Chapter 132: I'm Sorry, I've done my best

Under Xu Xiangsi's matchmaking, the game bureau was quickly formed.

Song Yan and Mu Zhirong, Lu Yinchen and He Yishu, Xu Xiangsi and Arnold beside her, and several other men and women Song Yan didn't know.

"There are so many big people out there, Mr. Lu is here to accompany us, is it okay?" Mu Zhirong said with a smile.

"It's just two games, there's no problem." Lu Yinchen replied calmly.

Song Yan looked at the playing cards in Xu Xiangsi's hand, "What do you want to play?" ”

"Truth or Dare."

Song Yan was not interested in such an ancient game, but the people were already standing here, and the people present seemed to be in high spirits, so Song Yan could only stand there.

"Everyone is dealt a card, the big card has the right to exercise, the small card must obey his arrangement, if you refuse, just drink."

Xu Xiangsi said and put a few bottles of wine on the table, "One bottle at a time." ”

No one objected, and Xu Xiangsi began to deal cards.

As if he wanted to target himself, for the first time, Song Yan fell into Xu Xiangsi's hands.

Xu Xiangsi looked at her with a smile, "Miss Song, do you want to be honest, or do you want to take a big risk?" ”

"Big adventure." Song Yan said without thinking.

Xu Xiangsi smiled, "It seems that Miss Song should have a lot of secrets, if she is adventurous...... Then you have a kiss with the man on your left. ”

Xu Xiangsi made it clear that he just wanted to fix her.

Song Yan turned his head, and Mu Zhirong was looking at him with raised eyebrows.

And others have already begun to heckle.

She didn't look at the expression on Lu Yinchen's face, but when her eyes drooped, she could easily see his hand on the table, which was very calm.

Song Yan took a deep breath, stood up, took a bottle of wine on the table, and began to drink it to his mouth.

Before this, almost everyone felt that Song Yan and Mu Zhirong should be a couple, although the wedding between the two of them was not over before, but judging from the performance of the two today, how can they be a couple......

But now Song Yan's performance can be regarded as indirectly denying their speculation, and on Mu Zhirong's face. It's still a light smile.

The second game began quickly.

Song Yan felt that he had really carried a certain share.

The youngest is still herself, and this time her object has become He Yishu.

She looked at the cards in her hand and then at Song Yan, smiled a little reluctantly, and said, "What does Miss Song choose?" ”

"It's still a big adventure." Song Yan said and glanced at Xu Xiangsi, who was innocent.

"Then ...... Can you sing us a song? ”

He Yishu's words made Song Yan stunned for a moment, and Xu Xiangsi frowned even more, "There is no fun in this way." ”

"I think that's good." He Yishu said, already walking to the side excitedly, "What do you want to sing?" I'll give you some! ”

Song Yan finally glanced at him, and then walked up slowly.

She ordered a song herself.

The prelude sounded, and then faintly, it was her singing.

"Forget, it's not easy to forget it, I don't blame you, I'm so vulnerable, my feelings can go deep into the bottom of the sea, and no one can really love ......"

The sound in the room wasn't very good, but when her deep voice sounded, it was like something that went straight to her heart.

"It's a pity to finally lose you, I'm sorry I tried my best, I didn't give up, I just didn't see you......"

Song Yan looked at the lyrics on TV, holding the microphone tightly with his hand, and when the sour feeling spread, Song Yan suddenly regretted a little, why did he order such a song.

She should have had some fun.

So maybe she looks ...... It doesn't seem to be sad.

After singing a song, when Song Yan put down the microphone, everyone else applauded.

Song Yan smiled, then walked over and sat down beside Mu Zhirong again.

"Are you alright?" He whispered.

Song Yan shook her head, and at this moment, the person sitting opposite her suddenly stood up.

"I'm sorry, I have other guests to entertain, so I'll play two games with you, and you can continue."

Saying that, Lu Yinchen raised his feet and was about to leave, but Xu Xiangsi said, "Just play another game, Mr. Lu, how about giving me this face?" ”

Lu Yinchen frowned and looked at her, Xu Xiangsi smiled and began to deal cards.

She seemed to have arranged it, because the smallest card in this game was in Lu Yinchen's hand.

The largest one was held in Song Yan's hand.

Song Yan's hand grabbed the playing cards in her hand hard, and then, after adjusting her breathing repeatedly, she looked at Xu Xiangsi, "You did it on purpose?" ”

"I didn't deal this card."

Song Yan chuckled in a low voice, and Lu Yinchen, who was on the other side, had already said, "What does Miss Song want to ask for?" ”

It's still Miss Song.

Also, at this time, they have said it all.

