I took a deep breath, pursed my lips and turned my head to look at Chen Jie, I asked, "Chen Jie, do you still have Ye Hansheng in your heart?" ”

As soon as I finished speaking, the whole living room fell silent. → eight → eight → read → books, .↓.o≥

I kept looking at Chen Jie, and she also looked at me, her eyes were a little fluttering, as if she was deliberately hiding something.

From the time I met Chen Jie to the present, she has always said to me, I hope Ye Hansheng and I can be happy, and I approve of us being together, now that I am pregnant and about to give birth, I heard from Ye Zi's mouth that Chen Jie often secretly cries behind her back because Ye Hansheng is with me, if Chen Jie has no feelings for Ye Hansheng, she should not be like this, but why do you have feelings to agree that I am with Ye Hansheng?

For Chen Jie, I have always been very sincere, at the beginning, Song Fang once told me to let me pay attention to Chen Jie, but when I got along with Chen Jie, I found that she was really good, so I went back and forth, I treated each other sincerely, I think this is the least respect for others, right?

But I don't know it now.

Chen Jie was silent for a long time before smiling stiffly, and she said, "Why do you suddenly ask like this?" Did I do something that you misunderstood? Shen Yu, don't think about it too much, I have feelings for Ye, but it's not love, it's family affection, we are already family, I said, when my feet are well, I will leave, is it because of my existence to disturb you? ”

"No, don't say that, I'm just asking clearly, because from the beginning to the present, I have never asked you these questions, if you still have Ye Hansheng in your heart, in fact, you can tell me from the beginning, you don't need to worry about anything else at all."

I'm a little incoherent, I don't know if Chen Jie understands what I mean?

After hearing this, Chen Jie hurriedly nodded and said that she understood, but she kept explaining that she had no feelings for Ye Hansheng anymore, but children can't lie, right?

Chen Jie never answered my question directly.

After returning home, I have been very irritable, I chatted with Song Fang about what happened today, I said to Song Fang, I feel like a sinner, really, if Chen Jie still has deep feelings for Ye Hansheng, then what am I? I was really just like what Ye Zi said, and snatched Ye Hansheng away with Chen Jie's side.

If Chen Jie was a normal woman, she was not like this, maybe I would feel better, but she is not, so I hate myself very much.

Thinking about this, I feel very depressed in my heart.

Song Fang said that I have a bit of prenatal depression, let me relax and don't put so much pressure on myself, it's best to put aside these annoying things and don't think about it, but I can't do it at all!

I couldn't sleep all night, and I didn't dare to tell Ye Hansheng, I felt like I was really sick, I felt that everyone looked at me with ridicule and disdain, and I felt that my heart was as uncomfortable as a cat scratching.

I sneaked away the next night, and I felt it on the spot, because I felt like I was going to go crazy if I didn't change the environment.

Anyway, I want to give birth to my child, I can't let my child have anything, and I can leave Ye Hansheng's matter aside for now, so I quietly bought the last ticket back to my hometown, and I didn't have anything on me except a bag that I carried with me, and I planned to buy it after I returned to the county.

After I got in the car, I sent a short message to Ye Hansheng, and I told him that I would go out for a walk and come back in a few days, so that he should not worry and not look for me.

My emotions are not right in the past few days, and Ye Hansheng should also be aware of it, so I think he should be able to understand.

After the message was sent, I turned off my phone.

When I returned to the county seat, it was dark, and I went directly to the hotel where I stayed with Ye Hansheng last time, but it was not the room where I lived with Ye Hansheng, I went back to the room, took a shower, and then lay down on the bed early, looking at the ceiling, there would be occasional walking and talking outside the room, and the small hotels in the town should be like this.

But my heart is extraordinarily quiet.

I didn't fall asleep, I kept my eyes open until midnight, I couldn't help but turn on the phone with my phone, as soon as I turned it on, it was a call reminder, there was Ye Hansheng turned on, and Song Fang and Xu Rongyan, Ye Hansheng sent me a message, more than a dozen, all asking me where I am? If you want to go for a walk, he can accompany me, because I didn't reply, and when I got to the back, Ye Hansheng directly burst into foul language, and he said Shen Confused, you are going to get back for me.....

I can imagine what Ye Hansheng's expression was like when he said this.

Although I knew he would be worried, I didn't regret this decision in the slightest, and I felt that I would feel more relieved to stay for a few days.

After reading the message, I turned off my phone, and then went to sleep with my eyes closed, I didn't have insomnia, but slept well, and didn't get up until nine o'clock the next day, I washed up, didn't check out, I planned to live here for the next few days, and then I went out on the street to find something to eat, and bought a hat, and some incense and paper.

I want to go and say goodbye to my mother, I haven't been back since the last time I brought Lin Xiao back.

Now that I'm pregnant, I'm about to give birth, and if it weren't for my own psychological condition, maybe I wouldn't have to wait until I gave birth.

Because my mom was buried in a bit of a remote place, I walked a long way and met several neighbors next door on the way, but I was pregnant and wearing a hat, so no one recognized me.

I went to my mother's grave, burned some paper money for her, and then said a lot to myself, I don't know if she could hear it or not, I just hope that she will bless the health of the child in my womb in heaven, and I don't want anything else.

I stayed for a while, worried that I would be seen for too long, so I turned around and walked back.

I didn't go straight back to town, but chose to pass by the house where I lived, the gate was locked, there was no one in the yard, I took a few looks, and then left.

