016 The world is so dark

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From that day on, I sat on the back of Yuhe's bicycle to go to school every day, rain or shine.

Occasionally, on the street with few people, Yu He will ride a bicycle with one hand, and one hand will come around from the front to hold my hand, I said: Yu He, we are like this, is it called love?

And he laughed, loud and happy, and said, "Vivian, I have had you in my heart for a long time."

I said, "Looks like I'm like that."

He said, "But I don't know if it's right or wrong."

I said, "Why?" I only know that I'm not afraid of them snubbing me now, and I don't care what they think anymore, my heart is full of you now, Yuhe.

He said, "Vivian, shall we try our best?" Concentrate on studying, and together we will be admitted to a university far away from home to study the major we want to study. In a few years, I become a philosopher, you become a great doctor, we all grow up, and happiness will always be with us.

I agreed. In those days, I also began to learn from Yu He, taking my homework seriously, I took the initiative to ask the teacher to transfer my position to a place far away from those people, I made the same table with Qianyi, and in the end I found that my most neglected friend was precisely the most loyal friend, no matter how I snubbed her in the past, as long as I needed it, she was still able to open her heart and accept me, what a precious friendship.

I said, "Qianyi, I'm sorry."

She was surprised and said, "Vivian, where are you sorry for me?" I don't know, but I'm so happy that you can ignore me, no one has played with me for so long.

At that moment, I felt a little guilty. I took her hand and said, "Qianyi, from now on, we will always be good friends, and Yu He."

Speaking of Yu He, her eyes lit up, and she said: Vivian, Yu He is the best boy I have ever seen.

I grinned and asked, "Do you like him?"

She pouted and said, "Of course I like it, I don't think any girl will dislike him." But he was always sad, and I didn't know what I could do to keep him from grieving.

I said, "I know why he is grieved."

She said, "Why?"

I said, "You're a child, you don't understand."

She just laughed silly. I think Qian Yi is really a stupid girl.

On the way home from school, there was a small tail at the beginning. Yu He took me to ride in front, Qian Yi rode a broken second-hand bicycle far behind, Yu He easily rode far away, Qian Yi was always out of breath to catch up, Qian Yi said: Yu He, can you not be so fast?

Yu He laughed and said: Help you lose weight, Qianyi. If you get fat, you'll be a ball.

I couldn't help but laugh.

It was a simple and beautiful day, a secluded, perfect time for the three of us.

It's just that, after only a month, this beautiful life was shattered.

That afternoon, Qianyi, who had always been innocent, sat on the swing under my grape trellis, his face full of sadness and thoughts. I've never seen her unhappy before.

I said, "Qianyi, what's going on?"

She said, "Vivian, I probably won't be able to continue studying."

I was so surprised that I asked Qianyi why.

She said: "My stepmother said that it is useless for girls to read so many books. I'm 18 years old now, and she's betrothed to me, the son of the director.

I said, "Huh? Are you so small, married? Is your stepmom crazy?

She said with a sad face: My stepmother said that it had been decided, and the gift money given by the other party was very generous, on the condition that I quickly marry into their family and have a child. Moreover, the man is 28 years old and still a cripple.

I couldn't believe it was happening to me. I looked at Qian Yi blankly, and I said, "Are you a fool?" Why don't you make your own decisions about your life? Will she marry you if she asks you to marry?

She cried and said with a sad face: But what can I do, my father doesn't care about me at all, it's my stepmother who has the final say. She said that my grades were not good, so it was better to find a good marriage as soon as possible. I also said that if I miss this family business, I won't be able to find someone with such good conditions when I grow up in the future. Vivian, I can't resist at all, I don't have money, I don't have the ability, they give me food and clothing, and my stepmother sells me in the ravine when she says I'm disobedient. I've resigned myself to my fate, Vivian, and maybe that's my fate.

I couldn't believe that these words were coming from the mouth of the brain-pumping Qianyi. She seems to have grown up overnight, she doesn't speak like a child, and her tone is like those sad women in those bloody TV series. However, she was indeed Qianyi.

I was in a daze, and I said, "Qianyi, you run away, run as far as you can."

She shook her head, and she said, "No, Vivian, I'm resigned to my fate." Wherever I run, she'll get me back.

I laughed, and I said, "That's right." We are all Monkey King, and before we grew up, we couldn't escape from our parents' Five Finger Mountain. You are like this, and so am I.