Song Yan slowly raised his eyes, looked at the person in front of him, and said, "No need, I don't want to play this game." ”

After saying that, Song Yan stepped forward by himself, picked up the wine bottle on the table, and drank it all.

Everyone looked at her in a little surprise.

Mu Zhirong stood beside her and said in a low voice, "Song Yan, you are still pregnant. ”

Yes, in her belly, and his child.

However, when he knew, he asked himself if it was his.

Everything she experienced before, no matter how painful and sad it was, Song Yan survived, because what she was more willing to remember than those pains was the sweetness he gave herself.

It's the warmth he gives himself.

But now, Song Yan can't stand it anymore.

She finally ...... I don't want this life anymore.

Just like Mu Zhirong said, she still has a child, and she is also ...... It's tiring.

When the heart can no longer find a place to go under the knife and no longer be able to squeeze out a little blood, it will also become a dead silence.

It won't beat anymore.

After putting the wine bottle down, Song Yan turned his head and left.

Mu Zhirong immediately followed behind her.

Xu Xiangsi's face was a little gloomy, and then, she turned her head to look at Lu Yinchen.

The latter happened to walk past her, and the voice was just right, and it fell into her ears.

"This is the last time, don't test my patience again!"

Xu Xiangsi's hand was clenched tightly, and when He Yishu was about to leave with Lu Yinchen, she grabbed her.

"Miss He, I have something I want to tell you!"

……

Upstairs, there is the room that Lu has prepared for the guests.

Song Yan and Mu Zhirong's rooms were separated, and they weren't even on the same floor, so Song Yan naturally didn't think that this was his arrangement, but just regarded it as an accident.

"You go back, I'm really fine."

Song Yan walked to the door and couldn't help but smile when he found that Mu Zhirong was still following him.

Mu Zhirong frowned and looked at her.

Song Yan only lowered her head, and when she wanted to close the door, Mu Zhirong suddenly stretched out his hand and pressed the door against it.

Then, before Song Yan could react, he stepped forward and hugged her whole person in his arms.

Song Yan's whole person froze in place.

Mu Zhirong hugged her and whispered in her ear, "Actually, if you're like this, I think it's better to cry sadly." ”

Song Yan didn't speak.

Her teeth were biting her lip tightly, her eyes were already red, and the tears in her eyes couldn't fall out.

She said, "Today, in fact, Lu Yinhao called him, right?" ”

From the time she woke up and Mu Zhirong brought her back from there, Song Yan didn't show much emotion, nor did she ask any more details, and Mu Zhirong also thought that she wouldn't pay attention.

But at this time, Song Yan said it directly.

Mu Zhirong did not answer.

Song Yan pulled his body away, looked at him with his eyes, and said word by word, "Yes, right?" ”

"Yes."

Although he guessed it, when he heard Mu Zhirong's affirmative answer, Song Yan still paused, and then couldn't help but laugh softly.

"I knew it." She took a deep breath, "You know what? In fact, before today, I still told myself in my heart that he must have done this for my own good, and it must have been Lu Yinhao who threatened him with something, and he didn't want to affect me, so he wanted to push me away. But now I realize that I really think too much. ”

Song Yan couldn't help laughing as he spoke, the tears that were originally just rolling in his eyes fell like this, and all the clothes on Mu Zhirong's shoulders were wet.

"I'm really amorous, ten years, I thought ...... It's been ten years between us, and it's been such a long time, and we should believe it...... His feelings for me. But now, I found out that I was wrong, really...... Wrong from the start. ”

Song Yan kept laughing, but kept crying, which made Mu Zhirong's brows furrow tightly.

At that moment, he suddenly had an urge to tell her everything, to tell her, in fact, it was really like this.

Actually, that person ...... I really love her.

Mu Zhirong was puzzled, if it was him, if he was Lu Yinchen at this time, he would definitely tie Song Yan to his side, even if there was a thorny road in front of the two, he was unwilling to let go of her hand.

But Lu Yinchen is different.

He would only arrange a flat avenue for Song Yan that he thought was very good, and then push her directly to that place regardless of whether Song Yan wanted it or not.

Even if he knew that after the two parted ways at this intersection, they might not even have a chance to see each other again.

But, that's what he's going to do.

Even if...... He clearly knew how sad and miserable Song Yan would be, but he didn't care.

Then Mu Zhirong suddenly remembered a sentence, when the love is deep to a certain extent, it is ruthless.

Just when Mu Zhirong was thinking this, Song Yan's voice came, "Do you know? My situation suddenly reminded me of a joke on the Internet. ”

"They say that those who give everything in love without expecting anything in return will often get what they want in the end and get nothing."

