very dissatisfied with the entanglement between me and you, so ...... He still refuses to talk to me, and you still tell me this thanks. ”
Hearing this, my heart suddenly felt extremely comfortable, I looked at Song Jiayin, and said affectionately: "You are my nobleman, and meeting you is the luckiest thing in my life." Good news, I don't know why I deserve your affection for me, but I will definitely live up to your high expectations for me. ”
Speaking of this, I held Song Jiayin's hand and said in a deep voice: "From now on, I will not have any doubts about you." ”
Song Jiayin looked at me and said, "I believe in you." ”
I looked at her, smiled at her, and said, "Thank you for believing in me." ”
The rain became heavier and heavier, and I bowed to my sister's tombstone and said, "Sister, although I have promised my aunt that I will not come over again, but you can rest assured, I just won't come over during the day to make her angry, and I will miss you in the future, and my brother will rush back in the middle of the night, just don't think that my brother disturbs your dreams." ”
After saying that, I kowtowed to the grave of my adoptive parents and said, "Mom and Dad, I will remember your kindness, I will avenge you, and I will never let you die in vain." ”
After getting up, I turned to Song Jiayin and said, "Let's go." ”
Song Jiayin nodded, and the two of us walked forward on the muddy road in the drizzle, looking at the glamorous, and incompatible Song Jiayin with this environment, I felt quite amazing in my heart, if it was the first time we met, probably no one would believe that such a beautiful and tall woman could live in my brick house full of dust, and she could skillfully cook on my rusty cauldron and black stove, and she could rest very well on the hard bed in my house. You can walk with me on this sludge road like an idle cloud and a wild crane.
Song Jiayin suddenly asked me what I was thinking, and I said, "I selfishly thought, it would be great if there was no end to this road, so that the two of us could keep walking and keep going." I don't have to worry about you suddenly deciding to leave, and I don't have to worry that I won't find you. ”
Listening to my words, Song Jiayin smiled lightly and said, "I don't want to." ”
I looked at her, and she winked playfully at me, and said, "Because if we keep going like this, we'll starve to death or die of thirst in a few days, don't you think?" ”
Although I have always felt very uncomfortable in my heart, but seeing her playful appearance, my heart is still warm, Song Jiayin looked at me and said: "So, sometimes some people you don't want to see, things you don't want to pay attention to, you have to break into your world, because they will provide you with nutrients, make you strong, and let you live with dignity, don't you say?" ”
"Yes."
Song Jiayin's words were like a bright light, illuminating the road ahead of me and clearing the haze in my heart. I stopped, looked ahead, looked through this remote countryside, seemed to see the splendid city, from the ancient capital of Nanjin, to see the bustling capital full of dangers, I saw the people who accompanied me all the way, and saw those who hindered me, fell, and not yet fell. After a long silence, I said, "You are right, so I should not exclude anyone who gives me suffering, because without them I would not be able to reach the heights, and from now on, I will never be confused and will not complain." ”
Song Jiayin said, "Let's go." ”
She walked in front of me, and I followed her step by step, wanting to follow in her footsteps to the end of the cape. When I was about to arrive at my house, Song Jiayin suddenly asked, "Chen Ming, do you know why I ...... Like you? ”
I was shocked to hear her say her feelings for me so bluntly for the first time, and I was still a little confused. I clasped my hands and asked her why?
Song Jiayin said lightly: "When I saw you for the first time, although your performance was very humble, I think that is the posture you should show in that environment, so I don't despise you, but I don't value you either, and if I let you climb up, it is also because I feel sorry for Uncle Chen who I have never masked, and I don't want people like him to be ruined in the hands of his son." It's just that later, I watched you change little by little, and suddenly became interested in you in my heart. Chen Ming, I, Song Jiayin, have seen all kinds of men, I don't lack or appreciate all the things on those proud nobles, and I don't appreciate those ordinary people who climb up by any means, I rarely look twice, do you know why? ”
As she spoke, she turned her face, her long hair was flying, her black hair was like jade, and her skin was even fairer. I stood here, looking at her posture in a daze, and said half-loudly: "Because you hate their unscrupulous means, although you have a weak personality and don't seem to care about anything, you are actually a very principled person, and there are many things that you are not used to, but you are not willing to say, you are not willing to mix into other people's lives, and judge others." Is that right? ”
Song Jiayin nodded and said, "Yes, I can understand a person's mentality of trying to climb up in order to get rid of poverty and get rid of an inferior position, but I can't understand a person's actions that can be mercenary, lose conscience, and lose heart in order to achieve their goals." You're different, you're obviously craving the scenery above more than anyone else, but you're never forgetting your original intention. I like to see you never give up, to see you laugh, to see you cry, to see you with a little pride because of victory, to see you not hide your frustration because you are sad, I like your truth. ”
I walked up to Song Jiayin and stood side by side with her, she looked at me and said, "Thank you for liking my truthfulness, but this kind of truth may not be worth mentioning in the eyes of others." ”
"So what?" Song Jiayin said with a smile, her face was bright, "What do others think of you and what does it have to do with me, I only know that you are the first man I am interested in Song Jiayin, you are the person I fancie, so I want to help you, not only to help you climb the mountains, but also to help your wronged father get justice, I want everyone in this world to know that you are a pearl covered in the dust, you are the son of a hero, you are a man who can be compared to me, you are my choice, no one is qualified to point fingers." ”
Hearing this, I was shocked in my heart, looked at her and said, "So you tried every means to get me into the Flying Eagle, not for the mission, but to cover me with the mission, so that I have a chance to find out what my dad has gone through, right?" That's why you asked me to win next year's special forces championship, not like those people in the capital, who want to kick me back to Nanjin after using it, right? ”
Although I knew for a long time that I misunderstood Song Jiayin, it wasn't until today that I realized that I didn't just misunderstand her, and I was simply ashamed of my good intentions for this woman.
If Su Ruoshui is loving me with her life, and Duan Qinghu is protecting me with her life, then Song Jiayin is a level higher than them, and her dedication to me is low-key but the most profound. What she wants is not only for me to stand up to the sky, but also for me to be able to wash away the stains on my body, so that I can stand in front of those who have insulted me and wronged my father, and she wants the whole world to know that my name is Chen.
Song Jiayin looked at me intently and said, "I want everyone to know that your name is Chen Ming, you are the son of Chen Foshou, you are the son of a hero, and you are also a hero." ”
"Jiayin......" I looked at Song Jiayin, hugged her tightly into my arms, closed my eyes, and said guiltily: "I'm sorry, I really didn't know that you thought so much about me, I'm sorry, I misunderstood you dirty, I'm sorry ......"
Song Jiayin said lightly: "I said it, what I Song Jiayin wants is never 'sorry', what I want is for you to move the world, and then, become my man." ”
I suddenly took a military posture and said in a sonorous voice: "Yes! ”
Song Jiayin smiled in the wind, smiling like a flower, at this moment, the suspicions and injuries all disappeared, in my eyes, in my mind, in my heart, all of her smile was as elegant as a chrysanthemum at the moment, but affectionate and vast.
Song Jiayin said lightly: "Chen Ming, I once said, you Chen Ming, I Song Jiayin is here, you Chen Ming is dead, I Song Jiayin is dead, this sentence is definitely not just talking, I hope you remember." ”
I nodded heavily, grabbed her hand tightly, and said, "I remember, I will always remember." ”
Song Jiayin said lightly: "So, for me, live well." I still say the same thing, I will wait for you in the prosperous world of three thousand in the capital, wait for you to be reborn in Nirvana, wait for you to soar into the sky, and wait for you to be named in the capital! ”