She looked at me suspiciously, and she said: Vivian, you are so happy, you have such a good brother as Yu He, you have parents who love you, you have so much pocket money, and you have such a good big house. Vivian, you say you're unhappy, and you don't deserve sympathy at all.

I laughed, and the smile was particularly bitter. I'm tempted to say that that's not what I want, what I want, never given.

However, in front of such a pitiful and fragile Qianyi, I couldn't bear to say such a thing. She will think that I am hurting her, that I am deliberately trying to hurt her by destroying my own happiness. God knows, I'm not.

On the day Qian Yi dropped out of school, Yu He and I went to her house to see her. Her eyes were swollen from crying, and she said: Vivian, you must be admitted to college with Yu He, your body carries my dreams.

Qian Yi's style of speaking suddenly became calm, and I couldn't get used to it. I took her hand and I said: when is the wedding going to take place?

She said: It will be done next month. The stepmother said that the other party was in a hurry. By the way, Vivian, I'm not going to invite you to my wedding, I don't want you to come.

I nodded, looking at her red and swollen eyes, and their sockets turned red instantly.

Yu He was silent, standing on the side and looking at us, without saying a word. But I know that his heart is heavier than mine.

We walked out of Qianyi's house, and Yu He suddenly said, "Vivian, when will we be able to overthrow this world that we don't like?"

I said, "I feel like my heart is about to explode, and I want to run away more and more."

Yu He said: Compared with Qianyi, we are happy. Keep patient, Vivian, and we'll be ripe.

I nodded, jumped into his back seat, and said no more.

The story of Qian Yi dropping out of school and marrying someone spread all over the class, and every day after class, they talked about it.

Xiao Qinhuan said: Qian Yi is really stupid, although the man's family has power, but he is so old.

Manni said: I heard that he is a cripple, and he is very ugly, how can Qian Yi stand it.

Girl A said: I didn't expect Qian Yi to get married so early, she looks stupid, I have been worried that she doesn't have enough brains.

Girl B said: Isn't it just right for a fool to be lame? Ha ha......

I'm really fed up with these cold, unwarm women, I can't understand why their world is so twisted, I can't accept them judging the already poor Qian Yipin in such a tone, I'm really angry, I picked up the books piled up on the table, and slammed them one after another, I felt like the devil, so hideous and hateful......

I was called to the office by the head teacher, and the teacher said, "Chen Wei'an, what are you crazy about?"

It was the first time the head teacher had spoken to me like this, and that kind of indiscriminate rhetoric quickly cooled my heart, and I leaned against the corner and said nothing.

The head teacher said, "Vivian, how did you become like this?" You see your grades, it's going down more and more. You look at your relationship with your classmates, it's getting worse and worse. Many classmates have reported that you are now withdrawn and unsociable, and many teachers have said that you are absent-minded in class now. And, I heard that you and that older brother of yours go to and from school together every day?

I looked at the head teacher, and I suddenly felt that his face was also hideous, he didn't ask me why I smashed them, I had become a downright bad student in his eyes.

I stubbornly bit my lip, and after he had said a lot of things, he said, "Vivian, I need to talk to your parents." You have changed so much now.

I turned around and walked out of his office, it was raining heavily outside the window, I wanted to cry, I felt that my heart was withering little by little, and I was not fit to live in such a world. Why is it that the older I get, the more I see the unhappiness?

I couldn't understand it, so I walked out of the school gate in the rain, sitting on the side of the road, watching the cars and people coming and going.

A strange uncle came up to me with an umbrella and asked, "Why are you sitting here?" You're a student at a nearby school, so hurry up and go back, you'll catch a cold if it's raining so hard.

I was indifferent.

He also said, "If you are unhappy, tell your uncle."

I'm still indifferent.

He started pulling me, and he said, "Little sister, either your uncle will take you to eat something and talk to your uncle, okay?"

I yelled, "Get out."

He said reluctantly: Little sister, don't be sad or sad, let your uncle comfort you.

I stood up and started walking in the direction of the school. He caught up with the two of them, grabbed me, and said, "Little sister, don't go, uncle will take you to new clothes, you see that your clothes are wet."

I looked at the lewd light in his eyes, and I realized that my skirt was already soaked, and my underwear was faintly leaking through, and at that moment I really wanted to scold this fucking world, these seemingly normal, but hideous-looking people.

I ran lifelessly, frantically running in the direction of the school, the obscene uncle chased me for a while and gave up, I ran back to the school out of breath, I ran to Yu He's classroom wet, I yelled: Yu He, take me home!

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