Song Yan kept laughing, her whole body began to tremble, Mu Zhirong couldn't help but hug her harder, and said in a low voice, "How can there be nothing?" You still have Lu Hengyi, and the child in your belly. ”

Child......

Song Yan's hand couldn't help but caress his lower abdomen.

Mu Zhirong watched her movements and said, "In this way, after I go back, will I arrange for you to go abroad?" I'll find you a good place, you take Lu Hengyi with you, there, you can forget everything here and start over. ”

Resume......

Song Yan shook his head almost subconsciously.

Mu Zhirong looked at her, "Song Yan, it's not that those things are unforgettable, it's because in your own heart, you don't want to forget him." ”

She didn't answer.

Mu Zhirong took a deep breath, "I won't force you, you can think about it, you are also tired tonight, have a good rest, and call me at any time if you have anything." ”

After saying that, he didn't wait for Song Yan to answer, he turned around and left.

Song Yan looked at his back, thought about his words again, and suddenly found that it seemed that to this day, he was still deceiving himself.

She was still trying to convince herself...... Trust Him.

But if he cared about himself a little bit, he wouldn't have left himself with Lu Yinhao and ignored it.

So now...... She's really going to give up, is she?

Song Yan sat on the edge of the bed, but his first reaction was to reach out and caress his lower abdomen.

There, it was him and her children.

Just like Mu Zhirong said, apart from these two children, he really has nothing left, and he didn't leave anything for himself.

How Song Yan slept later, she had forgotten.

The time may be in the middle of the night, Song Yan's whole person is still in a daze, and then she hears the sound of soft footsteps.

The voice was so soft that Song Yan almost felt that she had heard it wrong, and then, someone reached out and helped her cover the quilt.

On his body, there was a smell of wine, but more of it, an inexplicable familiar feeling.

Song Yan wanted to open her eyes, she wanted to see if it was him, but her eyelids became heavier, and when she closed them, she fell asleep again.

In my ears, there seemed to be a soft voice.

He said, "Song Yan, I love you." ”

I love you.

I love you......

Song Yan opened his eyes suddenly.

The unfamiliar room and the harsh sunlight made her stunned for a long time before she could react.

She got out of bed, and then saw the clothes on her body that she didn't know when she had changed.

She remembered very well that before she went to sleep last night, she obviously didn't change the clothes on her body!

And the blurred figure and breath of last night!

Song Yan immediately rushed to the door.

Mu Zhirong happened to be standing at the door, originally wanting to knock on the door, but when Song Yan opened the door, he threw himself directly into his arms.

Mu Zhirong was stunned for a moment, and then said with a smile, "This early in the morning, are you just throwing yourself into your arms?" ”

Song Yan didn't have the heart to joke with him, so he directly reached out and grabbed him, gritted his teeth and said, "Last night...... Isn't it you? ”

Mu Zhirong froze for a long time, looked at the clothes on her body again, and immediately said, "It's me." ”

Song Yan's originally sparkling eyes immediately sank when he heard Mu Zhirong's answer.

Then, still not giving up, she said, "Do you know what I'm talking about? ”

"I know that although I was gone, I saw that you were not in good spirits, so I came back to look, and after finding that you were asleep, I asked the waiter to help you change your clothes."

Really...... It was her delusion.

Song Yan's hand, which was originally holding Mu Zhirong, slowly let go, and then, she said with a smile, "It's that I'm thinking too much." ”

"You...... Who do you want to be? ”

Song Yan shook his head, "You go out, I'll change my clothes, and then we can go, right?" ”

"Yes, then I'll wait for you below."

Song Yan closed the door.

The change of clothes was neatly placed next to it, and that was indeed what a waiter would do.

She's really crazy to have that kind of hallucination.

He didn't want her anymore, and she said she didn't want him anymore.

He also has He Yishu by his side.

In fact, not to mention anything else, Song Yan thinks that He Yishu is actually quite good.

At least at that time, when she and Mu Zhirong were about to get married, when Lu Yinchen was seriously ill, who was willing to let the two of them be together, or even match the two of them.

From this point, Song Yan knew that she was sincere...... Treat him.

Also, a person like him, who meets anyone casually, will be very good to him.

He has a charm that can make people die for him.

When Song Yan packed up her things and went down, she found that Xu Xiangsi was actually standing next to Mu Zhirong, with a smile on her face, and the two looked like they were in harmony.

Song Yan walked over slowly.

Seeing Song Yan, the smile on Xu Xiangsi's face seemed to be a little thicker, and said, "Are you okay?" Let's go together, shall we? ”

Song Yan looked at Mu Zhirong.