I don't have any affection for this place, from the day I moved in, I tried my best to leave, and then I did, and I came back so few times that I could count them on the palm of my hand.

It's already afternoon when I get back to town, and for most of the day, I seem to have left all the things in Yucheng behind, and my heart is very comfortable.

Because the due date was approaching, no matter how willful I was, I couldn't joke about the child in my belly, so after I stayed in the town for three or four days, I took the initiative to turn on the phone and call Ye Hansheng.

The phone was quickly connected, and Ye Hansheng had a thick reproachful voice on the other end of the phone, and he said, "Are you willing to call me?" ”

"I've said it all, I'm just out to relax, so you don't have to worry."

"Shen Yu, don't you have a brain? Is there anything you can't talk to me about? You're still running around with your child, aren't you afraid of hurting your child? Ye Hansheng said.

I pursed my mouth, his words made me a little uncomfortable, and I asked, "Do you care about me or the child in my belly?" ”

"Care for the kids." He replied without hesitation, and then when I was angry and about to hang up the phone, Ye Hansheng said: "Care about the child's mother." ”

"That's not what you think in your heart." I pretended to be angry.

Ye Han sighed, and then asked me, "How do you know?" Can you see it? ”

"You're not with me." I whispered.

As soon as I finished speaking, Ye Hansheng said in a commanding tone: "Open the door." ”

"Huh??" I'm a little blindsided.

Then seeing that I didn't react, Ye Hansheng said again: "Open the door." ”

I blinked, it seemed that I had reacted a little bit, I quickly got up from the bed, and then walked to open the door, the moment I opened the door, I was stunned, Ye Hansheng had already hung up the phone, and then looked at me expressionlessly, his deep eyes made me dare not look at it easily, I pursed my lips, bit my lip hard, I opened my mouth to say something.

But he found that he couldn't speak, and his eyes were already moist the moment he opened the door.

Compared with me, Ye Hansheng is much calmer.

He raised his hand to push open the door and walked in, and then closed the door by the way, he leaned against the door, put one hand in his trouser pocket, his eyes kept staring at me, he didn't even blink, such a Ye Han sound fascinated me, I took the initiative to step forward, raised my hand and hit his waist, because of the stomach supply, I could only lean sideways in his arms.

The moment I approached his arms, Ye Hansheng also raised his head and hugged me.

He lowered his head, put it in my hair, and asked softly, "Miss me?" ”

I nodded and said I wanted to think about it, but Ye Hansheng suddenly raised his other hand and pinched my cheek hard, gasping in pain, he said, "Ruthless woman, I want me to run around, do you know how worried I am?" ”

I pouted silently, Ye Hansheng raised my chin, leaned forward and kissed him, he sucked hard, and it took a long time to let me go.

He said, "Don't run away, you're about to be a mother, and your children will laugh at you when they grow up." ”

"Don't tell your child."

"Then you just don't run around, and next time I'll lock you up with a chain and see where you can go." Ye Hansheng looked serious, as if what he said was true.

We didn't stay long, Ye Hansheng took me to leave downstairs and check out, his car has been parked in the parking lot behind the hotel, because it is in the back, so I didn't see it at all, on the way back to Yucheng, I asked Ye Hansheng: "When did you come?" How did you know I was here? ”

"You're here the day after you're gone." Ye Hansheng said as he drove.

He turned his head to look at me from time to time, and then continued to look ahead and drive seriously.

But I don't believe it, I've been here for so many days, why hasn't he looked for me?

I asked, "Are you lying?" If you had already come, why didn't you come to me? "I went to incense me the day after I left, could it be that Ye Hansheng came at that time?

Ye Hansheng hooked the corners of his mouth to show a faint smile, taking advantage of the lack of a car in front of him, he raised his hand and reached over to pinch my cheek and said, "Didn't you say that you want to scatter your mind and want to stay alone for a few days?" ”

"Then how do you know I'm here? And you already knew that you were deliberately watching my every move, didn't I call you, and you wouldn't show up at the door of my room? ”

Ye Hansheng took a deep breath, a little overwhelmed, and said, "I asked Xu Rongyan's friend at the police station to check the monitor at the station, and then saw you get on the train." After Ye Hansheng finished speaking, I was silent, but his words were not over, he pulled over the car, and then looked at me seriously: "If you don't call, I'm going to arrest you back, the doctor said, you can't run around more than ten or twenty days in advance, there will be a possibility of birth at any time, haven't you thought about what to do if you are in the hotel, you are going to give birth in the middle of the night?" ”

I really didn't think about what Ye Hansheng said, I said that I was stupid for three years after being pregnant, why do I think my IQ is a little negative?

Seeing that I was silent, Ye Hansheng looked at me with a helpless expression, and he said, "Go home first." ”

After speaking, he continued to drive again, and when he returned to Yucheng, Song Fang and Xu Rongyan took turns scolding me, and even said that I was selfish, although I didn't agree with it in my heart, but I was speechless.

On the night I returned to Yucheng, I received a call from Zhou Xiaobei, she said that she and Ah Qiang went back to Yucheng, and said that she wanted to invite me to dinner with Song Fang, I was quite surprised, I didn't want to go, after all, it was not convenient for me to have a big belly, but after discussing with Song Fang, Song Fang meant to go, and it was not easy for her, and those things she did were also a last resort.

That's why I agreed to go.......