The latter glanced at Xu Xiangsi, but did not refuse, and said, "Since Miss Xu invited like this, let's go together." ”

According to Song Yan's understanding of Xu Xiangsi, she definitely does not have such a good intention, since the two met, Xu Xiangsi has never liked herself, although now she and Lu Yinchen have also parted ways, but Xu Xiangsi's resentment towards herself still does not have any sense of abation, and what happened last night is enough to prove it.

To be honest, Lu Yinchen has had so many women around him, and Song Yan's least favorite is Xu Xiangsi.

Maybe it was because of her that her wedding with Lu Yinchen couldn't be perfect, maybe it was because she deceived Lu Yinchen at the same time, she also deceived herself, or maybe it was because Lu Yinchen didn't like her, but she still looked domineering.

No matter which one it is, the thing that is certain is that Song Yan really doesn't like her.

And now, when Xu Xiangsi wanted to go with him affectionately, Song Yan just wanted to keep his distance from her.

"Song Yan, what happened last night was my fault, but I swear, I really didn't do anything with that card!"

"Last night? It was fine last night. ”

Xu Xiangsi performed so hard, Song Yan had no choice but to cooperate with her and said with a smile.

Xu Xiangsi paused for a moment and said in a low voice, "I know that you are sad in your heart, I have tried this feeling many times before, so I am very touched, and I can especially understand you." ”

Song Yan finally couldn't help it and said, "I think there is still a difference between us, after all, I used to be Lu Yinchen's wife, we were really together, and we even have a child." But you don't, you are at best a person who needs to be taken care of for Lu Yinchen, so how can our feelings be the same? ”

Song Yan's words were still with a little smile on his face, but those words were enough to make all of Xu Xiangsi's expressions stop stiffly on his face.

Song Yan didn't care about her, and followed Mu Zhirong on the boat.

"Look at her, her face is green with anger." Mu Zhirong had been standing beside the two of them just now, and he had heard the conversation between the two, and when he looked at Song Yan unceremoniously, he couldn't help laughing.

Song Yan glanced back, and sure enough, she saw Xu Xiangsi's pig-liver-colored expression, she didn't say anything, and said directly, "Don't worry, after a while, she will definitely be resurrected with full blood." ”

Song Yan's words were quickly confirmed, and when she and Mu Zhirong had just stood still on the deck, Xu Xiangsi walked over again, with two glasses of juice in her hands.

Mu Zhirong glanced at her, "Otherwise, I'd better avoid it." ”

"Whatever you want."

Mu Zhirong smiled and simply stepped forward, "Miss Xu." ”

Xu Xiangsi smiled at him, "Mu Shao, I want to say a few words to Song Yan." ”

"I just want to go to the bathroom, please take care of Song Yan."

"No problem!"

Walking past Xu Xiangsi, Mu Zhirong really walked to the inside of the ship, and after Song Yan glanced at his back, he looked at Xu Xiangsi.

She gave Song Yan a glass of orange juice in her hand.

Song Yan didn't answer.

Xu Xiangsi smiled, "What, are you still afraid that I won't be poisoned?" ”

"I'm really afraid you'll be poisoned." Song Yan replied with a smile, "After all, how I didn't have my first child, I still remember it clearly." ”

Song Yan's ruthless appearance made Xu Xiangsi's face a little more annoyed, she looked at Song Yan, "The fault at that time was not on me at all!" It's Lu Yinchen's mother who wants your child to die! ”

"Anyway, you're an accomplice, aren't you?" Song Yan laughed softly, "Now, what do you want to do?" Pleasing me? I don't think I have anything in me that you can covet anymore, and it doesn't seem necessary for you to do this. ”

Song Yan's words could be regarded as a reminder to Xu Xiangsi, she took a deep breath and said, "I want to ask for peace." ”

"Why?"

"You and Yinchen are separated now, you must hate that He Yishu, right? As long as you help me ......"

"Whether I like He Yishu or not, but I hate you, that's for sure."

"Song Yan, don't go too far!"

Xu Xiangsi didn't expect that such a flattery would be exchanged for Song Yan's cynicism, the orange juice in her hand was directly smashed to the ground by her, and then, she raised her hand and pointed at Song Yan, "I tell you Song Yan, you don't kick your nose in front of me, I still remember your past!" Yinchen doesn't want you, you just hook up with Mu Shao, you are a water-based poplar slut! ”

After saying that, Xu Xiangsi raised his hand and wanted to give Song Yan a slap, Song Yan naturally couldn't stand in place obediently, Xu Xiangsi's body fell forward, just at that time, the hull of the boat shook, and when Song Yan reacted, Xu Xiangsi's whole person had already "poofed" and fell into the water!

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